{"id":11549,"date":"2016-12-30T22:20:54","date_gmt":"2016-12-30T20:20:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=11549"},"modified":"2016-12-30T01:25:21","modified_gmt":"2016-12-29T23:25:21","slug":"poeme-de-radu-gavan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=11549","title":{"rendered":"poeme de Radu G\u0103van"},"content":{"rendered":"

David<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00centr-o noapte f\u0103r\u0103 stele<\/p>\n

O cas\u0103 goal\u0103<\/p>\n

Pe o strad\u0103 pustie<\/p>\n

Dintr-un ora\u0219 p\u0103r\u0103sit<\/p>\n

O ploaie m\u0103runt\u0103 lovind caldar\u00e2mul<\/p>\n

Un felinar arunc\u00e2nd o pat\u0103 de lumin\u0103 pe fa\u021bada mut\u0103.<\/p>\n

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Acum un an<\/p>\n

\u00cen casa aceasta<\/p>\n

Locuiau un b\u0103rbat \u0219i o femeie<\/p>\n

\u0218i b\u0103iatul lor<\/p>\n

De cinci ani<\/p>\n

David.<\/p>\n

\u0218i c\u00e2nd David r\u00e2dea<\/p>\n

B\u0103rbatul r\u00e2dea<\/p>\n

\u0218i femeia<\/p>\n

\u0218i casa era plin\u0103 de via\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n

\u0218i strada plin\u0103 de copii<\/p>\n

\u0218i cerul \u00eemp\u00e2nzit de stele.<\/p>\n

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A venit o zi<\/p>\n

\u00cen care o ma\u0219in\u0103 neagr\u0103, veche<\/p>\n

A rulat \u00eencet pe strada nefiresc de pustie<\/p>\n

A oprit \u00een fa\u021ba casei, chiar l\u00e2ng\u0103 David<\/p>\n

Care desena pe trotuar<\/p>\n

\u0218i din ea a cobor\u00e2t un b\u0103rbat<\/p>\n

Cu chipul bl\u00e2nd \u0219i barba alb\u0103 ca \u00een pove\u0219ti<\/p>\n

Iar sur\u00e2sul \u00eei lumina fa\u021ba plin\u0103 de riduri<\/p>\n

Avea un aer de b\u0103tr\u00e2n \u00een\u021belept \u0219i bun<\/p>\n

\u0218i de bunic iubitor<\/p>\n

\u00cens\u0103 ochii \u00eei erau reci.<\/p>\n

\u00cen amurg, David nu i-a z\u0103rit ochii<\/p>\n

Dar i-a auzit vocea<\/p>\n

Ce se \u00eenf\u0103\u0219ura ademenitor<\/p>\n

\u00cen urechile lui mici<\/p>\n

\u0218i \u00een mintea lui de copil<\/p>\n

I-a ascultat cuvintele \u0219i<\/p>\n

dup\u0103 o vreme<\/p>\n

B\u0103tr\u00e2nul a deschis portiera<\/p>\n

\u0218i b\u0103iatul s-a urcat \u00een ma\u0219ina neagr\u0103<\/p>\n

Iar \u00een urma lui, pe trotuar<\/p>\n

Un desen cu mami \u0219i tati<\/p>\n

\u0218i un b\u0103ie\u021bel cu un balon.<\/p>\n

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Apoi a venit noaptea<\/p>\n

\u0218i ploaia a sp\u0103lat trotuarul<\/p>\n

\u0218i odat\u0103 cu desenul<\/p>\n

S-au pierdut \u0219i b\u0103rbatul \u0219i femeia<\/p>\n

\u0218i via\u021ba a p\u0103r\u0103sit casa<\/p>\n

\u0218i stelele cerul.<\/p>\n

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Usc\u0103ciune<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00cen ultima zi a vie\u021bii<\/p>\n

Ultima dorin\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n

Cea mai egoist\u0103 dintre toate<\/p>\n

Ar fi s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi ating obrazul<\/p>\n

Zb\u00e2rcit<\/p>\n

Sau poate moale<\/p>\n

Totuna<\/p>\n

\u0218i \u00een v\u00e2rful degetelor<\/p>\n

Pielea ta s\u0103 \u00eemi aminteasc\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103<\/p>\n

Povestea noastr\u0103.<\/p>\n

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Ora\u0219ul<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00cen cel mai sumbru ora\u0219<\/p>\n

