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[fragment de roman]<\/strong><\/p>\n

de Paul Chetreanu-Don<\/p>\n

Ultima perioad\u0103 era una pe care Karl o considerase mai prolific\u0103. Dup\u0103 cele dou\u0103 futaiuri cu Luize \u0219i Nicole, o pulsiune stranie \u00eei cuprindea fiin\u021ba. Era ca un instinct animalic maniacal care \u00eei determina majoritatea ac\u021biunilor. Parc\u0103 \u00eencepuse s\u0103 se s\u0103lb\u0103ticeasc\u0103, nep\u0103sarea fa\u021b\u0103 de lumea din jur se instalase ca un granit \u00een sufletul acestuia. Cantitatea de alcool r\u0103m\u0103sese aproximativ aceea\u0219i \u00eens\u0103 rolul alcoolului \u00ee\u0219i schimbase func\u021bia. Dac\u0103 \u00een trecut, \u00een zilele de depresie, alcoolul \u00eel ajuta pe Karl s\u0103 uite de povestea de iubire cu Marta \u0219i de remu\u0219c\u0103rile \u0219i vinile corelate la desp\u0103r\u021birea acesteia de el, acum acele zile p\u0103reau c\u0103-\u0219i luaser\u0103 zborul f\u0103r\u0103 vreun motive anume, iar alcoolul \u00eei oferea un soi de puteri supranaturale. \u00cel ajuta s\u0103 se dezinhibe, s\u0103 lase la lumin\u0103 toat\u0103 partea lui pulsional\u0103 \u0219i s\u0103 nu se mai reprime \u00een interiorul fiin\u021bei sale. Ultima lun\u0103 \u0219i interac\u021biunile cu oamenii din cadrul ei, \u00eel scoseser\u0103 pe Karl din pe\u0219tera \u00eentunecat\u0103 a depresiei. \u00cencepuse s\u0103 se spele, s\u0103 se mai aranjeze c\u00e2teodat\u0103, s\u0103-\u0219i deschid\u0103 ochii fa\u021b\u0103 de exterior \u0219i cel mai important pentru el, s\u0103-\u0219i reg\u0103seasc\u0103 pasiunea pentru pictur\u0103 \u0219i puterea de a picta din nou. \u00cen sinea lui \u00eenc\u0103 nu \u00ee\u0219i explica ce se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 cu maniera asta nou\u0103 \u0219i bizar\u0103 prin care a \u00eenceput s\u0103 picteze \u0219i s\u0103-\u0219i contureze tablourile: acea ejaculare pe p\u00e2nz\u0103 tabloului vopsit \u00een negru \u0219i schi\u021barea unui schelet din propria sperm\u0103 \u00eei p\u0103reau \u00een continuare tare bizare \u00eens\u0103 era at\u00e2t de \u00eenc\u00e2ntat c\u0103 re\u00eencepuse munca la tablouri \u00eenc\u00e2t nu \u00ee\u0219i b\u0103tea prea mult capul cu aceast\u0103 stranietate. Prea mult timp \u0219i-a tot iritat g\u00e2ndurile cu culpabilizarea propriei fiin\u021be astfel c\u0103, acum dore\u0219te s\u0103 se simt\u0103 liber \u0219i s\u0103 guste din via\u021b\u0103, s\u0103 caut\u0103 pl\u0103ceri simple \u0219i s\u0103-\u0219i hr\u0103neasc\u0103 strict caracterul hedonic al personalit\u0103\u021bii sale.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Era vineri seara. Ziua trecuse destul de anost, f\u0103r\u0103 vreun eveniment notabil sau incitant. Karl st\u0103tea \u00een apartamentul lui care \u00eenc\u0103 avea semnele perioadei depresive impregnate \u00een el: sticle de alcool goale, muguri de \u021bigar\u0103 ce erupeau ca un vulcan din scrumier\u0103, haine aruncate \u00een fiecare col\u021b, mizerie, o degringolad\u0103 total\u0103. Tot acest aranjament din apartament \u00eei provoca o nelini\u0219te interioar\u0103. Haosul dintre pere\u021bi \u00eei readuceau \u00een planul con\u0219tiin\u021bei prezente perioad\u0103 grea prin care a trecut \u0219i c\u00e2t de distrus emo\u021bional a fost. Nu mai dorea s\u0103 se g\u00e2ndeasc\u0103 la acea perioad\u0103 absolut deloc. Voia s\u0103 priveasc\u0103 \u00eenainte \u0219i s\u0103-\u0219i vad\u0103 de via\u021b\u0103, s\u0103 se bucure de ea. Fiind plictisit, st\u0103tea pe canapea pe petecul care nu era umplut de haine \u0219i de de\u0219euri alimentare, g\u00e2ndindu-se c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 fac\u0103 ceva s\u0103 ias\u0103 din acest spa\u021biu infectat care \u00eei p\u0103rea un infern. Lua telefonul \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i intrase pe Google c\u0103ut\u00e2nd ceva activit\u0103\u021bi sociale prin Viena. V\u0103zuse c\u0103 la opera este spectacolul Don Giovanni<\/em> \u00eens\u0103 \u00eei p\u0103rea o chestiune mult prea intelectual\u0103 pentru starea lui. La cinema rula \u201eLa mala education\u201d<\/em> de Almodovar, nici acesta nu \u00eel tenta c\u0103ci \u00eei st\u00e2rnea ideea de plictiseal\u0103. La teatru se juca o piesa dup\u0103 Sarah Kane, nici nu voia s\u0103 aud\u0103 de vreun stimul legat de depresie. Navig\u00e2nd pe Google, mai g\u0103sise ceva petreceri cu muzic\u0103 electronic\u0103 \u00eens\u0103 nu erau pe gustul lui iar dup\u0103 alte c\u00e2teva evenimente pe care le v\u0103zuse \u0219i nu-i st\u00e2rneau interes, a z\u0103rit c\u0103 \u00een barul Replugged c\u00e2nt\u0103 o forma\u021bie care \u00eei era drag\u0103 \u00een adolescen\u021b\u0103: Die Toten Hosen.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Aste e! \u00ce\u0219i spusese Karl. Aveau \u0219i un after party dup\u0103 concert \u00een care, din review-uri p\u0103rea ca muzica e pe gustul lui \u0219i oamenii se distreaz\u0103. Singura problem\u0103: era sold out. Nu mai g\u0103sea niciun bilet pe site-urile oficiale. Karl se enervase brusc.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Pizda m\u0103-sii! O dat\u0103 \u00een an vreau s\u0103 fac si eu ceva \u0219i nici atunci nu se poate. Ce ghinion, ce ghinion… ce dracu s\u0103 fac altceva? Karl \u00eencepuse s\u0103 caute alte evenimente posibile la care s\u0103 participe \u00eens\u0103 mintea i-a r\u0103mas ancorat\u0103 la acel concert. Nu se putea decupla nicicum de pe faptul c\u0103 nu reu\u0219ise s\u0103 g\u0103seasc\u0103 bilet la concert. \u0218i-a tr\u00e2ntit telefonul de mas\u0103 \u0219i \u0219i-a aprins o \u021bigar\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Bag piciorul! Urlase Karl frustrat \u0219i nervos. Dup\u0103 ce a tras dou\u0103, trei fumuri de \u021bigar\u0103 \u0219i calmase \u00eei veni ideea s\u0103 intre pe evenimentul concertului pe Facebook \u0219i s\u0103 vad\u0103 dac\u0103 nu cumva sunt ceva oameni care nu ajung la concert \u0219i doresc s\u0103-\u0219i v\u00e2nd\u0103 biletul.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Aste e! Sigur c\u00e2te-un dezorganizat ca mine nu ajunge la concert \u0219i \u00ee\u0219i vinde biletul, c\u0103ci oamenii din ziua de ast\u0103zi sunt prea jidani s\u0103-\u0219i permit\u0103 s\u0103 piard\u0103 vreun cent \u0219i cu c\u0103catul asta de internet po\u021bi face orice tranzac\u021bie la negru, sigur g\u0103sesc eu ceva. \u00ce\u0219i spusese cu entuziasm \u0219i ner\u0103bdare \u00een suflet. Totul p\u0103rea perfect, exist\u0103 doar o mic\u0103 problem\u0103 care nu p\u0103rea major\u0103 dar totu\u0219i pentru el era. \u00cen timpul rela\u021biei cu Marta, Karl \u00ee\u0219i dezinstalase Facebook-ul \u0219i \u00ee\u0219i dezactivase contul. Nu era o problem\u0103 major\u0103 c\u0103ci putea s\u0103 \u0219i-l reactiveze oric\u00e2nd, \u00eens\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i jurase c\u0103 nu mai intr\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba lui pe acest site de socializare c\u0103ci avusese ni\u0219te certuri cu Marta legate de ni\u0219te like-uri \u0219i cereri de prietenie pe care ea le suspecta ca fiind ni\u0219te posibile infidelit\u0103\u021bi ale lui Karl.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ce dracu m\u0103 fac? Futu-i! Mi-am jurat c\u0103 nu mai deschid porc\u0103ria aia de Facebook! \u00cen pula mea, de ce totul trebuie s\u0103 fie complicat?! Nu poate veni nimic u\u0219or \u0219i de la sine f\u0103r\u0103 a depune efort? Nu putea s\u0103 mai existe ni\u0219te bilete disponibile \u0219i s\u0103-l las dracu de Facebook? Nu! Nu \u00eemi reactivez contul!<\/p>\n

