{"id":10890,"date":"2015-10-31T00:34:41","date_gmt":"2015-10-30T22:34:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=10890"},"modified":"2015-11-03T12:25:24","modified_gmt":"2015-11-03T10:25:24","slug":"neverland","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=10890","title":{"rendered":"Neverland"},"content":{"rendered":"

[fragment de roman]<\/strong><\/p>\n

de Radu G\u0103van<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Un icnet se auzi \u00eenfundat, pielea obrazului cr\u0103p\u0103 \u015fi stropi de s\u00e2nge s\u0103rir\u0103 \u00een l\u0103turi. Cu o m\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eei ap\u0103sa capul \u00eentr-o parte, cu degetele r\u0103sfirate peste nasul \u015fi ochii b\u0103iatului, \u00een timp ce cu cealalt\u0103 \u00eel lovea ritmic peste obraz. Nu se gr\u0103bea, caden\u0163a era lent\u0103, dar lovea cu putere. \u00ce\u015fi ridica \u00eencet pumnul \u00een aer \u015fi \u00eel privea o clip\u0103 pe cel de sub el, \u00eenainte ca bra\u0163ul s\u0103 coboare cu violen\u0163\u0103. Ochii negri ca smoala \u00eel fixau pe copilul gr\u0103sun de vreo zece ani, care horc\u0103ia, \u00een timp ce muci amesteca\u0163i cu s\u00e2nge \u00eei p\u0103tau buzele zdrelite. C\u0103lare pe el era un b\u0103iat \u2013 un copil de nici \u015fapte ani \u00eemplini\u0163i, cu obrajii sup\u0163i \u015fi privirea plin\u0103 de ur\u0103. Oasele ascu\u0163ite \u00eei str\u0103pungeau zdrean\u0163a de tricou ce at\u00e2rna pe el. \u00cen picioare avea sandale jupuite, iar pantalonii ponosi\u0163i, prea largi, erau lega\u0163i cu o sfoar\u0103, ca s\u0103 nu cad\u0103 de pe el. Trupul hainele, \u00eenc\u0103l\u0163\u0103rile, toate ar\u0103tau jalnic, doar privirea \u00eei ardea rece \u00een timp ce pumnul se \u00een\u0103l\u0163a iar \u015fi iar. Degetele \u00eei erau pictate cu s\u00e2nge \u015fi lacrimi.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Vaierul trecu printre din\u0163ii spar\u0163i, z\u0103bovi o clip\u0103 \u00eentre cei doi, apoi se ridic\u0103 \u00eencet deasupra colbului a\u015fternut pe uli\u0163a pustie \u015fi se pierdu spre soarele ro\u015fu ce ardea trupurile \u00eentinse \u00een \u0163\u0103r\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Nimeni nu ie\u015fi la poart\u0103 \u015fi grasul d\u0103du ochii peste cap, apoi se \u00eenec\u0103 \u015fi \u00eencepu s\u0103 tu\u015feasc\u0103, corpul i se chirci \u00eentr-o parte, \u00een timp ce atacatorul se ridic\u0103 de pe el, f\u0103r\u0103 grab\u0103, \u015fi \u00eel privi \u00een t\u0103cere. O pat\u0103 mare se \u00eentindea cleios \u00eentre picioarele durdulii \u015fi un miros ascu\u0163it se \u00eempr\u0103\u015ftie \u00een aer.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 F\u0103r\u0103 o vorb\u0103, se \u00eentoarse \u015fi se \u00eendep\u0103rt\u0103 de mog\u00e2ldea\u0163a pr\u0103bu\u015fit\u0103 \u00een praf. Merse agale, cu m\u00e2inile \u00eenfipte \u00een buzunarele n\u0103dragilor, p\u00e2n\u0103 ajunse \u00een fa\u0163a unui gard de lemn d\u0103r\u0103p\u0103nat, cu vopseaua jupuit\u0103 de pe sc\u00e2ndurile putrezite. \u00cempinse cu grij\u0103 poarta ruginit\u0103 \u015fi intr\u0103 \u00een curtea mic\u0103. O cas\u0103 de paiant\u0103, cu pere\u0163ii br\u0103zda\u0163i, asemenea obrajilor smochini\u0163i ai unei b\u0103tr\u00e2ne, \u00eel \u00eent\u00e2mpin\u0103 obosit\u0103, abia \u0163in\u00e2ndu-se dreapt\u0103, ca ni\u015fte ochi acoperi\u0163i de cataract\u0103, geamurile pr\u0103fuite \u00eel urm\u0103rir\u0103 cum se apropie de intrare \u015fi apas\u0103 u\u015for pe clan\u0163\u0103, iar u\u015fa maronie se deschise ca o gur\u0103 \u015ftirb\u0103 \u015fi \u00eel \u00eenghi\u0163i.