{"id":11108,"date":"2016-02-28T22:22:51","date_gmt":"2016-02-28T20:22:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=11108"},"modified":"2016-02-28T17:43:02","modified_gmt":"2016-02-28T15:43:02","slug":"rockstar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=11108","title":{"rendered":"Rockstar"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>[fragment de roman]<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">de Cristina Nemerovschi<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><em>Be true till the end.<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Asta st\u0103tea scris, cu cerneal\u0103 neagr\u0103, pe antebra\u021bul meu st\u00e2ng.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Oamenii iubeau tatuajul \u0103la. Gagicile care m\u0103 ag\u0103\u021bau \u021bineau mor\u021bi\u0219 s\u0103-\u0219i plimbe degetele reci de-a lungul lui, sau, mai t\u00e2rziu, s\u0103-l ling\u0103 cu limbile lor catifelate, str\u0103ine \u0219i umede, ca ale c\u0103\u021beilor pe care \u00eei m\u00e2ng\u00e2iam \u00eentotdeauna pe strad\u0103. To\u021bi m\u0103 \u00eentrebau \u00een interviuri de semnifica\u021bia lui \u0219i de fiecare dat\u0103 inventam alt\u0103 explica\u021bie, av\u00e2nd grij\u0103 s\u0103 fie mereu ceva haios, care s\u0103-i fac\u0103 s\u0103 izbucneasc\u0103 \u00een r\u00e2s \u0219i s\u0103 nu mearg\u0103 mai departe. Nu spusesem nim\u0103nui &#8211;\u00a0 doar Alice \u0219tia, fiindc\u0103 fusese acolo &#8211; c\u00e2nd \u00eel f\u0103cusem \u0219i cu cine. Nu eram preg\u0103tit s\u0103 vorbesc despre asta.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><em>&#8230;and laugh each day.<\/em><!--more--><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Antebra\u021bul drept pe care era tatuat asta, m\u00e2na pe care o \u021binusem de mii de ori \u00eempletit\u0103 cu a mea, \u00een a\u0219a fel \u00eenc\u00e2t tatuajele noastre, \u00eempreunate, continuate, s\u0103 par\u0103 un \u00eentreg, ceea ce \u0219i erau, la fel cum eram \u0219i eu cu el, Storm &amp; Fire forever, antebra\u021bul \u0103la se descompunea \u00eencet sub p\u0103m\u00e2nt. De patru ani, o lun\u0103 \u0219i c\u00e2teva zile. Era rece, p\u0103r\u0103sit, uitat. Mai mult dec\u00e2t orice, nu mai era viu, nu mai era aici, cu mine, \u0219i nimic din ceea ce tr\u0103isem \u00een ultimii ani nu-mi d\u0103dea vreo speran\u021b\u0103 c\u0103 aveam vreo \u0219ans\u0103 s\u0103 trec \u00eentr-o bun\u0103 zi peste asta.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Eram singur.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cen fiecare clip\u0103 acum \u0219i de azi \u00eenainte, pentru totdeauna.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Brusc, hot\u0103r\u0103sc s\u0103 \u00eencep cu Murder, pe care o c\u00e2nt\u0103m de obicei la mijlocul setlist-ului. Evident, iese haos, Fraierul \u00eencepuse deja s\u0103 bat\u0103 o cu totul alt\u0103 pies\u0103, Tixx e nedumerit \u0219i ofuscat, Bubu e singurul care merge cu mine, prinde din zbor firul \u0219i pare la fel de mul\u021bumit cum ar fi fost \u0219i dac\u0103 am fi \u00eenceput a\u0219a cum stabilisem c\u00e2nd f\u0103cusem un minim plan al turneului. Tixx m\u0103 prive\u0219te de parc\u0103 vrea s\u0103 m\u0103 bat\u0103. Publicul \u00eens\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u0219te totul la intensitate maxim\u0103, i se pare c\u0103 am improvizat, c\u0103 suntem geniali, c\u0103 asta fac adev\u0103ra\u021bii arti\u0219ti. \u0218i probabil c\u0103 are dreptate. Asta facem. Asta fac eu.