{"id":12692,"date":"2019-07-24T20:00:41","date_gmt":"2019-07-24T18:00:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=12692"},"modified":"2019-07-24T20:00:41","modified_gmt":"2019-07-24T18:00:41","slug":"poeme-de-radu-gavan-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=12692","title":{"rendered":"poeme de Radu G\u0103van"},"content":{"rendered":"

Co\u015fmar<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

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Am v\u0103zut un cal negru cobor\u00e2nd dealul mor\u0163ii<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00cen galop, botul plin de spume, pielea lucind \u00een b\u0103taia lunii<\/span><\/p>\n

Copitele s\u0103p\u00e2nd p\u0103mantul, praful plutind \u00een urma-i ca un abur<\/span><\/p>\n

P\u0103m\u00e2ntul duduind,<\/span><\/p>\n

Un cal negru<\/span><\/p>\n

Pr\u0103v\u0103lindu-se prin visul meu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Am v\u0103zut un c\u00e2ine uria\u015f mijindu-\u015fi col\u0163ii albi dintr-o groap\u0103 din iad<\/span><\/p>\n

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Balele at\u00e2rn\u00e2nd, ochii galbeni, blana smoal\u0103<\/span><\/p>\n

Coloana arcuindu-se, oasele str\u0103pung\u00e2nd pielea<\/span><\/p>\n

Ochii lui, co\u015fmarul cel mai ad\u00e2nc<\/span><\/p>\n

Un m\u00e2r\u00e2it din alt\u0103 lume ridic\u00e2ndu-se spre lumea mea.<\/span><\/p>\n

Am v\u0103zut o femeie f\u0103r\u0103 chip c\u0103l\u0103rind calul<\/span><\/p>\n

P\u0103rul \u00eenvolburat, negru ca noaptea cea mai lung\u0103<\/span><\/p>\n

Flutur\u00e2nd \u00een b\u0103taia lunii<\/span><\/p>\n

Degetele sub\u0163iri \u015fi \u00eens\u00e2ngerate str\u00e2ng\u00e2nd coama ud\u0103<\/span><\/p>\n

Picioarele goale lovindu-i f\u0103r\u0103 mil\u0103 burta<\/span><\/p>\n

Am v\u0103zut un b\u0103rbat \u00een groap\u0103<\/span><\/p>\n

Buzele i se mi\u015fcau f\u0103r\u0103 \u00eencetare<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00cens\u0103 doar m\u00e2r\u00e2itul fiarei str\u0103pungea suprafa\u0163a<\/span><\/p>\n

Degetele b\u0103rbatului \u00eenfipte \u00een ceafa c\u00e2inelui<\/span><\/p>\n

Ochii b\u0103rbatului – dou\u0103 pietre negre lucind<\/span><\/p>\n

Gura lui – o ran\u0103 de cu\u0163it.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u00cen 2666<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

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\u00cen 2666, c\u00e2nd \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it lumea a\u0219a cum o \u0219tiam s-a stins<\/span><\/p>\n

Strivit\u0103 sub o mare \u00eentunecat\u0103 de cenu\u0219\u0103 \u0219i rahat<\/span><\/p>\n

Sufocat\u0103 de propria ignoran\u021b\u0103<\/span><\/p>\n

To\u021bi scriau \u0219i nimeni nu mai citea nimic.<\/span><\/p>\n

O parte infim\u0103, poe\u021bi sau prozatori<\/span><\/p>\n

Alcoolici \u0219i nebuni sinuciga\u0219i<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0218i restul<\/span><\/p>\n

Marele rest<\/span><\/p>\n

Autori de autobiografii scrise pe re\u021bele de socializare<\/span><\/p>\n

Care nu interesau pe nimeni<\/span><\/p>\n

Dar pe care to\u021bi le aclamau<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00cen virtutea ipocriziei<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0218i a reciprocit\u0103\u021bii.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00cen 2666, c\u00e2nd ultimii scriitori adev\u0103ra\u021bi<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0218i-au tras un glon\u021b \u00een cap<\/span><\/p>\n

Sau s-au sp\u00e2nzurat<\/span><\/p>\n

Sau s-au aruncat de pe o cl\u0103dire<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0218i au plecat s\u0103-i \u00eent\u00e2lneasc\u0103 pe Bola\u00f1o<\/span><\/p>\n

Poe, Sabato, Bukowski \u0219i al\u021bi c\u00e2\u021biva<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0218i poate \u0219i ni\u0219te cititori adev\u0103ra\u021bi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Poemele violente<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