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 E sear\u0103 \u015fi b\u0103iatul e la el \u00een camer\u0103, \u00eentins pe un pat tare, cu ochii \u00eenchi\u015fi, pref\u0103c\u00e2ndu-se c\u0103 doarme, \u00een timp ce pe sub u\u015f\u0103 se strecoar\u0103 un glas gros. \u015etie c\u0103 u\u015fa urmeaz\u0103 s\u0103 fie aruncat\u0103 \u00een l\u0103turi \u015fi c\u0103 \u00een prag va sta el, privindu-l cu ochii ro\u015fii, cu obrajii arz\u00e2nd, cu pumnii str\u00e2n\u015fi. \u015etie c\u0103 muntele de om va urla ca un nebun, apoi se va pr\u0103v\u0103li peste el \u015fi loviturile vor curge. \u015etie toate astea \u015fi totu\u015fi se a\u015fteapt\u0103 s\u0103 se \u00een\u015fele. \u00ce\u015fi dore\u015fte ca u\u015fa s\u0103 se deschid\u0103 \u00eencet \u015fi b\u0103rbatul s\u0103-i vorbeasc\u0103 cu bl\u00e2nde\u0163e, s\u0103 \u00eel \u00eentrebe ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat \u015fi s\u0103 \u00eei arate unde a gre\u015fit. Cu mintea lui de copil intuie\u015fte toate aceste lucruri.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 – B\u0103\u0103\u0103! Ce cristo\u015fii m\u0103-tii ai f\u0103cut, m\u0103, futu-\u0163i grijania m\u0103-tii \u015fi mor\u0163ii \u015fi r\u0103ni\u0163ii t\u0103i?! Iar te-ai b\u0103tut, b\u0103i, dobitocule?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0103iatul tace \u015fi b\u0103rbatul cu musta\u0163\u0103 neagr\u0103 face un pas spre el.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 – Te faci c\u0103 dormi, ai?! Eh, b\u0103ga-mi-a\u015f pula \u00een gura ta, las\u2019 c\u0103 vezi tu somn!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Morm\u0103ie \u00eenfundat \u015fi damful de rachiu ce se revars\u0103 printre din\u0163ii str\u00e2mbi \u00eei \u00een\u0163eap\u0103 n\u0103rile copilului \u015fi \u00eei \u00eentoarce stomacul pe dos. Str\u00e2nge pleoapele, a\u015ftept\u00e2nd lovitura. Simte degetele groase ce \u00eei cuprind pieptul pl\u0103p\u00e2nd \u015fi, pentru o clip\u0103, \u00een timp ce trupul \u00eei este ridicat ca un fulg, nu mai \u015ftie unde se afl\u0103. Se sufoc\u0103 \u015fi deschide ochii. Prive\u015fte \u00een ochii demen\u0163i ai unui str\u0103in turbat, apoi pleoapele i se lipesc din nou \u015fi din\u0163ii scr\u00e2\u015fnesc \u015fi durerea cre\u015fte, dar nu pl\u00e2nge. Nu \u00eenc\u0103. Apoi el pleac\u0103 \u015fi b\u0103iatul zace sleit pe jos, nu se poate mi\u015fca, \u00eentreg trupul i-a amor\u0163it de la lovituri. E pr\u0103bu\u015fit acolo \u015fi o a\u015fteapt\u0103 pe femeia aceea firav\u0103, cu glas pierdut, \u00eei a\u015fteapt\u0103 m\u00e2ng\u00e2ierile \u015fi ea nu mai vine, iar el adoarme a\u015fa, cu genunchii str\u00e2n\u015fi la piept \u015fi pumnii \u00eencle\u015fta\u0163i. Apoi \u00eei simte atingerea \u015fi se treze\u015fte, durerea \u00eel s\u0103geteaz\u0103 groaznic, dar e bine, ea e acolo cu el \u015fi o las\u0103 s\u0103 \u00eel cuprind\u0103 \u00een bra\u0163e, s\u0103 \u00eei apese fa\u0163a zdrelit\u0103 de pieptul ei, s\u0103 \u00eei m\u00e2ng\u00e2ie obrazul v\u00e2n\u0103t cu degete bl\u00e2nde \u015fi s\u0103 \u00eei \u015fopteasc\u0103 vorbe de mam\u0103. Nici atunci nu pl\u00e2nge, doar st\u0103 lipit de ea, ca orice pui, \u015fi \u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103 uite. P\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103 \u00eenchide ochii din nou \u015fi ea \u00eel culc\u0103 \u00eenapoi pe pat \u015fi pleac\u0103, tr\u0103g\u00e2nd u\u015fa \u00eencet dup\u0103 ea. \u00cei ascult\u0103 pa\u015fii p\u00e2n\u0103 ce se pierd \u015fi pleoapele se ridic\u0103, iar ochii negri privesc \u00een \u00eentuneric \u015fi a\u015fteapt\u0103.