Karl \u00ee\u0219i tr\u00e2ntise din nou telefonul de mas\u0103 \u0219i \u00ee\u0219i aprinsese o nou\u0103 \u021bigar\u0103. S-a ridicat s\u0103 mearg\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la frigider pentru a-\u0219i pune un pahar cu vodc\u0103. Re\u00eentors pe canapea, cu paharul de vodc\u0103 \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103, c\u0103ut\u0103 cu nervi pe Google bilete la concert \u00eens\u0103, bine\u00een\u021beles, s\u0103 nu aib\u0103 leg\u0103tur\u0103 cu Facebook-ul. Dup\u0103 45 de minute \u00ee\u0219i tr\u00e2ntise iar telefonul de mas\u0103, se \u00eendrepta spre frigider \u0219i \u00ee\u0219i mai turna un pahar s\u0103n\u0103tos de vodc\u0103. Se a\u0219eza din nou pe canapea \u0219i \u00ee\u0219i aprinsese o alt\u0103 \u021bigar\u0103 cu care termina cel de al doilea pachet pentru ziua de ast\u0103zi. Era 21: 22. LA ora 23:00 \u00eencepea concertul. Resemnat \u0219i \u00een acela\u0219i timp nervos, lu\u0103 o gur\u0103 s\u0103n\u0103toas\u0103 din paharul de vodc\u0103 care \u00eencepuse deja s\u0103 \u00eel pileasc\u0103. Tenta\u021bia de a-\u0219i reactiva contul de Facebook era mare \u00eens\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 Karl \u00eei rezista. Mai lu\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 o gur\u0103 de vodc\u0103 cu care \u00eei d\u0103duse groap\u0103 paharului. Cu \u021bigara \u00een gur\u0103 se \u00eendrepta din nou spre frigider zic\u00e2ndu-\u0219i \u00een cap repetitiv ca nu \u00ee\u0219i va reactiva contul. Deschisese u\u0219a de la frigider, lu\u0103 sticla \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 dorind s\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i mai toarne un pahar de vodc\u0103. \u00cen data ce se apropia de turnarea vodcii \u00een pahar, a tr\u00e2ntit paharul de gresie f\u0103c\u00e2ndu-l cioburi \u0219i a pus sticla de vodc\u0103 la gur\u0103, din care mai era cam jum\u0103tate, \u0219i o turn\u0103 toat\u0103 pe g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Mam\u0103 ce du\u0219c\u0103 bun\u0103! Spusese Karl tr\u0103g\u00e2nd o r\u00e2g\u00e2itur\u0103 s\u0103n\u0103toas\u0103 urmat\u0103 de un ultim fum de \u021bigar\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Bag piciorul! Nu mai am nici alcool, nici \u021big\u0103ri \u00een cas\u0103. Trebuie s\u0103 ies neap\u0103rat din v\u0103g\u0103una asta. U\u0219or disperat, Karl se \u00eendreapt\u0103 spre mas\u0103, lua telefonul \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i, impulsiv, f\u0103r\u0103 vreun discern\u0103m\u00e2nt, c\u0103ci \u00eei era cam afectat de la ultima gur\u0103 lung\u0103 de vodc\u0103, \u00ee\u0219i reactiveaz\u0103 contul, d\u0103 like la pagin\u0103 barului, intr\u0103 pe event, bifeaz\u0103 going \u0219i caut\u0103 bilete printre post\u0103rile oamenilor. La un moment dat se love\u0219te de o postare: o prieten\u0103 de a mea nu ajunge la concert \u0219i am un bilet de v\u00e2nzare. Detalii \u00een privat. D\u0103 click pe persoan\u0103 \u0219i observ\u0103 c\u0103 e o tip\u0103 cu care f\u0103cuse acum ceva timp sex, cu mult \u00eenaintea Martei, dar despre care \u0219tia c\u0103 era plecat\u0103 la studii \u00een Anglia. Intrase iar \u00eentr-o mic\u0103 ambivalen\u021b\u0103 dac\u0103 s\u0103 \u00eei scrie sau nu \u00eens\u0103 deja era destul de pilit, astfel c\u0103, impulsul de a merge la concert cotropea orice urm\u0103 de ra\u021biune.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Tania, ce mai faci? Nu ne-am mai auzit de-o via\u021b\u0103. \u00cei scria Karl pe messenger-ul de pe Facebook.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Karl?! Ce surpriz\u0103! Nu m-a\u0219 mai fi a\u0219teptat la vreun semn de la tine… mai ales la cum te-ai comportat ultima dat\u0103 cu mine. Tania nu se putu ab\u021bine s\u0103 nu \u00eei transmit\u0103 o s\u0103geat\u0103 mic\u0103 lui Karl av\u00e2nd \u00een vedere c\u0103 dup\u0103 ultimul lor futai, Karl o aruncase afar\u0103 din cas\u0103 \u00een toiul nop\u021bii dup\u0103 ce \u00eei slobozise pe fa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Da, \u0219tiu c\u0103 nu a fost prea pl\u0103cut\u0103 ultima noastr\u0103 \u00eentrevedere \u00eens\u0103 nu de aia \u00ee\u021bi scriu. \u00ce\u021bi scriu \u00een leg\u0103tur\u0103 cu biletul pe care \u00eel ai de v\u00e2nzare la concertul Toten Hosen.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 O pauz\u0103 se a\u0219ternuse. Pe ecran, Karl vedea cum ap\u0103rea \u0219i disp\u0103rea typing, apoi iar ap\u0103rea apoi iar disp\u0103rea. Tania se tot g\u00e2ndea ce s\u0103 fac\u0103. Pe de-o parte nu voia s\u0103 v\u00e2nd\u0103 biletul boului care a umilit-o \u0219i a aruncat-o afar\u0103 din cas\u0103 goal\u0103 cu sperma lui pe fa\u021b\u0103, pe alt\u0103 parte nu \u00eei stricau ni\u0219te b\u0103nu\u021bi \u00een plus c\u0103ci prietena ei i-a dat biletul s\u0103 i-l v\u00e2nd\u0103 dar Tania nu se g\u00e2ndea serios s\u0103-i dea banii acesteia \u00een caz c\u0103 reu\u0219e\u0219te s\u0103-l v\u00e2nd\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Deci? Scrisese Karl.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Bine. Hai c\u0103 \u021bi-l v\u00e2nd. Numai c\u0103 nu vreau s\u0103-\u021bi v\u0103d fa\u021ba aia prin preajma mea c\u0103 poate o s\u0103-i dau un pumn. Sunt \u00eenc\u0103 extrem de sup\u0103rat\u0103 pe tine. \u021ai-l v\u00e2nd dar cu condi\u021bia s\u0103 stai departe de mine.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Perfect. \u00cen\u021belegerea e \u00een\u021belegere. A\u0219a voi face \u0219i sincer Tania, chiar \u00eemi cer scuze pentru cum m-am comportat. \u0218tiu c\u0103 am fost un b\u0103d\u0103ran, \u00eemi cer iertare.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Hai, las\u0103 vr\u0103jeal\u0103. D\u0103-mi un semn c\u00e2nd ajungi aici s\u0103 ies s\u0103-\u021bi dau biletul. S\u0103 ai bani fic\u0219i: 110 euro. Sau, de fapt, dac\u0103 \u00eel vrei a\u0219a tare 200 de euro.<\/p>\n

