de \u0218tefan Bolea<\/p>\n
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father and evil are one and the same thing<\/em><\/p>\n every father is the lord of lies<\/em><\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n m-am tot g\u00e2ndit care e rostul familie \u0219i am g\u0103sit p\u00e2n\u0103 la o urm\u0103 o defini\u021bie de baz\u0103: oamenii care nu te eutanasiaz\u0103 c\u00e2nd e\u0219ti la p\u0103m\u00e2nt<\/p>\n dar, potrivit metamorfozei<\/em>, nici asta nu e cert<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n \u2013 ne vom mai vedea?<\/p>\n \u2013 dac\u0103 nu ne ia ploaia de azi.<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n c\u00e2nd te ui\u021bi la tine de sus e mai interesant\u0103 reac\u021bia plin\u0103 de obid\u0103 a celui care se uit\u0103 de jos<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n rela\u021bia dintre chelie \u0219i p\u0103l\u0103rie este magnetic\u0103<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n do I look as old as him? does he feel as young as me?<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n *<\/p>\n \n my childhood grows as I diminish<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n *<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n sch\u00f6ne Gesichter stellen Verachtung erfolgreich dar<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n *<\/p>\n \n ich liebte die Liebe, die Du in mir geschaffen hast<\/em><\/p>\n jetzt hasse ich diese Liebe<\/em><\/p>\n es war eine pers\u00f6nliche Angelegenheit: es ist fast so, als ob Du nie existiert h\u00e4ttest<\/em><\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n give your blessings to others, save your curses for yourself<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n *<\/p>\n \n s\u0103 te crezi mai de\u0219tept dec\u00e2t e\u0219ti e o form\u0103 de prostie destul de comun\u0103<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n unele femei sunt frumoase doar pentru c\u0103 sunt tinere<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n oscilez \u00eentre \u201enimic nu e adev\u0103rat\u201d \u0219i \u201eadev\u0103rul pentru care s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc \u0219i s\u0103 mor\u201d, \u00eentre dou\u0103 minciuni<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n criminalului nu-i pare r\u0103u de victim\u0103; dac\u0103 l\u0103crimeaz\u0103, se milostive\u0219te de fapt pe sine<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n uneori \u00eenaintezi mai rapid dac\u0103 mergi invers<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n atmosfera de roman rusesc a Bibliei, numai dezechilibra\u021bi<\/p>\n \u0219i invers, maniacii religio\u0219i din ospicii<\/p>\n contagiunea dintre Dumnezeu \u0219i nebunie<\/p>\n de altfel, Eul a fost conceput dup\u0103 modelul divin<\/p>\n c\u00e2nd consolidezi o iluzie cu alt\u0103 iluzie, nu trebuie s\u0103 te miri c\u0103 pere\u021bii fiin\u021bei sun\u0103 a gol<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n dac\u0103 via\u021ba e moarte, moartea e tot moarte<\/p>\n (1=0, 0=0)<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n juc\u0103m at\u00e2ta teatru \u00eenc\u00e2t p\u0103rem nebuni pentru un copil<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n sunt inamicul tuturor \u0219i singura persoan\u0103 cu care sunt dispus s\u0103 semnez armisti\u021biul sunt eu \u00eensumi<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n c\u00e2nd tr\u0103ie\u0219ti \u00een mla\u0219tin\u0103, singurul mod prin care po\u021bi percepe hiperbola mea e parodia<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n c\u00e2nd tr\u0103ie\u0219ti via\u021ba ca un mort e\u0219ti \u00een c\u00e2\u0219tig fa\u021b\u0103 de existen\u021ba celui torturat de chinuri<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n frica de via\u021b\u0103 e mai derutant\u0103 dec\u00e2t frica de moarte<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n uneori este imposibil s\u0103 faci distinc\u021bia dintre vocea ta \u0219i cea a traumei tale<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n nu exist\u0103 cale de mijloc: tr\u0103ie\u0219ti numai \u00een t\u0103rii sau sub p\u0103m\u00e2nt<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n my life: swinging back and forth between my crown of thorns and my crown of shit, between the King and the rat<\/em><\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n \n in my mind I wanted to say \u201cheight suits you\u201d and I heard \u201cmight loots you\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n uneori, dac\u0103 exagerezi, numai cu un bemol chiar, ob\u021bii o evaluare just\u0103, aproape \u00eenfrico\u0219\u0103toare, a realit\u0103\u021bii<\/p>\n negarea ne minte zilnic, proiect\u00e2ndu-ne filmul micilor noastre speran\u021be insipide<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n g\u00e2ndirea pozitiv\u0103 \u0219i g\u00e2ndirea sunt lucruri distincte<\/p>\n g\u00e2ndirea pozitiv\u0103 l-a purtat pe hitler la stalingrad<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n de\u0219i era mai logic s\u0103 m\u0103 sinucid, am avut pornirea de a ucide \u00eentreaga specie uman\u0103 pentru a isp\u0103\u0219i p\u0103catul de a m\u0103 recunoa\u0219te \u00een ea<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n sfaturile sunt lipsite de scop pentru c\u0103 nimeni nu-\u0219i urmeaz\u0103 propriul sfat<\/p>\n \n *<\/p>\n books are real; life not so much<\/em><\/p>\n ambition: to conquer with the weapons of books the space of life<\/em><\/p>\n \n \n \n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" de \u0218tefan Bolea father and evil are one and the same thing every father is the lord of lies * m-am tot g\u00e2ndit care e rostul familie \u0219i am g\u0103sit p\u00e2n\u0103 la o urm\u0103 o defini\u021bie de baz\u0103: oamenii care nu te eutanasiaz\u0103 c\u00e2nd e\u0219ti la p\u0103m\u00e2nt dar, potrivit metamorfozei, nici asta nu e cert<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[124,1514],"tags":[1128,1515,39],"class_list":["post-13806","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-editorial","category-egophobia-68","tag-editorial","tag-egophobia-68","tag-stefan-bolea"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s6DakB-pfeile","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13806","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13806"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13806\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13809,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13806\/revisions\/13809"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13806"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13806"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13806"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}