{"id":13310,"date":"2020-12-15T12:21:10","date_gmt":"2020-12-15T10:21:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=13310"},"modified":"2020-12-27T19:21:24","modified_gmt":"2020-12-27T17:21:24","slug":"zero","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=13310","title":{"rendered":"Zero"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color: green;\">(egoZaur)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">de Sorin-Mihai Grad<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Nu-mi mai place nimic. Aceasta e varianta scurt\u0103 \u0219i excesiv de simplificat\u0103. Mai \u00eemi place c\u00e2te ceva, dar cam pu\u021bine, mult mai pu\u021bine dec\u00e2t \u0219tiam c\u0103 \u00eemi plac. De anii \u00een care duceam orice conversa\u021bie c\u0103tre fotbal abia \u00eemi mai amintesc. Dac\u0103 a\u0219 avea televizor \u00een dormitor a\u0219 putea folosi acum meciurile ca somnifer. Internetul? Mii sau chiar zeci de mii de ore mi s-au scurs pe canalele lui, \u00eens\u0103 mai nou \u00eemi dau seama c\u0103 nu mai are aproape nimic s\u0103 \u00eemi spun\u0103. Intru pe cele c\u00e2teva site-uri unde am treab\u0103 sau ceva de citit, poate mai urmez vreo sugestie de acolo sau caut vreo informa\u021bie, dar cam at\u00e2t, dup\u0103 ce termin ce am de f\u0103cut ajung s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentreb ce-a\u0219 mai putea face pe acolo. Chiar dac\u0103 \u00eentre timp cantitatea de informa\u021bie de acolo \u0219i calitatea acesteia au crescut enorm, chiar dac\u0103 divertismentul s-a cam mutat online. Muzic\u0103 ascult din ce \u00een ce mai rar \u0219i multe c\u00e2ntece care \u00eemi pl\u0103ceau mult nu mai trezesc nimic \u00een mine, le uit de tot dup\u0103 ce le ascult pentru o ultim\u0103 oar\u0103.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">M\u0103 uit din copil\u0103rie la filme \u0219i seriale cu o regularitate rezonabil\u0103. Rar mai dau de c\u00e2te unul care s\u0103 \u00eemi plac\u0103 cu adev\u0103rat. Acelea\u0219i scheme, acelea\u0219i glume, iar c\u00e2nd dau de ceva ce n-am mai v\u0103zut, de obicei \u00eemi ajung c\u00e2teva minute ca s\u0103 realizez c\u0103 nu sunt interesat s\u0103 \u00eel urm\u0103resc mai departe. Noroc cu noile apari\u021bii din universul Star Trek. Se pare c\u0103 totu\u0219i mai \u00eemi place c\u00e2te ceva pe lumea asta. Urm\u0103toarea \u00eentrebare ar fi p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd?, dar, cum nu-mi doresc s\u0103 fiu nesuferit, m\u0103 opresc \u00eenainte de a o formula. Alte pasiuni? Literatura. \u00cen acest an am citit mai pu\u021bine c\u0103r\u021bi ca de obicei \u0219i mai mult de jum\u0103tate dintre ele au fost de nefic\u021biune. Scrisul. Ultimele mele dou\u0103 c\u0103r\u021bi au fost private de lans\u0103ri, de\u0219i ocazii s-ar fi putut crea. Colec\u021biile. \u00cent\u00e2i s\u0103 \u0219terg praful de pe ele, apoi discut\u0103m.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">S\u0103 fie efecte ale vie\u021bii sau doar ale mijlocului acesteia (c\u0103 tot <a href=\"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=13177\">vorbeam recent pe aici<\/a> de acest p\u00e2rleaz)? O form\u0103 incipient\u0103 de epuizare sau o etap\u0103 intermediar\u0103 \u00een drumul spre atingerea acestui deziderat al omului contemporan? Plictiseal\u0103? Maturizare? Schimbarea priorit\u0103\u021bilor? Ecouri ale unor dezam\u0103giri profesionale? Combina\u021bii ale acestora? Alte motive pe care nici nu \u00eemi trece prin cap s\u0103 le iau \u00een calcul? Prefer s\u0103 nu investighez cauzele \u0219i aleg s\u0103 m\u0103 concentrez pe ce ar putea urma. Faptul c\u0103 m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103 din ce \u00een ce mai pu\u021bine lucruri care \u00eemi pl\u0103ceau deschide u\u0219a altor posibile pasiuni. Sunt foarte curios ce \u00eemi va urma acestui moment zero \u0219i asta probabil c\u0103 elimin\u0103 din joc majoritatea posibilelor lui cauze enumerate mai sus. \u00cencerc s\u0103 \u00eemi dau seama \u00eencotro a\u0219 putea s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eendrept \u0219i \u00eenc\u0103 nu v\u0103d nimic concret. De exemplu mi-a\u0219 dori s\u0103 g\u0103tesc mai bine, dar cum nu fac nimic pentru a \u00eemi \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bi abilit\u0103\u021bile \u0219i rezultatele \u00een aceast\u0103 direc\u021bie nu sunt deloc sigur c\u0103 pot vorbi de o pasiune. Sau m\u0103 adun \u0219i finalizez romanul despre care m-am pomenit vorbind recent \u00eentr-un <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rri.ro\/ro_ro\/sorin_mihai_grad_din_austria-2628504\">interviu<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(egoZaur) de Sorin-Mihai Grad Nu-mi mai place nimic. Aceasta e varianta scurt\u0103 \u0219i excesiv de simplificat\u0103. Mai \u00eemi place c\u00e2te ceva, dar cam pu\u021bine, mult mai pu\u021bine dec\u00e2t \u0219tiam c\u0103 \u00eemi plac. De anii \u00een care duceam orice conversa\u021bie c\u0103tre fotbal abia \u00eemi mai amintesc. Dac\u0103 a\u0219 avea televizor \u00een dormitor a\u0219 putea folosi acum [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[55,1450,115],"tags":[1120,1451,1126,116],"class_list":["post-13310","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-articole","category-egophobia-65","category-egozaur","tag-articole","tag-egophobia-65","tag-egozaur","tag-sorin-mihai-grad"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s6DakB-zero","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13310","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13310"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13310\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13312,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13310\/revisions\/13312"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13310"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13310"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13310"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}