{"id":15386,"date":"2024-09-05T17:24:26","date_gmt":"2024-09-05T15:24:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=15386"},"modified":"2024-09-05T17:46:28","modified_gmt":"2024-09-05T15:46:28","slug":"poem-de-paraschiva-rosu-pascu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=15386","title":{"rendered":"poem de Paraschiva Ro\u0219u-Pa\u0219cu"},"content":{"rendered":"

Chiasm<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00cemi spun uneori c\u0103 nu trebuie,<\/p>\n

C\u0103 nu vreau,<\/p>\n

C\u0103 nu \u0219tiu,<\/p>\n

C\u0103 sunt, \u00een fine, prea dificil\u0103<\/p>\n

S\u0103 r\u0103spund ori<\/p>\n

Tot ceea ce fac eu<\/p>\n

Este supus blestemului de a fi ca mine.<\/p>\n

\u00cencerc uneori s\u0103 nu mai fiu un om greu,<\/p>\n

\u00cen zadar, \u00eens\u0103.<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nt\u0103resc problemele lumii \u00een mine<\/p>\n

Crez\u00e2nd naiv c\u0103 sunt ale mele,<\/p>\n

C\u0103ci \u0219tiu,<\/p>\n

C\u0103ci vreau,<\/p>\n

C\u0103ci eu sunt cea care trebuie s\u0103 le c\u00e2nt\u0103resc,<\/p>\n

C\u0103ci e dificil, dar u\u0219or<\/p>\n

\u0218i<\/p>\n

Cineva, la un moment dat, va trebui s\u0103 \u00eei ajute.<\/p>\n

Dar unde-s neajutora\u021bii de peste drum?<\/p>\n

M\u0103 lupt alteori cu bra\u021bele<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd dau s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219ez,<\/p>\n

Lovind cu st\u00e2ngul \u00een dreptul.<\/p>\n

Oric\u00e2nd \u0219i oric\u00e2t m\u0103 chinui s\u0103 m\u0103 luminez,<\/p>\n

S\u0103 nu spun adev\u0103ruri necerute,<\/p>\n

S\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg opinii necerute,<\/p>\n

S\u0103 respect sfaturi de neg\u0103sit,<\/p>\n

S\u0103 nu m\u0103 ajut, critic\u00e2nd chipul<\/p>\n

Tuturor lucrurilor pe care le spun prost,<\/p>\n

Ajung s\u0103 dau \u00een pietre.<\/p>\n

Cu ce-s ele de vin\u0103?<\/p>\n

Nu accept nimic din ce nu sunt,<\/p>\n

Crez\u00e2nd c\u0103 e prea mult de ales<\/p>\n

Din ce spun to\u021bi.<\/p>\n

A\u0219adar,<\/p>\n

R\u0103m\u00e2n s\u0103 nu mai \u0219tiu nimic despre mine.<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd m\u0103 \u00eendoiesc, m\u0103 caut \u00een tot.<\/p>\n

G\u0103sesc ce spun ei<\/p>\n

\u0218i fac selec\u021bia,<\/p>\n

Ca \u00eentre un m\u0103r primit de-a gata<\/p>\n

\u0218i unul s\u0103lbatic, din p\u0103dure,<\/p>\n

Preg\u0103tit de otrav\u0103.<\/p>\n

Nu aleg nimic,<\/p>\n

C\u0103ci, prin urmare,<\/p>\n

Nici siguran\u021ba, nici riscul<\/p>\n

Nu m\u0103 ajut\u0103 s\u0103 aflu ce e dincolo de cel\u0103lalt.<\/p>\n

Ocolesc \u00eentotdeauna c\u0103r\u0103rile<\/p>\n

C\u0103ut\u00e2nd ve\u0219nic lanuri de munte,<\/p>\n

Pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd dup\u0103 ape tulburi de step\u0103,<\/p>\n

S\u00e2nger\u00e2nd \u00een z\u0103pezi mici \u0219i murdare,<\/p>\n

Vara.<\/p>\n

\u00cemi v\u00e2r m\u00e2na \u00een iarb\u0103, uneori,<\/p>\n

Zic\u00e2nd:<\/p>\n

Aici e,<\/p>\n

Unde e via\u021b\u0103 mai mult\u0103 dec\u00e2t \u00eentr-un om.<\/p>\n

Doresc mult pentru o secund\u0103<\/p>\n

\u0218i nimic pe ziua de m\u00e2ine.<\/p>\n

Azi continu\u0103 \u00een nesf\u00e2r\u0219it.<\/p>\n

Cred c\u0103 s\u0103r\u0103cirea frumoas\u0103 e destul\u0103<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd frumoas\u0103 e m\u0103sura cu care a mai r\u0103mas.<\/p>\n

Dar nu asculta\u021bi, spun prostii.<\/p>\n

Aduce\u021bi neajutora\u021bii de peste drum!<\/p>\n

Poate,<\/p>\n

O piatr\u0103 \u00eemi va vorbi c\u00e2ndva<\/p>\n

\u0218i va \u00een\u021belege ce am spus.<\/p>\n

Va lovi \u00een mine ecoul.<\/p>\n

Iar cineva va veni s\u0103 m\u0103 trezeasc\u0103,<\/p>\n

C\u0103ci eu nu vreau,<\/p>\n

Nu \u0219tiu,<\/p>\n

Nu trebuie s\u0103 m\u0103 trezeasc\u0103 nimeni.<\/p>\n

Visez, \u00eemi spun,<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd nu fac dec\u00e2t s\u0103 mor \u00een\u0103untrul altcuiva.<\/p>\n

\u0218i cine o mai fi \u0219i \u0103sta, Altul?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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