{"id":10136,"date":"2013-12-24T12:00:24","date_gmt":"2013-12-24T10:00:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=10136"},"modified":"2013-12-30T11:43:47","modified_gmt":"2013-12-30T09:43:47","slug":"33","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=10136","title":{"rendered":"33"},"content":{"rendered":"<p align=right>de \u015etefan Bolea<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=10179\">click for the English version<\/a><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=justify>\nMi-au trebuit 33 de ani ca s\u0103-mi dau seama c\u0103 \u00eemi place via\u0163a. De altfel, a fost necesar s\u0103 ajung la v\u00e2rsta asta ca s\u0103-mi dau seama c\u0103 am o pasiune pentru adev\u0103r. C\u00e2t mi-a d\u0103unat echivalen\u0163a lui Eminescu dintre \u201eadev\u0103r\u201d \u015fi \u201elucrul de prisos\u201d la 16 ani! L-am transformat \u00een principiu de via\u0163\u0103 \u015fi m-am pierdut \u00eentre adev\u0103rul minciunii \u015fi minciuna adev\u0103rului. Cum altfel ar putea fi tradus\u0103 c\u0103s\u0103toria dintre minciun\u0103 \u015fi adev\u0103r dec\u00e2t prin Maya? Poate spune cineva cu sinceritate c\u0103 prefer\u0103 con\u015ftien\u0163a \u00een dauna iluziei? Iluzia ne proiecteaz\u0103 \u00een fiin\u0163\u0103 \u015fi uitare pe c\u00e2nd con\u015ftien\u0163a are ap\u0103sarea mor\u0163ii \u015fi a bolii. La un moment dat trebuie s\u0103 te treze\u015fti din Maya, trebuie s\u0103 deschizi ochii, altfel vei fi consemnat pentru vecie \u00een uter, \u00een incubator. S\u0103 spun c\u0103 \u00eemi place via\u0163a, s\u0103 realizez c\u0103 o accept, cu tot capitalul ei de hazard, contingent \u015fi \u2013 uneori \u2013 mizerie cere din partea mea un curaj pe care nu credeam s\u0103-l posed. <!--more--> Preeminen\u0163a nefiin\u0163ei asupra fiin\u0163ei este rezolu\u0163ia principal\u0103 a nihilismului, <i>arch\u00e9<\/i>-le s\u0103u suprem. \u00cen noaptea \u00eentunecat\u0103 a lui Schopenhauer \u00eei \u00eentrebi pe mor\u0163i dac\u0103 vor s\u0103 \u00eenvie \u015fi ace\u015ftia refuz\u0103, aleg anestezia, apatia, <i>adiaphoria<\/i>. Pentru \u00eensu\u015fi faptul c\u0103 suntem muritori \u015fi c\u0103 via\u0163a noastr\u0103 merge spre degradare \u015fi declin \u015fi pentru c\u0103 <i>suferin\u0163a <\/i>este regina lumii, pentru c\u0103 uneori frica ne c\u00e2nt\u0103 o sonat\u0103 pentru secure, clarinet \u015fi pian \u00een care capete deta\u015fate sunt aruncate pe clape, e greu s\u0103 alegi \u00eentre Nirvana lui Schopenhauer \u015fi Maya lui Nietzsche, \u00eentre extinc\u0163ia absolut\u0103 \u015fi testul eternei re\u00eentoarceri. Nimicul \u00ee\u015fi spune ultimul cuv\u00e2nt \u015fi atunci c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u0163i expiri sufletul, exist\u00e2nd \u015fi un \u201emic vehicul\u201d al nihilismului pe care \u00eel practic\u0103 oamenii obi\u015fnui\u0163i. Vezi at\u00e2tea suflete goale, at\u00e2\u0163ia oameni \u201emor\u0163i de vii\u201d, care practic\u0103 distrugerea asemenea unei colonii de g\u00e2ndaci instalat\u0103 \u00een inima unui colos, \u00een taini\u0163a Herei. Vezi mase controlate de media, \u00eembibate cu puroiul pe care-l scuip\u0103 crainicii de la televizor: de pild\u0103 observ cu stupoare c\u0103 au fost demoniza\u0163i c\u00e2inii \u015fi c\u0103 tot mai multe drone se trag din fa\u0163a fox-terrier-ului meu (\u201evai! s\u0103 nu m\u0103 mu\u015fte\u201d), de parc\u0103 ar trebui