de C\u0103lin Torsan<\/p>\n
Salut!<\/p>\n
L-ai g\u0103sit. Sincer, nici n-aveai altceva de f\u0103cut. A\u015fa am g\u00e2ndit c\u0103 se va \u00eent\u00e2mpla. Acum, sper c\u0103 nu te superi pentru asta. Ia-o ca pe un c\u00e2\u015ftig: adic\u0103, \u00een banii da\u0163i pe haina pe care am \u00eembr\u0103cat-o \u015fi eu cu c\u00e2teva zile \u00een urm\u0103, uite, prime\u015fti \u015fi textul \u0103sta. E ceva, nu?<\/p>\n
\u00cen afar\u0103 de ziare, c\u00e2nd \u0163i-ai mai cump\u0103rat ceva de citit? Nu vreau s\u0103 te jignesc… Nici m\u0103car s\u0103 te cunosc nu vreau. Dar am \u0163inut s\u0103-\u0163i scriu r\u00e2ndurile astea, sper\u00e2nd s\u0103 ai r\u0103bdarea \u015fi curiozitatea s\u0103 le duci p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t. Dac\u0103 nu… un ghemotoc de h\u00e2rtie \u00een plus. M\u0103car arunc\u0103-l \u00eentr-o lad\u0103 pentru gunoi. Sau leap\u0103d\u0103-l pe strad\u0103, dac\u0103 \u0163ii mor\u0163i\u015f s\u0103 \u00eemi faci \u00een ciud\u0103. Atunci poate c\u0103 tot \u00eel va citi cineva: un gunoier, un copil care \u00eel va culege de pe trotuar sau un nenorocit f\u0103r\u0103 cas\u0103, g\u00e2ndind c\u0103 a dat lovitura vie\u0163ii.<\/p>\n
\u00cencerc s\u0103 te \u0163in atent. \u0102sta-i \u015fi g\u00e2ndul cu care \u0163i-am scris, ca unul ce-am \u00eembr\u0103cat \u00eenaintea ta zdrean\u0163a asta. M-am l\u0103f\u0103it \u00een ea, am plimbat-o de la umera\u015f p\u00e2n\u0103 la cabina de probe, de zici c\u0103 era o femeie pe care musai trebuie s-o duci undeva. \u00centr-un restaurant, \u00eentr-un parc, la film. Am b\u0103gat ad\u00e2nc m\u00e2inile \u00een buzunare, i-am ridicat gulerul, m-am privit \u00een oglind\u0103 din profil, apoi din fa\u0163\u0103, am \u00eentrebat v\u00e2nz\u0103toarea despre alt\u0103 culoare \u015fi despre o m\u0103rime mai mare.<\/p>\n
Dar m-am g\u00e2ndit c\u0103 \u00eentr-o bun\u0103 zi vei sosi tu, cump\u0103r\u0103torul ei… C\u0103 vei face acelea\u015fi lucruri pe care le-am f\u0103cut \u015fi eu \u00een fa\u0163a c\u0103ut\u0103toarei. C\u0103 o vei \u00eentreba pe nevast\u0103-ta dac\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i vine bine, c\u0103 ea se va suci, se va roti \u015fi se va dep\u0103rta la doi pa\u015fi de tine, at\u00e2t c\u00e2t s\u0103 te cuprind\u0103 cu privirile, p\u00e2n\u0103 reverele \u00ee\u0163i vor sta a\u015fa cum crede ea c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 stea. \u00ce\u0163i va culege dou\u0103 scame r\u0103t\u0103cite printre nasturi, cu gesturi de g\u0103in\u0103 pripit\u0103, acelea\u015fi cu care \u00ee\u0163i stoarce co\u015furile \u00een dimine\u0163ile \u00eennorate de s\u00e2mb\u0103t\u0103. Acum, c\u0103 tu n-oi fi \u00eensurat, eu chiar n-am de unde s\u0103 \u015ftiu. \u015ei nici n-am de ce s\u0103 \u00eemi cer scuze pentru asta, de\u015fi poate c\u0103 tocmai atitudinea mea umil\u0103 te-ar putea face cumva s\u0103 cite\u015fti p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t bile\u0163elul pe care \u0163i l-am \u00eendesat \u00een buzunar. Da\u2019 o prieten\u0103 tot ai, iar acum, la r\u00e2ndu-i, va avea \u015fi ea ceva: m\u00e2necile astea dou\u0103, de care se va ag\u0103\u0163a \u00een serile nesf\u00e2r\u015fite de var\u0103, atunci c\u00e2nd v\u0103 ve\u0163i \u00eentoarce obosi\u0163i c\u0103tre cas\u0103, \u00eendrept\u00e2ndu-v\u0103, odat\u0103 cu iubirea care v-a \u00eenl\u0103n\u0163uit suflet l\u00e2ng\u0103 suflet \u0219i guler l\u00e2ng\u0103 guler, \u00eenspre un viitor plin de alte seri nesf\u00e2r\u015fite. Cele \u00een care nu ve\u0163i \u015fti cum s\u0103 v\u0103 \u00eendep\u0103rta\u0163i mai aprig unul de altul.<\/p>\n
\u015ei va fi c\u00e2nd iarn\u0103, c\u00e2nd toamn\u0103, c\u00e2nd dumnezeu \u015ftie ce alt anotimp trist.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
de C\u0103lin Torsan Salut! L-ai g\u0103sit. Sincer, nici n-aveai altceva de f\u0103cut. A\u015fa am g\u00e2ndit c\u0103 se va \u00eent\u00e2mpla. Acum, sper c\u0103 nu te superi pentru asta. Ia-o ca pe un c\u00e2\u015ftig: adic\u0103, \u00een banii da\u0163i pe haina pe care am \u00eembr\u0103cat-o \u015fi eu cu c\u00e2teva zile \u00een urm\u0103, uite, prime\u015fti \u015fi textul \u0103sta. E […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1340,15],"tags":[1323,1342,1115],"class_list":["post-12297","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-55","category-proza","tag-calin-torsan","tag-egophobia-55","tag-proza"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s6DakB-buzunar","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12297","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12297"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12297\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12298,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12297\/revisions\/12298"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12297"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12297"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12297"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}