{"id":11051,"date":"2015-12-31T16:10:49","date_gmt":"2015-12-31T14:10:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=11051"},"modified":"2015-12-31T16:10:49","modified_gmt":"2015-12-31T14:10:49","slug":"hopefulness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=11051","title":{"rendered":"Hopefulness"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: right;\">by Eidolon<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>come to think of it maybe I was just an unhappy teenage boy<\/p>\n<p>in San Francisco<\/p>\n<p>being led by my overlarge lawyer&#8217;s briefcase over the foggy hills<\/p>\n<p>from home to school to home<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>getting a nine-to-five job at the stationery store on Polk street<\/p>\n<p>the old gay owners smelling of soap<\/p>\n<p>not paying enough for my degree in finance<\/p>\n<p>where I sat in a dark room at a computer all day<\/p>\n<p>counting numbers for capitalists<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>now that I am almost beyond hope<\/p>\n<p>I walk down the hill in Cambodia<\/p>\n<p>hopefulness babbling its empty cacaphonies behind me,<\/p>\n<p>to the shore where the waves hiss their hopelessness<\/p>\n<p>all the way to Thailand.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by Eidolon &nbsp; come to think of it maybe I was just an unhappy teenage boy in San Francisco being led by my overlarge lawyer&#8217;s briefcase over the foggy hills from home to school to home<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1188,77],"tags":[1189,1200,1123],"class_list":["post-11051","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-45","category-english","tag-egophobia-45","tag-eidolon","tag-english"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-2Sf","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11051","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11051"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11051\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11052,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11051\/revisions\/11052"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11051"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11051"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11051"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}