\u2013 200???<\/p>\n

\u2013 Da Karl: 200! \u00cel vrei ori ba?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Bine \u00eel iau. \u00ce\u021bi scriu c\u00e2nd sunt afar\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Pa.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Tania era satisf\u0103cut\u0103 c\u0103 m\u0103car \u00eel jecm\u0103ne\u0219te un pic de bani pe Karl \u0219i-l pedepse\u0219te pentru cum s-a comportat cu ea.<\/p>\n

\u2013 200 de euro… ce curv\u0103 proast\u0103-i Tania asta, dar astea e, vreau s\u0103 merg la concert \u0219i oricum m-am \u0219i comportat ca un c\u0103cat cu ea. E normal s\u0103 mi-o dea \u00eenapoi cum poate, dar cu sperma pe fa\u021b\u0103 tot nu o s\u0103 fiu \u00een strad\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i spusese Karl u\u0219or amuzat de situa\u021bia din trecut cu Tania.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00ce\u0219i comandase un taxi, c\u0103ci deja era t\u00e2rziu, 23:08, \u00eent\u00e2rziase un pic la concert \u00eens\u0103 din conversa\u021bia cu Tania \u00ee\u0219i d\u0103duse seama c\u0103 concertul nu \u00eencepuse \u00eenc\u0103. \u0218i-a luat ceva haine murdare rapid pe el \u0219i a cobor\u00e2t a\u0219a nesp\u0103lat de diminea\u021ba \u00een graba spre taxi. \u00cei spusese \u0219oferului adresa \u0219i \u00eel rugase s\u0103 opreasc\u0103 pe drum undeva de unde s\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i poat\u0103 cump\u0103ra \u021big\u0103ri. La 23:20 Karl coboar\u0103 din taxi \u0219i \u00eei scrie Taniei:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Sunt \u00een fa\u021b\u0103, te a\u0219tept!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Tania v\u0103zuse mesajul imediat \u00eens\u0103 nu \u00eei r\u0103spunsese inten\u021bionat dorind s\u0103-l lase s\u0103 a\u0219tepte. Dup\u0103 cinci minute un al mesaj din partea lui Karl.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Tania! Am ajuns! Pe unde e\u0219ti?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Sim\u021bea disperarea din mesajele lui Karl \u0219i \u00eei trecu un g\u00e2nd s\u0103 nu mai ias\u0103 \u0219i s\u0103-i dea biletul \u00eens\u0103 nevoia de cei 200 de euro o b\u00e2z\u00e2ia mai puternic dec\u00e2t ideea de a-l pedepsi.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Ah ce l-a\u0219 l\u0103sa pe cretinul asta afar\u0103. Exact a\u0219a cum m-a l\u0103sat \u0219i el \u00een strad\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i spusese Tania \u00eens\u0103 dup\u0103 15 minute \u00een care Karl i-a mai scris patru mesaje, la ora 23:38, Tania ie\u0219ise \u00een fa\u021ba barului.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Arata-mi banii! U\u0219or agitat, Karl se cotrob\u0103ie prin buzunare \u0219i scoate patru h\u00e2rtii de 50 de euro.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Uite aici sunt bani! 200 de euro a\u0219a cum mi-ai cerut.<\/p>\n

