{"id":14821,"date":"2023-07-13T04:46:18","date_gmt":"2023-07-13T02:46:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=14821"},"modified":"2023-07-13T04:46:18","modified_gmt":"2023-07-13T02:46:18","slug":"duel-in-catedrala","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=14821","title":{"rendered":"Duel \u00een catedral\u0103"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: right;\">de Rodica Bretin<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>\u00a0<\/strong>Lorena nu venise \u00eenc\u0103. Din u\u015f\u0103, am cuprins cu privirea r\u00e2ndurile de b\u0103nci, crucifixul, statuile de sfin\u0163i, marile candelabre, pe cei c\u00e2\u0163iva enoria\u015fi a\u015ftept\u00e2nd \u00eenaintea Confesionalului. Nu mai intrasem \u00eentr-o catedral\u0103 de&#8230; treisprezece ani? Am uitat c\u00e2t de \u00eenalte pot fi ogivele, c\u00e2t de ad\u00e2nci bol\u0163ile unde st\u0103ruia un \u00eentuneric etern; \u00een loc s\u0103 \u00eel destrame, constela\u0163ia becurilor fluorescente nu f\u0103cea dec\u00e2t s\u0103 \u00eel \u00eendeseasc\u0103.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Undeva, afar\u0103, soarele ie\u015fit din nori a aprins ferestrele-vitralii. Eram ca \u00eentr-o astronav\u0103 de piatr\u0103, str\u0103b\u0103t\u00e2nd genunile la \u00eentrecere cu lumina. Indienii din neamul mamei credeau \u00een soare, Lun\u0103, \u00een spiritele copacilor, v\u00e2ntului, pietrei, apei. To\u0163i credem \u00een ceva, p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi ateii care \u00ee\u015fi afirm\u0103 dreptul de a fi sceptici, de a se \u00eendoi de orice nu pot s\u0103 experimenteze direct, cu propriile sim\u0163uri.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Iar eu? Catolic\u0103 \u2013 scria \u00een cartea de identitate, reminiscen\u0163\u0103 din orfelinatul unde nimeni nu \u00eemi ceruse p\u0103rerea. \u00cen ce credeam, de fapt? \u00cen Echilibru. \u00cen existen\u0163a unei balan\u0163e \u00eentre Bine \u015fi R\u0103u. \u00cen cei care au puterea s\u0103 \u00eencline unul dintre talgere: oamenii, tigrii, caracati\u0163ele inteligente&#8230; Fiindc\u0103 orice destin conteaz\u0103 la scar\u0103 universal\u0103, fiecare fapt\u0103 antreneaz\u0103 o alta \u015fi altele, un lan\u0163 infinit de efecte, cauzalit\u0103\u0163i, consecin\u0163e.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Cineva a deschis por\u0163ile catedralei, iar curentul de aer a f\u0103cut fl\u0103c\u0103rile candelelor s\u0103 se zbuciume ca ni\u015fte viet\u0103\u0163i captive. Lorena? Nu, o adolescent\u0103 cu p\u0103rul mov ridicat pe cre\u015ftet \u00eentr-o creast\u0103 s\u00e2rmoas\u0103. Voia s\u0103 se roage pentru \u00eentoarcerea modei punck?&#8230; \u00centre timp, catedrala se golise. Enoria\u015fii \u00ee\u015fi m\u0103rturisiser\u0103 p\u0103catele, preotul plecase \u015fi el, p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi paracliserul ce r\u0103zuia resturile de cear\u0103 se f\u0103cuse nev\u0103zut. Eram doar eu \u015fi fata \u00een costum de piele, negru, mulat, cu cercei \u00een nas, \u00een buze, probabil \u015fi \u00een limb\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Nu se mi\u015fcase din prag, a\u0163intindu-m\u0103 de minute lungi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 E\u015fti retardat\u0103 sau ce? m-a \u00eentrebat cu o voce ca un \u015fuierat de \u015farpe.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Bun\u0103, Daena.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Glasul \u00eemi sunase deta\u015fat, \u00eens\u0103 g\u00e2ndurile \u00eemi cioc\u0103neau sub frunte frenetic, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 o sparg\u0103, s\u0103 evadeze din colivia de os. Daena ar\u0103ta altfel dec\u00e2t ultima oar\u0103. Totu\u015fi&#8230; \u00cen loc s\u0103 foloseasc\u0103 u\u015fa lateral\u0103, \u00eempinsese canaturile por\u0163ii de bronz, de o ton\u0103 fiecare, cu v\u00e2rfurile degetelor. Iar lumina amiezii \u00eei decupa \u00een jurul siluetei o aur\u0103&#8230; \u00eentunecat\u0103? St\u0103tea cu m\u00e2inile \u00een \u015folduri, cu picioarele dep\u0103rtate, \u00eentr-o pozi\u0163ie mar\u0163ial\u0103 de Billy the Kid \u00eenainte s\u0103 rad\u0103 tot ce mi\u015fca \u00eentr-un saloon: cowboys, \u015ferif, dansatoare, barman, p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi pe pianist.