{"id":12989,"date":"2020-05-22T07:44:22","date_gmt":"2020-05-22T05:44:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=12989"},"modified":"2020-05-19T20:47:24","modified_gmt":"2020-05-19T18:47:24","slug":"singuratate-si-delir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=12989","title":{"rendered":"Singur\u0103tate \u0219i delir"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: green;\"><strong>(debut)<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">de Mihai Pavel<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Singur\u0103tatea a fost \u00eentotdeauna un prilej de redescoperire a sinelui, pierdut \u00eentre oameni, \u00eentre miile de r\u00e2sete zglobii \u0219i fe\u021be pietrificate de voio\u0219ia efemer\u0103 ce domne\u0219te peste un neant superficial, numit via\u021b\u0103. Devii pe deplin un individ veritabil, ce \u0219i-a \u00eentrecut forma de animal social, atunci c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u021bi dore\u0219ti s\u0103 te rupi de lume \u00een fiecare secund\u0103 a existen\u021bei, \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bindu-te apoi \u00een mii de buc\u0103\u021bi ce se vor \u00eempr\u0103\u0219tia \u00een dep\u0103rt\u0103rile zenitului, purtate de v\u00e2nt odat\u0103 cu grosimea colbului. A\u0219tept cu ner\u0103bdare ziua c\u00e2nd lumea va fi pustiit\u0103 de orice fiin\u021b\u0103 uman\u0103. <!--more--> Str\u0103zile vor fi goale, iar pa\u0219ii grei \u0219i \u0219oaptele vor \u00eenceta s\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i mai fac\u0103 auzite ecourile fantomatice. De ce c\u0103ut\u0103m cu at\u00e2ta ambi\u021bie ne\u00een\u021beleas\u0103, c\u0103tre autoizolarea noastr\u0103, dincolo de orice lumin\u0103, cea mai apreciabil\u0103 variant\u0103 fiind \u00eentr-o grot\u0103 \u00eentunecat\u0103 de la marginea p\u0103m\u00e2ntului? Am fost construi\u021bi pentru a tr\u0103i \u00een comuniune doar cu noi \u00een\u0219ine, restul devenind actori secundari \u2013 bufoni f\u0103r\u0103 valoare sau spirit \u2013 ai unui univers propriu. Fiecare este centrul lumii din care provine. Singur\u0103tatea poate fi \u00een\u021beleas\u0103 doar de cei ce au jucat rolul secundar \u00een comedia vie\u021bii lor, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 schi\u021beze m\u0103car un z\u00e2mbet sau o lacrim\u0103 de dezn\u0103dejde. Vie\u021bile noaste sunt comedii \u0219i drame absurde, iar Dumnezeu le prive\u0219te \u0219i le aplaud\u0103, ca un spectator amuzat de crea\u021bia ce se zbate \u00een propriile prejudec\u0103\u021bi, ca un \u0219arpe mistuit \u00eentr-un foc insa\u021biabil. A realiza c\u0103 e\u0219ti singur \u00eentr-o lume proiectat\u0103 ca un neant interminabil, f\u0103r\u0103 nimeni \u0219i nimic pe care s\u0103 te po\u021bi bizui, \u00eentr-o lume pe care to\u021bi o cunosc \u00een cel mai obiectiv mod cu putin\u021b\u0103, dar f\u0103r\u0103 ca nimeni s\u0103 nu \u0219tie nimic, este un act de o inteligen\u021b\u0103 nobil\u0103. Dac\u0103 a\u0219 putea, a\u0219 fugi \u00een cele mai \u00eentunecoase col\u021buri ale p\u0103m\u00e2ntului, departe de orice fiin\u021b\u0103 ce, prin cugetele ei, ar putea atenta la ceea ce numesc eu fericire \u00een singur\u0103tate. To\u021bi oamenii intr\u0103 la un moment dat \u00eentr-o stare de putrefac\u021bie ridicol\u0103, o degenerare moral-spiritual\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 precedent, cu c\u00e2t au devenit mai accesibili celor din jur. Individul, prin natura sa, tinde s\u0103 fie solitar, s\u0103 r\u00e2vneasc\u0103 cu orice pre\u021b la pocalul singur\u0103t\u0103\u021bii, dar \u00een acela\u0219i timp, s\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i schi\u021beze propriile stafii \u00een momentele de paroxism ale delirului, ce servesc drept \u00eenlocuitoare a tot ceea \u00eenseamn\u0103 ruperea de societate. Deoarece \u00een singur\u0103tatea absolut\u0103 delirul este un prieten incontestabil, n\u0103scut din propriul venin cu care m\u0103 otr\u0103vesc constant. Un du\u0219man, dar \u0219i un bun prieten, venit din ad\u00e2ncurile l\u0103untrice ale min\u021bii pentru a m\u0103 acompania \u00een c\u0103utare mea neobosit\u0103 dup\u0103 vechile obiceiuri. Delirul este partea care exalt\u0103 con\u0219tiin\u021ba introvertit\u0103 a asceticului. \u00cen melodicitatea delirului, pl\u0103smuirile con\u0219tiin\u021bei renegate devin \u00een\u021belesuri din cele mai palpabile, iar orice forma imaterial\u0103, sintetizat\u0103, poate fi judecat\u0103 ca una ce a dep\u0103\u0219it deja pragul dintre delir \u0219i realitatea formelor, culorilor \u0219i m\u0103rimilor predefinite. Ceea ce ne \u00eensp\u0103im\u00e2nt\u0103 cu adev\u0103rat, este transfigurarea \u00een plan material a umbrelor, a vedeniilor din pustiu, conjugate cu spiritual lucidit\u0103\u021bii \u0219i al logicii. Luciditatea p\u0103le\u0219te \u00een fa\u021ba delirului, iar logica devine subiectiv\u0103. Niciodat\u0103 nu pot fi pe deplin singur. Vocea g\u00e2ndurilor nu \u00eemi d\u0103 pace nici \u00een momentele de incon\u0219tien\u021b\u0103 total\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(debut) de Mihai Pavel Singur\u0103tatea a fost \u00eentotdeauna un prilej de redescoperire a sinelui, pierdut \u00eentre oameni, \u00eentre miile de r\u00e2sete zglobii \u0219i fe\u021be pietrificate de voio\u0219ia efemer\u0103 ce domne\u0219te peste un neant superficial, numit via\u021b\u0103. Devii pe deplin un individ veritabil, ce \u0219i-a \u00eentrecut forma de animal social, atunci c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u021bi dore\u0219ti s\u0103 te [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1420,27],"tags":[1310,1421,1117,1428],"class_list":["post-12989","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-63","category-filosofie","tag-debut","tag-egophobia-63","tag-filosofie","tag-mihai-pavel"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-3nv","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12989","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12989"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12989\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12990,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12989\/revisions\/12990"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12989"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12989"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12989"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}