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Atunci c\u00e2nd proza s-a pr\u0103bu\u0219it \u00eentr-un de\u0219ert de indiferen\u021b\u0103, iar \u00een urm\u0103 a r\u0103mas doar<\/span><\/p>\n

un t\u00e2n\u0103r cu pielea ars\u0103 \u0219i chipul b\u0103tr\u00e2n<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00cencovrigat pe nisip, v\u00e2nt turbat nu cu mult \u00een urm\u0103, o pal\u0103 ce se stinge \u00eencet acum<\/span><\/p>\n

Cu ultimele puteri m-am t\u00e2r\u00e2t spre un fel de oaz\u0103 sau<\/span><\/p>\n

Lacul negru n\u0103scut<\/span><\/p>\n

dintr-o m\u00e2ng\u00e2iere pe obrazul unui lepros<\/span><\/p>\n

Pe mal, m\u00e2r\u00e2ind \u00eencet, poezia \u00ee\u0219i arat\u0103 col\u021bii \u0219tirbi, tol\u0103nit\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 trupul chircit al unui copil <\/span><\/p>\n

Prin nisip, un orb m\u0103r\u0219\u0103luie\u0219te ne\u00eencetat cu un volum \u00een m\u00e2ini, gura lui<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00cemproa\u0219c\u0103 poemele violente \u0219i degetele desc\u00e2rnate str\u00e2ng foile albe \u0219i \u00een el<\/span><\/p>\n

C\u00e2inii negri url\u0103.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Omul Negru<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

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Ai \u00eencercat acest produs \u0219i<\/span><\/p>\n

acest produs, acest produs<\/span><\/p>\n

acest produs<\/span><\/p>\n

Apa neagr\u0103 a min\u021bii rev\u0103rs\u00e2ndu-se pe<\/span><\/p>\n

Pielea ta delicat\u0103 \u0219i mintea ta<\/span><\/p>\n

str\u0103b\u0103tut\u0103 de r\u00e2uri de ap\u0103 neagr\u0103,<\/span><\/p>\n

plin\u0103 de gunoaie rev\u0103rs\u00e2ndu-se pe<\/span><\/p>\n

Ai \u00eencercat acest produs<\/span><\/p>\n

S\u00e2ngele \u00eenghea\u021b\u0103 \u0219i stomacul e plin cu puroi, dar tu<\/span><\/p>\n

Z\u00e2mbe\u0219te \u0219i f\u0103<\/span><\/p>\n

Gura mare, ia capsula asta, ia asta \u0219i asta<\/span><\/p>\n

Savureaz\u0103 acest produs<\/span><\/p>\n

Casc\u0103 ochii \u0219i<\/span><\/p>\n

Savureaz\u0103-\u021bi cancerul<\/span><\/p>\n

Zece mii de protestatari au<\/span><\/p>\n

Un b\u0103iat de zece ani a fost<\/span><\/p>\n

O crim\u0103 oribil\u0103 s-a petrecut \u00een<\/span><\/p>\n

Pauz\u0103. Z\u00e2mbet larg.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00cencearc\u0103 acest produs.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ve\u0219ti bune din<\/span><\/p>\n

Cercet\u0103torii britanici au descoperit c\u0103<\/span><\/p>\n

O feti\u021b\u0103 de cinci ani a<\/span><\/p>\n

Pauz\u0103.<\/span><\/p>\n

Florile min\u021bii strivite de cuvinte \u0219i<\/span><\/p>\n

imagini goale<\/span><\/p>\n

Trupul t\u0103u nu e un templu<\/span><\/p>\n

Mintea ta nu e un templu \u0219i<\/span><\/p>\n

Nimeni nu e un templu \u0219i<\/span><\/p>\n

Nimeni nu se mai \u00eenchin\u0103 la nimic, \u00een afar\u0103 de<\/span><\/p>\n

Acest produs \u0219i acest produs \u0219i<\/span><\/p>\n

te \u00eentreb<\/span><\/p>\n

Spirit amputat, tot nu \u00een\u021belegi?<\/span><\/p>\n

Ai \u00eencercat acest produs<\/span><\/p>\n

Z\u00e2mbe\u0219te \u0219i<\/span><\/p>\n

Deschide gura \u0219i<\/span><\/p>\n

Deschide mintea \u0219i trupul \u0219i apoi<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00centuneric.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00cen\u021belegi acum?<\/span><\/p>\n

Omul Negru nu mai e de mult<\/span> sub pat.<\/span><\/p>\n

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O urm\u0103 de via\u021b\u0103<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

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M-ai t\u0103iat ad\u00e2nc <\/span><\/p>\n