Tania \u00eei \u00eentinde biletul \u0219i concomitent \u00eei smulge banii din m\u00e2na lui Karl, \u00ee\u0219i \u00eentoarce spatele \u0219i, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai scoat\u0103 un cuv\u00e2nt, p\u0103\u0219ea lent \u00eendrept\u00e2ndu-se spre intrarea barului. A deschis u\u0219a, \u00een timp ce Karl st\u0103tea stupefiat ne\u00een\u021beleg\u00e2nd ce se \u00eent\u00e2mpla, \u0219i \u0219i-a \u00eentors privirea \u0219i i-a tras cu ochiul iar apoi a disp\u0103rut dincolo de u\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Karl st\u0103tea perplex, uit\u00e2ndu-se \u00een gol la u\u0219a care s-a \u00eentins \u00een spatele Taniei. Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva clipe \u00ee\u0219i spusese:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Tare femeia asta! Ce futauiri bune am tras cu ea. Dar ast\u0103zi de ab\u021bii Karl, bine? Las-o \u00een pace c\u0103 vezi c\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 e sup\u0103rat\u0103 pe tine. Fii mul\u021bumit c\u0103 m\u0103car \u021bi-a dat biletul \u0219i te-a scos din mocirla aia a casei.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00ce\u0219i d\u0103duse o palm\u0103 scurt\u0103 c\u0103 s\u0103-\u0219i revin\u0103 la realitatea \u0219i p\u0103\u0219ea pe urmele Taniei \u00een bar. I s-a scanat biletul, i s-a pus o br\u0103\u021bar\u0103 \u0219i din holul barului se deschide o sala mare cu trei baruri \u0219i o mul\u021bime de oameni care strigau: To-ten Ho-sen! To-ten Ho-sen! To-ten Ho-sen! Concertul \u00eenc\u0103 nu \u00eencepuse, lumea \u00ee\u0219i chema forma\u021bia pe scena. Karl st\u0103tea \u0219i privea u\u0219or confuz, el nemaifiind obi\u0219nuit de mult timp cu o astfel de mul\u021bime \u0219i, anxios, u\u0219or timid, se \u00eendreapt\u0103 spre un bar cu pa\u0219i m\u0103run\u021bi, lovindu-se de oamenii din mul\u021bime pentru a ajunge la bar de unde s\u0103-\u0219i comande un pahar de vodc\u0103. Nu-i pl\u0103cea s\u0103 amestece barurile de\u0219i, de multe ori, fiind \u00een criz\u0103 de alcool, punea la gur\u0103 orice avea la \u00eendem\u00e2n\u0103, \u00eens\u0103 atunci c\u00e2nd f\u0103cea asta mahmureala de a doua zi era cumplit\u0103, astfel c\u0103, \u00eencerca pe c\u00e2t posibil, s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 pe acela\u0219i tip de alcool \u00eentr-o sear\u0103 de b\u0103ut.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Cum da\u021bi vodc\u0103?<\/p>\n

\u2013 La 40.<\/p>\n

\u2013 D\u0103-mi patru \u00eentr-un pahar!<\/p>\n

\u2013 Adic\u0103 vodca orange, cu suc de portocale peste vodc\u0103?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Nu omule, patru de vodc\u0103 \u00eentr-un pahar cu c\u00e2teva cuburi de ghea\u021b\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 alte artificii.<\/p>\n

Barmanul f\u0103cuse ochii mari \u0219i a \u00eenceput s\u0103 execute comanda. \u00centre timp, Karl privea prin mul\u021bime c\u0103ut\u00e2nd undeva privirea Taniei \u00eens\u0103 nu era de g\u0103sit din pozi\u021bia \u00een care se afla el.<\/p>\n

