{"id":15297,"date":"2024-06-15T08:29:06","date_gmt":"2024-06-15T06:29:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=15297"},"modified":"2024-06-15T08:29:06","modified_gmt":"2024-06-15T06:29:06","slug":"poems-by-anna-idelevich-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=15297","title":{"rendered":"poems by Anna Idelevich"},"content":{"rendered":"

Soon<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Not with you, and never together,<\/p>\n

suburb of madness.<\/p>\n

The train of consciousness is unimportant<\/p>\n

and the constellations’ move is dishonest.<\/p>\n

The world is big and, it seems, multi-placed,<\/p>\n

here is the aurora over the cathedral.<\/p>\n

I’m over forty, I’m in a classroom,<\/p>\n

the world is crazy and, of course,<\/p>\n

I surrender to your love without arguing,<\/p>\n

very soon, very soon.<\/p>\n

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Frost of Nirvana<\/strong><\/p>\n

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A flock of sardines floats away into the fog, and in the water,<\/p>\n

fairer than the beasts outside the window,<\/p>\n

from which teeth shake, idle snowflakes,<\/p>\n

your drowned reflection appears,<\/p>\n

it\u2019s also a self-assembled tablecloth,<\/p>\n

and your favorite foreigner.<\/p>\n

And shows a slightly pouty lip,<\/p>\n

you are a dental emergency room.<\/p>\n

Touch your fingers, there is no front here,<\/p>\n

no hypochondriacs complaining about age,<\/p>\n

here is only your love and its outline.<\/p>\n

Selfish, self-interested,<\/p>\n

but correcting you in the form of patches and medicines.<\/p>\n

Your health is in poor condition, say you are wrong.<\/p>\n

Winter is long gone,<\/p>\n

small lilies of the valley and forget-me-nots, still damp from the snow,<\/p>\n

petals spread across the water.<\/p>\n

Sardines are blind and their eyes are completely white,<\/p>\n

and my eyes are blue, and your tear is shaking in each one.<\/p>\n

The sardines got lost and lost their way,<\/p>\n

and I’ll sit with you a little longer.<\/p>\n

A supply of Russian cigarettes spreads across the water<\/p>\n

and the skinhead nun, not me, another one, collects them<\/p>\n

from circles on the other side of the globe.<\/p>\n

Take a drag of the vodka and bite your swollen lip,<\/p>\n

inflated, your outline and winter is long gone, dropped.<\/p>\n

And I will sit here still, my lord,<\/p>\n

and watch the frost recede.<\/p>\n

Your girl is foreign, medicated.<\/p>\n

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