{"id":10695,"date":"2015-04-30T11:21:26","date_gmt":"2015-04-30T09:21:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=10695"},"modified":"2015-05-31T11:22:21","modified_gmt":"2015-05-31T09:22:21","slug":"poeme-de-ion-buzu-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=10695","title":{"rendered":"poeme de Ion Buzu"},"content":{"rendered":"

A vrut s\u0103 scape de ceva greu de suportat care a pus st\u0103p\u00eenire<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Care e versiunea ta despre moarte? \u2013 m\u0103 tot \u00eentrebi<\/p>\n

Nu \u015ftiu, nu mi-am b\u0103tut capul cu asta,<\/p>\n

abia dac\u0103 m\u0103 descurc cu via\u0163a.<\/p>\n

Tu nu ai fost, dar o prof\u0103<\/p>\n

ne vorbea despre moartea u\u015foar\u0103 a<\/p>\n

unui academician de la litere.<\/p>\n

Mama ei se afl\u0103 \u00een chinurile lui Dumnezeu,<\/p>\n

lui Hristos, spune\u0163i-i cum vre\u0163i.<\/p>\n

Mama ei, imobilizat\u0103 la pat timp de 6 ani,<\/p>\n

defec\u00eend \u015fi saliv\u00eend, incontrolabil;<\/p>\n

are nevoie de o moarte u\u015foar\u0103,<\/p>\n

ca aia a academicianului.<\/p>\n

\u201e\u015eti\u0163i cum a murit academicianul? Au descuiat<\/p>\n

u\u015fa apartamentului s\u0103u \u015fi dup\u0103 ce ginerele<\/p>\n

l-a ajutat s\u0103 intre, acesta \u015fi-a dat suflarea.\u201d<\/p>\n

O alt\u0103 prof\u0103 vorbe\u015fte despre Urmuz,<\/p>\n

cum acesta a ie\u015fit \u00eentr-o noapte \u00een ora\u015f, a r\u0103suflat ad\u00eenc<\/p>\n

\u015fi a zis \u201e\u00een fine\u201d<\/p>\n

tr\u0103g\u00eendu-\u0219i un glonte-n cap.<\/p>\n

La fel ca \u00een textele sale, a vrut s\u0103 scape de ceva greu de suportat care a pus st\u0103p\u00eenire.<\/p>\n

La masterul \u0103sta se vorbe\u0219te numai despre moarte.<\/p>\n

E unicul lucru pe care mi-l amintesc.<\/p>\n

Tu nu ai fost de fa\u0163\u0103, dar a\u015fa s-a \u00eent\u00eemplat,<\/p>\n

o prof\u0103 de lingvistic\u0103 care se uita de la documentare \u0219tiin\u021bifice<\/p>\n

ne povestea despre mitocondriile care degaj\u0103 energia \u00een celul\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi uneori, din motive necunoscute, acestea degaj\u0103 plasm\u0103,<\/p>\n

\u015fi dintr-o dat\u0103, undeva, din cauza asta un om a luat foc.<\/p>\n

O schimbare brusc\u0103 asupra c\u0103reia nu mai avea niciun control.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Locul unde saliva se amestec\u0103 cu s\u00eengele<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Am luat pentru prima dat\u0103 testul HIV<\/p>\n

\u00een iarna lui 2009.<\/p>\n

Eram vreo 10 \u00eentr-o \u00eenc\u0103pere,<\/p>\n

medicul desf\u0103cu punga cu<\/p>\n

testele experimentale trimise de americani<\/p>\n

\u015fi ne \u00eentinse c\u00eete un tubule\u0163 \u00een fa\u0163a fiec\u0103ruia.<\/p>\n

Erau pentru un sondaj cerut de Ministerul S\u0103n\u0103t\u0103\u0163ii.<\/p>\n

\u201eDesface\u0163i tubule\u0163ul, lua\u0163i be\u0163isorul cu vat\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi \u00eel plimba\u0163i pe partea de sus a gingiilor,<\/p>\n

apoi \u00eel plimba\u0163i pe partea de jos,<\/p>\n

locul unde saliva se amestec\u0103 cu s\u00eengele.<\/p>\n

Dup\u0103 aceasta, b\u0103ga\u0163i be\u0163isorul \u00een tubule\u0163ul cu lichid<\/p>\n

\u015fi a\u015ftepta\u0163i:<\/p>\n

o liniu\u0163\u0103 e negativ,<\/p>\n

dou\u0103 liniu\u0163i e pozitiv.\u201d<\/p>\n

Unul din cei prezen\u0163i a refuzat s\u0103 ia testul.<\/p>\n

A\u015fteptam cu to\u0163ii \u00een t\u0103cere,<\/p>\n

nimeni nu \u00eendr\u0103znea s\u0103 spun\u0103 nimic,<\/p>\n

ceasul de pe perete se auzea foarte clar<\/p>\n

\u015fi doar medicul:<\/p>\n

\u201ela urma urmei, e doar experimental,<\/p>\n

dar ave\u0163i grij\u0103 s\u0103 nu panica\u0163i atunci c\u00eend<\/p>\n

ob\u0163ine\u0163i pozitiv \u00een fa\u0163a unui respondent\u201d.<\/p>\n

Era decembrie 2009,<\/p>\n

comuni\u015ftii nu mai erau la putere,<\/p>\n

terminasem liceul,<\/p>\n

vagabondam la \u00eent\u00eemplare pe str\u0103zi \u00een mica mea disperare,<\/p>\n