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Kayla, urma\u015fa temutului Liam Wallace. Nu pari deloc redutabil\u0103, a constatat Daena.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I-am \u00eentors complimentul:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Mi-am uitat acas\u0103 costumul de Halloween. Data viitoare \u00eens\u0103&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Nu va exista!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Direct\u0103, decis\u0103, gr\u0103bit\u0103, aceast\u0103 Daena. Voia s\u0103&#8230; aici?! Nu erau catedralele edificii sacre, sanctuare unde se p\u0103stra un armisti\u0163iu etern \u00eentre tabere? Sora lui Skylar prinsese c\u00e2te ceva din g\u00e2ndurile mele \u015fi s-a \u00eencruntat, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 priceap\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Armisti\u0163iu? Sanctuar? Ai v\u0103zut prea multe filme proaste, Kayla. Ce zici de un documentar?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">A clipit \u015fi iat\u0103-ne pe am\u00e2ndou\u0103 \u00eentr-un episod nedifuzat vreodat\u0103 de History Channel. \u00cens\u0103 niciun decor nu ar fi reprodus at\u00e2t de realist noroiul de pe str\u0103zi, din pia\u0163\u0103, t\u0103i\u015ful ruginit al ghilotinei, sc\u00e2r\u0163\u00e2itul sinistru al treptelor, strig\u0103tele, b\u0103t\u0103ile de tob\u0103, mirosurile \u2013 de s\u00e2nge, canal, sudoare, le\u015furi putrezite \u2013 , chipurile slute, \u00eencr\u00e2ncenate ale femeilor ce cro\u015fetau \u00een umbra ghilotinei. Femei? Mai degrab\u0103 harpii r\u0103zbun\u0103toare, cl\u0103mp\u0103nind din pliscuri, din andrele. P\u0103c\u0103neala \u00eenceta de c\u00e2te ori un cap cobora treptele de-a rostogolul, apoi fiicele Revolu\u0163iei \u00ee\u015fi reg\u0103seau ritmul, determinarea. Doar \u00een m\u00e2inile lor neobosite, dibace, st\u0103teau soarta, viitorul Fran\u0163ei!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Printre fustele lor s-a t\u00e2r\u00e2t, pe coate \u015fi genunchi, o feti\u0163\u0103: slab\u0103, murdar\u0103, \u00een zdren\u0163e, cu un colan de canini la g\u00e2t. Daena a \u0163\u00e2\u015fnit de sub b\u0103nci, alerg\u00e2nd dup\u0103 capul ce s\u0103lta ca o minge \u00een jos, pe scar\u0103. La ultima treapt\u0103 l-a oprit cu un c\u0103lc\u00e2i \u00een frunte, apoi i-a scos ochii, m\u00e2nuind andrelele cu o dexteritate c\u0103p\u0103tat\u0103 dintr-o lung\u0103 experien\u0163\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Nu-i mai greu dec\u00e2t s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nci orez cu be\u0163i\u015foarele.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Z\u00e2mbea nostalgic \u00een timp ce zidurile catedralei, statuile, ferestrele-vitralii c\u0103p\u0103tau iar\u0103\u015fi materialitate. Trecuser\u0103 secole de c\u00e2nd, la fel ca somnul ra\u0163iunii, Revolu\u0163ia Francez\u0103 n\u0103scuse destui mon\u015ftri. Iar unii erau deja acolo \u015fi au prins din zbor oportunitatea de a-\u015fi exersa talentele. Teroarea, execu\u0163iile, procesele \u00een care acuza\u0163ii nu aveau nicio \u015fans\u0103, toate au fost \u201esacrificii necesare\u201c pentru ca Europa s\u0103 treac\u0103 de la tiranie \u015fi absolutism la triada progresist\u0103: libertate, egalitate, fraternitate.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">O tranzi\u0163ie la care karghanii contribuiser\u0103&#8230; \u00een felul lor.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Andrele, be\u0163i\u015foare? Nu folosesc nici unele, nici altele. \u00cens\u0103 am remarcat colanul. At\u00e2t de retro, de comuna primitiv\u0103. Te crezi cumva Lucy, veriga lips\u0103?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Eram \u00een scutece&#8230; de blan\u0103, pe atunci. Dar mai t\u00e2rziu, \u00eemi amintesc cum v\u00e2nam mamu\u0163i cu tata \u015fi cu unchiul Russell.