\u2013 80 de euro v\u0103 rog! \u00cel \u00eentrerupsese barmanul pe Karl din c\u0103utarea Taniei. Pl\u0103tise, \u00ee\u0219i lu\u0103 paharul cu vodc\u0103 \u0219i-l d\u0103duse tot pe g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u00cenc\u0103 unul va rog!<\/p>\n

\u2013 La fel?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Da, patru de vodc\u0103 \u00eentr-un pahar cu c\u00e2teva cuburi de ghea\u021b\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 alte artificii spusese Karl u\u0219or iritat de \u00eentrebare \u0219i privirea barmanului. \u00centre timp se f\u0103cuse ora 00:03 \u0219i forma\u021bia urcase pe scen\u0103. Karl lu\u0103 paharul cu el \u0219i intrase prin mul\u021bime s\u0103 poate vedea mai bine concertul. Se pozi\u021bionase \u00een fa\u021ba sunetistului c\u0103ci \u00eei v\u00e2nduse un pont un amic de al lui ca acolo se aude tot timpul cel mai bine. Pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 sonorizarea mai bun\u0103,\u00a0 Karl era \u0219i pe centrul spa\u021biului de unde putea s\u0103 priveasc\u0103 mai bine mul\u021bimea, fiind preocupat de g\u0103sirea Taniei. Concertul a \u00eenceput \u00een for\u021b\u0103 cu hitul Paradis<\/em>, urmate de alte melodii ca Alles aus Liebe<\/em> sau 10 kleine J<\/em>\u00e4<\/em>germeister<\/em>, la care Karl c\u00e2nta cu mult drag al\u0103turi de mul\u021bime \u0219i de forma\u021bie, amintindu-\u0219i cu nostalgie de vremurile din liceu. Pe la mijlocul concertului, radarul lui Karl o localizase pe Tania, \u00eens\u0103 dorea s\u0103 respecte \u00een\u021belegerea cu ea, astfel c\u0103, nu a f\u0103cut nicio mi\u0219care spre ea pe tot parcursul concertului, singura deplasare a lui fiind p\u00e2n\u0103 la bar pentru a-\u0219i mai comanda acela\u0219i \u201epatru de vodc\u0103 \u00eentr-un pahar cu c\u00e2teva cuburi de ghea\u021b\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 alte artificii\u201d. La finalul concertului, Karl ajunsese la patru pahare, f\u0103r\u0103 a-l lua \u00een calcul pe cel pe care \u00eel d\u0103duse groap\u0103 la \u00eenceput. Concertul se terminase, oamenii din mul\u021bime se \u00eendreptau fie spre garderob\u0103, fie spre ie\u0219ire pentru a p\u0103r\u0103si localului. Karl era destul de beat. Voia s\u0103 mai fac\u0103 ceva ca s\u0103 nu mearg\u0103 \u00eenapoi \u00een casa singur\u0103t\u0103\u021bii lui, chiar dac\u0103 nu plecase cu aceast\u0103 inten\u021bie de acas\u0103, \u00eens\u0103 atitudinea Taniei \u0219i amintirea futaiurilor cu ea \u00eei st\u00e2rnise apetitul sexual, astfel c\u0103, \u0219i-a prelungit \u0219ederea \u00een bar \u0219i dup\u0103 terminarea concertului.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00cen timp ce o bun\u0103 parte din oameni p\u0103r\u0103seau localul, Karl se instalase la bar unde \u00ee\u0219i mai comandase un pahar. \u00cencetinise un pic procesul b\u0103utului de vodc\u0103 c\u0103ci \u0219tia c\u0103 dac\u0103 mai d\u0103 unul dou\u0103 groap\u0103, cel mai probabil nu va mai fi \u00een stare s\u0103 mai presteze vreun act sexual. Dup\u0103 ce s-au mai r\u0103sfirat oamenii din bar, el ie\u0219ise afar\u0103 s\u0103 fumeze o \u021bigar\u0103 \u00een strad\u0103. Ulterior a reintrat \u00een local \u0219i se \u00eendreptase spre baie. \u00cen apropierea toaletelor, o v\u0103zuse pe Tania care a\u0219tepta la coad\u0103, dorind \u0219i ea, asemeni lui Karl, s\u0103 scape de surplusul de lichid pe care \u00eel avea la bord. Karl a trecut pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea ca \u0219i cum n-ar fi z\u0103rit-o. A intrat \u00een baie, \u0219i-a scos pula \u0219i \u021bin\u00e2nd-o \u00een m\u00e2na dreapt\u0103 a \u00eenceput s\u0103 urineze \u00een pisoar. \u00cen timp ce se pi\u0219a, se g\u00e2ndea cum s\u0103 o abordeze pe Tania la ie\u0219irea din toalet\u0103. Tania nu era o tip\u0103 extrem de frumoas\u0103. Un p\u0103r brunet cu ni\u0219te ochi alba\u0219tri, \u00eembr\u0103cat\u0103 adesea \u00een piele, c\u0103ci era o \u00eemp\u0103timit\u0103 a rockului, ni\u0219te buze c\u0103rnoase pe care \u0219i le ruja cu un ro\u0219u aprins, f\u0103c\u00e2ndu-le parc\u0103 mai atr\u0103g\u0103toare pentru a-\u021bi b\u0103ga ceva \u00eentre ele. Era scund\u0103, cracii destul de mici, nu chiar pe gustul lui Karl, \u00eens\u0103 avea ni\u0219te s\u00e2ni extremi de frumo\u0219i \u0219i fermi. Pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 s\u00e2nii ei, pe Karl \u00eel atr\u0103gea extrem de puternic atitudinea ei direct\u0103 \u0219i dominatoare \u0219i mai \u0219tia un aspect, ceea ce nu neap\u0103rat se putea observa din \u00eenf\u0103\u021bi\u0219are, c\u0103 \u00eei pl\u0103cea pula la nebunie. \u00cen trecut c\u00e2nd au avut acele experien\u021be sexuale, Tania avea un comportament de nimfoman\u0103. Odat\u0103 ce intrai cu ea \u00een pat, trebuia s\u0103 o fu\u021bi de patru, cinci ori ca s\u0103 lini\u0219te\u0219ti animalul. Pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 asta, era destul de s\u0103lbatic\u0103 \u00een pat: \u00eei pl\u0103ceau micile agresiuni, care provocau at\u00e2t durere c\u00e2t \u0219i pl\u0103cere, \u00eei pl\u0103cea la nebunie s\u0103 o ia \u00een gur\u0103 \u0219i avea un feti\u0219 cu sexul anal. O \u00eennebunea s\u0103 fie penetrat\u0103 \u00een cur \u0219i dac\u0103 era posibil concomitent \u0219i \u00een pizd\u0103 cu un vibrator, asta dac\u0103 nu cumva erau doi b\u0103rba\u021bi prin patul ei. Nu era o tip\u0103 prea inteligent\u0103 \u00eens\u0103 \u0219tia tot timpul ceea ce vrea \u0219i ac\u021biona direct f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 se g\u00e2ndeasc\u0103 prea mult la riscuri sau consecin\u021be. Era independent\u0103, autentic\u0103 \u0219i \u00eei pl\u0103cea s\u0103 guste din via\u021b\u0103 la maximum.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Cu pula \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103, pi\u0219\u00e2ndu-se \u00een pisoar, lui Karl \u00eei reveneau multe scene sexuale cu Tania \u00een minte. Cum o futea \u00een cur, cum o tr\u0103gea de p\u0103r, cum \u00eei ejacula \u00een gur\u0103 \u0219i Tania storcea pula de sperma acestuia \u00eenghi\u021b\u00e2nd toat\u0103 sperma lui din pul\u0103. \u00cens\u0103, ceea ce \u00eei r\u0103m\u0103sese cumva cel mai impregnat \u00een amintire, era acea noapte c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u0219i frecase pula \u00eentre s\u00e2nii ei \u0219i \u00ee\u0219i d\u0103duse drumul pe fa\u021ba Taniei iar ulterior o aruncase \u00een strad\u0103 goal\u0103, arunc\u00e2ndu-i hainele de pe balcon \u0219i f\u0103c\u00e2nd-o curv\u0103. Aceast\u0103 ultim\u0103 amintirea \u00eel f\u0103cea \u0219i acum s\u0103 r\u00e2njeasc\u0103 pe Karl. Pe de-o parte \u0219tia c\u0103 a fost nesim\u021bit f\u0103c\u00e2nd asta \u00eens\u0103, \u00een acela\u0219i timp, se sim\u021bea puternic \u0219i b\u0103rbat c\u0103 a pus o femeie \u00eentr-o pozi\u021bie extrem de umilitoare. Umilin\u021ba ei \u00eei cre\u0219tea lui egoul, \u00eei hr\u0103nea at\u00e2t orgoliile c\u00e2t \u0219i masculinitatea.<\/p>\n

