{"id":10439,"date":"2014-10-27T22:35:39","date_gmt":"2014-10-27T20:35:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=10439"},"modified":"2014-10-27T22:56:11","modified_gmt":"2014-10-27T20:56:11","slug":"poeme-de-miruna-vlada","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=10439","title":{"rendered":"poeme de Miruna Vlada"},"content":{"rendered":"

[din volumul \u201cBosnia. Partaj\u201d<\/a>, editura Cartea Romaneasca Polirom, 2014]<\/strong><\/p>\n

 
\n\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Feti\u0163a cu chibrituri<\/strong>
\n\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Cutii frumos aranjate cu toate clipele ratate<\/p>\n

Cu tot ceea ce am pierdut ca s\u0103 p\u0103strez<\/p>\n

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dac\u0103-mi tai p\u0103rul acum, el va cre\u015fte la loc, \u00een cutiu\u0163e.<\/p>\n

\u015ei apoi s\u0103 m\u0103 uit la ghemotocul de p\u0103r<\/p>\n

de pe podea ca<\/p>\n

\u00een oglinda retrovizoare.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

O feti\u0163\u0103 r\u0103mas\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 sc\u00e2ncete.<\/p>\n

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dup\u0103 partaj m\u0103 \u00eendrept c\u0103tre trupul meu ca<\/p>\n

spre o pereche de patine albe ruginite<\/p>\n

uitate \u00een debara.
\n 
\n <\/p>\n

Apanova<\/strong><\/p>\n

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cei de la apanova au venit s\u0103 schimbe conductele<\/p>\n

picamerul cr\u0103pa asfaltul<\/p>\n

viermi\u015forii v\u0103z\u00e2nd lumina zilei<\/p>\n

noi ne trezeam greu sambata, pe la 11.30, ne infundam ochii in pieptul celuilalt si nu voiam inca sa dam draperia la o parte<\/p>\n

mormane mari de p\u0103m\u00e2nt<\/p>\n

de pe o parte pe alta a gropii<\/p>\n

cei de la apanova schimb\u0103 o conduct\u0103 noua cu una veche<\/p>\n

e ca o opera\u0163ie f\u0103r\u0103 anestezie<\/p>\n

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\u00een grab\u0103, am str\u00e2ns totul \u00een plase de rafie<\/p>\n

borc\u0103na\u015fele goale de zacusc\u0103 \u015fi bulion<\/p>\n

b\u0103ie\u0163eii de por\u0163elan<\/p>\n

c\u0103r\u0163ile de istorie antic\u0103
\nman\u015fetele murdare<\/p>\n

ale c\u0103m\u0103\u015filor de noapte<\/p>\n

puse toate de-a valma \u00een plase de rafie<\/p>\n

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una veche nu face c\u00e2t dou\u0103 noi.<\/p>\n

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apanova \u00eenlocuie\u015fte totul<\/p>\n

abia dac\u0103 putem s\u0103ri dintr-o parte<\/p>\n

\u00een alta a gropilor<\/p>\n

ne mai cade c\u00e2te-o plas\u0103 de rafie<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00een cutii<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015ftii, eu p\u0103strez \u00eentr-o cutie toate<\/p>\n

sticlu\u0163ele de parfum consumate<\/p>\n

toate agendele<\/p>\n

pe care am notat vreodat\u0103<\/p>\n

cele mai irelevante lucruri<\/p>\n

eu p\u0103strez frunze \u015fi pietre<\/p>\n

g\u0103site \u00een ora\u015fele<\/p>\n

pe care nu le voi mai vizita niciodat\u0103<\/p>\n

eu p\u0103strez etichetele alea pe care<\/p>\n

\u0163i le pun la bagaje<\/p>\n

\u00een avion<\/p>\n

mi-e dor de tot ceea ce m\u0103 atinge m\u0103car o dat\u0103<\/p>\n

tot ce m\u0103 atinge dispare<\/p>\n

\u00een c\u00e2teva secunde<\/p>\n

inventez ceva care s\u0103 nu m\u0103 ating\u0103<\/p>\n

care s\u0103 nu dispar\u0103<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

construiesc ceva ca s\u0103 se d\u0103r\u00e2me<\/p>\n

cu fiecare atingere<\/p>\n

mai trece o moarte pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 noi<\/p>\n

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eu p\u0103strez p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi plicule\u0163ele de zah\u0103r \u015fi serve\u0163elele<\/p>\n

eu p\u0103strez toate bonurile fiscale<\/p>\n

e ca \u015fi c\u00e2nd a\u015f recicla totul<\/p>\n

a\u015f vrea s\u0103 p\u0103strez totul<\/p>\n

a\u015fa arat\u0103 singur\u0103tatea<\/p>\n

o camer\u0103 goal\u0103<\/p>\n

plin\u0103 de colec\u0163ii nesemnificative<\/p>\n

\u00een care tot ceea ce te-a atins<\/p>\n

nu te mai poate atinge<\/p>\n

diminea\u0163a dinante de partaj \u2013 c\u00e2nd faci analizele<\/p>\n

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partajul e una din bolile incurabile<\/p>\n

cu mirosul ei \u00eempu\u0163it<\/p>\n

cu lunile interminabile de spitalizare<\/p>\n

cu teama ca un ciocan<\/p>\n

apoi ca o speran\u0163\u0103<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