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">M\u0103 simt oarecum mi\u0219to \u00een seara asta. La finalul lui Murder, m\u0103 urc pe boxele coco\u021bate la doi metri \u0219i ceva deasupra scenei \u0219i sar de acolo. Gestul care o exaspera pe Alice, care prezisese c\u0103 \u00eentr-o noapte aveam s\u0103-mi rup g\u00e2tul. Dar nu asta e noaptea aia, fizic sunt \u00eenc\u0103 \u00eentreg. La a doua pies\u0103, \u00eemi trece prin cap s\u0103 fac un stage diving. Evident, publicul e iar \u00een extaz. Simt m\u00e2inile lor cum \u00eemi ating corpul \u0219i am din nou senza\u021bia aia de deja vu, o s\u0103 m\u0103 apuce imediat disperarea, sc\u00e2rba, \u00eemi amintesc de primele noastre concerte, cum s\u0103ream pe r\u00e2nd \u00een mijlocul publicului, el cu chitara, \u0219i \u00een jurul lui se f\u0103cea un gol pentru a putea s\u0103-i lase spa\u021biu, \u0219i s\u0103 poat\u0103 fi filmat, \u00een timp ce plutesc \u0219i c\u00e2nt \u00eemi dau seama c\u0103 nu va mai fi nimic la fel \u0219i c\u0103 eu p\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103 n-o s\u0103-mi revin niciodat\u0103. C\u0103 nu pot lupta, nu cu adev\u0103rat, pentru c\u0103 nu vreau s\u0103 fiu puternic \u0219i s\u0103 uit, nu vreau viitorul \u0103sta singur, \u00een care doar eu s\u0103 am parte de ceva la care visasem \u00eempreun\u0103. Nimic nu e corect, m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc \u0219i, imediat cum m\u00e2inile lor m\u0103 poart\u0103 \u00eenapoi spre scen\u0103, m\u0103 prind c\u0103 rahatul \u0103sta de pe fa\u021ba mea nu e transpira\u021bie, sunt lacrimi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cen timpul piesei care vine, m\u0103 \u00eentorc la un moment dat cu spatele spre public \u0219i m\u0103 pi\u0219 \u00eentr-una din sticlele cu ap\u0103 pe care ni le-au dat organizatorii, una pe jum\u0103tate goal\u0103. Singurul care pare c\u0103 nu-mi observ\u0103 gestul e Tixx, foarte concentrat pe chitara lui. \u00cen timp ce-mi trag fermoarul, m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc c\u0103 acolo, sub reflectoarele alea, putea s\u0103 stea acum Fire, putea s\u0103 fie \u00een continuare el acolo, iar eu s\u0103 fiu fericit, s\u0103 simt c\u0103 am totul. S\u0103 aib\u0103 sens tot ce fac acum, via\u021ba mea \u00een general. Las balt\u0103 piesa chiar \u00een mijloc, publicul e \u00een delir, m\u0103 dau jos de pe scen\u0103 \u0219i m\u0103 duc \u00een c\u0103m\u0103ru\u021ba unde m\u0103 machiasem \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eembr\u0103casem, acolo unde este \u00eenc\u0103 \u0219oricelul Ioana, \u00een seara asta f\u0103r\u0103 ochelari, \u0219i trolerul l\u0103b\u0103r\u021bat din care se preling hainele mele negre. \u00cen timp ce sala \u00eemi zbiar\u0103 numele, mai desfac o bere \u0219i o dau pe g\u00e2t. Ioana se apropie de mine \u0219i zice timid, cu ochii plini de lacrimi:<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li>Ai fost superb, minunat, magnific!<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cemi trece prin cap s\u0103-i spun c\u0103 e o proast\u0103 \u0219i s\u0103 nu mai vin\u0103 niciodat\u0103 \u00een backstage, s\u0103 uite de mine, s\u0103 stea cuminte ca oricare alt\u0103 fan\u0103 la r\u00e2nd pentru autografe \u0219i poze. Dar nu fac asta, ci o s\u0103rut. Ni se amestec\u0103 lacrimile.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">M\u0103 \u00eentorc pe scen\u0103, publicul url\u0103, fericit. \u00cencep piesa preferat\u0103 a lui Alice. Despre care credea c\u0103 am compus-o pentru ea.