{"id":14671,"date":"2023-03-11T08:00:36","date_gmt":"2023-03-11T06:00:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=14671"},"modified":"2023-03-11T02:01:05","modified_gmt":"2023-03-11T00:01:05","slug":"poem-de-ana-alicu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=14671","title":{"rendered":"poem de Ana Alicu"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u0218tii?<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u021ai s-a-nt\u00e2mplat vreodat\u0103<\/p>\n

Ca \u00eentr-o zi s\u0103 fi tr\u0103it la maxim<\/p>\n

S\u0103 fi atins un prag extrem<\/p>\n

Iar \u00een urm\u0103toarea s\u0103 nu mai po\u021bi<\/p>\n

S\u0103 nu mai \u0219tii<\/p>\n

S\u0103 nu mai vrei<\/p>\n

S\u0103 nu mai fii<\/p>\n

S\u0103 nu te mai sim\u021bi tu<\/p>\n

S\u0103 nu mai sim\u021bi nimic<\/p>\n

Ca \u00een cea de dinainte<\/p>\n

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\u0218i te-ai g\u00e2ndit vreodat\u0103<\/p>\n

Dac\u0103 \u021bi s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat<\/p>\n

C\u0103 \u021bi-ai tr\u0103it toat\u0103 via\u021ba<\/p>\n

\u00een noaptea aceea<\/p>\n

c\u0103 te-ai consumat<\/p>\n

\u0219i nu mai ai ce arde<\/p>\n

\u0219i nu mai ai<\/p>\n

fitil<\/p>\n

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\u0219i te-ai speriat<\/p>\n

c\u0103 n-o s\u0103 mai sim\u021bi<\/p>\n

vreodat\u0103<\/p>\n

ce-ai sim\u021bit atunci<\/p>\n

\u0219i n-o s\u0103 mai pl\u00e2ngi vreodat\u0103<\/p>\n

ce ai pl\u00e2ns atunci<\/p>\n

\u0219i n-o s\u0103 mai vrei vreodat\u0103<\/p>\n

ce ai vrut atunci<\/p>\n

\u0219i n-o s\u0103 te mai cuno\u0219ti vreodat\u0103<\/p>\n

cum te-ai cunoscut atunci<\/p>\n

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\u0219i te-ai fi luat cu m\u00e2inile de p\u0103r<\/p>\n

\u0219i-ai ai fi \u00eencercat s\u0103 \u021bi-l smulgi din cap<\/p>\n

ai fi \u00eencercat s\u0103 r\u00e2zi<\/p>\n

ca \u00een noaptea precedent\u0103<\/p>\n

ai fi \u00eencercat pe 25 s\u0103 visezi<\/p>\n

cum ai visat chiar ieri<\/p>\n

\u0219i-ai fi \u00eencercat s\u0103-\u021bi mu\u021bi privirea<\/p>\n

\u0219i s\u0103 g\u0103se\u0219ti ceva ce merit\u0103<\/p>\n

cum ai meritat tu \u00een ziua de ieri<\/p>\n

cum a meritat tot ce ai atins, ieri<\/p>\n

\u0219i n-ai fi v\u0103zut dec\u00e2t<\/p>\n

pe 25-ul plin<\/p>\n

oameni f\u0103r\u0103 fe\u021be<\/p>\n

ce \u021bi-au st\u00e2rnit repulsie<\/p>\n

dar nici m\u0103car<\/p>\n

dezgust adev\u0103rat<\/p>\n

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\u0219i dup\u0103 ziua aia<\/p>\n

\u0219i dup\u0103 tot<\/p>\n

ce pare c\u0103 nu se mai \u00eentoarce<\/p>\n

nici s\u0103 dai foc la lume<\/p>\n

nu te-ai mai fi sim\u021bit \u00een stare<\/p>\n

\u0219i nu ai mai fi avut vlag\u0103<\/p>\n

dec\u00e2t s\u0103 te t\u00e2r\u0103\u0219ti<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

s\u0103 te condamne ei<\/p>\n

\u0219i s\u0103-i condamni \u0219i tu<\/p>\n

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\u0219i peste luni<\/p>\n

sau zile<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd din nou e\u0219ti zeu<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd din nou sim\u021bi tot<\/p>\n

dar parc\u0103 nu pe tine<\/p>\n

te-ai \u00eentrebat vreodat\u0103<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd nu \u021bi-ai mai amintit<\/p>\n

cum ai sim\u021bit acela\u0219i lucru<\/p>\n

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\u021bi-a furat cineva o parte din tine<\/p>\n

ai r\u0103mas pentru o secund\u0103<\/p>\n

parc\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 sens<\/p>\n

\u0219i \u021bi-ai dat seama<\/p>\n

c\u0103 nu mai po\u021bi tr\u0103i<\/p>\n

ce ai tr\u0103it deja<\/p>\n

\u0219i c\u0103 n-o s\u0103 mai sim\u021bi acela\u0219i lucru<\/p>\n

pe care-l sim\u021bi acum<\/p>\n

nicic\u00e2nd<\/p>\n

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\u0219i n-ai fi picat \u0219i tu atunci<\/p>\n

de ai fi fost \u00een locul meu<\/p>\n

de pe masa pe care te-ai fi urcat<\/p>\n

sau de pe genunchiul<\/p>\n

unui nimenea pe care<\/p>\n

te-ai pus<\/p>\n

\u0219i nu \u021bi s-ar fi f\u0103cut r\u0103u<\/p>\n

\u0219i n-ai fi crezut atunci<\/p>\n

c\u0103 nimic nu poate fi salvat<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u0219i n-ai fi uitat o clip\u0103 cum s\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u0219ti<\/p>\n

\u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 salvezi acea sc\u00e2nteie<\/p>\n

de via\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n

s\u0103-\u021bi r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 pentru totdeauna<\/p>\n

\u00een minte<\/p>\n

\u0219i doar \u00een ea<\/p>\n

(c\u0103ci sufletul nu mai exist\u0103)<\/p>\n

lumina aia ce se reflecta<\/p>\n

de la neonul pe jum\u0103tate ars<\/p>\n

\u00een ochii unui lui sau unei ei<\/p>\n

ce poate atunci<\/p>\n

ai fi vrut s-o iei<\/p>\n

\u0219i s-o \u00eenchizi<\/p>\n

ca amintire<\/p>\n

mereu<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

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\u0219i nu te-ar fi \u00eengrozit \u0219i pe tine g\u00e2ndul<\/p>\n

nu te-ar fi \u00eentristat at\u00e2t de tare<\/p>\n

c\u0103 se duce<\/p>\n

se duce tot ce sim\u021bi<\/p>\n

\u0219i nu se mai \u00eentoarce<\/p>\n

\u0219i nu te po\u021bi t\u00e2r\u00ee \u00eenapoi<\/p>\n

f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 pierzi tot<\/p>\n

\u0219i minte-m\u0103 \u00een fa\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n

dac\u0103 e s-o faci<\/p>\n

\u0219i zi-mi atunci c\u0103 nu-i adev\u0103rat<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

c\u0103 ai condamnat momentul<\/p>\n

\u0219i timpul te-a condamnat pe tine<\/p>\n

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