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Daena se credea ironic\u0103, subtil\u0103. \u015ei era plin\u0103 de calit\u0103\u0163i: infatuat\u0103, egocentrist\u0103, convins\u0103 de invincibilitatea ei, narcisist\u0103. Cu siguran\u0163\u0103, se privea adesea \u00een oglind\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Daena, ar\u0103\u0163i&#8230; neschimbat\u0103. Un copil cu suflet b\u0103tr\u00e2n. E\u015fti dep\u0103\u015fit\u0103, penibil\u0103, genul de delicvent\u0103 juvenil\u0103 exmatriculat\u0103 din Casa de Corec\u0163ie. \u015ei&#8230; movul nu-i deloc culoarea ta.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cen loc s\u0103 se \u00eenfurie, mi-a f\u0103cut cu ochiul.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Umor sco\u0163ian? De\u015fi, bunicul t\u0103u nu r\u00e2dea c\u00e2nd eu \u015fi Skylar&#8230; Nu \u015ftiai?! Russell l-a \u0163inut ocupat p\u00e2n\u0103 am ajuns noi. A fost ca la asasinarea lui Iulius Cezar: foarte multe lovituri de pumnal.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Min\u0163i, Daena. La karghani, asta-i o voca\u0163ie.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cen afar\u0103 de ea, Skylar \u015fi Russell, nu existau al\u0163i martori. \u015ei dac\u0103 spunea adev\u0103rul? M\u0103 \u00eentrebam \u00eenc\u0103 \u015fi n-am v\u0103zut-o mi\u015fc\u00e2ndu-se. \u00cen secunda urm\u0103toare \u00eemi \u015ftergeam s\u00e2ngele de la col\u0163ul gurii, iar un obraz \u00eemi era \u00een fl\u0103c\u0103ri. Karghana a cl\u0103tinat din cap, mustr\u0103tor.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Ar trebui s\u0103 \u00eenve\u0163i pu\u0163in respect, bastardo. Pentru cei&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 &#8230; matusalemici? Ai fost pe Arca lui Noe, Daena?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">M-am aruncat pe burt\u0103, lipindu-m\u0103 de podea, \u00een timp ce sfe\u015fnicul de bronz masiv pe care pusesem ochii zbura spre sora lui Skylar. L-a prins f\u0103r\u0103 efort \u015fi, dintr-o r\u0103sucire a \u00eencheieturii l-a azv\u00e2rlit spre mine ca pe un trident. M-am rostogolit, ferindu-m\u0103 \u00een ultima clip\u0103. V\u0103zuse luptele de gladiatori \u00een filme sau de pe b\u0103ncile Colosseumului?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Te-ai antrenat cu Spartacus?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Nu, dar am b\u0103tut c\u00e2teva cuie la crucific\u0103rile sclavilor, dup\u0103 revolt\u0103. Cam a\u015fa!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Un suflu ca de tornad\u0103 m-a izbit, ridic\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 \u00een aer, apoi un piron smuls de la o balama mi s-a \u00eenfipt \u00een um\u0103rul st\u00e2ng, \u0163intuindu-m\u0103 cu spatele de zid. Am \u0163ipat, \u00eens\u0103 am r\u0103mas nemi\u015fcat\u0103, altfel fierul m-ar fi sf\u00e2rtecat p\u00e2n\u0103 la os&#8230; Iar Daena nu voia s\u0103 m\u0103 ucid\u0103 \u2212 \u00eenc\u0103. \u00cent\u00e2i avea nevoie de un auditoriu atent, participativ.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">S\u0103 \u00eemi smulg pironul? Erau \u015fi altele \u00een por\u0163i, la fel de lungi, de ruginite. Am str\u00e2ns din din\u0163i \u015fi m-am resemnat s\u0103 ascult spovedania karghanei. Doar ne aflam \u00eentr-o catedral\u0103, nu?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Daena \u015fi-a \u00eencruci\u015fat bra\u0163ele, privindu-m\u0103 estimativ: merita s\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi iroseasc\u0103 timpul, vorbele, puterea de convingere? A ajuns la o concluzie favorabil\u0103, iar eu la un compromis: o s\u0103 o ascult \u2013 o vreme.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Liam&#8230; Era b\u0103tr\u00e2n, istovit, \u00eenvins. Un cadavru care umbla, r\u0103sufla, \u00eens\u0103 \u00eencepuse s\u0103 putrezeasc\u0103. I-am dat ce \u00ee\u015fi dorea f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u015ftie. A fost un act de caritate.