{"id":12150,"date":"2018-03-14T19:47:41","date_gmt":"2018-03-14T17:47:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=12150"},"modified":"2018-03-19T19:52:33","modified_gmt":"2018-03-19T17:52:33","slug":"evie-cea-bizara","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=12150","title":{"rendered":"Evie cea bizar\u0103"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: green;\">(Lecturi potrivite\/recomandate de Alexandra)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">de Tessa Nadir<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>\u00a0<\/strong>Abia m\u0103 \u00eentorsesem dintr-o c\u0103l\u0103torie de afaceri atunci c\u00e2nd p\u0103rin\u0163ii mei au decis s\u0103 o invit\u0103m la noi pentru c\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni pe m\u0103tu\u015fa Diane. Eram istovit \u015fi nu-mi ardea de musafiri, dar m\u0103tu\u015fa deja ne trimisese bilet prin care ne anun\u0163a c\u0103 sose\u0219te cu tren de la Londra, a\u015fadar eschiva nu era o op\u0163iune pentru mine. Desigur c\u0103 \u00een aceste momente, \u00een care scoteau vesela cea mai bun\u0103, argint\u0103ria, retezau cele mai frumoase flori pentru a le pune \u00een vaze \u015fi f\u0103ceau alte prostii precum ondulatul p\u0103rului cafeniu al mamei mele, p\u0103rin\u0163ii mei uitaser\u0103 subit dispre\u0163ul londonez care \u00eenso\u0163ea aerul or\u0103\u015fenesc al m\u0103tu\u015fii mele. Noi provincialii eram ni\u015fte biete creaturi lipsite de cultur\u0103 \u015fi tact \u015fi de\u015fi ne suporta cu greu \u00eei pl\u0103ceau totu\u015fi aerul curat \u015fi p\u0103\u015funile verzui pe care micul sat i le ofereau.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Este bine pentru pl\u0103m\u00e2ni \u015fi pentru ochi s\u0103 stai aici, nu \u015fi pentru creier! Te t\u00e2mpe\u0219ti \u00een doar c\u00e2teva minute interac\u0163ion\u00e2nd cu ace\u015fti oameni!<!--more--><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Acestea erau primele ei cuvinte dup\u0103 ce o conduceam prin sat p\u00e2n\u0103 la casa noastr\u0103. De fiecare dat\u0103. \u015ei eu fierbeam \u00een suc propriu, la foc mic \u015fi ori de c\u00e2te ori aveam ocazia \u00eel l\u0103sam pe tata s\u0103 mearg\u0103 dup\u0103 ea, dar acum era prins \u00eentre dou\u0103 consulta\u0163ii, astfel c\u0103 sarcina aceasta imposibil\u0103 c\u0103zu pe umerii mei.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">M-am trezit cu noaptea \u00een cap, mi-am \u00eembr\u0103cat costumul de in pe care \u00eel adusesem cu mine de la Geneva, numai bun pentru lunile de var\u0103 torid\u0103 \u015fi m-am suit \u00een automobil. \u00cen timp ce luam cu gra\u0163ie curbele maiestuoase o ploaie nea\u015fteptat\u0103 se dezl\u0103n\u0163ui \u015fi c\u00e2nd am cobor\u00e2t la gar\u0103, am aterizat fix \u00eentr-o b\u0103ltoac\u0103 care m\u0103 \u00eempro\u0219c\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la br\u00e2u. Diane tocmai cobora din tren, ajutat\u0103 de hamal \u015fi nu am avut un r\u0103gaz ca s\u0103 m\u0103 aranjez, m\u0103car. Eram bo\u0163it, \u015fifonat, prost dispus \u015fi desfigurat la fa\u0163\u0103 de ciud\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Vreme capricioas\u0103, m\u0103 consol\u0103 ea sardonic, cu z\u00e2mbetul frivol.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u015etiam c\u0103 nu m\u0103 comp\u0103time\u015fte, ci e doar dezgustat\u0103 \u015fi poate c\u0103 m\u0103 \u015fi ur\u0103\u015fte. Iar eu a\u015f fi str\u00e2ns-o de g\u00e2t cu mult\u0103 pl\u0103cere, dar totu\u015fi, nu eram chiar a\u015fa de s\u0103lbatic cum \u00ee\u015fi imagina.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Noi la Londra mereu \u015ftim c\u00e2nd urmeaz\u0103 s\u0103 plou\u0103. Nu exist\u0103 surprize \u015fi nici gafe vestimentare.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Am \u00eenghi\u0163it \u015fi aceast\u0103 g\u0103lu\u015fc\u0103 miz\u00e2nd c\u0103 la judecata de apoi va c\u00e2nt\u0103ri cu greutate aceast\u0103 re\u0163inere a mea. I-am aruncat bagajele cu o imens\u0103 satisfac\u0163ie \u015fi apoi ne-am angajat \u00een obi\u015fnuitul tur al satului. De obicei aceast\u0103 doamn\u0103 fin\u0103 \u015fi bine \u00eembr\u0103cat\u0103, cu ochi alba\u015ftri p\u0103trunz\u0103tori \u00ee\u015fi \u00eencepea asaltul verbal cum ajungeam la prima poart\u0103 s\u0103r\u0103c\u0103cioas\u0103 a vreunei case de \u0163\u0103rani. Acum t\u0103cea \u015fi tocmai c\u00e2nd m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam c\u0103 ar fi bine s\u0103 \u00eendoi tivurile pantalonilor mei uzi \u015fi plini de noroi, scoase o exclama\u0163ie \u00eengrozitoare. Ceva \u00eentre miorl\u0103itul unei pantere \u015fi \u0163ip\u0103tul unei p\u0103s\u0103ri exotice. Eram la singura r\u0103scruce de drumuri care \u00eemparte satul \u00een patru direc\u0163ii \u015fi brusc am pus o fr\u00e2n\u0103 infernal\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Este iar\u0103\u015fi fiin\u0163a aceea bizar\u0103! ar\u0103t\u0103 spre figura pl\u0103p\u00e2nd\u0103 de peste drum.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Este doar Evie, am r\u00e2s eu for\u0163at.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Mereu st\u0103 la r\u0103scruce de drumuri. \u015ei uite cum se holbeaz\u0103!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Prive\u015fte oamenii \u015fi ma\u015finile care trec pe aici. Se joac\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Este at\u00e2t de sinistr\u0103 \u00eenc\u00e2t m\u0103 trec frigurile.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Este doar o feti\u0163\u0103 retras\u0103, am murmurat eu proste\u015fte, preocupat s\u0103 conduc mai departe.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Are o figur\u0103 diabolic\u0103! Nici n-a\u015f vrea s\u0103 petrec o noapte \u00een satul acesta \u015ftiind c\u0103 e \u015fi ea aici! \u00centoarce! M\u0103 \u00eentorc la Londra! Pur \u015fi simplu nu suport!