{"id":11677,"date":"2017-04-21T10:42:32","date_gmt":"2017-04-21T08:42:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=11677"},"modified":"2017-04-21T10:42:32","modified_gmt":"2017-04-21T08:42:32","slug":"poeme-de-claudiu-komartin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=11677","title":{"rendered":"poeme de Claudiu Komartin"},"content":{"rendered":"

infectat<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Vor trebui s\u0103-mi amputeze un deget, s-a decis<\/p>\n

\u00een vreme ce v\u00e2nz\u0103toarele croate sau<\/p>\n

s\u00e2rboaice stau \u0219i fumeaz\u0103 lini\u0219tite \u00een fa\u021ba magazinului INFECTED<\/p>\n

(denim & fashion) pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 care trec zilnic<\/p>\n

\u0219i n-au nici pe dracu.<\/p>\n

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Parc\u0103 \u00eei \u0219i aud pe vesti\u021bii savan\u021bi: Nu mai e nimic de f\u0103cut, a<\/em>\u021b<\/em>i stat<\/em><\/p>\n

prea mult cu el a<\/em>\u0219<\/em>a, trebuia s\u0103 ne face<\/em>\u021b<\/em>i o vizit\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

mai din timp<\/em><\/p>\n

desigur, asemenea ve\u0219ti \u021bi se<\/p>\n

comunic\u0103-ntotdeauna cu mare p\u0103rere de r\u0103u. C\u00e2t a trecut de la<\/em><\/p>\n

ultimul consult?<\/em> \u00eentreab\u0103 de form\u0103 dr. \u0218ni\u021belovschi<\/p>\n

cu aerul lui de contabil atent-\u00eengrijorat<\/p>\n

dar nici n-apuci s\u0103-i r\u0103spunzi c\u0103 \u2013 \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it,<\/em><\/p>\n

nu conteaz\u0103, se poate <\/em>\u0219<\/em>i f\u0103r\u0103 el. Ce naiba, se poate f\u0103r\u0103 toate<\/em><\/p>\n

de<\/em>\u0219<\/em>tele. Uit\u0103-te la pe<\/em>\u0219<\/em>ti<\/em>.<\/p>\n

R\u00e2de, b\u0103ga-l-a\u0219 \u00een m\u0103-sa.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Bine, domnule doctor, dar ei au aripioare \u0219i pot<\/p>\n

respira pe sub ap\u0103 \u2013 Stai lini\u0219tit,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0219i tu o s\u0103 ai \u00een cur\u00e2nd<\/em>.<\/p>\n

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O s\u0103-mi depun, deci, nu doar unghiile pe masa veche, ci<\/p>\n

tot degetul \u0103sta privit cu ne\u00eencredere<\/p>\n

de feluri\u021bi ochi, \u00een\u021bepat, \u00eempuns, judecat<\/p>\n

ca ultimul ocna\u0219. \u0218i nici nu m\u0103 va sup\u0103ra cel<\/p>\n

mai tare c-o s\u0103 mi-l taie, ci fraza care \u00eemi r\u0103sun\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103-n<\/p>\n

urechi: \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it,<\/em> nu conteaz\u0103, se poate <\/em>\u0219<\/em>i f\u0103r\u0103 el<\/em>.<\/p>\n

Ce po\u021bi s\u0103 zici c\u00e2nd auzi asta de la unul care n-are inten\u021bii rele?<\/p>\n

Cel mai jenant e s\u0103-ncerci s\u0103 dai explica\u021bii: n-a fost a\u0219a<\/p>\n

dintotdeauna, are \u0219i zile mai bune, trece printr-o perioad\u0103<\/p>\n

t\u00e2mpit\u0103…<\/p>\n

Cum s\u0103 le spui c\u0103 nu-i vina lui? Oare chiar le pas\u0103?<\/p>\n

Cum s\u0103 le spui, despre un deget<\/p>\n

sau despre un om, c\u0103 n-a reu\u0219it mai bine de-at\u00e2t, c\u0103<\/p>\n

la un moment dat a clacat,<\/p>\n

c\u0103 boal\u0103, c\u0103 suferin\u021b\u0103,<\/p>\n

c\u0103 c\u0103rnuri, \u0219i moarte \u2013 \u021bii minte ce-\u021bi povesteam<\/p>\n

de firma aia luminoas\u0103 pe care scrie, zi \u0219i noapte, INFECTED?<\/p>\n

denim & fashion, dege\u021bel<\/p>\n

& un sincer hai sictir! celor care se fac<\/p>\n

c\u0103 nu-n\u021beleg lucrul \u0103sta a\u0219a de simplu \u0219i de uman.<\/p>\n

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Crampa \u0219i cearc\u0103nul<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u201eSunt luni \u00een care nu c\u00e2\u0219tig nici c\u00e2t s\u0103 pot<\/p>\n

muri\u201d, zice f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-\u0219i ridice privirea din p\u0103m\u00e2nt, iar eu tac<\/p>\n

