{"id":12049,"date":"2017-12-24T19:37:36","date_gmt":"2017-12-24T17:37:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=12049"},"modified":"2021-09-04T11:36:01","modified_gmt":"2021-09-04T09:36:01","slug":"dreptul-la-ura","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=12049","title":{"rendered":"Dreptul la Ur\u0103"},"content":{"rendered":"

(Cronica arsonistului)<\/span><\/p>\n

de Lucian Mare\u0219<\/a><\/p>\n

Incapacitatea mea de a le spune oamenilor adev\u0103rul \u00een fa\u021b\u0103, pe scurt la\u0219it\u0103\u021bile mele mi-au creat mai multe complica\u021bii\u00a0dec\u00e2t dac\u0103 eram un campion al moralit\u0103\u021bii! Atac omul \u00een general, dar \u00eemi lipse\u0219te\u00a0curajul \u00een fa\u021ba\u00a0unui individ. M\u0103 tem grozav s\u0103 nu r\u0103nesc. Prea mult\u0103 mil\u0103 \u0219i prea mult\u0103 sensibilitate \u00een fa\u021ba\u00a0celor ce nu o merit\u0103.<\/p>\n

Oare nejignind pe cineva spun\u00e2ndu-i ceea ce g\u00e2nde\u0219ti despre el \u00eei aduce lui avantaje? Dar \u021bie? Lui nu \u00eei aduce nici un avantaj aceast\u0103 conspira\u021bie a t\u0103cerii, ci doar \u00eel ajut\u0103 s\u0103 stagneze \u00een mocirla \u00een care se afl\u0103. Majoritatea oamenilor sunt at\u00e2t de stigmatiza\u021bi \u0219i imperfec\u021bi \u00eenc\u00e2t deseori m\u0103 simt ispitit s\u0103-i elogiez pe cei mai mari tirani ai istoriei care au ucis f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 se g\u00e2ndeasc\u0103 de dou\u0103 ori; sau mai r\u0103u, s\u0103 acord complimente din mil\u0103 pur\u0103\u00a0\u2013 o alt\u0103 minciun\u0103 izvor\u00e2t\u0103 din mil\u0103!<\/p>\n

Dac\u0103 e s\u0103 consider\u0103m lumea asta ceva ce tinde spre perfec\u021biune, cu siguran\u021b\u0103 c\u0103 nici un om nu ar trebui\u00a0s\u0103\u00a0tr\u0103iasc\u0103\u00a0\u00een\u00a0ea. Ce fel de lume e\u00a0aceast\u0103\u00a0\u00een care singurul\u00a0om fericit este cel ce nu-\u0219i\u00a0cunoa\u0219te\u00a0\u0219i\u00a0nu se g\u00e2nde\u0219te la hido\u0219enia-i\u00a0fizic\u0103,\u00a0intelectual\u0103\u00a0\u0219i\u00a0moral\u0103? Cele mai acute sentimente de mizantropie se\u00a0nasc\u00a0\u00een\u00a0mine\u00a0pe zi ce trece, cu fiecare contact ce-l iau cu\u00a0aceast\u0103\u00a0mas\u0103\u00a0de\u00a0carne\u00a0vie\u00a0\u0219i\u00a0inutil\u0103\u00a0\u2013 umanitatea.\u00a0Tr\u0103iesc\u00a0\u00eentr-o\u00a0permanent\u0103\u00a0distopie, incapabil\u00a0s\u0103-mi\u00a0accept propriile\u00a0limit\u0103ri, dar\u00a0\u0219i\u00a0mai incapabil\u00a0s\u0103\u00a0le accept pe ale\u00a0celorlal\u021bi.\u00a0Din\u00a0acest noroi universal numit\u00a0\u0219i\u00a0existen\u021b\u0103, nu\u00a0v\u0103d\u00a0alt\u0103\u00a0sc\u0103pare\u00a0dec\u00e2t\u00a0moartea, dar\u00a0vai …<\/p>\n