s\u0103-i pun botni\u0163\u0103. Nihilismul celor infimi este lipsit de noble\u0163e; mai mult, este un reflex mecanic. Cei mai mul\u0163i oameni sunt marionete, cei mai mul\u0163i oameni sunt lipsi\u0163i de orice valoare, cei mai mul\u0163i nu conteaz\u0103. Spune-le acest lucru \u015fi te vor ur\u00ee, vor c\u0103uta s\u0103 se distan\u0163eze de tine \u015fi vor g\u0103si confort \u00een conformism, \u00een simfonia beh\u0103it\u0103 din \u0163arcul siguran\u0163ei. De la Lautr\u00e9amont \u00eencoace spiritele generoase practic\u0103 \u201emarele vehicul\u201d al nihilismului \u00een hait\u0103 sau \u00een armate cu un singur soldat \u015fi poate c\u0103 lupii vor da \u00eentr-o bun\u0103 zi o lovitur\u0103 mortal\u0103 peonilor care se str\u00e2ng unul \u00een altul, care n-au suflet, n-au nici chip, nu \u00een\u0163eleg no\u0163iunea de individ \u015fi al c\u0103ror adev\u0103rat nume este \u201elegiune\u201d. Destul despre cei de prisos \u00eens\u0103\u2026 Nefiin\u0163a este primordial\u0103, spuneam, pentru c\u0103 ea \u00ee\u0163i \u00eenghea\u0163\u0103 ultima suflare \u015fi pentru c\u0103 suferin\u0163a irumpe \u00een s\u00e2nul fiin\u0163ei la fel cum silueta zeului Pan se proiecteaz\u0103 \u00een amiezile \u00eemb\u0103iate de lumin\u0103. Care este singurul argument \u00eempotriva nefiin\u0163ei? Singurul argument \u00eempotriva nihilismului? Cu siguran\u0163\u0103 excelen\u0163a! C\u00e2nd tai capul mor\u0163ii, r\u0103sar \u00een hidra existen\u0163ei capetele fricii \u015fi ale chinului\u2026 Vei \u00eenvinge armada demonilor, monstruoasa coali\u0163ie a rat\u0103rii, mizeriei \u015fi a insuficien\u0163ei, dac\u0103, \u00een ultima clip\u0103 a vie\u0163ii tale vei avea, ca Beethoven, sentimentul c\u0103 ai \u00eenvins: <i>amor fati, es muss sein<\/i>\u2026 Sufletului t\u0103u care calc\u0103 pe moarte \u015fi transgreseaz\u0103 toate infernului universul \u00eei va \u0163ine isonul cu furtun\u0103! Trebuie s\u0103-\u0163i dep\u0103\u015fe\u015fti condi\u0163ia \u015fi s\u0103 p\u0103r\u0103se\u015fti planeta \u00een timp ce natura se disloc\u0103 \u015fi cosmosul se scutur\u0103 din temelii!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>de \u015etefan Bolea click for the English version &nbsp; Mi-au trebuit 33 de ani ca s\u0103-mi dau seama c\u0103 \u00eemi place via\u0163a. De altfel, a fost necesar s\u0103 ajung la v\u00e2rsta asta ca s\u0103-mi dau seama c\u0103 am o pasiune pentru adev\u0103r. C\u00e2t mi-a d\u0103unat echivalen\u0163a lui Eminescu dintre \u201eadev\u0103r\u201d \u015fi \u201elucrul de prisos\u201d la [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[124,1005],"tags":[1128,1165,39],"class_list":["post-10136","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-editorial","category-egophobia-39-40","tag-editorial","tag-egophobia-39-40","tag-stefan-bolea"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s6DakB-33","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10136","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10136"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10136\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10182,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10136\/revisions\/10182"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10136"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10136"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10136"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}