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Dar m\u0103tu\u015f\u0103! Evie n-a f\u0103cut r\u0103u nim\u0103nui! Are zece ani! \u015ei vine furtuna\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Sfinte Doamne! \u00ee\u015fi f\u0103cu cruce cu m\u00e2inile \u00eenm\u0103nu\u015fate. Nu-i a bun\u0103! Gr\u0103be\u015fte-te spre cas\u0103!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">O preferam acid\u0103 \u015fi sarcastic\u0103 dec\u00e2t paranoic\u0103 \u015fi isteric\u0103. Biata Evie, \u00een rochia ei de flanel albastru nu e tocmai o apari\u0163ie str\u0103lucit\u0103, dar \u00een fond este doar un copil dr\u0103g\u0103la\u015f. Fiic\u0103 a unor oameni cumsecade, era adesea v\u0103zut\u0103 pierz\u00e2ndu-\u015fi timpul pe drumuri, privind lumea cu ochii ei mari, inteligen\u0163i. Nu vorbea mult, nici m\u0103car \u00eentrebat\u0103, dar aceast\u0103 timiditate era specific\u0103 fetelor de v\u00e2rsta ei. \u00cen nici un caz nu o vedeam o amenin\u0163are a\u015fa cum o descria m\u0103tu\u015fa mea, cea cu nasul pe sus. Ajung\u00e2nd acas\u0103, unde mama o calm\u0103 cu un ceai de tei \u015fi ea continu\u0103 s\u0103 ne \u00een\u015fire spaimele ei \u00een leg\u0103tur\u0103 cu Evie, tat\u0103l meu, t\u0103cut \u015fi profund din fire, \u00eei spuse:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Dar Diane, draga mea sor\u0103, tu e\u015fti at\u00e2t de monden\u0103, doar nu crezi \u00een lucrurile acestea.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 La Londra este la mod\u0103, suspin\u0103 m\u0103tu\u015fa ca \u015fi cum ar fi avut o ton\u0103 de greutate pe piept. Vr\u0103jitoria, \u015famanismul, deochiul, farmecele. Toate acestea sunt un subiect foarte actual. Nici nu ies din cas\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 o br\u0103\u0163ar\u0103 ro\u015fie \u00een jurul gleznei.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Dar asta e caraghios, r\u00e2se mama, cu bun\u0103voie.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Nu ai mai r\u00e2de dac\u0103 ai \u015ftii c\u0103 pisica unchiului Gerald a fost omor\u00e2t\u0103 prin hipnoz\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Asta e \u015fi mai nostim, interveni \u015fi tata, care este medic generalist.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Prietenele mele \u00ee\u015fi afl\u0103 ursitul cu ajutorul magilor de pe Regent Street. \u00cen boabe de orz \u0163i se ghice\u015fte absolut orice.\u00a0 Viitorul, moartea, persoana din viitor \u00een care te vei re\u00eencarna, c\u00e2te vie\u0163i anterioare ai avut\u2026 Pentru suma potrivit\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Ei, aici e buba, z\u00e2mbi tata. Pentru bani \u015fi eu a\u015f putea s\u0103-\u0163i ghicesc multe.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 De parc\u0103 nu o faci! se r\u0103\u021boi Diane. La medici e acela\u015fi lucru doar c\u0103 v\u0103 place s\u0103 v\u0103 ascunde\u0163i sub plapuma transparent\u0103 a \u015ftiin\u0163ei. Trage\u0163i de ea \u00een toate p\u0103r\u0163ile, \u00een toate col\u0163urile, ca s\u0103 explica\u0163i diferite fenomene, dar se rupe exact \u00een mijloc \u015fi nici o teorie nu v\u0103 mai st\u0103 \u00een picioare!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Asta nu e o discu\u0163ie potrivit\u0103 pentru ceai, inteveni mama, \u00eenainte ca tata s\u0103 fie provocat \u015fi s\u0103 se av\u00e2nte s\u0103-\u015fi apere profesia.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 \u015ei asta e partea pozitiv\u0103 a ocultului, continu\u0103 m\u0103tu\u015fa netulburat\u0103. C\u00e2te rele se pot face cu ajutorul lui! Boli teribile, mor\u0163i subite, ghinioane, tot felul de influen\u0163e negative. S\u0103 m\u0103 crezi pe cuv\u00e2nt, acesta este noua putere mondial\u0103! Cine o cunoa\u015fte o s\u0103 ne biruie pe noi to\u0163i!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Dar biata Evie nu a ie\u015fit niciodat\u0103 din sat, am intervenit eu subit.\u00a0 Cum ar putea ea s\u0103 fie un mag cu asemenea cuno\u015ftin\u0163e?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Prin na\u015ftere, evident! Ace\u015ftia sunt cei mai puternici!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 \u015ei ce propui? S\u0103 fie ars\u0103 pe rug? \u00eentreb\u0103 tata \u00een zeflemea, abia ab\u0163in\u00e2ndu-se s\u0103 nu plesc\u0103ie ceaiul.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Eu nu mai discut cu profani ca voi! s\u0103ri ca ars\u0103 Diane. S\u0103 nu ajungem la spusele mele! gesticul\u0103 nervoas\u0103, tr\u00e2ntind u\u015file de la salon, l\u0103s\u00e2ndu-ne balt\u0103, ca pe ni\u015fte ciorapi uza\u0163i.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 M\u0103tu\u015fa ta e mai nebun\u0103 cu fiecare vizit\u0103 pe care ne-o face, \u00eemi spuse tata cu ochii dans\u00e2ndu-i de amuzament.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Nu e m\u0103ritat\u0103, asta e! Dac\u0103 ar fi\u2026 \u00eencepu mama s\u0103 ne explice, dar niciunul dintre noi nu mai era dispus s\u0103 asculte, a\u015fa c\u0103 am l\u0103sat-o singur\u0103 s\u0103-\u015fi savureze ceaiul de bergamote.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Zilele trecur\u0103 \u00een tihn\u0103 \u015fi fur\u0103 chiar pl\u0103cute \u00een prezen\u0163a m\u0103tu\u015fii mele care nu mai aminti de cazul s\u0103rmanei Evie. De\u015fi fata se juca \u00een fiecare zi la intersec\u0163ia de drumuri, holb\u00e2ndu-se la trec\u0103tori \u015fi cl\u0103tin\u00e2ndu-se oarecum anormal de pe un picior pe cel\u0103lalt, Diane se ab\u0163inu s\u0103 ne mai zic\u0103 vreo vorb\u0103 despre ea. Probabil c\u0103 sesizase ridicolul spuselor ei \u015fi decisese pur \u015fi simplu s\u0103 o ignore. Cu pletele desf\u0103cute \u015fi cu rochi\u0163a \u00een v\u00e2nt\u00a0 Evie p\u0103rea o n\u0103luc\u0103 \u015fi abia dup\u0103 ce am fost f\u0103cut atent am observat c\u0103 \u00eentr-adev\u0103r e ceva straniu cu ea, cu comportamentul ei. Dar copil fiind avea destul timp s\u0103 treac\u0103 peste aceast\u0103 singur\u0103tate \u015fi aceast\u0103 fire retras\u0103 a ei. Faptul c\u0103 nu se juca cu ceilal\u0163i copii, cu m\u00e2inile \u00een noroi \u015fi cu p\u0103pu\u015file de pai mie \u00eemi transmitea