Sunt\u00a0prea\u00a0la\u0219\u00a0pentru a m\u0103 sinucide, dar mi-a\u0219 v\u0103rsa cu bucurie frustr\u0103rile\u00a0acestei\u00a0incapacit\u0103\u021bi\u00a0personale\u00a0ucig\u00e2nd\u00a0pe\u00a0al\u021bii\u00a0f\u0103r\u0103\u00a0pic\u00a0de\u00a0remu\u0219care(spiritual vorbind).\u00a0\u00centotdeauna\u00a0cei\u00a0din\u00a0jur vor\u00a0pl\u0103ti\u00a0pentru\u00a0incapacit\u0103\u021bile\u00a0\u0219i\u00a0nerealiz\u0103rile\u00a0iluziilor\u00a0\u0219i\u00a0viselor noastre!<\/p>\n

\u00a0 Nu sunt orbit de ur\u0103, ci doar incapabil de iubire. Iubirea aproapelui este o consecin\u021b\u0103 a Milei, iar mila este o sl\u0103biciune carete face vulnerabil \u00een fa\u021ba\u00a0celor ce vor s\u0103 profite din asta! Nu am fost a\u0219a dintotdeauna. \u00cen trecut exista speran\u021b\u0103, dar cei din jur m-au ajutat s\u0103 m\u0103 lep\u0103d de ea foarte repede —\u00a0le\u00a0mul\u021bumesc\u00a0tuturor.<\/p>\n

\u00a0 Niciodat\u0103 nu am s\u0103 reu\u0219esc s\u0103-mi iubesc semenii \u00een modul \u00een care ei se a\u0219teptau\u00a0s\u0103 o fac, dar totu\u0219i, faptul c\u0103 scriu aceste r\u00e2nduri demonstreaz\u0103 c\u0103 mai am o urm\u0103 de speran\u021ba – am s\u0103 iubesc umanitatea \u00eentr-un mod dureros, adic\u0103 am s\u0103-i fac un bine,\u00a0arunc\u00e2ndu-i adev\u0103rul \u00een fa\u021b\u0103 la fel cum ai arunc\u0103 un cadavru \u00een putrefac\u021bie\u00a0\u00een fa\u021ba acelui om ce se \u00eembuib\u0103 cu m\u00e2ncare. Este pu\u021binul bine ce-l pot face. De la prieteni s\u0103 nu te a\u0219tep\u021bi niciodat\u0103 s\u0103-\u021bi spun\u0103 adev\u0103rul, c\u0103ci ei te iubesc, lor le este mil\u0103 de tine, n-ar vrea s\u0103 te vad\u0103 suferind auzind vorbe grele dar adev\u0103rate\u00a0— hei, \u00een fond pentru ce sunt prietenii? Eu nu \u00ee\u021bi sunt prieten, ci du\u0219man, \u0219i totu\u0219i te iubesc mai mult dec\u00e2t prietenii t\u0103i. Ironic, nu-i a\u0219a? Niciodat\u0103 nu \u021bi-ai imaginat iubirea \u00een felul \u00een care \u021bi-o prezint eu, c\u0103ci ai fost \u0219i e\u0219ti prea orbit de iluzii, dar nici o grij\u0103, eu am s\u0103 te ajut s\u0103 scapi de ele!<\/p>\n

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(Cronica arsonistului) de Lucian Mare\u0219 Incapacitatea mea de a le spune oamenilor adev\u0103rul \u00een fa\u021b\u0103, pe scurt la\u0219it\u0103\u021bile mele mi-au creat mai multe complica\u021bii\u00a0dec\u00e2t dac\u0103 eram un campion al moralit\u0103\u021bii! Atac omul \u00een general, dar \u00eemi lipse\u0219te\u00a0curajul \u00een fa\u021ba\u00a0unui individ. M\u0103 tem grozav s\u0103 nu r\u0103nesc. Prea mult\u0103 mil\u0103 \u0219i prea mult\u0103 sensibilitate \u00een fa\u021ba\u00a0celor […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[55,1283,1297],"tags":[1120,1284,1299,317],"class_list":["post-12049","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-articole","category-cronica-arsonistului","category-egophobia-52","tag-articole","tag-cronica-arsonistului","tag-egophobia-52","tag-mares-lucian"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-38l","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12049","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12049"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12049\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13728,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12049\/revisions\/13728"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12049"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12049"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12049"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}