\u00ad\u2013 O s\u0103 m\u0103 refuze! O s\u0103 m\u0103 refuze! Nimeni nu trece peste a\u0219a ceva. Ei \u0219i ce dac\u0103 o s\u0103 m\u0103 refuze, am trecut eu prin mai grele. \u00cei doar o pizd\u0103 proast\u0103 la care \u00eei place pula. Dac\u0103 \u00eemi d\u0103 cu flit ea pierde… nu o s\u0103 aib\u0103 parte de pula mea \u00een seara asta. E o t\u00e2mpit\u0103 dac\u0103 m\u0103 refuz\u0103 la ce partide am avut cu ea \u0219i c\u00e2te orgasme i-am provocat. Gata! M\u0103 duc s\u0103 o abordez, v\u0103d eu ce iese. Dac\u0103 nu m\u0103 vrea, mai sunt destul pr\u0103zi prin local.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Karl \u00ee\u0219i lu\u0103 inima \u00een din\u021bi dup\u0103 acest monolog \u00een care \u00eencerca s\u0103 se \u00eemb\u0103rb\u0103teze \u0219i ie\u0219i pe culoarul de la toalet\u0103 unde Tania \u00eenc\u0103 a\u0219tepta s\u0103 ajung\u0103 \u00een baie. Avea o u\u0219oar\u0103 tahicardie \u00eens\u0103 asta nu-l putea opri s\u0103 mearg\u0103 la v\u00e2nat.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Tania! Exclama Karl, dorind s\u0103 par\u0103 surprins de vederea ei acolo.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Ce dore\u0219ti, Karl? \u00cei replic\u0103 Tania cu o privirea u\u0219or dezgustat\u0103 \u0219i un ton la vocii rece \u0219i sec care clar nu d\u0103dea curs unei conversa\u021bii.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Haide Tania, au trecut ani buni de c\u00e2nd s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat povestea aia orbil\u0103. Sincer, chiar m-am g\u00e2ndit de multe ori s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi scriu \u0219i s\u0103-mi cer scuze \u00eens\u0103 mi-era ru\u0219ine de ceea ce am f\u0103cut. Eram beat! \u0218tii c\u0103 omul nu e \u00een firea lui c\u00e2nd e beat. Asta clar nu e o scuz\u0103 pentru ce am f\u0103cut \u00eens\u0103 ceea ce conteaz\u0103 este c\u0103 \u00eemi pare sincer r\u0103u \u0219i a\u0219 dori s\u0103 m\u0103 revan\u0219ez cumva fa\u021b\u0103 de tine.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Las\u0103-m\u0103, Karl, cu pove\u0219tile astea. Ai fost un \u021b\u0103ran notoriu!<\/p>\n

