{"id":10285,"date":"2014-05-17T21:26:16","date_gmt":"2014-05-17T19:26:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=10285"},"modified":"2014-05-19T21:29:43","modified_gmt":"2014-05-19T19:29:43","slug":"ceasul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=10285","title":{"rendered":"Ceasul"},"content":{"rendered":"<p align=right>de Gorun Manolescu<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=10286\">click here<\/a> for the English version<\/p>\n<p align=justify>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>C\u00e2nd n-are omul ce face, comite. De\u015fi am promis c\u0103 n-o mai fac, uite c-o fac.<\/p>\n<p>C\u00e2nd mi-ai spus \u201eceasul de la Universitate, ora\u2026\u201d sau mi-a spus altcineva nu \u015ftiu cine sau nu mi-a spus nimeni sau mi-am spus singur am fost acolo.<br \/>\nDe fapt mi s-a spus s\u0103 intru \u00een pasaj s\u0103 m\u0103 a\u015fez la o anumit\u0103 mas\u0103 \u015fi sa privesc oglinda din fa\u0163\u0103.<br \/>\nSunt acolo la ora fixat\u0103 cu cafeaua \u00een fa\u0163\u0103 \u015fi a\u015ftept am mai cerut un nesti sau lipton \u00eemi fac treab\u0103 cu \u0163ig\u0103rile si chibriturile aici nu se fumeaz\u0103 dar aerul de\u015fi str\u0103veziu este parc\u0103 format din fragmente instantanee care se perind unul dup\u0103 altul f\u0103r\u0103 pauze \u00eentre ele \u00eentr-o continuitate \u015fi ea instantanee.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>\u015ei a\u015fteptarea dureaz\u0103 de\u015fi venise\u015fi te-ai a\u015fezat la masa aceea te joci cu o \u015fuvi\u0163a de p\u0103r care-\u0163i cade tot timpul umbrind o privire nu \u015ftiu cum pu\u0163in plictisit\u0103 pu\u0163in \u00eenviorat\u0103 pu\u0163in absent\u0103 dar acolo mereu f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fixezi nimic cu spatele la to\u0163i \u015fi la toate \u00eendreptat\u0103 \u00een fa\u0163\u0103 oglindindu-te \u00een tine parc\u0103 te studiezi atent este numai o p\u0103rere.<br \/>\nSunt impresionat de acea privire de acea \u015fuvi\u0163a de p\u0103r m\u0103t\u0103sos care-\u0163i cade mereu \u015fi o dai reflex la o parte de pe chip de pe fa\u0163a oval\u0103 at\u00e2t c\u00e2t trebuie mi se pare pu\u0163in asimetric\u0103 dar \u0103sta este tot \u015farmul de care tu nu e\u015fti con\u015ftient\u0103.<br \/>\nAici filmul s-a rupt.<br \/>\nSe reia.<br \/>\nMi s-a spus c\u0103 te voi g\u0103si acolo e alt\u0103 zi la aceia\u015fi or\u0103 \u00een pasaj trebuie neap\u0103rat s\u0103 m\u0103 a\u015fez la o anumit\u0103 mas\u0103 cu spatele la to\u0163i \u015fi la toate s\u0103 privesc numai \u015fi numai \u00eenainte s\u0103 nu \u00eentorc capul s\u0103 m\u0103 concentrez asupra ovalului fe\u0163ii tale pe care ochii plictisi\u0163i dar aten\u0163i deseneaz\u0103 dou\u0103 contururi vagi acoperite din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd de pleoapele care clipesc rar neinteresant \u015fi absent ce culoare au ochii t\u0103i?<br \/>\nSunt acolo privesc din nou la ceasul care indic\u0103 exact ora care trebuie mi s-a p\u0103rut pe drum c\u0103 voi \u00eent\u00e2rzia era aglomera\u0163ie mare \u00een sta\u0163ie or\u0103 de v\u00e2rf am cobor\u00e2t \u00een pasaj data trecut\u0103 uitasem s\u0103-mi iau o carte pe care s-o r\u0103sfoiesc \u00een timp ce a\u015ftept acum o am \u00een fa\u0163\u0103 nu trebuie s-o deschid e\u015fti acolo privirea mea s-a lipit de gura ta de buzele perfect desenate pline care a\u015ftept\u0103 au r\u0103mas pu\u0163in \u00eentredeschise ceva parc\u0103 te-a deranjat nu e dec\u00e2t \u015fuvi\u0163a de p\u0103r care iar \u0163i-a c\u0103zut peste fa\u0163\u0103 \u015fi o dai la o parte cu gestul reflex pe care \u0163i-l cunosc acum at\u00e2ta de bine.<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd am plecat de acas\u0103 gr\u0103bindu-m\u0103 afar\u0103 \u00eencepuse s\u0103 bureze m\u0103runt data trecut\u0103 era soare.<br \/>\nS-au deschis mai mult buzele tale.