{"id":14896,"date":"2023-09-14T17:40:07","date_gmt":"2023-09-14T15:40:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=14896"},"modified":"2024-04-22T10:11:49","modified_gmt":"2024-04-22T08:11:49","slug":"poems-by-tanya-verver","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=14896","title":{"rendered":"poems by Tanya Verver"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"malwarebytes-root\" style=\"position: fixed; inset: 0px 0px auto; z-index: 2147483647; width: 100%;\" tabindex=\"-1\"><\/div>\n<p><strong>Jeder stirbt f\u00fcr sich allein<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I tell a tale, you tell a lie<br \/>\nDoch jeder stirbt f\u00fcr sich allein<br \/>\nIn the last tale, your soul for sale<br \/>\nThe truth you stood for no good<!--more--><br \/>\nDance to the music of your soul<br \/>\nThe never ending rock-n-roll<br \/>\nTouch to the bottom of your heart<br \/>\nWhere someone is playing his card<br \/>\nNot much is left till his last choice<br \/>\nYou fall asleep to the white noise<br \/>\nYou wake up in the brand new world<br \/>\nSurviving the eternal cold<br \/>\nWhat\u2019s left till our last good bye<br \/>\nWe both cry, we both die<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">October 2022<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Story of Paula Yates<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Same tainted glory and love that waits.<br \/>\nDifferent story of Paula Yates.<br \/>\nSigh how creepy all\u2019d seem to look<br \/>\nWere it another unwritten book.<br \/>\nLife goes on or life goes by,<br \/>\nRight when the eyes that have long gone dry<br \/>\nBurst into tears and flood away<br \/>\nWrecked by the strength of the timeless game.<br \/>\nTell me a tale, save me a gun.<br \/>\nOne silent moment and I am gone.<br \/>\nDeath, broken laughter of foreign space.<br \/>\nWhat happened after her fragile waist<br \/>\nHas disappeared within strong arms<br \/>\nTry to ignore all the alarms<br \/>\nFire\u2019s the magnet for the moth<br \/>\nThe same old trap as overdose<br \/>\nPutting the faith in the insane<br \/>\nChoosing to burn within the flame.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">October 2021<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Birds of Wildly Coloured Feather<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Are you afraid to move and grow, baby,<br \/>\nWhat are you stumbling at, so forgetful,<br \/>\nAm I repeating the mistake that maybe<br \/>\nI could succeed in changing paling spectrum<br \/>\nOf colours quietly blushing in your soul<br \/>\nTouching the edges of the others\u2019 auras<br \/>\nHaving pre-captured sooner falling stones<br \/>\nDid you just think you are better off without<br \/>\nGoing further, waiting week by week<br \/>\nAlways staying aloof, afraid of acting<br \/>\nDon\u2019t you see that I am almost fainting<br \/>\nIt\u2019s been too hard or I am just too weak<br \/>\nI do not see what change you are waiting for<br \/>\nLeaving \u00ab as is \u00bb or trying simpler options<br \/>\nGetting the worst out of me before<br \/>\nYou start feeling the slightest of emotions.<br \/>\nYet, other thoughts are flashing in your mind<br \/>\nI\u2019m feeling stuck by always guessing whether<br \/>\nTalking of birds of wildly coloured feather<br \/>\nYou really tried to understand what kind.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">London 2011<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jeder stirbt f\u00fcr sich allein I tell a tale, you tell a lie Doch jeder stirbt f\u00fcr sich allein In the last tale, your soul for sale The truth you stood for no 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