{"id":13662,"date":"2021-07-28T08:31:44","date_gmt":"2021-07-28T06:31:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=13662"},"modified":"2021-07-27T18:36:24","modified_gmt":"2021-07-27T16:36:24","slug":"portretul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=13662","title":{"rendered":"Portretul"},"content":{"rendered":"

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proz\u0103 selectat\u0103 din grupul \u201cProz\u0103 \u015fi eseuri<\/a>\u201d – facebook [a treia selec\u0163ie]<\/span><\/p>\n

de Ofelia Prodan<\/p>\n

Adrian era pictor \u015fi ca orice pictor care se respect\u0103 locuia \u00eentr-o mansard\u0103. \u00cen mansard\u0103 z\u0103ceau pe jos zeci de tablouri neterminate. Toate portrete de oameni cu fe\u0163e distorsionate. Unii se chinuiau s\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103, al\u0163ii r\u00e2deau de-a binelea, chiar \u00een hohote, al\u0163ii urlau cuprin\u015fi de groaz\u0103, c\u00e2\u0163iva p\u0103reau a fi \u00een extaz mistic, \u00een fine, de\u015fi neterminat, fiecare portret era de o expresivitate excesiv\u0103. Adrian vroia s\u0103 redea emo\u0163ia cam a\u015fa cum un boxer profesionist aplic\u0103 un pumn \u00een plex. \u00cens\u0103 niciodat\u0103 nu era mul\u0163umit. Trecea repede la alt portret. \u00cen seara asta b\u0103use cam mult \u015fi era nervos. Avea o idee genial\u0103 \u015fi gr\u0103bi pasul spre mansard\u0103 s-o pun\u0103 pe p\u00e2nz\u0103 \u00eenainte de a se evapora odat\u0103 cu aburii be\u0163iei. Se a\u015fez\u0103 \u00een fa\u0163a \u015fevaletului \u015fi complet absorbit \u00eencepu s\u0103 picteze. Trecu o or\u0103, trecur\u0103 dou\u0103, trecur\u0103 trei \u015fi obosit, epuizat peste m\u0103sur\u0103 se opri, f\u0103cu doi pa\u015fi \u00eenapoi \u015fi \u00ee\u015fi privi desenul. \u00cencepu s\u0103 tremure de furie \u015fi s\u0103 urle:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Sunt un ratat! Nu-i nimic de capul meu. De 3 ore \u00eencerc s\u0103 redau o idee genial\u0103 \u015fi ce mi-a ie\u015fit? Cel mai inexpresiv, cel mai banal portret pictat vreodat\u0103 de mine. De parc\u0103 a\u015f fi pictat vreunul p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t. Ei bine, pe \u0103sta chiar l-am terminat. Ce oribil!<\/p>\n

Arunc\u0103 pensulele pe jos \u015fi sorbi pe loc 100 de vodc\u0103. Se pr\u0103bu\u015fi pe podea printre chipurile contorsionate de tot felul de emo\u0163ii. Portretul pictat de el r\u0103m\u0103sese pe \u015fevalet \u015fi privea \u00een jur inexpresiv. Dup\u0103 ce se uit\u0103 la fiecare tablou \u015fi lucru\u015for din mansard\u0103, cu aceea\u015fi privire inexpresiv\u0103, s\u0103ri sprinten de pe p\u00e2nz\u0103 \u015fi c\u0103ut\u0103 ceva de \u00eembr\u0103cat. G\u0103si o bluz\u0103, o pereche de pantaloni cam largi \u015fi p\u0103ta\u0163i de bere \u015fi un palton care \u00eei venea perfect. \u00ce\u015fi puse p\u0103l\u0103ria lui Adrian pe cap \u015fi ie\u015fi pe u\u015f\u0103. Era miezul nop\u0163ii. Mergea holb\u00e2ndu-se la vitrine, c\u00e2nd auzi o voce:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Hei, nu vrei s\u0103 mergem undeva?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Mergem, d\u0103du el din cap.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Ai bani, nu?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Am bani. Am.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Cum te cheam\u0103 sau cum vrei sa-\u0163i zic?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Cum vrei.<\/p>\n

Fata \u00eel lu\u0103 de m\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi \u00eel trase \u00een dreptul unui felinar.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Ai un chip cam ciudat, nu-mi spune nimic. \u015etii, am avut odat\u0103 un prieten care sem\u0103na cu<\/p>\n

tine. \u00cel chema Bogdan. Ce zici de numele \u0103sta?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Pe mine m\u0103 cheam\u0103 acum Bogdan, dar pe tine?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Adela, r\u00e2se ea delicat. \u015ei \u00een seara asta vreau s\u0103 fac ce am chef. Vreau s\u0103 r\u00e2d, s\u0103 beau, s\u0103 ne iubim, s\u0103 m\u0103 distrez cu tine, Bogdane!<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u015ei apoi ce faci?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Nu m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103 \u015fi nici pe tine n-ar trebui s\u0103 te intereseze. St\u0103m \u00eempreun\u0103 doar noaptea asta. Dup\u0103 aia pa!<\/p>\n

