{"id":13441,"date":"2021-03-14T08:37:10","date_gmt":"2021-03-14T06:37:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=13441"},"modified":"2021-03-15T12:39:15","modified_gmt":"2021-03-15T10:39:15","slug":"gandhara","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=13441","title":{"rendered":"Gandhara"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: right;\">by Larry Smith<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><em>The sculptor who accompanied Alexander the Great to the Peshawar basin muses on the triumph of the Hellenes\u2026\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/p>\n<p>.<\/p>\n<p>Undid the Aspasioi<\/p>\n<p>undid the Assakenoi<\/p>\n<p>undid other Assakenoi at Aornos<\/p>\n<p>undid the Asanenoi at Attock<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>then with Ambhi to Archosia<\/p>\n<p>Alexander poked so far through<\/p>\n<p>to this underbelly or heart of you<\/p>\n<p>that our imaginings make of you and yours<\/p>\n<p>all that can be seen of ourselves in the same sun<\/p>\n<p>risen once in ancient days from the primal night<\/p>\n<p>which first we further poked past Issus<\/p>\n<p>where the Achaemenid satraps started their crumble.<\/p>\n<p>It was I scion and messenger<\/p>\n<p>gave your god his face<\/p>\n<p>transformed your darkling<\/p>\n<p>so east will be east again nevermore<\/p>\n<p>nor need ancient suns ever rise anew.<\/p>\n<p>Behold your redeemer,<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve him lying as if with Alcibiades and Aristophanes,<\/p>\n<p>I have given folds to his robe, Apollo\u2019s braids atop his head.<\/p>\n<p>I have cast alpha all along and on and on<\/p>\n<p>so nevermore the primal night again;<\/p>\n<p>your darkling yearning primal night for good<\/p>\n<p>lives now for good in the conquering light of a defining day,<\/p>\n<p>is reborn forever and again in the glare of my sunlit eye.<\/p>\n<p>Your god, my creation.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>.<\/p>\n<p>What sights on way to this the eternal day<\/p>\n<p>the white mountains to the south and east that seemed to crush heaven,<\/p>\n<p>to the west a desert like the sky itself stretched to the limits of all that is<\/p>\n<p>above,<\/p>\n<p>the river to the north rejoicing through hushed waste \u2013<\/p>\n<p>everywhere this same earth yielding the same fruits we used to know,<\/p>\n<p>maize and peach and wheat and grape.<\/p>\n<p>Only olives were missing.<\/p>\n<p>Dandelions,<\/p>\n<p>the outcry when he married her your princess our queen,<\/p>\n<p>she smelled like dandelions for miles and miles around her,<\/p>\n<p>we smelled her coming every time she came<\/p>\n<p>when he\u2019d her ensconced at Susa, her a fifth column of the East or so our<\/p>\n<p>infuriated generals bewailed.<\/p>\n<p>When he died it was as if it was some dark mystery in the perfumes of a<\/p>\n<p>rising moon or setting sun<\/p>\n<p>to which he succumbed.<\/p>\n<p>Roxana then murdered Staeira straightaway, and Drypteris, and Parysatis<\/p>\n<p>too.<\/p>\n<p>(Roxana was Bactrian but that murderous way was of course a<\/p>\n<p>Macedonian way anyway.)<\/p>\n<p>One boy he\u2019d been given in Taxila, I personally hid;<\/p>\n<p>no political threat to her yet she would have sensed the passion he would<\/p>\n<p>have had and would have had him killed for the fury of it.<\/p>\n<p>I hid the kid inside one of those odd oblong containers they have here for<\/p>\n<p>domicile, fondled him too<\/p>\n<p>as a kind of toast to joy on the day I finished it, my first standing Buddha,<\/p>\n<p>the lovely one with the great Greek hair.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>When I created his face,<\/p>\n<p>I did think of you<\/p>\n<p>but not so much of your kindness,<\/p>\n<p>not that itself.<\/p>\n<p>not of your learned devotions,<\/p>\n<p>not your great gestural significations,<\/p>\n<p>not so much that, the Fear Not,<\/p>\n<p>or the calling upon the mother, or the pantomimed wheel,<\/p>\n<p>none of that,<\/p>\n<p>I did think of you in a general way, sort of,<\/p>\n<p>I wanted to come up with a face many men might venerate<\/p>\n<p>including those who like you abhor ontology<\/p>\n<p>and would rather not dream when you sleep.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, I hope you like the hair and the soft furrows in the hard stone<\/p>\n<p>though it means the sun shines now forever in consequence of our<\/p>\n<p>merciless clarifications.<\/p>\n<p>In any event, most people do seem to like the face<\/p>\n<p>which is good to know, especially now as new forces are at play,<\/p>\n<p>Ambhi being dead, murdered, as in Taxila a new power on the rise<\/p>\n<p>bears now this image, the very face I made, across the continent.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Am I in error<\/p>\n<p>is the world somehow round<\/p>\n<p>such that all east is finally the west and all west is finally the east<\/p>\n<p>and the city Odysseus razed from his horse was itself Athens somewhere<\/p>\n<p>elsewhere \u2013<\/p>\n<p>and what of these seafaring Canaanites in purples woven from the east,<\/p>\n<p>the new city they build on the northern shore of the southern continent<\/p>\n<p>confronts the new temples of our risen city they\u2019ll attack from the north<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 the north! \u2013<\/p>\n<p>in an utter outflanking of the sun,<\/p>\n<p>or man as measure of things disrobed and disarmed by Eastern queens<\/p>\n<p>who, riddle this, lo and behold be Macedonian at last, such be the flooding<\/p>\n<p>infestations of Roxana\u2019s inexorable blood,<\/p>\n<p>her Bactrian coagulations in queenly future bodies.<\/p>\n<p>The generals were right, he should never have married her<\/p>\n<p>howbeit he\u2019d swoon soon enough allowing some other such infestation.<\/p>\n<p>Meanwhile these Mauryans seeking new empire bear the very face I made,<\/p>\n<p>worship it across the continent,<\/p>\n<p>seeking new empire seek in the very face I made the eternal dreamless<\/p>\n<p>sleep which ends all empire.<\/p>\n<p>I should return to Arcadia where my parents used to live,<\/p>\n<p>I should reorder my thinking,<\/p>\n<p>I fear the omens of this moon<\/p>\n<p>which waxes now prouder and whiter in its unreasoning darkness than a<\/p>\n<p>thousand shooting stars,<\/p>\n<p>and what man is hero enough to never gaze on the moon<\/p>\n<p>and let tumble the sun he carries from its zenith?<\/p>\n<p>Greeks don\u2019t die easy but die they do.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by Larry Smith The sculptor who accompanied Alexander the Great to the Peshawar basin muses on the triumph of the Hellenes\u2026\u00a0\u00a0 . 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