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u201cAll I could<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Think of<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Was you<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Coming to me<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Seeing me<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Touching me<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Kissing me<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Licking me<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Biting me<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Hurting me<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Fucking me<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Freeing me<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Loving me\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">O pu\u0219toaic\u0103 frumoas\u0103, cu p\u0103rul mov \u0219i multe piercing-uri, le\u0219in\u0103 \u00een primele r\u00e2nduri. Bodyguarzii o iau pe sus \u0219i o duc \u00eentr-o parte a scenei, unde o p\u0103lmuiesc \u0219i \u00eei toarn\u0103 ap\u0103 pe fa\u021b\u0103. V\u0103d asta ca prin cea\u021b\u0103 \u0219i abia atunci \u00eemi amintesc c\u0103 ar fi trebuit s\u0103 dea drumul la fum pe piesa asta, habar n-am ce c\u0103cat s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat. Pe urm\u0103 m\u0103 prind: piesa mai avea un vers. Chaining me. La Chaining me, \u0103ia trebuiau s\u0103 dea cu fumul. Dar s\u0103risem peste versul \u0103la. \u00cei fac un semn lui Tixx c\u0103 e ok \u0219i a\u0219a, el \u00eemi arat\u0103 degetul mijlociu. Publicul e \u00een delir.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ajungem la penultima pies\u0103, cineva arunc\u0103 pe scen\u0103 un pet plin cu bere, bodyguarzii se apropie de scen\u0103 ca s\u0103-l ia de parc\u0103 ar fi otr\u0103vit, \u00eei fentez, m\u0103 duc \u00een cealalt\u0103 parte, l\u00e2ng\u0103 Bubu, dar pe g\u00e2t berea \u0219i o ridic \u00een semn de noroc c\u0103tre fani, lumea url\u0103 \u0219i bate din picioare, alte dou\u0103 gagici le\u0219in\u0103, sunt scoase din r\u00e2nd. Beau ce beau, dup\u0103 care \u00eencep s\u0103 m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc pe jos, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 evit s\u0103-mi ag\u0103\u021b pantalonii de piele \u00een cuiele cu care e prins\u0103 scena.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ajungem \u0219i la ultima, am mai p\u0103strat dou\u0103 pentru bis. Nu o termin, \u00eei las pe b\u0103ie\u021bi s\u0103 fac\u0103 un outro instrumental, m\u0103 duc din nou \u00een camera cu \u0219oricelul, cu g\u00e2ndul s\u0103, nu \u0219tiu, poate s-o mai s\u0103rut o dat\u0103, \u00eemi r\u0103m\u0103sese pe limb\u0103 gustul ei de gum\u0103 cu fructe, dar acum \u0219oricelul nu e singur, pe trolerul \u00eenchis troneaz\u0103 o gagic\u0103 superb\u0103, cu pielea alb\u0103 \u0219i p\u0103rul negru lung p\u00e2n\u0103 la coapse, cu un corset ro\u0219u \u0219i o fust\u0103 din plas\u0103, cu ochii \u00eencercui\u021bi cu negru \u0219i mov de parc\u0103 ar purta o masc\u0103 vene\u021bian\u0103, cu buzele de culoarea s\u00e2ngelui uscat, cel pu\u021bin de culoarea s\u00e2ngelui lui uscat, din dup\u0103-amiaza aia \u00eensorit\u0103, plin\u0103 de turi\u0219ti, \u201cBun\u0103, Alice\u201d, \u00eei zic, ea vine \u0219i m\u0103 pup\u0103, \u0219oricelul \u00eenl\u0103crimat ofteaz\u0103 trist.<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li>Ai fost genial, zice Alice, \u00een timp ce ne s\u0103rut\u0103m.