{"id":14250,"date":"2022-06-11T12:26:51","date_gmt":"2022-06-11T10:26:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=14250"},"modified":"2022-06-15T12:27:29","modified_gmt":"2022-06-15T10:27:29","slug":"so-help-me-god","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=14250","title":{"rendered":"So Help Me God"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: right;\">by Marcelo Medone<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">In 1975, Borges confessed in a story to having received an infinite page book from a Scottish bible dealer who had obtained it &#8220;in the farthest regions of Bikaner&#8221;, trading it in exchange for several books that he had treasured as a good bibliophile.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">This book, called by Borges the <em>Book of Sand<\/em>, obsessed him in such a way that it deprived him of rest for long nights, becoming a cursed object.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">The great writer got rid of it in a masterful way, &#8220;losing it on a musty shelf in the National Library, among 900,000 other books,&#8221; in the same way that a sardine would be lost in a school of its own species, a camel in a caravan or a pine needle in a pine forest.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">This story impressed me vividly when I was a teenager studying Literature with ambitions to be a writer. I judged that the story was probably true, so I began prowling the National Library of Buenos Aires, looking for clues to its whereabouts.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Before long, I got a night job as a cleaner at the Library, without telling anyone of my covert purpose to find the famous book. I repeatedly turned down the promotions offered to me in my job, the ones that would have diverted me from my mission.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I spent decades going through the repositories of forgotten books, without success.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Until now, when I finally have in my old hands the infinite book that once belonged to Jorge Luis Borges.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I hope I don&#8217;t lose my sanity.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">God help me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by Marcelo Medone In 1975, Borges confessed in a story to having received an infinite page book from a Scottish bible dealer who had obtained it &#8220;in the farthest regions of Bikaner&#8221;, trading it in exchange for several books that he had treasured as a good bibliophile. This book, called by Borges the Book of [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1566,77],"tags":[1567,1123,1574],"class_list":["post-14250","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-72","category-english","tag-egophobia-72","tag-english","tag-marcelo-medone"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-3HQ","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14250","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14250"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14250\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14251,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14250\/revisions\/14251"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14250"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14250"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14250"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}