c\u0103 este doar mai inteligent\u0103 ca ei. Aproape c\u0103 regretam c\u0103 va cre\u015fte \u015fi se va maturiza. Asemenea celorlalte fete va avea nevoie de curtezani, admiratori \u015fi atunci nimeni nu \u00ee\u015fi va mai aduce aminte de Evie cea care r\u0103t\u0103cea pe drumuri. Iar eu atunci voi fi mai b\u0103tr\u00e2n \u015fi a\u015fezat la casa mea iar m\u0103tu\u015fa va fi o b\u0103tr\u00e2n\u0103 ur\u00e2t\u0103 \u015fi foarte cic\u0103litoare. Dar sunt sigur c\u0103 o s\u0103 ne aducem aminte de b\u0103nuielile ei \u015fi o s\u0103 r\u00e2dem cu poft\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u015ei sigur c\u0103 am fi r\u00e2s dac\u0103 nu s-ar fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat ceva care deschise cutia Pandorei, l\u0103s\u00e2nd s\u0103 ias\u0103 to\u0163i mon\u015ftrii sacri ai \u00eendoielii \u015fi suspiciunii. \u015ei pentru ni\u015fte \u0163\u0103rani cu mintea necoapt\u0103 un foc de paie poate \u00eensemna un adev\u0103rat incendiu.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Totul \u00eencepu \u00eentr-o dup\u0103-mas\u0103 t\u00e2rzie c\u00e2nd st\u0103team \u00een sufragerie la o partid\u0103 de bridge, cu c\u00e2te un p\u0103h\u0103rel de brandy \u015fi c\u00e2nd tocmai istoriseam \u015fansele cailor pe care pariasem bani. Diane era convins\u0103 c\u0103 aveam s\u0103 \u00eei pierd pe to\u0163i \u015fi tata \u00ee\u015fi \u00eencrunta spr\u00e2ncenele \u00een semn de dezaprobare. Mama t\u0103cea \u015fi ne b\u0103tea pe to\u0163i servindu-\u015fi doar atuuri de trefl\u0103, f\u0103c\u00e2nd ca echipa femeilor s\u0103 aib\u0103 un scor impresionant.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Deodat\u0103 cineva b\u0103tu violent \u00een u\u015f\u0103 \u015fi nu mai a\u015ftept\u0103 s\u0103 r\u0103spundem, n\u0103v\u0103lind direct \u00een sufragerie. Era tat\u0103l lui Evie \u015fi o ducea pe aceasta \u00een bra\u0163e. \u00centr-o c\u0103ma\u015f\u0103 alb\u0103, cu picioarele str\u0103vezii \u015fi cu m\u00e2nu\u021bele palide a\u015f fi zis c\u0103 este moart\u0103. Dar se mi\u015fca, se zv\u00e2rcolea \u015fi scotea ni\u015fte sunete terifiante. Tata, azv\u00e2rlind c\u0103r\u0163ile de acolo, imediat s\u0103ri s\u0103 o consulte. O \u00eentinser\u0103 pe canapea \u00een timp ce fata \u00ee\u015fi \u00eencle\u015fta degetele \u015fi pumnii, tr\u0103g\u00e2nd de cuvertura de pat \u0219i sco\u0163\u00e2nd ni\u015fte \u015fuier\u0103turi de groaz\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Estelle, adu-mi geanta de consulta\u0163ii, repede! o zori pe mama, \u00een timp ce o imobiliza pe Evie.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">M\u0103tu\u015fa, \u00eempietrit\u0103 de consternare se refugie \u00een pragul u\u015fii, de acolo privind spre bolnav\u0103, cu ni\u015fte ochi plini de o spaim\u0103 de nedescris. \u0162in\u00e2ndu-\u015fi palmele lipite de gur\u0103, de abia se ab\u0163inea s\u0103 nu \u0163ipe. Tremura toat\u0103 \u015fi \u015ftiam c\u0103 este \u00een pragul unei c\u0103deri nervoase, astfel c\u0103 m-am dus s\u0103 o lini\u015ftesc. \u00centre timp mama sosise cu echipamentul \u015fi tata, \u00eenconjurat de s\u0103tenii care \u00eentre timp se \u00eembulziser\u0103 \u00een sufrageria noastr\u0103, \u00eencerc\u0103 s\u0103 o ajute pe Evie s\u0103 respire. \u0162\u0103ranii priveau stupefia\u0163i aceast\u0103 opera\u0163iune \u015fi \u00een mintea lor \u00eencepeau s\u0103 \u00eencol\u0163easc\u0103 tot felul de pove\u015fti. Tata, furibund, se n\u0103pusti cu \u00eentreb\u0103ri spre p\u0103rintele lui Evie:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Ce a m\u00e2ncat? Ce a b\u0103ut? Unde a fost?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Ca de obicei, r\u0103spundea acesta sp\u0103\u015fit, \u00eengrijorat. Ca de obicei.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Tata trecu la examinarea m\u00e2inilor \u015fi picioarelor ei, care erau pline de ni\u015fte erup\u0163ii violacee. Apoi, oarecum mai lini\u015ftit \u00eei f\u0103cu o injec\u0163ie \u015fi foarte cur\u00e2nd Evie putu s\u0103 respire mai u\u015for. \u00cen continuare scotea ni\u015fte huruituri nu prea pl\u0103cute auzului \u015fi oamenii din jur deveneau \u015fi mai nelini\u015fti\u0163i.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 O s\u0103 fie bine, \u00eei lini\u015fti tata. A avut o alergie, nu \u015ftiu de la ce. Cel mai bine s\u0103 o \u0163ine\u0163i o perioad\u0103 departe de tot ce face \u201eca de obicei\u201d. Nu o mai l\u0103sa\u0163i de capul ei pe drumuri! Cine \u015ftie, o fi cules vreun\u00a0 fruct din p\u0103dure.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cen ciuda faptului c\u0103 Evie era vizibil din ce \u00een ce mai bine fe\u0163ele s\u0103tenilor tr\u0103dau o nelini\u015fte nevrotic\u0103. Nu credeau o iot\u0103 din explica\u0163iile doctorului \u015fi priveau \u00een jurul lor ca \u015fi cum din orice unghier vreun spirit r\u0103u ar fi putut s\u0103-i \u00eenha\u0163e. O cercetau pe Diane cu mult interes \u015fi puteam s\u0103 jur c\u0103 pe undeva nu \u00ee\u0219i \u021binuse gura \u0219i povestise cuiva despre prostiile cum c\u0103 fata ar fi un mag r\u0103u. Acum toat\u0103 gloata p\u0103rea s\u0103-i dea dreptate \u015fi nimic, nicio dovad\u0103 a \u015ftiin\u0163ei nu mai putea s\u0103-i \u00eentoarc\u0103 de pe aceast\u0103 pant\u0103 a suspiciunilor. \u015ei ca \u015fi cum nu era de ajuns, Diane \u0163\u00e2\u015fni din m\u00e2inile mele \u015fi apropriindu-se de ei \u00eencepu s\u0103 \u0163ipe, cu un glas plin de disperare \u015fi agonie:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Nu medic \u00eei trebuie! Duce\u0163i-o la preot! P\u00e2n\u0103 nu v\u0103 nenoroce\u015fte pe to\u0163i!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Din acel moment panica cuprinse satul. Toat\u0103 lumea \u00eencepu s\u0103 \u015fu\u015foteasc\u0103 pe la col\u0163uri, s\u0103 umble cu grij\u0103 pe uli\u0163e, s\u0103 evite cu prisosin\u0163\u0103 r\u0103scrucea de drumuri, care se zvonea c\u0103 ar fi blestemat\u0103 \u015fi Evie ajunse s\u0103 fie \u015fi mai marginalizat\u0103.