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Publicul url\u0103 c\u0103 vrea bis, a\u0219tept pu\u021bin, \u021bin\u00e2nd-o de m\u00e2n\u0103, Ioana \u00eencuviin\u021beaz\u0103 \u0219i ea, da, da, ai fost genial, le las \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eentorc pe scen\u0103, cu o bere \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103. To\u021bi \u00eemi scandeaz\u0103 numele, Tixx m\u0103 prive\u0219te de parc\u0103 vrea s\u0103 m\u0103 omoare, de data asta \u00eei ar\u0103t eu degetul mijlociu, fanii url\u0103 ferici\u021bi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">La a doua pies\u0103, finalul finalului, m\u0103 urc din nou pe boxe \u0219i m\u0103 preg\u0103tesc ceva mai mult \u00eenainte s\u0103 sar, prelungind suspansul. M\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc la Alice, care urm\u0103re\u0219te show-ul \u0219i la c\u00e2t o oftic\u0103 pe ea gesturile astea extreme, \u00een care pot s\u0103 m\u0103 fac pulbere. C\u00e2nd sar \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, \u00eemi dau seama c\u0103 mi-am luat prost av\u00e2nt \u00eenc\u0103 dinainte s\u0103 aterizez. Nu mai nimeresc marginea scenei, ci primele r\u00e2nduri ale publicului. Dau cap \u00een cap cu un fan \u0219i ne pr\u0103bu\u0219im am\u00e2ndoi. El se dezmetice\u0219te primul \u0219i \u00eemi \u00eentinde m\u00e2na, mi-o str\u00e2nge fericit.<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li>Marf\u0103 concert, Storm!, \u00eemi zice.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">M\u0103 urc dintr-un salt \u00eenapoi pe scen\u0103, piesa e drept c\u0103 s-a terminat cam brusc, dar nimeni nu are pl\u00e2ngeri de f\u0103cut, to\u021bi sunt \u00een extaz, ne fluier\u0103 \u0219i ne aplaud\u0103 minute bune. \u00cel iau pe Fraieru de mijloc, Bubu m\u0103 ia pe mine \u0219i ne \u00eenclin\u0103m \u00een fa\u021ba fanilor. Tixx st\u0103 retras, bag\u0103 un solo anemic de chitar\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ne sting luminile. Cobor, dau s\u0103 m\u0103 duc spre coada format\u0103 pentru autografe \u0219i poze, c\u00e2nd o tip\u0103 foarte \u00eenalt\u0103 mi se bag\u0103 \u00een fa\u021b\u0103 \u0219i-mi spune c\u0103 e de la un post TV \u0219i vrea s\u0103-mi ia un interviu. Ok, \u00eei zic, dar \u00eei propun ca \u00een timp ce m\u0103 filmeaz\u0103 \u0219i r\u0103spund \u00eentreb\u0103rilor s\u0103 semnez \u0219i tricourile \u0219i CD-urile oamenilor care stau la coad\u0103. Bine\u00een\u021beles, zice tipa.<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li>A fost un show ex-tra-or-di-nar! Cred c\u0103 nu gre\u0219esc c\u00e2nd spun c\u0103 ne-a amintit tuturor de anii de glorie ai rockului, cu scene pline \u0219i showmani carismatici&#8230; Numai c\u0103 voi a\u021bi avut \u0219i un touch modern, actual, motiv pentru care \u0219i a\u021bi avut un public at\u00e2t de numeros \u00een seara asta. Vreau s\u0103 te \u00eentreb, Storm, de unde g\u0103se\u0219ti energia pentru a da totul pe scen\u0103?<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cen timp ce m\u0103 preg\u0103tesc s\u0103-i r\u0103spund lunganei, o v\u0103d pe Alice, cu p\u0103rul negru \u0219i lung dat pe spate, cum iese din camer\u0103 \u0219i se a\u0219az\u0103 \u0219i ea \u00een apropierea mea, dirij\u00e2nd pu\u0219tanii care s-au a\u0219ezat la r\u00e2nd, \u00een a\u0219a fel \u00eenc\u00e2t s\u0103 nu blocheze barul. M\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc c\u0103 i s-ar fi potrivit de minune o carier\u0103 ca matroan\u0103 de bordel \u0219i, cu imaginea asta \u00een minte, uit \u00eentrebarea reporteri\u021bei. \u00cencropesc un r\u0103spuns despre c\u00e2t de tare ne distr\u0103m noi pe scen\u0103. \u201cC\u00e2t timp o s\u0103 ne mai distr\u0103m, probabil o s\u0103 mai facem nebunia asta, o s\u0103 ridic\u0103m s\u0103lile \u00een picioare, distrac\u021bia e totul, nu po\u021bi fi tu atunci c\u00e2nd nu te sim\u021bi bine f\u0103c\u00e2nd ceea ce faci\u201d, \u00eei spun, iar gagica \u00eemi arat\u0103 z\u00e2mbetul ei larg, \u0219i din\u021bii \u00eembr\u0103ca\u021bi \u00een por\u021belan de un alb imaculat. \u00cemi trece prin cap s\u0103-i propun s\u0103 vin\u0103 cu noi la o bere, dup\u0103. V\u0103d privirea \u00eencruntat\u0103 a lui Alice, cu siguran\u021b\u0103 e cu capsa pus\u0103 fiindc\u0103 am s\u0103rit iar de pe boxe.