{"id":13339,"date":"2021-01-23T16:54:55","date_gmt":"2021-01-23T14:54:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=13339"},"modified":"2021-01-23T16:54:55","modified_gmt":"2021-01-23T14:54:55","slug":"cautatorul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=13339","title":{"rendered":"C\u0103ut\u0103torul"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: right;\">de Corneliu Negru<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Condus de tenta\u021biile mele. Tenta\u021bii ce m\u0103 conduc \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eendreapt\u0103 spre a cunoa\u0219te sau \u00een\u021belege lumea.\u00a0 Am ajuns s\u0103 m\u0103 aflu \u00een fa\u021ba unei pr\u0103pastii. <!--more-->De ce avem un sf\u00e2r\u0219it? De ce\u00a0 am fost crea\u021bi \u0219i de ce avem un sf\u00e2r\u0219it? De ce unele g\u00e2nduri sau sim\u021buri mor \u00eenainte de-a ajunge pe buzele noastre? De ce s\u00e2ngele-mi arde\u00a0 \u00een vene \u00een acest moment \u0219i g\u00e2tul m\u0103 ustur\u0103 \u0219i\u00a0 \u00eenghit greu&#8230; de ce sufletul nu-mi d\u0103 voie \u0219i m\u0103 p\u0103r\u0103se\u0219te \u00een aceste momente. De ce\u00a0 avem \u00een mintea noastr\u0103 ideea de perfec\u021biune, c\u00e2nd noi suntem imperfec\u021bi. Am ajuns s\u0103 detest\u0103m \u00eentr-at\u00e2t de mult \u00eenc\u00e2t am ajuns s\u0103 spunem ceea ce nu suntem\u00a0 sau ne dorim s\u0103 fim. Acuz\u0103m pe al\u021bii plec\u00e2nd de la perfec\u021biunea chipului cioplit. Am format ziduri \u00een mintea noastr\u0103, ziduri pe care scriem aforisme dup\u0103 care ne ghid\u0103m. Dar \u0219tii tu, \u201eNu po\u021bi s\u0103ri acest zid, nu po\u021bi d\u0103r\u00e2ma acest zid\u201d. St\u0103 scris c\u0103 dup\u0103 el este perfec\u021biunea, te po\u021bi uita dincolo doar dup\u0103 moarte. Cum putem s\u0103 ne \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bim min\u021bile cu aceste iluzii? Cum ne putem tr\u0103i vie\u021bile c\u00e2nd cineva crede c\u0103 va vedea ceva proiectat \u00een mintea lui, dup\u0103 moartea lui. Am ajuns s\u0103 uit\u0103m care este diferen\u021ba dintre valoare \u0219i purt\u0103tor de valori. \u00cencearc\u0103 s\u0103-\u021bi formezi o scar\u0103 a valorilor care s\u0103 nu se \u00eentoarc\u0103 sau s\u0103 cad\u0103. Paveaz\u0103-\u021bi drumul t\u0103u cu momente cinice \u0219i sceptice. \u0218i dreptatea s\u0103-\u021bi fie arhitectul. Iar insomniile umbra.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>de Corneliu Negru Condus de tenta\u021biile mele. Tenta\u021bii ce m\u0103 conduc \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eendreapt\u0103 spre a cunoa\u0219te sau \u00een\u021belege lumea.\u00a0 Am ajuns s\u0103 m\u0103 aflu \u00een fa\u021ba unei pr\u0103pastii.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1452,27],"tags":[1291,1453,1117],"class_list":["post-13339","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-66","category-filosofie","tag-corneliu-negru","tag-egophobia-66","tag-filosofie"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-3t9","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13339","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13339"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13339\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13341,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13339\/revisions\/13341"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13339"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13339"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13339"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}