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Nobil, dezinteresat. \u015ei o s\u0103 v\u0103 \u00eentorc favorul. \u0162ie, lui Skylar, lui Morgan.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Serios, Kayla, ar trebui s\u0103 ne fii recunosc\u0103toare pentru tot restul vie\u0163ii&#8230; \u00eenc\u0103 vreo zece minute. Pe Liam l-am cru\u0163at de revela\u0163ia care-i b\u0103tea la u\u015f\u0103, bubuind cu pumnul de fier al inevitabilului, de\u015fi el prefera s\u0103 o ignore. Ce poate fi mai r\u0103u dec\u00e2t moartea, Kayla?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 S\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i ascult abera\u0163iile?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 S\u0103 afli c\u0103 ai tr\u0103it degeaba, ai luptat secole la r\u00e2nd pentru o minciun\u0103. Bunicul t\u0103u a fost un mare ratat. \u00cens\u0103 nu \u00ee\u0163i alegi familia.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Am dat din cap, \u00eencuraj\u00e2nd-o s\u0103 continue, de\u015fi um\u0103rul \u00eemi zv\u00e2cnea dureros, bra\u0163ul \u00eemi amor\u0163ise.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Lordul Wallace, din lungul \u015fir de Cavaleri ai Tristei Figuri, dedica\u0163i unei cauze pierdute. De treizeci de milenii \u00ee\u015fi ap\u0103r\u0103 proteja\u0163ii de noi, ignor\u00e2nd adev\u0103ratul du\u015fman.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Care?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Natura uman\u0103. Printre <em>Homo sapiens<\/em> se nasc unii cu o disponibilitate special\u0103 pentru&#8230; anumite lucruri. Arat\u0103, se \u00eembrac\u0103, vorbesc ca oamenii. Dar sunt&#8230; altceva. Iar c\u00e2nd o s\u0103 fie destui vor pustii P\u0103m\u00e2ntul ca un gigantic roi de l\u0103custe.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">C\u00e2t era minciun\u0103, c\u00e2t adev\u0103r, c\u00e2t\u0103 manipulare \u00een vorbele Daenei? Karghanii f\u0103cuser\u0103 asta lumii lor, apoi se mutaser\u0103 \u00eentr-alt lan, \u00eentr-alt\u0103 lume.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Liam Wallace a fost incapabil s\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi asume e\u015fecurile <em>Celor Vechi<\/em>, r\u0103zboiul cu morile de v\u00e2nt. A v\u0103zut viitorul spre care m\u0103r\u015f\u0103luie\u015fte omenirea \u015fi nu i-a pl\u0103cut. De-asta a ales o ie\u015fire de urgen\u0163\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><em>Liam nu \u015fi-a c\u0103utat moartea. Vrea doar s\u0103 m\u0103 scoat\u0103 din min\u0163i.<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Am hot\u0103r\u00e2t s\u0103 ignor glasul ra\u0163iunii \u015fi am reac\u0163ionat \u2013 de\u015fi nu cum se a\u015ftepta Daena. Nu o puteam lua prin surprindere, nici dep\u0103\u015fi \u00een reflexe. Atunci am fost&#8230; lent\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Scr\u00e2\u015fnetul venind din spatele ei a silit-o s\u0103 se r\u0103suceasc\u0103 spre statuia Sf\u00e2ntului George, uciga\u015ful de dragoni. Cavalerul, calul \u015fi dinozaurul \u00eenaripat erau din piatr\u0103. Lancea de fier fusese montat\u0103 ulterior \u00een m\u0103nu\u015fa metalic\u0103. \u00cen\u015furubat\u0103 sau&#8230;? Sudat\u0103, fiindc\u0103 s-a rupt cu bra\u0163 cu tot. Ar\u0103ta ca o manivel\u0103 dubl\u0103, pe care am f\u0103cut-o s\u0103 se roteasc\u0103 \u00een v\u0103zduh, pe o traiectorie ascendent\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Karghana ezita \u00eentre blazare, curiozitate \u015fi iritare. P\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 se hot\u0103rasc\u0103, mi-am smuls pironul din um\u0103r, trimi\u0163\u00e2ndu-l spre ea \u00eencet, secven\u0163ial, ca \u00eentr-un film despre traiectoria descompus\u0103 a proiectilelor. Controlam timpul? Ideea \u00eei c\u0103dea greu la stomac Daenei \u015fi s-a uitat \u00eemprejur s\u0103 vad\u0103 ce evenimente mai alterasem din cursul lor firesc.