{"id":14361,"date":"2022-09-04T07:50:50","date_gmt":"2022-09-04T05:50:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=14361"},"modified":"2022-09-07T07:55:20","modified_gmt":"2022-09-07T05:55:20","slug":"poems-by-bobby-z","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=14361","title":{"rendered":"poems by Bobby Z"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>At Peace<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Deep inside my anguished dome,<br \/>\nmy thoughts run wild<br \/>\n&amp; my emotions roam.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>There is a dangerous desire to achieve great things,<br \/>\nbut my heart is someplace else,<br \/>\nand my mind can&#8217;t sing.<\/p>\n<p>It is with these thoughts that i have long endured,<br \/>\na fascination,<br \/>\nto be simple and pure.<\/p>\n<p>To be someone and not like him,<br \/>\ntime is short,<br \/>\nand the lites are beginning to dim.<\/p>\n<p>I ran the race but always came up lame,<br \/>\ni fought the demons,<br \/>\ni&#8217;ll accept the blame.<\/p>\n<p>Although i may not have liked the cards i was dealt,<br \/>\nmy conscious is clear,<br \/>\nand i&#8217;m At Peace with myself.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Release me<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>deep inside, my vacant dome.<br \/>\nmy mind turns weak, and my blood runs cold.<\/p>\n<p>desires that were once on fire.<br \/>\ncollide with my emotions, and continue to conspire.<\/p>\n<p>diluted emotions, that fail to appear.<br \/>\nlonging for someone, yet frozen with fear.<\/p>\n<p>contemptible thoughts,that float thru the air.<br \/>\nyou\u2019re a rouge in disguise, confined to your chair.<\/p>\n<p>you search for justice, please release me from these chains.<br \/>\nthe magnitude of torment, consolidates the pain.<\/p>\n<p>you reach for the lever, all systems are go.<br \/>\ntormented expressions,constantly asking why is it so.<\/p>\n<p>tortured memories, that smother your face.<br \/>\nas you slither into the darkness, without even a trace.<\/p>\n<p>Finally Released after 80 years<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>At Peace &nbsp; Deep inside my anguished dome, my thoughts run wild &amp; my emotions roam.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1569,77],"tags":[1585,1570,1123],"class_list":["post-14361","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-73","category-english","tag-bobby-z","tag-egophobia-73","tag-english"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-3JD","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14361","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14361"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14361\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14362,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14361\/revisions\/14362"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14361"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14361"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14361"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}