{"id":13099,"date":"2020-08-15T07:36:56","date_gmt":"2020-08-15T05:36:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=13099"},"modified":"2020-08-14T21:39:14","modified_gmt":"2020-08-14T19:39:14","slug":"adoratia","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=13099","title":{"rendered":"Adora\u0163ia"},"content":{"rendered":"

de Emilian Ghea\u021b\u0103
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\u00cen gustosul amurg m\u0103 trage sfios de m\u00e2nec\u0103<\/p>\n

cel mai apropiat adversar al meu,<\/p>\n

\u00eencornoratul dumnezeu m\u0103runt al lucrurilor mari:<\/p>\n

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\u201eAuzi mirosul de verde?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201eH\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201eMirosul de nuc\u0103 verde al s\u00e2ngelui t\u0103u necopt.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201eParc\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201eVrei s\u0103 facem ceva nebunesc?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201eMda\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201eAtunci, haide, entuziastule, s\u0103 intr\u0103m \u00een Biseric\u0103!\u201d<\/p>\n

\n

\u00cen tihna viforoas\u0103 din miezul izului Lui Dumnezeu<\/p>\n

\u00ee\u0163i ia o vreme s\u0103 te acomodezi,<\/p>\n

dar atent, Diavolul \u00eemi ar\u0103t\u0103 care este<\/p>\n

pozi\u0163ia cuviincioas\u0103 de frecat menta \u00een pronaos.<\/p>\n

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\u015ei-l urm\u0103rim pe t\u00e2n\u0103rul cu umerii la\u0163i<\/p>\n

\u015fi cu pasul frenetic,<\/p>\n

care se av\u00e2nt\u0103 neiert\u0103tor ca un meteorit \u00eend\u00e2rjit,<\/p>\n

n\u0103pustindu-se asupra altarului<\/p>\n

cu v\u0103p\u0103ile rapace ale dorin\u0163ei<\/p>\n

\u015fi se arunc\u0103 \u00een genunchi, scr\u00e2\u015fnind,<\/p>\n

lu\u00e2nd crucea \u00een bra\u0163e<\/p>\n

\u015fi pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd \u00een spasmele reg\u0103sirii \u00eensp\u0103im\u00e2ntate.<\/p>\n

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\u015ei o privim de dup\u0103 coloane<\/p>\n

pe t\u00e2n\u0103ra cu p\u0103rul lung \u015fi negru<\/p>\n

\u015fi cu pieptul prea plin<\/p>\n

ca s\u0103 mai lase loc de ezit\u0103ri,<\/p>\n

care st\u0103 nemi\u015fcat\u0103, lipit\u0103 de rama veche<\/p>\n

a icoanei Lui Isus iubind-o la r\u00e2ndul S\u0103u,<\/p>\n

respir\u00e2nd mic din praful \u00eengerilor,<\/p>\n

devenind cu r\u0103bdare \u015fi cu grij\u0103 de sine<\/p>\n

o nou\u0103 fresc\u0103 nemuritoare pe zidul slavei.<\/p>\n

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\u015ei c\u0103sc\u0103m ochii ului\u0163i<\/p>\n

privindu-l pe diaconul musculos,<\/p>\n

cu coama bogat\u0103, aurie,<\/p>\n

de ne\u00eenfr\u00e2n(a)t cavaler al credin\u0163elor cruciforme,<\/p>\n

care \u00eentr-un incredibil exerci\u0163iu de contorsionism<\/p>\n

izbute\u015fte s\u0103-\u015fi z\u0103g\u0103zuiasc\u0103 trupul zdrobitor<\/p>\n

\u015fi s\u0103 aprind\u0103 toate lum\u00e2n\u0103rile cu gesturi lente,<\/p>\n

de entitate cu libertatea la-ndem\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n

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\u015ei nici nu-l observ\u0103m<\/p>\n

pe b\u0103tr\u00e2nul arcuit peste barba-i de viking \u00eembl\u00e2nzit,<\/p>\n

\u00een\u0163epenit pe genunchii-i de neclintit,<\/p>\n

colos cu spatele de granit<\/p>\n

la umbra c\u0103ruia s-au durat \u00eens\u0103\u015fi biserica<\/p>\n

\u015fi restul lumii.<\/p>\n

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\u015ei c\u00e2nd s\u0103-I dau \u015fi eu bun\u0103-ziua Lui Dumnezeu,<\/p>\n

tr\u0103snetul t\u0103m\u00e2ios \u00eemi curm\u0103 blasfemia<\/p>\n

\u015fi m\u0103 azv\u00e2rle afar\u0103, \u00een colb \u015fi-n b\u0103legar.<\/p>\n

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Cu copita strea\u015fin\u0103 deasupra ochilor,<\/p>\n

cel mai \u00eendep\u0103rtat aliat al meu se mir\u0103:<\/p>\n

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\u201eDar ce ai, m\u0103i?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201eMul\u0163umesc, Doamne,<\/p>\n

pentru c\u0103 exist\u0103 at\u00e2\u0163ia oameni lumino\u015fi<\/p>\n

\u00eenc\u00e2t grotele mele hidoase \u015fi reci<\/p>\n

nu par mai mult<\/p>\n

dec\u00e2t ni\u015fte sticle destupate de bere<\/p>\n

l\u00e2ng\u0103 \u015fezlongul unui pescar<\/p>\n

care oricum n-are de g\u00e2nd s\u0103 prind\u0103 ceva!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201ePardon?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201eB\u0103, am o poft\u0103 de Biseric\u0103<\/p>\n

ca de o bere rece, brun\u0103,<\/p>\n

sau ca de-o femeie care mai \u015fi tace!\u201d<\/p>\n

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August 2008<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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