\u00a0 Dup\u0103 ora \u015fase nu mai vedeai suflet de om pe str\u0103zi \u015fi dintr-un s\u0103tuc plin de voio\u015fie se transformase \u00eentr-unul \u00een care oamenii \u00ee\u015fi roteau ochii p\u00e2ndind col\u0163urile \u015fi umbrele, ca nu cumva s\u0103 fie fermeca\u0163i de ceva r\u0103u. Evident c\u0103 eu nu credeam o iot\u0103 din aceste scorneli de-a dreptul fantastice care porniser\u0103 de la m\u0103tu\u015fa mea guraliv\u0103, pus\u0103 pe criticat mereu. Eram convins c\u0103 dac\u0103 un nebun porne\u015fte un zvon \u015fi reu\u015fe\u015fte s\u0103 fac\u0103 pe al\u0163i c\u00e2\u0163iva s\u0103-l urmeze trebuie s\u0103 fie \u015fi oameni cu mintea limpede, a\u015fa ca mine, care s\u0103 vad\u0103 lucrurile a\u015fa cum sunt cu adev\u0103rat. Biata Evie este doar un copil bolnav, nimic mai mult.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00centr-o zi c\u00e2nd m\u0103 \u00eentorceam din nenum\u0103ratele mele c\u0103l\u0103torii de afaceri am \u00eent\u00e2lnit-o pe Evie \u00een acela\u015fi loc, ghemuit\u0103 \u00een praf, juc\u00e2ndu-se cu ni\u015fte crengu\u0163e. Drumul era pustiu din toate direc\u0163iile, a\u015fa c\u0103 am \u00eencetinit ca s\u0103 pot s\u0103 o privesc mai bine. Peste tot pe unde mergem \u00een ultima vreme eram sf\u0103tuit pios \u015fi \u00een \u015foapt\u0103 ca nu cumva s\u0103 m\u0103 aproprii de ea. Toate interdic\u0163iile \u00eencepeau cu \u201e S\u0103 nu cumva\u2026\u201d \u015fi mi se punea o ghear\u0103 \u00een stomac de indignare ori de c\u00e2te ori auzeam asta de la cineva. La o petrecere privat\u0103 a primarului Sawyer am r\u0103bufnit ca un taur: \u201eEi \u015fi ce mi se poate \u00eent\u00e2mpla dac\u0103 m\u0103 apropii de ea?\u201d \u201e\u00ce\u0163i leag\u0103 destinul, \u00een veci nu te mai \u00eensori \u015fi nici copii nu o s\u0103 ai!\u201d d\u0103du verdictul Diane, la unison cu alte cucoane mai de vaz\u0103 ale satului. Am fost pur \u015fi simplu sc\u00e2rbit de acest r\u0103spuns \u015fi am decis s\u0103-l \u015fi uit.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Acum, m\u00e2nat de acest\u0103 provocare de a-i sfida pe s\u0103teni am decis s\u0103 cobor din ma\u015fin\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103 m\u0103 duc spre Evie care \u00een continuare \u00ee\u015fi vedea de joac\u0103, murmur\u00e2nd un fel de c\u00e2ntecel. C\u00e2nd am ajuns \u00een dreptul ei m\u0103 privi speriat\u0103 \u015fi se d\u0103du \u00eenapoi. Atunci am v\u0103zut c\u0103 \u00eei s\u00e2ngera genunchiul drept \u015fi ni\u015fte pietri\u015f se afla \u00eenfipt \u00een ran\u0103. Primul meu g\u00e2nd fu s\u0103 o iau acas\u0103 unde \u00eei puteam dezinfecta rana cu solu\u0163iile tatei.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Vino, am s\u0103 am grij\u0103 de buba pe care \u0163i-ai f\u0103cut-o la genunchi, am \u00eentins m\u00e2na spre ea.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Nici vorb\u0103 s\u0103 o ating! Privirea ei era plin\u0103 de furie \u015fi respingere.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Haide Evie! Nu am s\u0103-\u0163i fac nici un r\u0103u! am exclamat exasperat.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 R\u0103u, murumur\u0103 ea cu privirea \u00eentunecat\u0103. Foarte r\u0103u mersul cu dumneata!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 De ce ar fi?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 P\u0103rin\u0163i.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 \u0162i-au spus s\u0103 nu mergi cu str\u0103inii, desigur. Dar eu nu sunt str\u0103in. Vrei s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2i aici singur\u0103 cu buba la picior s\u00e2nger\u00e2nd?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 \u00ceh\u00ee, \u00eeng\u00e2n\u0103 ea cu ochii mari, rotunzi, speria\u0163i.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Nu prea \u00ee\u0163i plac oamenii, a\u015fa-i Evie?<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li>Nici ei nu pl\u0103cut Evie.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Nu e adev\u0103rat, am r\u00e2s eu. De ce spui asta?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Eu pericol pentru oameni, replic\u0103 cu o sinceritate devastatoare.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Deloc! Vino s\u0103-\u0163i ar\u0103t! Nu o s\u0103 p\u0103\u0163im niciunul dintre noi nimic.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Am reu\u015fit \u00eentr-un final s\u0103 o conving s\u0103 se suie \u00een ma\u015fin\u0103 \u00eempreun\u0103 cu mine, dar nu \u00eenainte de a se \u00eentoarce \u015fi de a da cu piciorul \u00een claia de crengu\u0163e pe care o construise cu destul\u0103 migal\u0103. Ceea ce m\u0103tu\u015fa mea ar fi numit vr\u0103jitorie, eu numesc o al\u0103turare inofensiv\u0103 de\u00a0 lucruri pe care natura i le oferise pe post de juc\u0103rii, \u00een lipsa unora scumpe, \u00eenvelite \u00een h\u00e2rtie creponat\u0103 pe care Diane le vedea expuse \u00een vitrinele de la Londra. Cu to\u0163ii ne-am jucat acoperi\u0163i p\u00e2n\u0103 la coate \u00een praf, murd\u0103rie \u015fi noroi, \u00een tufi\u015furi \u015fi pe str\u0103zi \u015fi niciunul dintre noi nu devenise un mag periculos.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 \u00ce\u0163i place s\u0103 te joci aici, a\u015fa-i? De ce? am \u00eentrebat-o \u00een timp ce ne deplasam spre cas\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 E locul meu, \u00eemi r\u0103spunse simplu, privind \u00een fa\u0163\u0103 prin geam.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Bine, Evie! M\u0103 bucur c\u0103 \u0163i-ai creat un mic univers al t\u0103u, un loc al t\u0103u unde s\u0103 te sim\u0163i bine. Asta e tot ce conteaz\u0103, am asigurat-o cu un sur\u00e2s.