de Alexandra Pintilie<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd a \u00eemplinit doi ani, \u00een fa\u021ba lui George s-a ar\u0103tat un balon. Mare, impozant, parc\u0103 gata de pleznit \u00eentre degetele dolofane. Singura problem\u0103 era c\u0103, printr-o \u00eent\u00e2mplare nemaipomenit\u0103, doar George \u00eel putea vedea. Numai el \u00eel putea atinge. \u0218i oric\u00e2t a zdruncinat-o pe momi, a sc\u00e2ncit \u0219i s-a r\u0103sucit \u00een bra\u021bele ei, nu a putut-o face s\u0103 \u00eel z\u0103reasc\u0103. \u00cel amuza teribil. Mica lui pl\u0103cere, \u00een zilele cumplite de cre\u0219tere.<\/p>\n
Pe nea\u0219teptate \u0219i \u00een cele mai stranii momente, o gur\u0103 invizibil\u0103, sufl\u00e2nd tot aerul din \u00eenc\u0103pere, umfla balonul \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103 volumului lui. \u00cencetul cu \u00eencetul, totul \u00een jurului lui George se f\u0103cu roz \u0219i v\u00e2scos, c\u0103ci balonul, descoperise ulterior, nu era plin cu aer, ci cu o sev\u0103 dens\u0103, care \u00eei \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219a \u0219i nasul \u0219i m\u00e2inile \u0219i picioarele. Orice fiin\u021b\u0103, cuprins\u0103 \u00een sfera lui, se transform\u0103 \u00eentr-un schelet lipsit de carne, de mu\u0219chi \u0219i via\u021b\u0103; iar momi, cel mai \u00eenfrico\u0219\u0103tor dintre to\u021bi! La \u0219ase ani, c\u00e2nd ultima suflare a balonului acoperi tot orizontul, George se \u00eenchise \u00een dulapul cu haine.<\/p>\n
O mare de roz \u00een\u0103bu\u0219itor \u0219i ni\u0219te cl\u0103mp\u0103neli viguroase \u00eei erau \u00eentreaga realitate. Era tare straniu s\u0103 vorbesc\u0103 cu ni\u0219te oase. Tr\u0103nc\u0103nelile lor erau asurzitoare \u0219i ur\u00e2te vederii. Iar s\u0103 \u021bin\u0103 pasul cu scheletele gr\u0103bite de pe str\u0103zi \u00eel l\u0103sa constant f\u0103r\u0103 vlag\u0103. \u00cel f\u0103ceau s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103, dac\u0103 este cinstit. Cu ochii \u00eempov\u0103ra\u021bi de lacrimi \u00eei era greu s\u0103 urm\u0103reasc\u0103 mi\u0219carea \u0219i s\u0103 nu \u00eei plesneasc\u0103 t\u00e2mplele de durere. Lun\u0103 dup\u0103 lun\u0103, tot g\u0103si scuze pentru a sta departe de agita\u021bia colorizat\u0103. Cel mai bine \u00eei era \u00een dulapul lui, comod \u0219i singur; \u00eens\u0103 acest lucru era \u201cprea trist pac pac\u201d, dup\u0103 spusele lui momi.<\/p>\n
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\u00centr-o sear\u0103 nu prea diferit\u0103 de oricare alta, momi \u00eel trase deoparte, \u00een ascunz\u0103toarea lor secret\u0103 de printre straturile de haine. \u0218i-ar fi dorit s\u0103 \u00eei \u00een\u021beleag\u0103 fa\u021ba, \u00eens\u0103 era greu de citit \u00een linii nemi\u0219cate ale oaselor.<\/p>\n