\u0219i dau din cap sper\u00e2nd s\u0103 nu fie nevoie<\/p>\n

s\u0103 spun banalit\u0103\u021bile crase prin care<\/p>\n

oamenii \u00ee\u0219i ofer\u0103 asigur\u0103ri c\u0103 se-ascult\u0103 sau<\/p>\n

c\u0103 sunt solidari. Nara\u021biunea spune c\u0103 meserii<\/p>\n

concrete f\u0103cute c\u00e2ndva de oameni concre\u021bi<\/p>\n

au fost \u00eenlocuite de ma\u0219ini \u2013 \u0219i asta continu\u0103 de la an<\/p>\n

la an. Cu siguran\u021b\u0103 de vin\u0103 nu-i Viorica,<\/p>\n

prin\u021bes\u0103 de c\u00e2\u021biva ani \u00een \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103\u021bia lui Ciuciulete,<\/p>\n

tot mai trecut\u0103, mai obosit\u0103, c\u0103r\u00e2nd cu un c\u0103rucior<\/p>\n

improvizat cam tot ce se poate c\u0103ra<\/p>\n

spre firmele dubioase care \u00ee\u021bi dau ceva m\u0103run\u021bi\u0219<\/p>\n

pentru plastic sau sticl\u0103 \u2013<\/p>\n

Viorica, \u201ealt\u0103dat\u0103 un cur de cinci stele\u201d, m\u0103 asigura<\/p>\n

vechiul meu coleg Breazu, centur\u0103 neagr\u0103,<\/p>\n

mare amator de b\u0103t\u0103i \u00een drumul dinspre liceu spre<\/p>\n

sala de net, ast\u0103zi agent de asigur\u0103ri \u0219i tat\u0103l<\/p>\n

a cinci jigodii pe care sigur o s\u0103-i omoare<\/p>\n

\u00eentr-o noapte cu ranga.<\/p>\n

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E aproape diminea\u021b\u0103 c\u00e2nd m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc la ei,<\/p>\n

\u00een special la Viorica, dar ce \u0219tiu eu? \u2013 sunt un tehnician<\/p>\n

m\u0103runt al instinctului \u0219i-al opacit\u0103\u021bii<\/p>\n

pentru c\u0103 am barb\u0103 \u0219i \u021bin minte aproape tot. Geometrii<\/p>\n

flexibile, forme de cunoa\u0219tere extinse cu s\u0103lb\u0103ticie, dar<\/p>\n

totu\u0219i ceva \u00eemi lipse\u0219te, \u0219i nu sunt aripile alea<\/p>\n

de lemn cu care-am sperat c\u00e2ndva s\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00cen fine, totul e mai mult sau mai pu<\/em>\u021b<\/em>in la voia \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103rii<\/em>,<\/p>\n

notez, cu g\u00e2ndul la textul s\u0103lciu sarcastic necru\u021b\u0103tor<\/p>\n

pe care-l voi scrie despre m\u0103rea\u021ba patrie<\/p>\n

despre m\u0103trea\u021ba patriei \u2013 dup\u0103 care pornesc<\/p>\n

voinice\u0219te s\u0103-mi cump\u0103r c\u00e2teva beri.<\/p>\n

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M\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc la Viorica \u0219i la urm\u0103toarea postare<\/p>\n

pe facebook \u2013 nu, nu va fi un text social, angajat,<\/p>\n

nici o glumi\u021b\u0103 pe marginea tevaturii<\/p>\n

politice din ultima vreme \u2013 poate o fraz\u0103-dou\u0103 prin care s\u0103-i<\/p>\n

mai \u00eempung pe n\u0103prasnicii scriitori de statusuri<\/p>\n

ai genera\u021biei viitoare. Pe b\u0103ie\u021bii puri \u0219i duri care<\/p>\n

lumineaz\u0103 \u00eenfumura\u021bi cu un neon deasupra capului<\/p>\n

pe care ei nu v\u0103d c\u0103 e scris TERMINATIO MEMORI\u00c6 \u2013<\/p>\n

treaba lor, eu oricum iluzii nu mai \u00eemi fac.<\/p>\n

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Afar\u0103 s-a mai r\u0103cit, culeg rarele zgomote ale nop\u021bii<\/p>\n

\u0219i chiar c\u0103 nu-mi folosesc la nimic \u2013 oare ce-o face Viorica,<\/p>\n

al c\u0103rei cur, s-o recunoa\u0219tem, e acum de maxim trei stele?<\/p>\n

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Crampa \u0219i cearc\u0103nul ca forme de cunoa\u0219tere,<\/p>\n

foamea, acest ultim avanpost al frumuse\u021bii.<\/p>\n

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E \u00eentuneric, pe Moldovi\u021ba miroase a tei \u0219i a ploaie, ascult<\/p>\n

cu urechea ciulit\u0103 motoarele care preg\u0103tesc \u00een\u0103l\u021barea.<\/p>\n

