{"id":14706,"date":"2023-03-15T12:17:29","date_gmt":"2023-03-15T10:17:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=14706"},"modified":"2023-03-24T02:18:34","modified_gmt":"2023-03-24T00:18:34","slug":"dureri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=14706","title":{"rendered":"dureri"},"content":{"rendered":"

(egoZaur)<\/span><\/p>\n

de Sorin-Mihai Grad<\/p>\n

euimea noastr\u0103<\/p>\n

[cu cine po\u021bi vorbi cinstit despre durere dac\u0103 nu singur?]<\/p>\n

\u00ee\u021bi mai aminte\u0219ti cum era c\u00e2nd nu ne durea nimic?<\/p>\n

nici nu-mi dau seama<\/p>\n

eram \u00een gimnaziu, la ora sport, c\u00e2nd am sim\u021bit pentru prima oar\u0103 dureri \u00een genunchi – s\u0103 fie acela ultimul moment c\u00e2nd eram ca nou<\/em>?<\/p>\n

sau chiar \u0219i atunci aveam vreo carie sau deja mi se instalase miopia [\u00een privin\u021ba c\u0103reia am refuzat at\u00e2\u021bia ani s\u0103 iau vreo m\u0103sur\u0103]?<\/p>\n

netr\u0103ind \u00een vitrin\u0103 [de\u0219i nici acolo nu e nimic sigur, cine nu m\u0103 crede s\u0103-ntrebe bibeloul mamei c\u0103ruia i-am \u0219tirbit c\u00e2ndva ni\u0219te dantele din prea mare zel cur\u0103\u021b\u0103toresc], probleme tot apar, chiar \u0219i de s\u0103n\u0103tate, \u00eens\u0103, \u00een loc s\u0103 le rezolv pe cele care pot disp\u0103rea \u00een acest mod, alegerea mea a fost mereu s\u0103 le ofer \u0219ansa s\u0103 dispar\u0103 de la sine<\/p>\n

uneori a func\u021bionat, dar \u00een cele mai multe situa\u021bii a fost nevoie de ajutor exterior, pe care m-am obi\u0219nuit s\u0103-l accesez mai t\u00e2rziu dec\u00e2t era cazul, c\u00e2nd durerile cu care m\u0103 obi\u0219nuisem l\u0103sau locul unora mai puternice<\/p>\n

dac\u0103 e s\u0103 fiu sincer [c\u00e2t de sincer poate fi cineva cu sine \u00eensu\u0219i?], singura dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd am intervenit rapid \u0219i la obiect \u00eentr-o problem\u0103 de s\u0103n\u0103tate a fost \u00eentr-o situa\u021bie c\u00e2nd durerea \u00eenc\u0103 nu ap\u0103ruse<\/p>\n

\u00een colec\u021bia mea de dureri nu s-a r\u0103t\u0103cit p\u00e2n\u0103 zilele trecute nici una pe la c\u0103lc\u00e2ie, dar se pare c\u0103 m-au ajuns blestemele \u201epensionarilor\u201d [prieteni \/ rude \/ colegi – majoritatea de v\u00e2rsta mea sau mai tineri] care mi s-au pl\u00e2ns degeaba c\u0103-i dor picioarele \u00een timp ce eu insistam s\u0103 mai mergem, s\u0103 mai vedem ceva, s\u0103 mai ajungem undeva [zi \u0219i tu, cum s\u0103 nu vedem chiar tot-tot-tot dac\u0103 tot suntem la Pompei?] – r\u00e2de\u021bi, oameni buni, ave\u021bi tot dreptul<\/p>\n

\u00eentre timp durerile de c\u0103lc\u00e2ie mi s-au calmat \u0219i au plecat \u00een drumul lor [sic!<\/em> – de c\u00e2nd \u00eemi doream s\u0103 introduc un asemenea comentariu \u00eentr-un text propriu], iar eu aproape sigur c\u0103 n-o s\u0103 deranjez vreun ortoped \u00een leg\u0103tur\u0103 cu ele p\u00e2n\u0103 ce vor reveni de c\u00e2teva ori \u0219i m\u0103 vor incapacita pentru mai mult de o zi<\/p>\n

iar \u00een loc de \u00eencheiere, o \u00eentrebare: cum m-a\u0219 fi comportat dac\u0103 ar durea c\u0103derea p\u0103rului? #tem\u0103inutil\u0103demedita\u021bie<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(egoZaur) de Sorin-Mihai Grad euimea noastr\u0103 [cu cine po\u021bi vorbi cinstit despre durere dac\u0103 nu singur?] \u00ee\u021bi mai aminte\u0219ti cum era c\u00e2nd nu ne durea nimic?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[55,1625,115],"tags":[1120,1626,1126,116],"class_list":["post-14706","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-articole","category-egophobia-75","category-egozaur","tag-articole","tag-egophobia-75","tag-egozaur","tag-sorin-mihai-grad"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s6DakB-dureri","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14706","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14706"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14706\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14707,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14706\/revisions\/14707"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14706"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14706"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14706"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}