– Vreau s\u0103 ne TROSC <\/em><\/strong>juc\u0103m POC <\/em><\/strong>un joc PAC PAC<\/em><\/strong>!<\/p>\n – Ce fel?<\/p>\n – Hmmm. Un joc TROSC<\/em><\/strong> secret, doar \u00eentre noi PAC PAC<\/em><\/strong>! S\u0103 \u00eenv\u0103\u021b\u0103m POC<\/em><\/strong> cum s\u0103 TROSC<\/em><\/strong> dezumfl\u0103m balonul POC POC<\/em><\/strong>!<\/p>\n – Dar e prea mare, momi!<\/p>\n – \u0218tiu! M\u00e2na ei cald\u0103 \u00eei netezi c\u00e2teva fire r\u0103zvr\u0103tite de pe frunte. Dar avem POC<\/em><\/strong> ni\u0219te TROSC <\/em><\/strong>arme speciale PAC PAC<\/em><\/strong>!<\/p>\n – Nuuuuuuu! Prea mult bum bum\u2026 Nu putem f\u0103r\u0103?<\/p>\n Craniul lui momi plesni \u00eentr-un unghi ciudat, iar George \u00ee\u0219i acoperi urechile cu m\u00e2inile.<\/p>\n – Sunt f\u0103r\u0103 TROSC<\/em><\/strong> zgomot, \u00ee\u021bi promit PAC PAC<\/em><\/strong>! E mai degrab\u0103 POC <\/em><\/strong>ca o armur\u0103 POC POC<\/em><\/strong>! Haide s\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i BUM BUM <\/em><\/strong>ar\u0103t PAC PAC<\/em><\/strong>!<\/p>\n M\u00e2inele calde ale lui momi \u00eel conduser\u0103 pe George afar\u0103 din ascunz\u0103toare. Tot ele \u00eei aratar\u0103 piesele \u00eenghesuite \u00eentre pliurile unei pungi fo\u0219nitoare. Nu le prea putea distinge, printre umbrele rubinii din \u00eentuneric, a\u0219a c\u0103 scoase ceva la \u00eent\u00e2mplare \u0219i mai mult pentru a o mul\u021bumi pe momi. \u00ce\u0219i puse pe nas perechea de ochilari g\u0103si\u021bi, cu ochii str\u00e2n\u0219i puternic, pentru a elimina orice culoare. \u0218tia din experien\u021bele trecute c\u0103 obictele colorate f\u0103ceau lumea s\u0103 explodeze.<\/p>\n – Cum \u021bi se BUM BUM<\/em><\/strong> pare PAC PAC<\/em><\/strong>?!<\/p>\n Prin lentile, George privi doar cu un ochi deschis. Mare de roz, prin folia verde, se transform\u0103 \u00eentr-un cenu\u0219iu stins.Via\u021ba nu mai \u021bipa s\u0103 fie v\u0103zut\u0103 prin fiecare pigment, lucru ce \u00eel intrig\u0103. Deschise am\u00e2ndoi ochii. Clipi. De\u0219i se a\u0219tepta s\u0103 dispar\u0103, griul \u00eei acoperea \u00eenc\u0103 orizontul. Nu mai vedea a\u021bele dezgust\u0103toare ale sevei roz din balon, cum acestea se camuflau ascult\u0103toare \u00een fumuriu. \u00centoarse capul spre becuri, spre ghivece, spre covoare- toate cumin\u021bi \u00een a\u0219teptarea examin\u0103rii.<\/p>\n – Gri.<\/p>\n – Gri PAC PAC<\/em><\/strong>?! E asta POC<\/em><\/strong> de bine POC POC<\/em><\/strong>?! George aprob\u0103, distras de lucrurile pe care le putea examina acum f\u0103r\u0103 rezerve.<\/p>\n Momi se aproprie cu poc\u0103nituri rezervate.<\/p>\n – Nu te speria POC POC<\/em><\/strong>!<\/em> Vreau POC<\/em><\/strong> doar s\u0103 TROSC<\/em><\/strong> \u00eencerci \u0219i astea PAC PAC<\/em><\/strong>! \u021ai le pun peste POC<\/em><\/strong> urechi, bine BUM BUM<\/em><\/strong>?!