<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li>Tu compui piesele \u0219i scrii \u0219i versurile pentru Hurricane Inside. Care sunt sursele tale de inspira\u021bie?<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Mi-e lene s\u0103 dau un r\u0103spuns serios, lung \u0219i complicat. Pentru c\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103 poate c\u0103 nim\u0103nui nu-i pas\u0103. A\u0219a c\u0103 \u00eemi dau doar p\u0103rul la o parte de pe ochi, cu o mi\u0219care a capului, \u0219i \u00eei r\u0103spund: \u201cTot ce tr\u0103iesc, oamenii pe care \u00eei cunosc, chestiile care mi se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103.\u201d Femeia pare extraordinar de mul\u021bumit\u0103, le face semn colegilor s\u0103 ia un prim-plan cu mine. \u0218tiu c\u0103 ar\u0103t ca dracu\u2019, c\u0103 am dermatograful \u00eentins peste tot pe fa\u021b\u0103, \u0219i c\u0103 asta m\u00e2ine va avea drept consecin\u021b\u0103 alte sute de mesaje de dragoste \u00een inbox-ul meu.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">M\u0103 \u00eentreab\u0103 pe urm\u0103 dac\u0103 sunt obositoare turneele, \u00eei r\u0103spund c\u0103 da, sigur c\u0103 sunt, dar ne \u0219i distr\u0103m, \u0219i e o bucurie pentru noi s\u0103 fim acolo unde ne vor fanii, dou\u0103 gagici din r\u00e2ndul pentru autografe aud faza \u0219i \u00eencep \u0219i urle fericite, Alice vine \u00een fa\u021ba mea \u0219i zbiar\u0103 \u201cs\u0103 nu mai faci asta niciodat\u0103, puteai s\u0103-\u021bi spargi capul, \u00een pula mea!\u201d, femeia cu interviul e panicat\u0103 c\u0103 va trebui s\u0103 scoat\u0103 \u00eenjur\u0103turile, \u0219i chiar c\u00e2nd m\u0103 preg\u0103tesc s\u0103 r\u0103spund la urm\u0103toarea \u00eentrebare, care e ceva despre cum \u00eemi explic c\u0103 am ajuns rockstar chiar \u0219i \u00een Rom\u00e2nia, unde se ascult\u0103 alt\u0103 muzic\u0103 \u00een mainstream, \u00eel observ pe Tixx, care vine spre mine cu o falc\u0103-n cer \u0219i una-n p\u0103m\u00e2nt. M\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc c\u0103 vrea s\u0103-mi repro\u0219eze improviza\u021biile mele, care sunt f\u0103cute \u00eentotdeauna pe cont propriu, \u0219i uite c\u0103 din cauza asta am futut fumul, o s\u0103 spun\u0103 Tixx, \u0219i \u00eencep s\u0103 r\u00e2d imediat, dar nu pentru c\u0103 Tixx are o fa\u021b\u0103 foarte serioas\u0103, \u0219i nu pentru c\u0103 d\u0103 at\u00e2ta importan\u021b\u0103 fumului, nu doar de asta, ci mai ales fiindc\u0103 \u021bine \u00een m\u00e2na una din sticlele de ap\u0103 mineral\u0103 la un litru, culeas\u0103 de pe scen\u0103. Fix aia \u00een care m\u0103 pi\u0219asem eu \u00een timpul concertului. Lichidul din interior e u\u0219or g\u0103lbui \u0219i b\u0103nuiesc c\u0103 e cam cald, dar n-am idee dac\u0103 asta \u00eei va trezi vreo suspiciune lui Tixx, care pare cu nervii \u00eentin\u0219i la maximum.<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li>Care ar fi idolii t\u0103i, Storm, din domeniul muzical?, m\u0103 \u00eentreab\u0103 reporteri\u021ba, \u0219i m\u0103 preg\u0103tesc s\u0103 vorbesc despre Lola, de\u0219i nu-mi vine prea u\u0219<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cen general, o p\u0103strez pentru mine&#8230; Numai c\u0103 nu apuc s\u0103 mai zic nimic, c\u0103 Tixx sare fix \u00een fa\u021ba camerei de filmat.