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Odat\u0103 ajun\u015fi \u00een \u00eenc\u0103perea r\u0103coroas\u0103 unde tata obi\u015fnuia s\u0103-\u015fi consulte pacien\u0163ii,am \u00eentins-o pe pat \u015fi am \u00eenceput s\u0103 cotrob\u0103i printre nenum\u0103ratele sticlu\u0163e verzui. Am g\u0103sit un dezinfectant pe baz\u0103 de alcool \u015fi m\u0103 preg\u0103team s\u0103 \u00eel aplic pe un tifon steril \u00een momentul \u00een care m\u0103tu\u015fa mea, \u00eenso\u0163it\u0103 de vreo alte trei gai\u0163e \u00ee\u0219i f\u0103cu apari\u0163ia. Toate d\u0103dur\u0103 din m\u00e2ini cu o disperare infernal\u0103 \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 schi\u0163eze ni\u015fte cruci, scuipar\u0103 ca ni\u015fte g\u0103ini oripilate \u00een direc\u0163ia noastr\u0103 \u015fi murmurar\u0103 rug\u0103ciuni \u00een latin\u0103 cu o vitez\u0103 de care nu le credeam \u00een stare. Eu mi-am v\u0103zut de treab\u0103, \u00een sensul c\u0103 am aplicat bandajul ustur\u0103tor pe genunchiul fetei \u015fi \u00een mod firesc aceasta \u0163ip\u0103 aproape involuntar. Atunci, Diane \u00eensufle\u0163it\u0103 de cumulul de demonstra\u0163ii bisericoase ale celorlalte, se repezi \u00een fa\u0163a fetei \u015fi s\u00e2s\u00e2ind, pe o voce tremur\u00e2nd\u0103, dar plin\u0103 de ur\u0103 , \u00eei zise:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 N-ai s\u0103 po\u0163i s\u0103 m\u0103 atingi, Creatur\u0103! Uite c\u0103 port protec\u0163ie!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00ce\u0219i s\u0103lt\u0103 rochia, ar\u0103t\u00e2ndu-\u015fi breteaua de m\u0103tase ro\u015fie \u00eenf\u0103\u015furat\u0103 de glezna ei.\u00a0 Celelalte femei procedar\u0103 la fel \u015fi \u00een vacarmul creat am avut noroc s\u0103 o iau \u00een bra\u0163e pe Evie \u015fi s\u0103 m\u0103 pot furi\u015fa afar\u0103 cu ea, acum c\u0103 genunchiul ei era \u00een ordine.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Dup\u0103 aceast\u0103 aventur\u0103 nu am mai v\u0103zut-o pe feti\u0163\u0103 o perioad\u0103 de timp. O l\u0103sasem la locul ei \u015fi \u00eemi luasem la revedere de la ea z\u00e2mbind, reamintindu-i c\u0103 nimic r\u0103u nu se \u00eent\u00e2mplase. \u00cens\u0103 la scurt timp, \u00eentr-o diminea\u0163\u0103 foarte devreme tata veni furios acas\u0103. Avea lacrimi \u00een ochi \u015fi mirosea a t\u0103rie. Ochii lui, foarte negri acum urlau de furie \u015fi am sim\u0163it-o pe mama lipindu-se de mine \u00een timp ce-\u015fi str\u00e2ngea capotul \u00een jurul ei. Tata nu dormise acas\u0103, dar acest lucru era o obi\u015fnuin\u0163\u0103 av\u00e2nd pacien\u0163i asupra c\u0103rora obi\u015fnuia s\u0103 vegheze. \u00cens\u0103 aceast\u0103 furie s\u0103lbatic\u0103 nu \u00eei era caracteristic\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 M-am b\u0103tut cu reverendul Magony, ne anun\u0163\u0103 \u015fi noi am r\u0103mas \u00eenm\u0103rmuri\u0163i.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">V\u0103z\u00e2nd fe\u0163ele noastre consternate, continu\u0103:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Evie este \u00een stare foarte grav\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Dar ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat? se auzi vocea panicat\u0103 a mamei.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Are pneumonie s\u0103raca fat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Dar este var\u0103, am murmurat eu nemai\u00een\u0163eleg\u00e2nd nimic.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 De asta m-am b\u0103tut cu reverendul. Se pare c\u0103 s\u0103tenii au apucat-o pe Evie \u015fi au dus-o la biseric\u0103, cer\u00e2ndu-i imperios s\u0103 fac\u0103 ceva cu ea, s\u0103 alunge r\u0103ul din ea. Sunt at\u00e2t de \u00eensufle\u0163i\u0163i de prostiile lui Diane \u00eenc\u00e2t nu mai g\u00e2ndesc, nu mai v\u0103d nimic altceva dec\u00e2t cum s\u0103 scape de biata fat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 \u015ei ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat la biseric\u0103?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Au sc\u0103ldat-o toat\u0103 noaptea \u00een ap\u0103 rece sfin\u0163it\u0103. Iar \u015fi iar, p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd a c\u0103zut din picioare de febr\u0103. E r\u0103cit\u0103 cobz\u0103 la pl\u0103m\u00e2ni. \u015ei asta nu e tot\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Dar ce mai e?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Are ambele \u015folduri \u015fi spatele de un ro\u015fu violet \u00eenc\u00e2t te dor ochii dac\u0103 te ui\u0163i. Au b\u0103tut-o cu crucile de lemn p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd s\u0103raca fiin\u0163\u0103 s-a pr\u0103bu\u015fit. M-au chemat c\u00e2nd abia mai respira.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 \u015ei te-ai \u00eenc\u0103ierat cu Magony? am \u00eentrebat eu imagin\u00e2ndu-mi cu greu scena \u00een care tata, un gentleman perfect se ia la b\u0103taie cu m\u0103runtul \u015fi \u00eendesatul Magony.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Nu m-am putut ab\u0163ine, am turbat de furie \u015fi neputin\u0163\u0103. Nu \u015ftiu, Estelle, nu \u015ftiu dac\u0103 va supravie\u0163ui.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Dumnezeule! se cutremur\u0103 mama, pun\u00e2ndu-\u015fi ceva pe umeri \u015fi lu\u00e2nd-o spre casa unde locuia familia lui Evie.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Biata Evie, am murmurat\u00a0 eu, cu triste\u0163e, aduc\u00e2ndu-mi aminte cu ce pace \u00eemi povestise c\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i g\u0103sise un loc\u015for al ei. Ce soart\u0103 ur\u00e2t\u0103, nemeritat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 M\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc serios s\u0103 o trimit pe Diane acas\u0103, zise tata pr\u0103bu\u015findu-se \u00een fotoliu, obosit.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Cred c\u0103 ar fi cel mai bine!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Nici n-am de g\u00e2nd s\u0103 mai stau prea mult! rosti m\u0103tu\u015fa ap\u0103r\u00e2nd \u00een pragul u\u015fii. Am auzit c\u0103 nu mai are mult de tr\u0103it. V-am sc\u0103pat de pacoste!