\u2013 A\u0219a-i, ai dreptate dar s\u0103 \u0219tii c\u0103 \u00eemi pare sincer r\u0103u. Chiar nu pot face nimic s\u0103 m\u0103 ier\u021bi?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Nu!<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u0218i vrei s\u0103 \u021bi aceast\u0103 sup\u0103rare pe via\u021b\u0103?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Da!<\/p>\n

\u2013 E\u0219ti figur\u0103…<\/p>\n

\u2013 Figur\u0103? La cum m-ai f\u0103cut s\u0103 m\u0103 simt bucur\u0103-te c\u0103 mai e\u0219ti \u00een via\u021b\u0103!<\/p>\n

\u2013 Chiar a\u0219a r\u0103u a fost?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Da, Karl, chiar a\u0219a r\u0103u… cum crezi c\u0103 se simte un om c\u00e2nd…. \u0219i brusc Tania se oprise, fiind jenat\u0103 de ceea ce urma s\u0103 zic\u0103 \u0219i de urechile fetelor care a\u0219teptau la r\u00e2nd care deja p\u0103reau tot mai curioase de discu\u021bie.<\/p>\n

– Un om c\u00e2nd? continu\u0103 Karl.<\/p>\n

\u00ad\u00ad\u2013 Karl, sunt oameni aici! \u00cei \u0219optea Tania la ureche lui Karl.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Nu vrei s\u0103 vorbim altundeva? Hai s\u0103 ne vedem la bar \u0219i ne lu\u0103m ceva de b\u0103u \u0219i l\u0103murim povestea.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Nu Karl, am stabilit ceva c\u00e2nd \u021bi-am v\u00e2ndut biletul.<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u0218tiu Tania, dar chiar m\u0103 simt nasol fa\u021b\u0103 de tine \u0219i vreau s\u0103 m\u0103 revan\u0219ez.<\/p>\n

Ochii \u0219i urechile fetelor din r\u00e2ndul de la baie deveneau tot mai curioase \u0219i atente fa\u021b\u0103 de discu\u021bia celor doi ceea ce \u00eei st\u00e2rnea o jen\u0103 Taniei. Ca s\u0103 scape de jena situa\u021bional\u0103, Tania \u00eei spune lui Karl:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Bine, bine. Hai du-te la bar \u0219i ne vedem acolo. Vezi c\u0103 e \u0219i Greta cu mine. O mai \u0219tii?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Greta? Cum s\u0103 nu. Ce fiin\u021b\u0103 nebun\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Du-te caut-o la barul din dreapta \u0219i ne vedem acolo.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Perfect.<\/p>\n

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