<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li>Bravo, b\u0103! S\u0103-mi bag pula, e concertul t\u0103u, a\u0219a?! Numai al t\u0103u, coaie?! Nu e \u0219i al nostru, nu noi ne-am rupt degetele la repeti\u021bii \u0219i am vorbit cu organizatorii \u0219i am aranjat totul, s\u0103 vii tu, coaie, a\u0219a ca picat din cer \u0219i s\u0103-\u021bi bagi pula \u00een tot, eee?! De ce pula mea te apuci s\u0103 faci numai \u0219i numai ce te taie capul, mor\u021bii m\u0103-sii! S\u0103-mi bag pula, Storm, e ultima oar\u0103, ultima, m\u0103 auzi??!, zbiar\u0103 el, spre disperarea femeii c\u0103reia i-a stricat interviul, \u0219i duce sticla la gur\u0103, s\u0103 se r\u0103coreasc\u0103.<\/li>\n<li>Nu, \u00eei zic eu, nu e ap\u0103&#8230;, dar e prea t\u00e2rziu.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Tixx ia o gur\u0103 s\u0103n\u0103toas\u0103, o \u00eenghite, mai ia una \u0219i abia atunci se prinde c\u0103 e ceva \u00een neregul\u0103 \u0219i o scuip\u0103 pe cizmele reporteri\u021bei, care se d\u0103 cu un pas \u00een spate, oripilat\u0103.<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li>Ce pula mea?!, face Tixx.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Gagicile de la coad\u0103 au v\u0103zut faza \u0219i sunt le\u0219inate de r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li>Am vrut s\u0103-\u021bi zic, \u00eei explic lui Tixx, ridic\u00e2nd inocent din umeri.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Tixx m\u0103 prive\u0219te cu ochii \u0103ia care scap\u0103r\u0103 ur\u0103, a\u0219a cum o face mereu \u0219i-n concert.<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li>Ce c\u0103cat e apa asta, are gust de pi\u0219at, zice Tixx.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Tipele de la coad\u0103 sunt pe jos de r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li>S-a pi\u0219at Storm \u00een sticla aia! \u00cen concert!, \u00eel l\u0103mure\u0219te o ro\u0219cat\u0103 frumoas\u0103, care-mi aminte\u0219te de&#8230; dar mai bine s\u0103 nu-mi aminteasc\u0103 de nimic.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[fragment de roman] de Cristina Nemerovschi Be true till the end. Asta st\u0103tea scris, cu cerneal\u0103 neagr\u0103, pe antebra\u021bul meu st\u00e2ng. Oamenii iubeau tatuajul \u0103la. Gagicile care m\u0103 ag\u0103\u021bau \u021bineau mor\u021bi\u0219 s\u0103-\u0219i plimbe degetele reci de-a lungul lui, sau, mai t\u00e2rziu, s\u0103-l ling\u0103 cu limbile lor catifelate, str\u0103ine \u0219i umede, ca ale c\u0103\u021beilor pe care [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1188,125],"tags":[516,1189,1129],"class_list":["post-11108","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-45","category-invitat","tag-cristina-nemerovschi","tag-egophobia-45","tag-invitat"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s6DakB-rockstar","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11108","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11108"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11108\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11109,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11108\/revisions\/11109"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11108"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11108"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11108"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}