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Diane, te rog \u2013 m\u00e2r\u00e2i tata \u2013 vorbe\u015fti despre o feti\u0163\u0103 foarte bolnav\u0103 pe care nu \u015ftiu cum s\u0103 o \u0163in \u00een via\u0163\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Iar eu nu \u015ftiu cum s\u0103 v\u0103 smulg demonii din bra\u0163e ca s\u0103 nu \u00eei mai \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015fa\u0163i at\u00e2t de creduli!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Haide\u0163i s\u0103 ne lini\u015ftim, am propus eu \u00een grab\u0103. O partid\u0103 de bridge, m\u0103tu\u015f\u0103, disear\u0103?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Nici vorb\u0103! \u00eemi arunc\u0103, plec\u00e2nd ofensat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Pe Evie o \u00eengrijir\u0103 cu r\u00e2ndul p\u0103rin\u0163ii mei. Din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd mergeam \u015fi eu dar recunosc c\u0103 mi se p\u0103reau foarte resping\u0103toare acea piele alb\u0103, zb\u00e2rcit\u0103 de boal\u0103, camera \u00eemb\u00e2csit\u0103 \u015fi mirosul greu care at\u00e2rna ca un plumb. Era ceva at\u00e2t de morbid \u00eenc\u00e2t aveai impresia c\u0103 po\u021bi s\u0103 inhalezi moartea \u00eencetul cu \u00eencetul, ca printr-o p\u00e2lnie. Apoi sim\u0163eai cum se r\u0103sp\u00e2nde\u015fte \u00een corpul t\u0103u s\u0103n\u0103tos, f\u0103c\u00e2ndu-te depresiv, slab, pr\u0103p\u0103dit. Am fost mai mereu prost dispus \u015fi mai mereu la cu\u0163ite cu m\u0103tu\u015fa mea care se \u00eenc\u0103p\u0103\u0163\u00e2nase s\u0103 nu plece acas\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 nu avea s\u0103 vad\u0103 cum se va desf\u0103\u015fura tratamentul lui Evie.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Evie \u00eens\u0103 nu se l\u0103s\u0103 \u015fi \u00eencetul cu \u00eencetul \u00eenvinse boala \u015fi doar c\u00e2teva v\u00e2n\u0103t\u0103i ur\u00e2te mai aminteau de acea noapte de co\u015fmar. C\u00e2t fusese Evie \u00een convalescen\u0163\u0103, satul revenise la normal, oamenii z\u00e2mbeau, se salutau \u015fi mergeau nestingheri\u0163i pe uli\u0163e. C\u00e2nd trecea vreunul la r\u0103scrucea de drumuri unde feti\u0163a \u00ee\u015fi f\u0103cea veacul doar atunci puteai s\u0103 z\u0103re\u015fti o urm\u0103 de nelini\u015fte pe chipul lui. De obicei se opreau, f\u0103ceau cruce \u015fi plecau gr\u0103bi\u0163i mai departe. C\u00e2nd Evie \u00ee\u0219i rec\u0103p\u0103t\u0103 for\u0163ele \u00eentr-at\u00e2t c\u00e2t s\u0103 poat\u0103 s\u0103 ias\u0103 la joac\u0103 la locul ei obi\u015fnuit, abia atunci se declan\u0219\u0103 din nou panica. Atunci m\u0103tu\u015fa \u00een loc s\u0103 plece la Londra \u00eencepu s\u0103 se \u00eenchid\u0103 \u00een camera ei sau s\u0103 ias\u0103 seara la tot felul de \u00eent\u00e2lniri tainice. Am \u015ftiut c\u0103 ceva \u00eengrozitor va urma\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u015ei nici nu am avut mult de a\u015fteptat. \u00centr-o frumoas\u0103 sear\u0103 de iulie, c\u00e2nd m\u0103 preg\u0103team s\u0103 m\u0103 delectez cu o carte bun\u0103 \u015fi cu ni\u015fte gin tonic \u00eenecat \u00eentr-o l\u0103m\u00e2ie verde am auzit o mare larm\u0103 venind de afar\u0103. P\u00e2n\u0103 m-am descotorosit de papuci, primarul era deja \u00een casa noastr\u0103, ascunz\u00e2nd-o pe mama \u00een debara, ca nu cumva s\u0103 fie g\u0103sit\u0103. S\u0103tenii erau furio\u015fi pe noi, mai ales pe tata. Disperat \u015fi \u00eennebunit de spaim\u0103 l-am \u00eentrebat unde este tata \u015fi \u00eemi r\u0103spunse vag c\u0103 l-ar fi \u00eenchis \u00een cl\u0103direa prim\u0103riei ca s\u0103 nu fie \u0163inta grupului \u00eenvr\u0103jbit. \u00cemi recomand\u0103 cu o voce dur\u0103 s\u0103 stau cu mama, ascun\u015fi \u00een debara \u00een caz c\u0103 vor p\u0103trunde \u00een cas\u0103. Dup\u0103 ce plec\u0103, r\u0103v\u0103\u015fit \u015fi cuprins de panic\u0103 am \u00eenceput s\u0103 strig dup\u0103 servitori, dar niciunul nu se mai afla \u00een serviciul nostru. Am \u00een\u0163eles c\u0103 aleseser\u0103 s\u0103 se al\u0103ture grupului revoltat. Am asigurat-o pe mama c\u0103 totul va fi \u00een ordine \u015fi am rugat-o s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eenchis\u0103 \u00een acel spa\u0163iu str\u00e2mt, apoi am luat pu\u015fca de v\u00e2n\u0103toare a tatei \u015fi am pornit spre casa lui Evie.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Mi-a luat ceva timp s\u0103 ajung acolo f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fiu observat de masa mare de oameni care st\u0103tea ciorchine \u00een fa\u0163a intr\u0103rii modeste a familiei fetei. B\u0103teau \u00een poart\u0103, strigau, se \u00eembulzeau, aveau cruci imense f\u0103cute din lemn pe care le ridicau spre cer, aruncau cu ap\u0103 sfin\u0163it\u0103 \u00een curte \u015fi mai mul\u0163i dintre ei ardeau t\u0103m\u00e2ie. Erau furio\u015fi \u015fi pu\u015fi pe fapte mari. Dac\u0103 m-ar fi v\u0103zut sunt sigur c\u0103 via\u0163a mea ar fi fost \u00een pericol, astfel c\u0103 m-am strecurat c\u00e2t de \u00eencet \u015fi f\u0103r\u0103 zgomot am putut, spre partea din spate a casei. Acolo printre c\u0103pi\u0163ele de f\u00e2n \u015fi grajdul de lemn am z\u0103rit-o pe mama fetei, duc\u00e2nd-o \u00een bra\u0163e pe Evie \u015fi ascunz\u00e2nd-o printre pu\u0163inii cai pe care \u00eei aveau.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Atunci am \u00een\u0163eles c\u0103 s\u0103tenii trecuser\u0103 de poart\u0103 \u015fi p\u0103trunseser\u0103 \u00een curte \u015fi \u00een cas\u0103. Se auzea vocea sfioas\u0103 a tat\u0103lui, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103-i fac\u0103 s\u0103 \u00een\u0163eleag\u0103 c\u0103 fata nu se mai afl\u0103 acolo. Dup\u0103 un scurt moment de larm\u0103 \u015fi \u00eenv\u0103lm\u0103\u015feal\u0103 am v\u0103zut c\u0103 u\u015fa fusese aruncat\u0103 practic afar\u0103 \u015fi oamenii se \u00eembulziser\u0103 \u00een curte pentru ca apoi s\u0103 o ia spre grajd \u015fi spre c\u0103pi\u0163a unde m\u0103 ascundeam. Traser\u0103 de u\u015file grajdului cu o hot\u0103r\u00e2re care m\u0103 cutremur\u0103. Parc\u0103 erau poseda\u0163i, m\u00e2na\u0163i de o m\u00e2nie periculos\u0103 \u015fi irevocabil\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Ie\u015fi afar\u0103 de acolo, fiin\u0163\u0103 hain\u0103! am auzit vocea m\u0103tu\u015fii mele, venind din mijlocul grupului care frem\u0103ta de ner\u0103bdare.