{"id":13939,"date":"2021-12-13T07:16:57","date_gmt":"2021-12-13T05:16:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=13939"},"modified":"2021-12-12T17:33:08","modified_gmt":"2021-12-12T15:33:08","slug":"nelinistile-unui-neispravit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=13939","title":{"rendered":"Nelini\u0219tile unui neispr\u0103vit"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: green;\">(antifilosofie)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">de Mihai Pavel<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">1<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00a0\u00a0 Lumea \u00ee\u0219i dispenseaz\u0103 constant forma fizic\u0103 de la \u00eenceputul istoriei, ca \u00eentr-un dans al descompunerii. \u00centre oameni se nasc pr\u0103p\u0103stii noi, iar cele vechi se ad\u00e2ncesc at\u00e2t de mult \u00eenc\u00e2t, la cap\u0103tul lor ajungem s\u0103 ne g\u0103sim propriile noastre inimi, pietrificate. Dumnezeu a fost cel dint\u00e2i care a con\u0219tientizat c\u0103 via\u021ba este o anarhie a lini\u0219tii pe care a comis-o voluntar, iar din ur\u0103 pentru fiin\u021b\u0103 \u0219i mi\u0219cat de orgoliul s\u0103u s\u00e2nger\u00e2nd, ne-a h\u0103r\u0103zit p\u0103m\u00e2ntul pe care vie\u021buim drept cimitir suprem. Via\u021ba \u00eencepe \u0219i se termin\u0103 \u00een morm\u00e2ntul \u00een care deja tr\u0103im. Fiind mor\u021bi dintotdeauna, din prima clip\u0103 a alung\u0103rii omului din Paradis, nu avem alt\u0103 cale de a sc\u0103pa din moarte, dec\u00e2t s\u0103 ne afund\u0103m \u0219i mai mult \u00een ea p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd o vom respira. Fiecare pic\u0103tur\u0103 de disper trebuie s\u0103 ne curg\u0103 prin vene pentru a ajunge s\u0103 vener\u0103m nimicirea \u2013 momentul na\u0219terii unui nou idol. Ce poate oferi aceast\u0103 via\u021b\u0103, dac\u0103 nu un munte de am\u0103r\u0103ciune, pe care \u00eel escalad\u0103m ca ni\u0219te alpini\u0219ti ai sufletului \u00een c\u0103utarea plenitudinii? Toat\u0103 via\u021ba se rezum\u0103 la o zv\u00e2rcolire \u00eentre fl\u0103c\u0103rile suferin\u021bei \u0219i moarte. Nu se poate face nimic pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt, c\u0103ci nu a mai r\u0103mas nimic de f\u0103cut. Nu putem tr\u0103i, c\u0103ci am uitat cum. Ce lovitur\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 primeasc\u0103 omul pentru a se trezi din ignoran\u021ba sa \u00een privin\u021ba adev\u0103ratelor probleme ce macin\u0103 lumea de la r\u0103d\u0103cin\u0103? Nu ne vom trezi dec\u00e2t \u00een ziua c\u00e2nd toate iluziile \u00ee\u0219i vor epuiza vitalitatea, iar istoria se va sf\u00e2r\u0219i printr-o dec\u0103dere a tuturor doctrinelor \u0219i a tot ceea ce se spune c\u0103 am cl\u0103dit timp de milenii. <!--more--><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">2<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00a0\u00a0 \u00cemi doresc s\u0103 mor la umbra tuturor celor neferici\u021bi. Un astfel de loc mi-ar dilata \u00een neant toate nelini\u0219tile, \u0219tiind c\u0103 exist\u0103 suferin\u021be care le dep\u0103\u0219esc substan\u021bial \u00een intensitate \u0219i form\u0103 pe ale mele. \u00cenc\u0103 nu \u00eemi pot da seama, dac\u0103 dintr-un exces de vanitate sau barbarie, mi-am permis s\u0103 am \u0219i cea mai mic\u0103 nelini\u0219te, c\u0103ci \u00een lumea aceasta totul este la fel de ireal \u0219i impersonal, iar singura nelini\u0219te pe care merit\u0103 \u00eentr-adev\u0103r s\u0103 o ai este incertitudinea dac\u0103 merit\u0103 sau nu s\u0103 mai tr\u0103ie\u0219ti. M\u0103 v\u0103d \u00een posesia tuturor puterilor de a-mi pune cap\u0103t zilelor, dar care ar fi rostul? M\u0103 zbat pe marginea vie\u021bii f\u0103r\u0103 a avea puterea de a-mi dilata existen\u021ba.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">3<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00a0\u00a0 Sunt produsul tuturor suferin\u021belor lumii.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">4<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00a0\u00a0 Melancolia \u0219i-a f\u0103cut un cuib \u00een inima mea, iar acum alearg\u0103 liber\u0103 de la un cap\u0103t la cel\u0103lalt f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i g\u0103seasc\u0103 locul. A\u0219 vrea s\u0103 pot zbura al\u0103turi de ea, ca doi r\u0103t\u0103ci\u021bi f\u0103r\u0103 speran\u021b\u0103, \u00een miezul unei nop\u021bi de toamn\u0103, apoi s\u0103 ne s\u0103rut\u0103m la cap\u0103tul lumii, sub razele fierbin\u021bi ale lunii \u2013 extazul de a muri de m\u00e2n\u0103 cu propria ta melancolie.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">5<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00a0\u00a0 At\u00e2ta timp c\u00e2t nu am puterea de a declan\u0219a un potop care s\u0103 \u0219tearg\u0103 definitiv umanitatea de pe fa\u021ba p\u0103m\u00e2ntului, orice a\u0219 face este degeaba.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(antifilosofie) de Mihai Pavel 1 \u00a0\u00a0 Lumea \u00ee\u0219i dispenseaz\u0103 constant forma fizic\u0103 de la \u00eenceputul istoriei, ca \u00eentr-un dans al descompunerii. \u00centre oameni se nasc pr\u0103p\u0103stii noi, iar cele vechi se ad\u00e2ncesc at\u00e2t de mult \u00eenc\u00e2t, la cap\u0103tul lor ajungem s\u0103 ne g\u0103sim propriile noastre inimi, pietrificate. 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