<\/p>\n C\u0103\u0219tile grele \u0219i reci ale lui momi \u00eei \u00eendoir\u0103 capul. Era o senza\u021bie nou\u0103 \u0219i nepl\u0103cut\u0103.<\/p>\n – \u00ce\u00ce\u00ce\u00ce\u00ce\u00ce\u00ce\u00ce\u00ce\u00cehm!<\/p>\n – Ce e pac pac<\/em>? Vrei s\u0103 poc<\/em> le d\u0103m jos bum bum<\/em>?<\/p>\n – H\u00ee?<\/p>\n – S\u0103 le d\u0103m poc<\/em> jos pac pac<\/em>?<\/p>\n George se uit\u0103 cu aten\u021bie la scheletul grizonat \u0219i orbitele goale ale lui momi. Valurile ecourilor ei nu mai rezonau la fel de ap\u0103s\u0103tor ca \u00eenainte. Pentru urechile lui mici, vocea suna aproape\u2026 pl\u0103cut\u0103, diferit\u0103 de bocuri \u0219i zdruncin\u0103turile de dinainte, unde mai mult ghicea spusele lui momi, dec\u00e2t s\u0103 le \u00een\u021beleag\u0103.<\/p>\n – Mai pu\u021bin bum bum.<\/p>\n – \u0218i mai mult trosc<\/em> gri pac pac<\/em>?<\/p>\n – Roz gri.<\/p>\n – \u00cehi pac pac bum bum trosc<\/em>, spune momi, netezind iar capul lui George, acum concrerat pe cu totul \u0219i cu totul alte culori \u0219i sunetele.<\/p>\n Cu momi \u00een preajm\u0103, George redescoperi casa, \u00een noua sa armur\u0103. Lucrurile erau mai pu\u021bin \u00eenfrico\u0219\u0103toare acum, dar tot pe at\u00e2t de obositoare. Chiar mai mici dec\u00e2t \u0219i le amintea de diminea\u021b\u0103. La pu\u021bin timp dup\u0103 apusul soarelui, c\u00e2nd cerul se preschimb\u0103 \u00eentr-un negru opac, George a\u021bipi purtat departe, de vise cu cuburi albe \u0219i haine gri.<\/p>\n Momi, \u00een spatele unor u\u0219ilor \u00eenchise \u0219i antifonate reflecta la parcursul zilei, ochii pendul\u00e2nd \u00eentre chenarul calculatorului \u0219i cel al ferestrei.<\/p>\n – Maria, hei! Mai e\u0219ti aici?<\/p>\n – Scuz\u0103-m\u0103, da, doar m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam\u2026<\/p>\n – La ce anume?<\/p>\n – Poate ne-am gr\u0103bit un pic. Am crezut c\u0103 George o s\u0103 aib\u0103 un meltdown la un moment dat. I-am \u00eentrerupt \u0219i rutina cu exerci\u021biul \u0103sta. Nu \u0219tiu, dar nu m-am sim\u021bit foarte \u00een control.<\/p>\n – Nu cred c\u0103 o s\u0103 te sim\u021bi vreodat\u0103. Vocea de la cel\u0103lalt cap\u0103t al ecranului ezit\u0103 o vreme. Ce \u00ee\u021bi pot spune din experien\u021ba mea cu al\u021bi copii cu TSA e c\u0103 echipamentele astea mai degrab\u0103 previn stereotipiile dec\u00e2t s\u0103 le instaleze\u2026 D\u0103-le timp, ok? Hai s\u0103 ne auzim \u0219i m\u00e2ine, eventual.<\/p>\n – \u00cehi. Ne auzim pe m\u00e2ine.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" de Alexandra Pintilie C\u00e2nd a \u00eemplinit doi ani, \u00een fa\u021ba lui George s-a ar\u0103tat un balon. Mare, impozant, parc\u0103 gata de pleznit \u00eentre degetele dolofane. Singura problem\u0103 era c\u0103, printr-o \u00eent\u00e2mplare nemaipomenit\u0103, doar George \u00eel putea vedea. 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