de Adrian Mielcioiu<\/p>\n
To\u0163i vor s\u0103 c\u00e2\u0219tige. Eu vreau s\u0103 pierd. Suferin\u0163a \u020bnfr\u00e2ngerii mi se pare mai cinstit\u0103 dec\u00e2t iluzia fericirii pe care \u0163i-o creeaz\u0103 o izb\u00e2nd\u0103 de moment. Via\u0163a, \u020bn majoritatea cov\u00e2r\u0219itoare a timpului ei, e suferin\u0163\u0103, nu fericire. Dac\u0103 \u0163ii cu tot dinadinsul s\u0103 c\u00e2\u0219tigi, nu faci altceva dec\u00e2t s\u0103 te ambi\u0163ionezi s\u0103 suferi mai mult dec\u00e2t e cazul dup\u0103 fiecare e\u0219ec. Pentru c\u0103 oric\u00e2t te-ai str\u0103dui, via\u0163a \u020b\u0163i va pune \u020bn fa\u0163\u0103 oglinda neputin\u0163ei de mult mai multe ori dec\u00e2t pe cea \u020bn care te admiri ca un tembel, am\u0103gindu-te c\u0103 aia e adevarata ta fa\u0163\u0103. Nu, fa\u0163a ta adev\u0103rat\u0103 poart\u0103 pe ea din na\u0219tere grimasa nefericirii, din simplul motiv c\u0103 e\u0219ti con\u0219tient \u020bn fiecare clip\u0103 a vie\u0163ii tale c\u0103 vei muri. Acest sentiment funest de fundal e singurul companion \u020bn care po\u0163i avea \u020bncredere c\u0103 nu te va p\u0103r\u0103si \u0219i nu te va min\u0163i niciodat\u0103. Dovad\u0103 c\u0103 nu scapi de el nici m\u0103car \u020bn rarele ocazii \u020bn care te am\u0103ge\u0219ti c\u0103 e\u0219ti fericit. A\u0219a c\u0103, mai potrivit ar fi s\u0103-\u0163i dore\u0219ti s\u0103 pierzi dec\u00e2t s\u0103 c\u00e2\u0219tigi. S\u0103 te complaci \u020bn suferin\u0163\u0103 \u020bntr-at\u00e2t de mult \u020bnc\u00e2t s\u0103 \u0163i-o provoci atunci c\u00e2nd via\u0163a pare s\u0103 te scuteasc\u0103 o vreme de ea. S\u0103 accep\u0163i \u0219i s\u0103 s\u0103rb\u0103tore\u0219ti e\u0219ecul, s\u0103 respingi \u0219i s\u0103 tratezi izb\u00e2nda ca pe un accident nefericit al vie\u0163ii. Numai a\u0219a vei reu\u0219i s\u0103 faci abstrac\u0163ie de companionul fidel din fundal. Via\u0163a nu \u0163i se va mai p\u0103rea o sc\u00e2nteie \u020bn bezna etern\u0103 a mor\u0163ii, ci doar o sc\u00e2nteie de bezn\u0103.<\/p>\n
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de Adrian Mielcioiu To\u0163i vor s\u0103 c\u00e2\u0219tige. Eu vreau s\u0103 pierd. Suferin\u0163a \u020bnfr\u00e2ngerii mi se pare mai cinstit\u0103 dec\u00e2t iluzia fericirii pe care \u0163i-o creeaz\u0103 o izb\u00e2nd\u0103 de moment. Via\u0163a, \u020bn majoritatea cov\u00e2r\u0219itoare a timpului ei, e suferin\u0163\u0103, nu fericire. Dac\u0103 \u0163ii cu tot dinadinsul s\u0103 c\u00e2\u0219tigi, nu faci altceva dec\u00e2t s\u0103 te ambi\u0163ionezi s\u0103 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1625,15],"tags":[973,1626,1115],"class_list":["post-14588","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-75","category-proza","tag-adrian-mielcioiu","tag-egophobia-75","tag-proza"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-3Ni","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14588","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14588"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14588\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14589,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14588\/revisions\/14589"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14588"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14588"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14588"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}