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Love story<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00ce\u021bi promit c\u0103 nu voi privi\u00a0\u00een\u00a0urm\u0103. \u00ce\u021bi jur c\u0103\u00a0nu m\u0103\u00a0voi \u00eentoarce\u00a0la \u00eentret\u0103ierea\u00a0unde am alergat vara trecut\u0103\u00a0\u00een\u00a0picioarele goale pe cioburi.<\/p>\n

Te rog, spune-mi c\u0103 am fost o feti\u021b\u0103 cuminte \u0219i zide\u0219te-m\u0103 odat\u0103 de vie.<\/p>\n

Ceva se \u00eendreapt\u0103 spre mine cu 200 la or\u0103, \u0219i nu vine s\u0103 \u00eemi sar\u0103\u00a0\u00een poal\u0103, s\u0103 m\u0103 ling\u0103 pe fa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n

O s\u0103 m\u0103 doboare, o s\u0103-mi r\u0103stoarne-n noroi sacii plini cu bumbac.<\/p>\n

Te \u00een\u021beleg.<\/p>\n

Accentul t\u0103u, faimos\u00a0\u00een\u00a0c\u00e2teva cercuri de puritani, te-a \u00eempiedicat s\u0103 spui lucrurilor pe nume.<\/p>\n

Copila\u0219ii au crescut, povestea noastr\u0103 de dragoste s-a transformat \u00eentr-un pudel care latr\u0103 ca prostu\u2019 la zid.<\/p>\n

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Albia<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Albia r\u00e2ului se \u00eengusteaz\u0103 de la an la an, peste pu\u021bin timp va seca de tot, \u00eemi spunea cu lini\u015ftea pe care \u0163i-o d\u0103 numai \u00eemp\u0103carea \u00een fa\u0163a schimb\u0103rii.<\/p>\n

Apunea. Marile evenimente ale naturii continuau s\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mple cu o anumit\u0103 indiferen\u0163\u0103, lentoarea cadrelor cu vampiri, a scenelor prea ornate \u015fi
\nhai \u00een\u0103untru mi-a spus
\nc\u00e2nd boii-de-balt\u0103 s-au pus pe or\u0103c\u0103it
\nhai \u00een\u0103untru aici nu mai e nimic de f\u0103cut.<\/p>\n

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S\u0103 nu crede\u021bi<\/strong><\/p>\n

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S\u0103 nu crede\u021bi ce s-a spus despre acea diminea\u021b\u0103
\neu chiar am vrut s\u0103 dau la o parte perdelele
\n\u00eempunse de lumina ascu\u021bit\u0103 \u0219i fo\u0219nitoare
\nc\u00e2nd pojghi\u021ba de somn s-a sub\u021biat \u0219i-a plesnit
\nmi-ar fi trebuit o valiz\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 adun
\ndintre a\u0219ternuturile bo\u021bite sc\u00e2nceam ca o ceap\u0103
\nfrecat\u0103 cu mult\u0103 sare \u00eentr-un pumn
\nde salahor ce a\u0219teapt\u0103 intrarea \u00een schimb.<\/p>\n

Ce m\u0103 a\u0219tepta dincolo? Ce mai era pentru mine?
\nFrumuse\u021bile din cataloage, m\u00e2ndria albumelor
\nsoftporn, prinse \u00een carapacea lor de prejudec\u0103\u021bi
\n\u0219i bl\u0103nuri sintetice? Amintirea sirenei de la
\nuzina de frig? Funigeii? Estetica?
\nS\u0103 nu crede\u021bi nimic din ce se spune despre dimine\u021bi
\n\u0219i despre muncitorii v\u00e2njo\u0219i cu piepturile numai
\nochi \u0219i urechi: toate astea s-au dus.<\/p>\n

#<\/p>\n

din volumul \u00een preg\u0103tire<\/p>\n

33 de poeme sau dou\u0103sprezece secunde p\u00e2n\u0103 la dispari<\/em>\u021b<\/em>ia luminii<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

infectat     Vor trebui s\u0103-mi amputeze un deget, s-a decis \u00een vreme ce v\u00e2nz\u0103toarele croate sau s\u00e2rboaice stau \u0219i fumeaz\u0103 lini\u0219tite \u00een fa\u021ba magazinului INFECTED (denim & fashion) pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 care trec zilnic \u0219i n-au nici pe dracu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1273,13],"tags":[320,1274,1114],"class_list":["post-11677","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-49-50","category-poezie","tag-claudiu-komartin","tag-egophobia-49-50","tag-poezie"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-32l","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11677","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11677"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11677\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11678,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11677\/revisions\/11678"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11677"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11677"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11677"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}