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Nu veni nici un r\u0103spuns, lucru care \u00eencinse m\u00e2nia revolta\u0163ilor \u015fi mai mult. T\u0103b\u0103r\u00e2r\u0103 pe u\u015file grajdului \u015fi traser\u0103 ca nebunii, sf\u00e2\u015fiind lemnul putrezit scoar\u0163\u0103 cu scoar\u0163\u0103. C\u00e2nd \u00een sf\u00e2r\u015fit u\u015file cedar\u0103, f\u0103r\u00e2mi\u0163\u00e2ndu-se, Evie scoase un \u0163ip\u0103t de groaz\u0103. Atunci m\u00e2nat de o extraordinar\u0103 for\u0163\u0103 de decizie, cu din\u0163ii str\u00e2n\u015fi de furie \u015fi cu ochii sc\u0103p\u0103r\u00e2ndu-mi de o nebunie s\u0103lbatic\u0103 am luat pu\u015fca \u015fi am tras \u00een aer. Doar un foc de avertizare. Bufnitura puternic\u0103, \u00een ecoul nop\u0163ii se p\u0103rea c\u0103 produsese rezultatul scontat. Lini\u015ftea se a\u015fternu \u015fi toate privirile erau \u00eendreptate \u00een direc\u0163ia mea. Iar eu \u015fedeam ca o statuie, str\u00e2ng\u00e2nd pu\u015fca \u015fi privindu-i cu ur\u0103. A\u015f fi vrut s\u0103-i g\u0103uresc pe to\u0163i r\u00e2nd pe r\u00e2nd, dar mi-era imposibil, c\u0103ci mai aveam doar dou\u0103 gloan\u0163e \u015fi ei n-ar fi venit unul c\u00e2te unul, ca mieii la t\u0103iat, ci s-ar fi n\u0103pustit asupra mea, smulg\u00e2ndu-mi pu\u015fca \u015fi \u00eengenunchindu-mi m\u00e2ndria \u015fi voin\u0163a.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Lucru care se \u015fi \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103. C\u00e2nd \u00ee\u0219i revenir\u0103 din uluiala pe care le-o produsese gestul meu eroic, l-am auzit pe primarul Sawyer:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 B\u0103iete, doar nu o s\u0103 ne \u00eempu\u015fti pe to\u0163i?!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Nu o s\u0103 o fac\u0103! Lua\u0163i-i arma! strigar\u0103 mai mul\u0163i la unison, \u00een timp ce eu \u00eencercam s\u0103-i \u0163intesc pe to\u0163i care f\u0103ceau pasul spre mine.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Am fost dezarmat \u00eentr-un mod ru\u015finos, pus la p\u0103m\u00e2nt \u015fi dojenit ca un copil de c\u0103tre primar.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Nu ne mai sta \u00een cale, vrei? m\u0103 sfredeli cu privirea lui de ghea\u0163\u0103 \u00een timp ce lumea spumega \u015fi se \u00eembulzea \u00een grajd.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Iat\u0103 c\u00e2t de mic e pasul de la erou la un om care ac\u021bionase proste\u015fte \u015fi impulsiv. Am procedat total gre\u015fit, \u00eemi repet de un milion de ori prin minte \u015fi m\u0103 simt de fiecare dat\u0103 neputincios \u015fi furios. Dac\u0103 a\u015f mai fi stat \u00een ascunz\u0103toare\u2026 dac\u0103 a\u015f fi folosit pu\u015fca \u00eentr-un alt moment, \u00eendreptat\u0103 c\u0103tre o persoan\u0103 \u015fi nu spre cer\u2026 Acum eram la \u00eenchisoare, dar nu mai aveam regrete.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Am fost \u00eempins odat\u0103 cu gloata \u015fi dezarmat, doar ca s\u0103 fiu martor la terifianta imagine a disper\u0103rii unei fiin\u0163e absolut nevinovate. Fa\u0163a congestionat\u0103 de fric\u0103 a mamei fetei era sf\u00e2\u015fietoare \u015fi insuportabil de privit. Evie tremura din toate \u00eencheieturile, dar avea o \u0163inut\u0103 demn\u0103, curajoas\u0103 \u015fi capul ei mic de copil zv\u00e2cnea dintr-o parte \u00een alta, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 anticipeze care dintre s\u0103teni se va n\u0103pusti asupra ei. Mama ei se a\u0219ez\u0103 \u00een genunchi, implor\u00e2nd mil\u0103, iertare \u015fi \u00eendurare. Dar nu avea pe cine \u015fi nici nu fu ascultat\u0103. Caii nechezau cu patos, prevestind tragedia care urm\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Creatur\u0103 rea ce e\u015fti! o acuz\u0103 Diane, \u00een cor cu al\u0163ii.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Nu sunt rea! \u021bip\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd fata.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Te vom scoate afar\u0103 din acest sat, vicleano! Pe noi nu ne duci de nas cu chipul de feti\u0163\u0103!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Diane \u00eencepu s\u0103 \u00eenainteze spre Evie \u00eempins\u0103 \u015fi \u00eencurajat\u0103 de mul\u0163imea tumultuoas\u0103, \u00eensetat\u0103 parc\u0103 de s\u00e2nge \u015fi suferin\u0163\u0103; total orbit\u0103 de ur\u0103 \u015fi spaim\u0103. Fata, \u00eentr-un cr\u00e2mpei de speran\u0163\u0103, incon\u015ftient\u0103 de urm\u0103rile gestului ei, apuc\u0103 furca de l\u00e2ng\u0103 \u0163arcurile cailor \u015fi cu r\u0103suflarea t\u0103iat\u0103 o a\u021binti spre pieptul m\u0103tu\u015fii mele. N-am apucat s\u0103 \u0163ip, am deschis doar gura, mim\u00e2nd vorbirea, c\u0103ci nici un sunet nu-mi p\u0103r\u0103sea g\u00e2tlejul. \u015ei p\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103 ce rost ar mai fi avut \u015fi strig\u0103tul meu implorator? Niciunul. Evie deja comisese gestul monstruos, iar Diane z\u0103cea \u00eentr-un morman de haine \u00eens\u00e2ngerate, horc\u0103ind o spum\u0103 ro\u015fiatic\u0103 pe nas \u015fi pe gur\u0103. \u00cen ochii ei, \u00eenainte s\u0103 se sting\u0103 lumina vie\u0163ii, era \u00eenc\u0103 acolo ad\u00e2ncimea \u00eentunecoas\u0103 a urii. Sunt convins c\u0103 murise cu ur\u0103 \u00een suflet \u015fi ochi \u015fi o detest\u0103 pe Evie \u015fi dincolo de moarte. C\u00e2t despre Evie, ea se pr\u0103bu\u015fi cu furca \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi cu un suspin de copil, cu vocea plin\u0103 de vinov\u0103\u0163ie, se uit\u0103 \u00eenspre noi \u015fi spuse:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Acum sunt rea.