{"id":13454,"date":"2021-03-14T00:56:18","date_gmt":"2021-03-13T22:56:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=13454"},"modified":"2021-06-16T10:35:09","modified_gmt":"2021-06-16T08:35:09","slug":"o-zi-din-viata-fara-zile","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=13454","title":{"rendered":"O zi din via\u021ba f\u0103r\u0103 zile"},"content":{"rendered":"

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proz\u0103 selectat\u0103 din grupul \u201cProz\u0103 \u015fi eseuri<\/a>\u201d – facebook [prima selec\u0163ie]<\/span><\/p>\n

de Erika Bloj<\/p>\n

Uneori ai spune c\u0103 sunt doar nop\u021bi. Te treze\u0219ti cu perna lipit\u0103 de obraz, p\u0103rul \u00eentr-o dezordine mondial\u0103, ba\u0219ca te mai trage de buci \u0219i o migren\u0103. Plm, \u00eemi pulseaz\u0103 jum\u0103tate de frunte, \u00een timp ce cealalt\u0103 jum\u0103tate e amor\u021bit\u0103 ca m\u00e2na st\u00e2ng\u0103 dup\u0103 AVC. Nu, nu m-a electrocutat cordul, \u00eenc\u0103, dar sunt at\u00e2tea regine afectate! Lumea e \u00eenghesuit\u0103 \u00eentr-o cea\u0219c\u0103 de cafea murdar\u0103 pe fund. Futu-i, nici balele nu mai sunt ce-au fost. Am d\u00e2re albe pe obraz. Probabil vreo ciuperc\u0103 uciga\u0219\u0103 \u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 termine. Sunt, de fel, o lupt\u0103toare. M\u0103m\u0103liga m\u0103-tii, doar nu crezi c\u0103 mor de bale?! Diminea\u021ba e a\u0219a \u0219i-a\u0219a… soare, glicina coapt\u0103 pe geam, un abur de cafea (din imagina\u021bia mea, c\u0103 de altfel e un aparat de cafea care m\u0103 ur\u0103\u0219te). Pe nas am s\u00e2nge. Pe nara dreapt\u0103. Trec cu dezinteres peste acest aspect. \u00cenaintez cu un ochi oarecum \u00eenchis, accelerat pe sc\u0103ri \u00een jos, \u00een c\u0103ma\u0219\u0103 de noapte, sar peste c\u00e2ine, un golden care nu st\u0103 \u00een propria-i b\u0103\u0219in\u0103, \u00eenghit cu bere un coffetin, ultima n\u0103zb\u00e2tie a farmaciilor rom\u00e2ne\u0219ti \u00eempotriva migrenei, apoi m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc \u00eenapoi \u00een pat (dup\u0103 ce m\u0103 \u00eempiedic iar de c\u00e2ine \u0219i da … dar, na). Lumea e la fel. T\u00e2mpla \u00eemi pulseaz\u0103 tot mai rar, m\u0103 lini\u0219tesc, \u00eemi pun m\u00e2na pe frunte \u0219i \u00een sinea mea \u00eemi zic o mantr\u0103 din aia care are \u00een compozi\u021bie \u0219i cuv\u00e2ntul leu\u0219tean. Apoi, se coace ziua firesc. Oamenii fac ce trebuie s\u0103 fac\u0103, se bucur\u0103, planteaz\u0103 dovlecei, cump\u0103r\u0103 gr\u0103tare cu hus\u0103, ascult\u0103 muzici cu oooooo, sper\u0103 c\u0103 m\u00e2ine… eu nu mai sper doar c\u0103 m\u00e2ine. At\u00e2t. \u0218i undeva se ceart\u0103 ni\u0219te politicieni pe o m\u00e2n\u0103 de p\u0103m\u00e2nt, unii \u00eei zic pitica al\u021bii pitika. Nu-mi pas\u0103. A\u0219 vrea s\u0103 mai v\u0103d marea \u00eenainte s\u0103 mor. S\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eemb\u0103t pulbere, s\u0103 vomit, s\u0103 iau coffetin cu bere, s\u0103 scriu poezii pe nisip \u0219i s\u0103 nu-mi mai pese… lumea e un degetar prin care trece acul \u0219i te \u00een\u021beap\u0103 fix \u00een inim\u0103.<\/p>\n

S\u0103 nu v\u0103 aud c\u0103 c\u00e2r c\u0103 m\u00e2r, da? Eu scriu ce vreau pe pagina mea, nu cer nim\u0103nui accept… l\u0103sa\u021bi-m\u0103 cu teoria ro\u0219iei coapte. Lumea e un degetar, doar c\u0103 p*la deget<\/p>\n

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proz\u0103 selectat\u0103 din grupul \u201cProz\u0103 \u015fi eseuri\u201d – facebook [prima selec\u0163ie] de Erika Bloj Uneori ai spune c\u0103 sunt doar nop\u021bi. Te treze\u0219ti cu perna lipit\u0103 de obraz, p\u0103rul \u00eentr-o dezordine mondial\u0103, ba\u0219ca te mai trage de buci \u0219i o migren\u0103. Plm, \u00eemi pulseaz\u0103 jum\u0103tate de frunte, \u00een timp ce cealalt\u0103 jum\u0103tate e amor\u021bit\u0103 ca […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1452,15,1487],"tags":[1453,1490,1115,1489],"class_list":["post-13454","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-66","category-proza","category-proza-eseuri-fb","tag-egophobia-66","tag-erika-bloj","tag-proza","tag-proza-eseuri-fb"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-3v0","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13454","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13454"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13454\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13620,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13454\/revisions\/13620"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13454"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13454"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13454"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}