\u2013 Pa, repet\u0103 Bogdan \u015fi se \u00eentoarse cu spatele.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Ce faci? aproape \u0163ip\u0103 Adela.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Nu \u00een\u0163eleg de ce vrei s\u0103 te distrezi cu mine \u015fi apoi Pa! Mai bine Pa! de la \u00eenceput.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Nu vrei s\u0103 stai cu mine \u00een seara asta? \u00eentreb\u0103 defensiv Adela.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Ba da.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Nu vrei s\u0103 ne distr\u0103m?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Ba da.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Atunci?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Atunci ce?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Atunci hai s\u0103 ne facem de cap!<\/p>\n

\u015ei Adela lu\u0103 o piatr\u0103 de pe jos \u015fi o arunc\u0103 \u00eentr-o vitrin\u0103. Alarma \u00eencepu s\u0103 vuiasc\u0103 asurzitor. Bogdan o lu\u0103 pe Adela de m\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi \u00eencepur\u0103 s\u0103 alerge pe str\u0103zi. Ajunser\u0103 repede la mansarda lui Adrian. Adrian z\u0103cea beat mort pe jos. Adela \u00eei privi chipul schimonosit cu team\u0103. Nici nu \u00eendr\u0103znea s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103. \u00cencet \u00eencet se obi\u015fnui cu ciudata locuin\u0163\u0103 \u015fi \u00eencepu s\u0103 priveasc\u0103 foarte atent\u0103 \u015fi curioas\u0103 portretele. \u015eevaletul cu p\u00e2nza alb\u0103 din mijlocul mansardei nu-i atrase aten\u0163ia. Bogdan devenise nervos. Se aplec\u0103 \u015fi lu\u0103 pensulele de pe jos. Ghidat de o for\u0163\u0103 stranie \u00eencepu s\u0103 picteze. Adela st\u0103tea nemi\u015fcat\u0103 \u00een fa\u0163a lui. Treptat pe p\u00e2nza alb\u0103 se contura chipul ei palid cu ochi negri concentra\u0163i \u015fi buze str\u00e2nse. Dup\u0103 ce Bogdan termin\u0103 se privi uimit\u0103. A\u015fa trebuie c\u0103 ar\u0103ta c\u00e2nd i se \u00eent\u00e2mplau lucruri bizare. Cu mi\u015fc\u0103ri fine \u00eel \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015f\u0103 pe Bogdan \u015fi \u00eel s\u0103rut\u0103 cu patim\u0103. \u00cencerca s\u0103 nu fac\u0103 nici cel mai mai zgomot. Apoi, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spun\u0103 un cuv\u00e2nt, plec\u0103. Bogdan r\u0103mase \u00een picioare privind hipnotizat chipul Adelei. Spre diminea\u0163\u0103 se urc\u0103 la loc pe p\u00e2nz\u0103.<\/p>\n

Soarele lumina mansarda. Adrian deschise un ochi \u015fi imediat s\u0103ri \u00een picioare:<\/p>\n

\u2013 La dracu, iar m-am \u00eemb\u0103tat ca porcu! Ce-oi mai fi desenat?<\/p>\n

Se uit\u0103 la p\u00e2nz\u0103 \u015fi r\u0103mase cu ochii holba\u0163i. De pe p\u00e2nz\u0103 \u00eel privea enigmatic o fiin\u0163\u0103 ciudat\u0103 \u015fi mai expresiv\u0103 dec\u00e2t orice fiin\u0163\u0103 imaginat\u0103 vreodat\u0103 de un pictor dement, o fiin\u0163\u0103 ce nu p\u0103rea a fi nici b\u0103rbat, nici femeie, dar care emana for\u0163a aceea primordial\u0103 pe care Adrian, abia trezit din be\u0163ie, o \u00eentrez\u0103rea \u00een androgin.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

proz\u0103 selectat\u0103 din grupul \u201cProz\u0103 \u015fi eseuri\u201d – facebook [a treia selec\u0163ie] de Ofelia Prodan Adrian era pictor \u015fi ca orice pictor care se respect\u0103 locuia \u00eentr-o mansard\u0103. \u00cen mansard\u0103 z\u0103ceau pe jos zeci de tablouri neterminate. Toate portrete de oameni cu fe\u0163e distorsionate. Unii se chinuiau s\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103, al\u0163ii r\u00e2deau de-a binelea, chiar \u00een […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1514,15],"tags":[1515,86,1115,1489],"class_list":["post-13662","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-68","category-proza","tag-egophobia-68","tag-ofelia-prodan","tag-proza","tag-proza-eseuri-fb"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-3ym","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13662","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13662"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13662\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13663,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13662\/revisions\/13663"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13662"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13662"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13662"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}