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00cen noapte, u\u015fa se deschide din nou. \u00cei aude pa\u015fii tar\u015f\u00e2i\u0163i, dar nu se \u00eentoarce. St\u0103 culcat pe o parte, privind fix spre perete. Se apropie \u015fi patul se las\u0103 \u00eentr-o parte c\u00e2nd se a\u015faz\u0103. \u00cei simte mirosul dulceag, de transpira\u0163ie \u015fi b\u0103utur\u0103 \u015fi altceva, degetele butuc\u0103noase care \u00eei m\u00e2ng\u00e2ie u\u015for ceafa, r\u0103suflarea grea, \u00eei aude plesc\u0103itul limbii. Ap\u0103sarea devine insinuant\u0103 \u015fi r\u0103suflarea geam\u0103t. Apoi simte bra\u0163e str\u0103ine cum \u00eel cuprind \u015fi \u00eei smulg iar sufletul din trupul de copil. Pentru \u00eenc\u0103 o eternitate \u00ee\u015fi \u0163ine ochii \u00eenchi\u015fi \u015fi str\u00e2nge din din\u0163i. Abia dup\u0103 ce b\u0103rbatul \u00eenchide \u00eencet u\u015fa dup\u0103 el, b\u0103iatul pl\u00e2nge. Lacrimile \u00eei curg pe podea, se strecoar\u0103 pe sub u\u015f\u0103, se preling prin casa \u00eentunecat\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 ce se \u00eent\u00e2lnesc cu lacrimile mamei \u015fi \u00eempreun\u0103 se contopesc \u00eentr-un fir sub\u0163ire care se pierde printre cr\u0103p\u0103turile du\u015fumelei p\u00e2n\u0103 ce nu mai r\u0103m\u00e2ne nimic.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Dup\u0103 ce lacrimile \u00eei seac\u0103, reu\u015fe\u015fte s\u0103 adoarm\u0103, \u015fi \u00een lungul somn ce urmeaz\u0103, co\u015fmarurile i se t\u00e2r\u0103sc pe piele \u015fi au acela\u015fi damf dulceag, urmat de acea durere groaznic\u0103, se zv\u00e2rcole\u015fte \u015fi o cheam\u0103, \u00eei simte atingerea s\u00e2nului, apoi ea pleac\u0103 \u015fi r\u0103m\u00e2ne singur \u00een mijlocul \u00eentunericului, se uit\u0103 \u00een sus \u015fi vede o pat\u0103 de lumin\u0103, \u00eentinde m\u00e2na spre ea \u015fi pata se dep\u0103rteaz\u0103, mirosul jilav p\u0103trunde \u00een camer\u0103 \u015fi i se lipe\u015fte \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103 de piele, durerea e insuportabil\u0103 \u015fi ar vrea s\u0103 urle \u015fi chiar url\u0103 \u015fi se treze\u015fte transpirat.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

[fragment de roman] de Radu G\u0103van \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Un icnet se auzi \u00eenfundat, pielea obrazului cr\u0103p\u0103 \u015fi stropi de s\u00e2nge s\u0103rir\u0103 \u00een l\u0103turi. Cu o m\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eei ap\u0103sa capul \u00eentr-o parte, cu degetele r\u0103sfirate peste nasul \u015fi ochii b\u0103iatului, \u00een timp ce cu cealalt\u0103 \u00eel lovea ritmic peste obraz. Nu se gr\u0103bea, caden\u0163a era lent\u0103, dar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1098,15],"tags":[1099,875,1115,1072],"class_list":["post-10890","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-44","category-proza","tag-egophobia-44","tag-fragment-de-roman","tag-proza","tag-radu-gavan"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-2PE","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10890","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10890"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10890\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10948,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10890\/revisions\/10948"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10890"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10890"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10890"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}