precum condamna\u0163ii la moarte<\/p>\n

\u00een evul mediu<\/p>\n

nu \u015ftim niciodat\u0103 c\u00e2nd<\/p>\n

se stabile\u015fte ziua<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

ne str\u00e2ngem \u00een bra\u0163e<\/p>\n

noi \u015fi bolile incurabile<\/p>\n

le hr\u0103nim cu lapte proasp\u0103t<\/p>\n

le ar\u0103t\u0103m ferici\u0163i agendele noastre pline de planuri<\/p>\n

vacan\u0163ele la mare pentru viitorii doi ani<\/p>\n

\u00een timp ce pe ecran ruleaz\u0103 publicitatea:<\/p>\n

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Masajul erotic, cadoul perfect pentru tine \u015fi perechea ta.<\/em><\/p>\n

Cursuri gratuite de maternologie.<\/em><\/p>\n

Sexul falsific\u0103 sentimentele. 10 gre\u015feli ale lui Darwin.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cencepe sezonul dezvolt\u0103rii personale.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Partaj 2<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

de atunci totul are o culoare u\u015for ro\u015fiatic\u0103<\/p>\n

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cred c\u0103 mi-a r\u0103mas ceva imprimat pe retin\u0103<\/p>\n

cand privesc in jur parc\u0103 dau totul cu oj\u0103 ro\u015fie<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

nu \u015ftiu s\u0103-mi fac bagajele<\/p>\n

mi-e egal<\/p>\n

al nostru e acum al meu \u015fi al t\u0103u<\/p>\n

e tehnica partajului<\/p>\n

care taie \u00een carne vie<\/p>\n

repet\u0103m gesturile \u015fi c\u0103ut\u0103m un fel de exactitate<\/p>\n

pun m\u00e2na pe ce e-al nostru<\/p>\n

\u015fi devine al meu<\/p>\n

gata. casa trebuie evacuat\u0103 \u00een c\u00e2teva secunde<\/p>\n

tot ce ating devine al meu<\/p>\n

\u015fi \u0103sta \u015fi \u0103sta \u015fi \u0103sta<\/p>\n

de-asta \u00eenainte ne atingeam tot timpul<\/p>\n

ca s\u0103 lu\u0103m \u00een posesie<\/p>\n

\u00een urma mea totul<\/p>\n

devenea u\u015for ro\u015fiatic<\/p>\n

umplu ni\u015fte plase<\/p>\n

la repezeal\u0103<\/p>\n

al nostru e t\u0103iat pe din dou\u0103 pe din trei<\/p>\n

e t\u0103iat f\u0103r\u0103 precizie<\/p>\n

cu m\u00e2na tremur\u00e2nd\u0103<\/p>\n

la evacuare te concentrezi pe tot ce e inutil<\/p>\n

pe tot ce-\u0163i iese \u00een cale<\/p>\n

desf\u0103c\u0103torul \u0103sta de vin<\/p>\n

\u015fi \u0103sta de conserve<\/p>\n

\u015fi toc\u0103torul \u015fi aftershave-ul<\/p>\n

\u0103sta ce caut\u0103 aici?<\/p>\n

al t\u0103u s-a r\u0103t\u0103cit iar \u00een al meu<\/p>\n

al nostru a devenit al meu<\/p>\n

a r\u0103mas dezmembrat<\/p>\n

sunt ca un ho\u0163 care ia tot ce-i pic\u0103 \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi apoi fuge s\u0103 se predea<\/p>\n

te zgribule\u015fti \u00eentr-un col\u0163 \u015fi devii amnezic<\/p>\n

ca s\u0103 fii gata de partaj<\/em><\/p>\n

trebuie s\u0103 ai mai \u00eent\u00e2i Allzeihmer<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 te ui\u0163i la pahare la c\u0103r\u0163i la \u015ferve\u0163ele<\/p>\n

\u015fi s\u0103 le amesteci \u00eentre ele<\/p>\n

ce rost mai au toate astea?<\/p>\n

cum se folose\u015fte scrumiera?<\/p>\n

facem slalom printre obiecte<\/p>\n

trebuie s\u0103 pui totul \u00een pungi \u015fi s\u0103 fugi<\/p>\n

toate \u00eentreb\u0103rile vin dup\u0103 aceea<\/p>\n

ce fac cu p\u0103m\u00e2ntul de flori?<\/p>\n

dar cu aparatul de ras?<\/p>\n

cum trec de iarna asta?<\/p>\n

\u00eemi iau o sticlu\u0163\u0103 de aceton\u0103<\/p>\n

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 <\/p>\n

Partaj 3<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

fiecare mi\u015fcare<\/p>\n

devine un bumerang.<\/p>\n

tot ce am luat apoi am dat<\/p>\n

ba nu<\/p>\n

tot ce am dat<\/p>\n

apoi a\u015f fi vrut s\u0103 iau<\/p>\n

o brichet\u0103 care nu se mai aprinde<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd bate v\u00e2ntul<\/p>\n

destr\u0103marea e un rico\u015feu al \u00eempreun\u0103rii<\/p>\n

at\u00e2t c\u00e2t n-ai, dai<\/p>\n

\u015fi golul se \u00eentoarce c\u0103tre m\u00e2na care \u00eel arunc\u0103<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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