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Pe Evie am v\u0103zut-o la mult\u0103 vreme dup\u0103 acest incident. O duseser\u0103 la \u00eenchisoarea de femei din\u00a0 Holloway unde datorit\u0103 pove\u015ftilor macabre care circulau \u00een jurul ei fusese \u00eencarcerat\u0103 \u00eentr-o celul\u0103 individual\u0103. Dup\u0103 ce una sau mai multe dintre femei fuseser\u0103 g\u0103site moarte, palierul fusese golit \u015fi Evie r\u0103m\u0103sese singur\u0103 \u00een acel sector. Izolarea, mizeria \u015fi suferin\u0163a o cuprinser\u0103 \u00een totalitate. C\u00e2nd am rev\u0103zut-o, dup\u0103 mul\u0163i ani de la incidentul cu Diane, ar\u0103ta \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nit\u0103 \u015fi pierdut\u0103. Nu \u015ftia \u00een ce dat\u0103 eram, dac\u0103 era zi sau noapte \u015fi era prea pu\u0163in con\u015ftient\u0103 ca s\u0103 putem discuta lucruri serioase. \u00centr-una dintre vizite, atunci c\u00e2nd i-am dus bomboane de ciocolat\u0103 pe care le \u00eenfulec\u0103 dintr-o \u00eenghi\u0163itur\u0103, \u00eemi spuse ceva straniu:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 \u0162i-a\u015f cere iertare, dar nu pot s\u0103 o fac pentru c\u0103 e nemeritat.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Nu trebuie, i-am spus eu. Diane s-a purtat \u00eengrozitor cu tine, noi to\u0163i ne-am purtat inuman. E o gre\u015feal\u0103 comun\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">D\u0103du din cap, apoi am l\u0103sat-o \u00een lumea ei. Probabil c\u0103 g\u00e2ndurile \u00eei r\u0103t\u0103ceau la r\u0103scrucea de drumuri, unde cred eu c\u0103 fusese cea mai fericit\u0103. \u00cenainte s\u0103 ies, \u00eemi spuse cu o voce ferm\u0103:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2014 Nu o s\u0103 te \u00eensori.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00centr-adev\u0103r, nu m-am c\u0103s\u0103torit niciodat\u0103 \u015fi nici copii n-am avut. Dar asta e doar o coinciden\u0163\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Despre autoare:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/vgy.me\/z9tUzF.jpg?w=812&#038;ssl=1\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Tessa Nadir ( n. 1988, Bra\u015fov) este scriitoare de romane poli\u0163iste, SF-Fantasy \u015fi Horror. A absolvit Facultatea de Drept \u015fi Sociologie din cadrul Universit\u0103\u0163ii Transilvania Bra\u015fov. A studiat Medicin\u0103 Legal\u0103, Criminalistic\u0103, Psihologie. Are aptitudini psiho-pedagogice atestate prin diplom\u0103. A urmat cursurile unui liceu bilingv av\u00e2nd certificate pentru mai multe limbi str\u0103ine inclusiv engleza. A participat la mai multe concursuri ale Universit\u0103\u0163ii cu lucr\u0103ri \u00een domeniul dreptului civil \u015fi penal. A f\u0103cut voluntariat \u00een cadrul departamentului de executare silit\u0103 a C.E.B. Bra\u015fov, apoi a lucrat ca jurist.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">A debutat \u00een 2015 cu romanul poli\u0163ist <em>S\u00e2nge \u015fi Flori de Portocal<\/em> (editura Tracus Arte) \u00een cadrul T\u00e2rgului Interna\u0163ional Gaudeamus, av\u00e2ndu-l al\u0103turi pe scriitorul \u015fi poetul Octavian Soviany. Lansarea de la Bra\u015fov \u015fi cartea au fost prezentate \u00eentr-un articol din Monitorul Expres.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cen 2016 a urmat romanul SF-Horror <em>Lacrimi de Ceac\u00e2r<\/em> (editura Vremea), \u00een cadrul T\u00e2rgului de Carte Bookfest av\u00e2ndu-i ca invita\u0163i pe Silvia Colfescu \u015fi scriitorul Michael Haulica. Lansarea de la Bra\u015fov a fost prezentat\u0103 \u00een articolul \u201eO lume stranie dezv\u0103luit\u0103 la Bra\u015fov\u201d \u00een sec\u0163iunea de Cultur\u0103 a Adev\u0103rul.ro (de\u00a0 Ionela Ro\u015fu).<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Dr. Prof. Univ. Virgil Borcan despre <em>Lacrimi de Ceac\u00e2r<\/em>: \u201e\u2026<em>Lacrimi de Ceac\u00e2r<\/em> ne pune \u00een fa\u0163a unei pove\u015fti imaginare, \u00eentr-un decor care nu e neap\u0103rat science-fiction, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fie propriu-zis nici lumea noastr\u0103 de azi. Iubirea \u015fi ura, fidelitatea \u015fi tr\u0103darea, voca\u0163ia \u015fi ratarea, atent dozate \u015fi \u00eentr-un perfect balans narativ sunt puse \u00een pagin\u0103 de Tessa Nadir cu o surprinz\u0103tor de bun\u0103 cunoa\u015ftere psihologic\u0103, astfel \u00eenc\u00e2t elementele de fantasy nu obtureaz\u0103 nicidecum verosimilitatea personajelor. Iubitorii genului au de ce s\u0103 se bucure, ca \u015fi cititorul obi\u015fnuit de altfel, fie el \u015fi din mult depl\u00e2nsa \u201eer\u0103 cibernetic\u0103\u201d pe care, iat\u0103, o tr\u0103im.\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cen 2017 a publicat romanul poli\u0163ist <em>Vremea Justi\u0163iarului<\/em>, la editura Vremea, \u00een cadrul T\u00e2rgului Interna\u0163ional Gaudeamus, av\u00e2ndu-i al\u0103turi pe\u00a0 Silvia Colfescu \u015fi scriitorul \u015fi criticul literar Oliviu Cr\u00e2znic.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Silvia Colfescu despre Vremea Justi\u0163iarului:\u201d \u2026 povestirea ne duce \u00een lumea misterioas\u0103 a tulbur\u0103rilor min\u0163ii, izvor de complica\u0163ii infinite, de aventuri neprev\u0103zute \u015fi de deznod\u0103minte nea\u015fteptate. Personaje pe care le \u00eendr\u0103ge\u015fti, priviri luminoase de chihlimbar, ra\u0163ionamente gre\u015fite de la \u00eenceput \u2013 chiar dac\u0103 din dragoste de dreptate, tot ce se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 \u00een aceast\u0103 carte surprinde cititorul, f\u0103c\u00e2ndu-l s\u0103 n-o lase din m\u00e2n\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la ultima pagin\u0103. \u015ei atunci cu regret.\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Blogul personal: tessanadirblog.ro.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(Lecturi potrivite\/recomandate de Alexandra) de Tessa Nadir \u00a0Abia m\u0103 \u00eentorsesem dintr-o c\u0103l\u0103torie de afaceri atunci c\u00e2nd p\u0103rin\u0163ii mei au decis s\u0103 o invit\u0103m la noi pentru c\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni pe m\u0103tu\u015fa Diane. 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