{"id":11290,"date":"2016-06-04T22:57:47","date_gmt":"2016-06-04T20:57:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=11290"},"modified":"2016-06-17T22:59:22","modified_gmt":"2016-06-17T20:59:22","slug":"afara-din-sertar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=11290","title":{"rendered":"Afar\u0103 din sertar"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color: green;\">(egoZaur)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">de Sorin-Mihai Grad<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Aveam \u0219apte ani \u0219i ceva c\u00e2nd mi-am notat primele versuri pe care le compusesem. Le-am ar\u0103tat doar p\u0103rin\u021bilor, care bine\u00een\u021beles c-au fost \u00eenc\u00e2nta\u021bi de isprava mea. \u00cencurajat de reac\u021bii am scris \u0219i altele \u0219i, cu diverse intermiten\u021be, am continuat s\u0103 o fac, \u00eens\u0103 de prin adolescen\u021b\u0103 am evitat s\u0103-mi \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u0219esc \u0219i altora produc\u021biile. M\u0103car s\u0103 \u00eencerc a\u0219 fi putut, profesorul meu de limba rom\u00e2n\u0103 din gimnaziu era un poet publicat, un coleg de clas\u0103 scria poezii \u00een revista liceului, iar \u00een ora\u0219ul meu ap\u0103rea o revist\u0103 literar\u0103 important\u0103. A\u0219 putea spune c\u0103 n-am sim\u021bit nevoia s-o fac sau invoca teama de a-mi fi ridiculizate rimele, cred \u00eens\u0103 c\u0103 era vorba mai degrab\u0103 de faptul c\u0103 nu-mi doream s\u0103 se \u0219tie despre mine c\u0103 scriu versuri. De\u0219i n-am avut niciodat\u0103 o p\u0103rere proast\u0103 despre scriitori, chiar din contr\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><!--more--><br \/>\n\u00cen timpul facult\u0103\u021bii un prieten mi-a g\u0103sit ni\u0219te versuri r\u0103t\u0103cite \u00eentre cursuri \u0219i le-a expediat unei reviste care avea \u0219i o pagin\u0103 literar\u0103. Peste c\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni un coleg de c\u0103min m-a \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 despre mine era vorba. Prima mea reac\u021bie a fost s\u0103 neg, \u00eens\u0103 la cum m\u0103 \u00eembujorasem nu aveam cum fi crezut, a\u0219a c-am recunoscut c\u0103 eu eram autorul. M-am a\u0219teptat la reac\u021bii zeflemitoare, \u00eens\u0103 cei care n-au fost impresiona\u021bi au r\u0103mas indiferen\u021bi la preocup\u0103rile mele extracurriculare. Iar \u00eentreb\u0103rii dac\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 ajutorul prietenului c\u0103ruia i-am \u00eemprumutat cursurile a\u0219 fi ajuns s\u0103 am azi un volum de versuri cu numele meu pe copert\u0103 nu \u0219tiu ce r\u0103spuns s\u0103-i dau. A\u0219 fi apelat oare la pseudonime ca s\u0103-mi v\u0103d textele publicate sau poate c\u0103 le-a\u0219 fi adunat pentru o eventual\u0103 oper\u0103 postum\u0103?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n\u00cen afar\u0103 de versuri am scris \u0219i publicat \u0219i c\u00e2teva buc\u0103\u021bi de proz\u0103, \u00eens\u0103 c\u00e2nd m-am apucat de un roman iar n-am spus nim\u0103nui. Va mai dura ceva p\u00e2n\u0103 ce-l ve\u021bi putea citi \u00een \u00eentregime, \u00eens\u0103 am decis s\u0103 nu-i mai \u021bin secret\u0103 existen\u021ba. E un experiment \u0219i pentru mine, nu \u0219tiu cum voi reac\u021biona dup\u0103 ce primele fragmente din el vor ajunge publice, \u0219i nu m\u0103 refer aici la eventuale reac\u021bii negative.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(egoZaur) de Sorin-Mihai Grad Aveam \u0219apte ani \u0219i ceva c\u00e2nd mi-am notat primele versuri pe care le compusesem. Le-am ar\u0103tat doar p\u0103rin\u021bilor, care bine\u00een\u021beles c-au fost \u00eenc\u00e2nta\u021bi de isprava mea. \u00cencurajat de reac\u021bii am scris \u0219i altele \u0219i, cu diverse intermiten\u021be, am continuat s\u0103 o fac, \u00eens\u0103 de prin adolescen\u021b\u0103 am evitat s\u0103-mi \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u0219esc \u0219i [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[55,1208,115],"tags":[1120,1209,1126,116],"class_list":["post-11290","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-articole","category-egophobia-46","category-egozaur","tag-articole","tag-egophobia-46","tag-egozaur","tag-sorin-mihai-grad"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-2W6","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11290","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11290"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11290\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11291,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11290\/revisions\/11291"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11290"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11290"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11290"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}