{"id":12882,"date":"2020-02-03T23:45:04","date_gmt":"2020-02-03T21:45:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=12882"},"modified":"2020-02-03T23:45:04","modified_gmt":"2020-02-03T21:45:04","slug":"n-am-fost-a-lor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=12882","title":{"rendered":"N-am fost a lor!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: right;\">de Alexandra Medaru<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>C\u00e2nd m-au \u00eenchis \u00een cabinetul<\/p>\n<p>Rece<\/p>\n<p>Murdar<\/p>\n<p>M\u00e2njit de triste\u021bea tuturor celor ce trecuser\u0103 pe acolo<\/p>\n<p>Mi-au pus pe cap tentacule metalice<\/p>\n<p>Gata s\u0103-mi str\u00e2ng\u0103 g\u00e2ndurile<\/p>\n<p>Ca \u00eentr-o menghin\u0103<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Voiau s\u0103 spintece<\/p>\n<p>Harta unei min\u021bi infirme<\/p>\n<p>Pe care o numeau<\/p>\n<p>Mai bolnav\u0103 ca a satani\u0219tilor<\/p>\n<p>Mai tic\u0103loas\u0103 ca a extremi\u0219tilor<\/p>\n<p>Mai defect\u0103 ca a depresivilor<\/p>\n<p>Schizofrenicilor<\/p>\n<p>Paranoicilor<\/p>\n<p>De dincolo de u\u0219\u0103<\/p>\n<p>Gata s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenha\u021be,<\/p>\n<p>Gata s\u0103 m\u0103 primeasc\u0103<\/p>\n<p>\u00cen bra\u021bele necuratului<\/p>\n<p>Ce vie\u021buia \u00een locul<\/p>\n<p>Rece<\/p>\n<p>Murdar<\/p>\n<p>Lipsit de Dumnezeu<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>C\u00e2nd am p\u0103r\u0103sit cabinetul rece<\/p>\n<p>Eram mai goal\u0103<\/p>\n<p>Dec\u00e2t mama cu prunc lep\u0103dat<\/p>\n<p>Mai lipsit\u0103 de via\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n<p>Dec\u00e2t r\u0103posatul din co\u0219ciug<\/p>\n<p>Mai meschin\u0103<\/p>\n<p>Dec\u00e2t cel mai nemernic suflet<\/p>\n<p>Din acel loc abandonat<\/p>\n<p>Unde via\u021ba \u00eencetase<\/p>\n<p>\u0218i o moarte mai crud\u0103 ca moartea<\/p>\n<p>S\u0103l\u0103\u0219luia<\/p>\n<p>F\u0103r\u0103 ca nimeni s\u0103 o tulbure<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>C\u00e2nd am p\u0103r\u0103sit cabinetul rece<\/p>\n<p>Erau preg\u0103ti\u021bi s\u0103 m\u0103 t\u00e2rasc\u0103<\/p>\n<p>\u00cen ad\u00e2ncurile camerelor tenebroase<\/p>\n<p>\u0218i privind spre cer,<\/p>\n<p>L-am strigat pe Cel de Sus<\/p>\n<p>De\u0219i nu m\u0103 auzise vreodat\u0103<\/p>\n<p>\u0218i am lovit<\/p>\n<p>\u0218i am luptat<\/p>\n<p>\u0218i am strivit:<\/p>\n<p>N-am fost a lor!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/i.vgy.me\/YMMESI.png?w=812&#038;ssl=1\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>ALEXANDRA MEDARU<\/strong> (n. 1988; Bucure\u0219ti) este scriitoare de literatur\u0103 fantastic\u0103 \u0219i realist\u0103 (proz\u0103, dram\u0103, poezie), critic literar \u0219i editor, fiind colaborator permanent al e-revistei EgoPHobia unde conduce dou\u0103 rubrici, <em>Arena cultural\u0103: cartea \u0219i filmul<\/em> (\u00een calitate de critic literar) \u0219i <em>Lecturi potrivite \/ recomandate de Alexandra<\/em> (\u00een calitate de editor).<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">A publicat un volum liric, <em>Demoni \u0219i demiurgi<\/em> (Editura EIKON, 2017), poezie \u00een volumul <em>Tramvaiul Poeziei<\/em> (Editura Paralela 45, 2019) \u0219i proz\u0103 \u00een antologiile <em>Eroi f\u0103r\u0103 voie<\/em> (Ed. Millennium Books, 2015) \u0219i <em>Centenarium StrING<\/em> (Editura Tornada, 2018).<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Are apari\u021bii de poezie, proz\u0103, studii critice, editoriale \u00een publica\u021biile <em>Apostrof,<\/em> <em>EgoPHobia<\/em>, <em>Revista de suspans<\/em>, <em>Revista de povestiri<\/em>, <em>Argos<\/em>, <em>eCreator.ro<\/em>, <em>Parnas XXI<\/em>, <em>Postmodern<\/em>, <em>Puterea &#8211; Cotidian Na\u021bional<\/em>, <em>Select News<\/em> \u0219i pe platforma <em>Queero<\/em>. Amintim c\u00e2teva lucr\u0103ri semnificative: <em>P\u0103catul <\/em>(debut &#8211; 2013), <em>\u00cent\u00e2lnire cu un b\u0103rbat, un satir \u0219i un motan<\/em> (2016), <em>Gomes Leal \u2013 poet al Satanei sau al lui Hristos?<\/em> (2016), <em>A fi sau a nu fi scriitor\u2026<\/em> (2017), <em>Fiin\u021bele nop\u021bii din urm\u0103<\/em> (2017), <em>Marea unire \u0219i cultura ve\u0219nicei influen\u021be<\/em> (2018) sau <em>Henrik Ibsen \u2013 \u201cPeer Gynt\u201d<\/em> (2019).<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cen 2014 i s-a acordat Premiul al II-lea la Inspired \u2013 Concurs de idei, sec\u021biunea Dramaturgie, pentru lucrarea <em>Contraband\u0103-n alb \u0219i negru<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Blog personal: <a href=\"https:\/\/taramuridenicaieri.ro\/\">https:\/\/taramuridenicaieri.ro\/<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>de Alexandra Medaru &nbsp; C\u00e2nd m-au \u00eenchis \u00een cabinetul Rece Murdar M\u00e2njit de triste\u021bea tuturor celor ce trecuser\u0103 pe acolo Mi-au pus pe cap tentacule metalice Gata s\u0103-mi str\u00e2ng\u0103 g\u00e2ndurile Ca \u00eentr-o menghin\u0103<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1416,13],"tags":[1216,1417,1114],"class_list":["post-12882","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-62","category-poezie","tag-alexandra-medaru","tag-egophobia-62","tag-poezie"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-3lM","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12882","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12882"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12882\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12883,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12882\/revisions\/12883"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12882"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12882"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12882"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}