{"id":15353,"date":"2024-07-20T15:40:50","date_gmt":"2024-07-20T13:40:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=15353"},"modified":"2024-07-20T15:40:50","modified_gmt":"2024-07-20T13:40:50","slug":"poems-by-mykyta-ryzhykh-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=15353","title":{"rendered":"poems by Mykyta Ryzhykh"},"content":{"rendered":"

***<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Prostitutes are much preferable to spouses<\/p>\n

After all, according to tradition, immediately after the wedding, women are killed by sewing up their vaginas, and men are usually sent to war<\/p>\n

(War blooms crystal: war for men: forced homosexuality or forced homophobia?)<\/p>\n

As a child (I was born from the dust of material\/ism),<\/p>\n

I dreamed of becoming a whore so that I could afford everything that I lacked as a child<\/p>\n

But it turned out that I’m a freak<\/p>\n

Nobody likes me: \u0435ven the dog refused to chew my bloody leg<\/p>\n

Have you ever tried to chop a leg with an axe?<\/p>\n

It’s useless, just like living<\/p>\n

For the second day now, flies have been laying larvae in my festering wounds.<\/p>\n

I give birth to the future by slowly killing myself<\/p>\n

I fuck my roommate because I know that his stomach will not give birth to anything but feces<\/p>\n

I lick my neighbor’s anus in the hope that I will suffocate during this process<\/p>\n

The toilet leaks even more than the roof of a destroyed house<\/p>\n

People steal money from the air<\/p>\n

People even steal air and send it to their homes by mail<\/p>\n

People steal everywhere: at work, at a party while receiving asylum for refugees<\/p>\n

I’m the only one who can’t steal<\/p>\n

I don’t even know how to steal money from my own talent<\/p>\n

My leg hurts so much it feels like my heart is somewhere in my shin<\/p>\n

I no longer have a heart or a soul<\/p>\n

My leg hurts and I wish my anus hurt<\/p>\n

I dream of being a whore in a world sold to\/for nobody<\/p>\n

Once again I fall asleep with blood instead of sperm on my lips<\/p>\n

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***<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Teach war to begin at dawn when the sun teaches your eyes to close and your hands pray to anti-tan cream<\/p>\n

Ban fighting before and during lunch in order to feed soldiers’ corpses to death<\/p>\n

After noon and until the evening you can die calmly and live anxiously<\/p>\n

In the evening the stars will compose a fairy tale about a hero no one wanted who died gloriously<\/p>\n

At night the walls of darkness burn red and the smell of dirt and sweat fills the barracks crowded with survivors<\/p>\n

Blankets clean of sperm hint that the next morning no one will be born anywhere except for war<\/p>\n

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***<\/strong><\/p>\n

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no one<\/p>\n

wakes up<\/p>\n

every night<\/p>\n

in the cemetery<\/p>\n

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***<\/strong><\/p>\n

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the tree sheltered a family<\/p>\n

of birds under its crown<\/p>\n

how many people can<\/p>\n

hide a tree under their skin<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

not a single human throat<\/p>\n

blossomed with silent green outward<\/p>\n

no man in the world has yet<\/p>\n

counted how many times<\/p>\n

he kissed his wife on the lips<\/p>\n

how much sperm from<\/p>\n

lovers on the lips of a quiet wife<\/p>\n

(so much sperm in the mouth<\/p>\n

did not dream of any gay)<\/p>\n

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while people with a white (empty) conscience go from house to house<\/p>\n

filling windows with despair<\/p>\n

the tree is silent<\/p>\n

the tree screams<\/p>\n

with the help of the wind<\/p>\n

but no one notices<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

while white-eyed men chop off the hands<\/p>\n

of trees and gays<\/p>\n

their wives sew vaginas like rags<\/p>\n

for their daughters<\/p>\n

daughters will certainly<\/p>\n

be widows of soldiers<\/p>\n

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homeless pigeons gather in heaven<\/p>\n

the smell of blood is in the air<\/p>\n

blood mixed with semen<\/p>\n

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***<\/strong><\/p>\n

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we are gathered together like clouds<\/p>\n

our clouds scatter across the sky<\/p>\n

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angels count the raindrops on the faces of those who cry<\/p>\n

those who cry count the drops of tears of homeless angels<\/p>\n

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