Din cea mai \u00eentunecat\u0103 lume<\/p>\n

Pl\u00e2nsetele \u0219i r\u00e2setele<\/p>\n

Sunt unul \u0219i acela\u0219i lucru.<\/p>\n

\u00cen ora\u0219ul \u00een care ploaia \u0219i soarele<\/p>\n

Amurgul sau r\u0103s\u0103ritul<\/p>\n

Tot ce \u00eencepe sau se sf\u00e2r\u0219e\u0219te<\/p>\n

Sunt unul \u0219i acela\u0219i lucru.<\/p>\n

\u00cen ora\u0219ul cel mai sumbru<\/p>\n

Locuiesc, nu tr\u0103iesc<\/p>\n

Un scriitor<\/p>\n

Sau un pictor<\/p>\n

F\u0103r\u0103 m\u00e2ini<\/p>\n

O c\u00e2nt\u0103rea\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n

\u0218i o curv\u0103<\/p>\n

F\u0103r\u0103 limb\u0103<\/p>\n

O mam\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 copil<\/p>\n

\u0218i un copil f\u0103r\u0103 mam\u0103.<\/p>\n

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Am \u00eencercat s\u0103 scriu despre ora\u0219<\/p>\n

\u0218i pe m\u0103sur\u0103 ce scriam<\/p>\n

Degetele mi se topeau<\/p>\n

Cuvintele \u00eemi rodeau carnea<\/p>\n

Apoi am vorbit despre ora\u0219<\/p>\n

\u0218i vorbele mi-au \u00eenghi\u021bit limba<\/p>\n

Am tras perdeaua cu din\u021bii<\/p>\n

Am privit ora\u0219ul<\/p>\n

Ora\u0219ul m-a privit \u00eenapoi<\/p>\n

\u0218i \u00eentunericul mi-a consumat privirea<\/p>\n

Am b\u00e2jb\u00e2it prin camer\u0103<\/p>\n

\u0218i m-am l\u0103sat pe o canapea<\/p>\n

Sau un pat<\/p>\n

Ori un sicriu moale<\/p>\n

G\u00e2ndurile m-au purtat c\u0103tre ora\u0219<\/p>\n

\u0218i ora\u0219ul s-a g\u00e2ndit la mine<\/p>\n

\u0218i min\u021bile au plecat \u00eenspre ora\u0219<\/p>\n

L\u0103s\u00e2nd \u00een urm\u0103<\/p>\n

Ghemuit \u00eentr-un trup f\u0103r\u0103 sens<\/p>\n

Un suflet pierdut<\/p>\n

Pe care ora\u0219ul nu l-a mai vrut.<\/p>\n

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Din iad<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Uneori, un poem<\/p>\n

e doar un mod mai la\u0219 de a m\u0103 sinucide<\/p>\n

De a vorbi despre anumite lucruri<\/p>\n

F\u0103r\u0103 a le numi<\/p>\n

F\u0103r\u0103 a cobor\u00ee prea mult \u00een mine.<\/p>\n

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Exist\u0103 anumite lucruri<\/p>\n

Despre care nu po\u021bi vorbi<\/p>\n

Nu le po\u021bi scrie \u00eentr-un roman<\/p>\n

Nici m\u0103car \u00eentr-o povestire<\/p>\n

Le po\u021bi, poate, arunca \u00eentr-un fel de poem<\/p>\n

\u0218i apoi s\u0103 fugi<\/p>\n

S\u0103 fugi.<\/p>\n

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Voi \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bi umbra<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Privindu-mi reflexia<\/p>\n

\u00centr-o oglind\u0103 ciobit\u0103<\/p>\n

\u00cenaintea mea, un str\u0103in<\/p>\n

\u00cen urm\u0103, un orb<\/p>\n

Un om url\u00e2nd \u00eentr-un om \u00eentr-alt om \u00eentr-alt om<\/p>\n

Lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n

Cu gura larg deschis\u0103<\/p>\n

Lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n

Voi izbi oglinda cu fruntea<\/p>\n

Lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n

\u00cemi voi desp\u0103r\u021bi umbra de trup<\/p>\n

\u0218i o voi a\u0219terne<\/p>\n

O parte \u00eenainte<\/p>\n

Cealalt\u0103, \u00een urm\u0103<\/p>\n

\u0218i din oglinda spart\u0103<\/p>\n

Nebunia \u00eemi va z\u00e2mbi.<\/p>\n

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