be\u0163i\u015forul meu ar\u0103ta o liniu\u0163\u0103 \u2013<\/p>\n

era un an important, ce mai;<\/p>\n

\u00een lini\u015ftea de acolo m-am g\u00eendit la<\/p>\n

via\u0163a mea de atunci,<\/p>\n

simpl\u0103 \u015fi clar\u0103,<\/p>\n

ca liniu\u0163a de pe tubule\u0163ul cu testul HIV.<\/p>\n

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Lucrurile nu arat\u0103 prea bine \u00een ultima vreme<\/strong><\/p>\n

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am diaree de vreo 2 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00eeni,<\/p>\n

taic\u0103-meu m\u0103 bate la cap s\u0103 trec un control medical,<\/p>\n

s-ar putea s\u0103 am interiorul ferfeni\u0163\u0103 \u2013 chiar a\u015fa a zis.<\/p>\n

Textele \u00eemi ies din ce \u00een ce mai proaste.<\/p>\n

Pe facebook \u00eemi sar \u00een fa\u0163\u0103 titluri ca:<\/p>\n

\u201einfectat de povestea \u00een care lipsesc eu\u201d,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201eviol metamorfizat\u201d,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201em-ai \u00een\u015felat cu o clemantin\u0103\u201d<\/em>.<\/p>\n

Taic\u0103-meu e fochist la \u015fcoala primar\u0103 de l\u00eeng\u0103 noi<\/p>\n

\u015fi iarna, \u00eenainte s\u0103 m\u0103 culc, eu trebuie s\u0103 dau \u00eenc\u0103lzirea la nivelul 3.<\/p>\n

C\u00eend ajung acas\u0103 rupt \u015fi adorm \u00een pat<\/p>\n

m\u0103 trezesc \u00eengrozit c\u0103 nu am dat focul la 3<\/p>\n

\u015fi copiii vor ajunge diminea\u0163a \u00een frig.<\/p>\n

\u00cen alte nop\u0163i \u00eemi pare doar c\u0103 m\u0103 trezesc \u00eengrozit<\/p>\n

\u015fi fug repede s\u0103 aprind focul, \u00eens\u0103 e doar un vis.<\/p>\n

Uneori mai \u00eemprumutam tot felul de lucruri de acolo,<\/p>\n

iarna asta de exemplu, c\u00eet timp copiii erau \u00een vacan\u0163\u0103,<\/p>\n

am adus bradul lor decorat la noi \u00een cas\u0103.<\/p>\n

Alteori, ne puneam rufele la uscat pe caloriferele din clase.<\/p>\n

\u00centr-o noapte s-au rupt \u00een sat c\u00eeteva fire de curent \u015fi s-a stins lumina.<\/p>\n

\u00cen camera mea, care se \u00eenc\u0103lze\u015fte de la un re\u015fou electric,<\/p>\n

nu erau mai mult de 6 grade.<\/p>\n

Am mers la \u015fcoal\u0103, am intrat \u00eentr-una din clase, clasa a 4-a,<\/p>\n

mi-am dat un scaun jos l\u00eeng\u0103 calorifer \u015fi am adormit cu capul pe banc\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u015ecoala asta obi\u015fnuia s\u0103 fie casa unui secretar de partid, Manove\u0163 \u00eei spunea.<\/p>\n

C\u00eend a murit Manove\u0163, so\u0163ia sa alerga la spital,<\/p>\n

unii alergau la po\u015ft\u0103, al\u0163ii alergau la prim\u0103rie,<\/p>\n

vecina noastr\u0103, Ana, alerga la cumnatul ei care avea telefon,<\/p>\n

era \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 \u015fi a c\u0103zut de vreo 2 ori \u00een timp ce alerga.<\/p>\n

Alergau cu to\u0163ii spre ceva care s\u0103 nege moartea lui Manove\u0163.<\/p>\n

O tot \u00eentreb pe vecina Ana cum a murit Manove\u0163<\/p>\n

\u015fi nu-mi r\u0103spunde, p\u0103rin\u0163ii mei schimb\u0103 vorba,<\/p>\n

iar vecinii tr\u00eentesc ni\u015fte glume de \u0163\u0103rani.<\/p>\n

Totu\u015fi, fratele meu cel mai mare mi-a spus pe ascuns c\u0103<\/p>\n

Manove\u0163 s-a \u00eempu\u015fcat<\/p>\n

\u00een camera unde acum se afl\u0103 clasa a 4-a.<\/p>\n

\u00cen noaptea aia m-am trezit \u00eenainte s\u0103 soseasc\u0103 copiii,<\/p>\n

c\u00eend s\u0103 ies din clas\u0103 am privit \u00een urm\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi aveam senza\u0163ia c\u0103 uitasem de ceva,<\/p>\n

de data asta am l\u0103sat-o balt\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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