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Atunci le-am dat drumul: lancea s-a rotit ca o palet\u0103 de elicopter, retez\u00e2nd lum\u00e2n\u0103rile de pe circumferin\u0163a marelui candelabru. Pironul a \u0163\u00e2\u015fnit cu viteza sunetului spre sora lui Skylar, care s-a ferit cu o mi\u015fcare gra\u0163ioas\u0103. \u00cen loc de aplauze, \u00een cap i-a c\u0103zut o spiral\u0103 de foc, fl\u0103c\u0103ri-frunze ce pluteau, se \u00eenv\u00e2rtejeau, orbind-o.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">S-a pomenit pe podea, cu mine deasupra. Am izbit-o cu pumnul \u00een fa\u0163\u0103, o dat\u0103 \u015fi \u00eenc\u0103, p\u00e2n\u0103 ce i-am v\u0103zut s\u00e2ngele pufnind pe n\u0103ri, pe gur\u0103. Voiam s\u0103 o ucid, \u00eemi doream asta cu o intensitate ce mi-a adus sc\u00e2ntei \u00een fa\u0163a ochilor.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Daena mi-a \u00een\u0163eles g\u00e2ndul \u015fi&#8230; a r\u00e2s. Apoi m-a lovit, scurt, \u00een rana din um\u0103r. \u00cenainte s\u0103 \u00eemi recap\u0103t suflarea eram sub ea, cu un genunchi al karghanei strivindu-mi p\u00e2ntecele. \u00cen m\u00e2na ridicat\u0103 \u00eei ap\u0103ruse un pumnal curbat, ca un dinte de anaconda. Mi-am str\u00e2ns pleoapele cu disperare, ca \u00eentunericul s\u0103 m\u0103 apere, s\u0103 m\u0103 ascund\u0103&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Distrac\u0163ia s-a terminat, Daena. Dispari!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I-am auzit pa\u015fii \u00eendep\u0103rt\u00e2ndu-se, apoi am deschis ochii. \u00cengenuncheat l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine, Russell Morgan \u00eemi palpa omoplatul cu \u00eendem\u00e2nare de chirurg.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Trebuie s\u0103-\u0163i scot bluza, Kayla.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Nu de la prima \u00eent\u00e2lnire&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Mi-a sf\u00e2\u015fiat m\u00e2neca, dezgolindu-mi um\u0103rul, apoi a pres\u0103rat un praf alb deasupra r\u0103nii.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Tetraciclin\u0103. Pironul era ruginit. Ri\u015fti un tetanos.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Peste stratul dezinfectant mi-a pus un bandaj, leg\u00e2ndu-l str\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">A\u015fa ne-a g\u0103sit Lorena.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Pleac\u0103 de l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea!!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Russell a ridicat m\u00e2inile, d\u00e2ndu-se, ascult\u0103tor, la o parte.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Lorena a privit circumspect\u0103 la el, iar\u0103\u015fi la mine.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u2013 Ai \u00eent\u00e2rziat, ca de obicei, i-am spus. Russell \u00eens\u0103, a venit exact la timp.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>de Rodica Bretin \u00a0Lorena nu venise \u00eenc\u0103. Din u\u015f\u0103, am cuprins cu privirea r\u00e2ndurile de b\u0103nci, crucifixul, statuile de sfin\u0163i, marile candelabre, pe cei c\u00e2\u0163iva enoria\u015fi a\u015ftept\u00e2nd \u00eenaintea Confesionalului. Nu mai intrasem \u00eentr-o catedral\u0103 de&#8230; treisprezece ani? Am uitat c\u00e2t de \u00eenalte pot fi ogivele, c\u00e2t de ad\u00e2nci bol\u0163ile unde st\u0103ruia un \u00eentuneric etern; \u00een [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1653,15],"tags":[1654,1115,1219],"class_list":["post-14821","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-77","category-proza","tag-egophobia-77","tag-proza","tag-rodica-bretin"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-3R3","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14821","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14821"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14821\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14822,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14821\/revisions\/14822"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14821"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14821"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14821"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}