Ai trecut de carne \u0219i oase <\/span><\/p>\n

De g\u00e2nduri, amintiri <\/span><\/p>\n

De pl\u00e2nsete <\/span><\/p>\n

Mi-ai ucis orice urm\u0103 de vis <\/span><\/p>\n

\u0218i ai r\u0103mas acolo z\u00e2mbind <\/span><\/p>\n

Acum sunt b\u0103tr\u00e2n <\/span><\/p>\n

\u0218i amintirile mi s-au pierdut mai toate <\/span><\/p>\n

Nu am copii <\/span><\/p>\n

Sau dac\u0103 am <\/span><\/p>\n

Nu mai au ei tat\u0103. <\/span><\/p>\n

M\u0103 uit seara \u00een oglind\u0103 <\/span><\/p>\n

\u0218i diminea\u021ba <\/span><\/p>\n

\u0218i m\u0103 \u00eentreb \u2013 Cine dracu e\u0219ti? <\/span><\/p>\n

Cine e\u0219ti? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Ochii afunda\u021bi \u00een orbite <\/span><\/p>\n

Pieile at\u00e2rn\u00e2nd <\/span><\/p>\n

Fire de p\u0103r r\u0103zle\u021be \u00een locuri nedorite <\/span><\/p>\n

Cine mama dracului mai e\u0219ti \u0219i tu? <\/span><\/p>\n

\u0218i ce cau\u021bi \u00een mine? <\/span><\/p>\n

N-a r\u0103mas mai nimic din ce eram <\/span><\/p>\n

Doar o t\u0103ietur\u0103 vie <\/span><\/p>\n

Puls\u00e2nd din ce \u00een ce mai \u00eencet <\/span><\/p>\n

\u0218i din ad\u00e2ncul r\u0103nii <\/span><\/p>\n

Ochii t\u0103i \u00eence\u021bo\u0219\u00e2ndu-se. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ieri am fost \u00een parcul nostru <\/span><\/p>\n

Sau \u00een ce-a mai r\u0103mas din el <\/span><\/p>\n

Am stat pe banca noastr\u0103 <\/span><\/p>\n

Care ar\u0103ta la fel de r\u0103u cum m\u0103 sim\u021beam \u0219i eu <\/span><\/p>\n

Pr\u0103fuit\u0103 \u0219i inutil\u0103 <\/span><\/p>\n

R\u0103t\u0103cit\u0103 <\/span><\/p>\n

Am stat pe banca noastr\u0103 <\/span><\/p>\n

Cu ochii \u00eenchi\u0219i <\/span><\/p>\n

Era lini\u0219te, at\u00e2ta lini\u0219te<\/span><\/p>\n

Am dormit pu\u021bin, apoi m-am trezit brusc, buimac \u0219i speriat <\/span><\/p>\n

Poate te-am visat, nu \u0219tiu <\/span><\/p>\n

Pentru o clip\u0103 am vrut s\u0103 m\u0103 ridic \u0219i s\u0103 plec <\/span><\/p>\n

Dar n-am putut \u0219i am r\u0103mas <\/span><\/p>\n

\u0218i dup\u0103 o vreme am sim\u021bit \u00een piept <\/span><\/p>\n

O urm\u0103 de via\u021b\u0103 tres\u0103rind firav<\/span><\/p>\n

Ca o \u00een\u021bep\u0103tur\u0103 \u00een inim\u0103, ca o \u0219oapt\u0103 ascu\u021bit\u0103 <\/span><\/p>\n

Dar apoi la fel de repede a murit <\/span><\/p>\n

Iar eu am r\u0103mas \u00een continuare lipit de banc\u0103 <\/span><\/p>\n

\u00cen noaptea rece, p\u00e2n\u0103 la sf\u00e2r\u0219it. <\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Co\u015fmar   Am v\u0103zut un cal negru cobor\u00e2nd dealul mor\u0163ii \u00cen galop, botul plin de spume, pielea lucind \u00een b\u0103taia lunii Copitele s\u0103p\u00e2nd p\u0103mantul, praful plutind \u00een urma-i ca un abur P\u0103m\u00e2ntul duduind, Un cal negru Pr\u0103v\u0103lindu-se prin visul meu. Am v\u0103zut un c\u00e2ine uria\u015f mijindu-\u015fi col\u0163ii albi dintr-o groap\u0103 din iad<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1394,13],"tags":[1395,1114,1072],"class_list":["post-12692","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-59-60","category-poezie","tag-egophobia-59-60","tag-poezie","tag-radu-gavan"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-3iI","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12692","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12692"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12692\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12693,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12692\/revisions\/12693"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12692"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12692"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12692"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}