<br \/>\nPe scar\u0103 azi era ca de obicei semi-\u00eentuneric \u00eei spusesem administratorului s\u0103 schimbe nenorocitul de bec.<br \/>\nMi s-a p\u0103rut o fr\u00e2ntur\u0103 de timp c\u0103 mi-ai prins privirea mea \u00een oglinda ce-\u0163i st\u0103 \u00een fa\u0163\u0103 parc\u0103 presim\u0163ind ceva o cut\u0103 infim\u0103 \u0163i-a br\u0103zdat fa\u0163a a fost doar o p\u0103rere genele tale au tres\u0103rit imperceptibil \u015fi totu\u015fi o mijire un scurt interes te-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 schimbi pu\u0163in pozi\u0163ia capului.<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd am cobor\u00e2t \u00eenainte s\u0103 ies am salutat din nou <em>iar te \u00eenclini?<\/em> mi-a zis madam Nina care are o garsonier\u0103 la parter deschiz\u00e2nd u\u015fa crez\u00e2nd c\u0103 i-a sosit vizitatorul cam mul\u0163i de altfel \u00ee\u015fi acoper\u0103 cochet umerii dolofani cu \u015falul diafan pe care \u00eel poart\u0103 a\u015fa de kiki <em>iar salu\u0163i ficusul? fir-ar al dracului de administrator i-am zis de nu \u015ftiu c\u00e2te ori s\u0103 schimbe becul \u0103la chior.<\/em><br \/>\nNer\u0103bdarea mea n-avea rost evident c\u0103 n-am \u00eent\u00e2rziat ca \u015fi data trecut\u0103 ceasul indic\u0103 exact ora care trebuie c\u00e2nd cobor \u00een pasaj.<br \/>\nPrivirea mea coboar\u0103 pu\u0163in de sub puloverul pe g\u00e2t pielea-\u0163i fin\u0103 abia se-nfior\u0103 atunci c\u00e2nd mai degrab\u0103 o simt dec\u00e2t o v\u0103d cu adev\u0103rat pentru c\u0103 acum pare c\u0103 m-ai observat \u00een oglinda ce-\u0163i st\u0103 \u00een fa\u0163\u0103.<br \/>\nNu, ceasul \u0103sta a \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 obsedeze parc\u0103 ceva inexorabil s-ar \u00eent\u00e2mpla dac\u0103 a\u015f dep\u0103\u015fi timpul fixat m\u0103car c-o secund\u0103 c\u00e2nd cobor \u00een grab\u0103 m\u0103-mpiedic de\u015fi treapta asta a pasajului ciobit\u0103 o observasem bine de nu \u015ftiu c\u00e2te ori.<br \/>\n\u00cencep s\u0103 observ semnele abia sim\u0163ite o privire u\u015for lasciv\u0103, o u\u015foare \u00eembujorare un \u00eenceput care se las\u0103 spre s\u00e2nii tari sub puloverul pe care \u0163i-l tragi intensific\u00e2nd prezen\u0163a ta iar eu nu numai c\u0103 observ toate astea dar \u015ftiu c\u0103 o \u015fi sim\u0163i.<br \/>\nAm cobor\u00e2t \u00eencet ficusul e la locul lui becul e la fel de chior madam Nina e \u00een u\u015fa garsonierei \u00een fa\u0163a intr\u0103rii m\u0103 n\u0103uce\u015fte prezen\u0163a ta <em>de ce n-ai venit? te-a\u015ftept de mult ceasul \u0103la parc\u0103 st\u0103 acolo aiurea \u00een\u0163epenit la acea\u015fi or\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>de Gorun Manolescu click here for the English version &nbsp; C\u00e2nd n-are omul ce face, comite. De\u015fi am promis c\u0103 n-o mai fac, uite c-o fac. C\u00e2nd mi-ai spus \u201eceasul de la Universitate, ora\u2026\u201d sau mi-a spus altcineva nu \u015ftiu cine sau nu mi-a spus nimeni sau mi-am spus singur am fost acolo. De fapt [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1044,393],"tags":[1166,28,54],"class_list":["post-10285","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-41","category-prozascurta","tag-egophobia-41","tag-gorun-manolescu","tag-proza-scurta"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s6DakB-ceasul","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10285","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10285"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10285\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10295,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10285\/revisions\/10295"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10285"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10285"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10285"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}