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\u00een dragoste am pierdut<\/strong><\/p>\n

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am aflat de cur\u00e2nd c\u0103 \u0219i tu te-ai c\u0103s\u0103torit<\/p>\n

de\u0219i cu ani \u00een urm\u0103 nu mi-a\u0219 fi putut imagina c\u0103 ai s\u0103 pui vreodat\u0103 \u00eentrebarea<\/p>\n

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istoria noastr\u0103 a fost scurt\u0103<\/p>\n

mai scurt\u0103 ca un capitol din c\u0103r\u021bile pe care mi le povesteai<\/p>\n

dar eu m\u0103 simt de parc\u0103 am fi scris un roman \u00eentreg<\/p>\n

\u00een serile acelea care \u0219i azi \u00eemi par infinite<\/p>\n

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sunt convins\u0103 c\u0103 tu nu \u021bi le mai aminte\u0219ti<\/p>\n

c\u0103 eu n-am fost dec\u00e2t o str\u0103in\u0103<\/p>\n

\u0219i c\u0103 niciodat\u0103 nu ai sim\u021bit ce am sim\u021bit eu<\/p>\n

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acum eu am r\u0103mas cu parfumul acelor amintiri<\/p>\n

de parc\u0103 ar fi un fragment dintr-o copil\u0103rie fericit\u0103<\/p>\n

cea pe care n-am avut-o niciodat\u0103<\/p>\n

a\u0219a cum nu te-am avut nici pe tine<\/p>\n

\u00een dragoste am pierdut \u0219i tu nu vei \u00een\u021belege vreodat\u0103<\/p>\n

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rujul ro\u0219u<\/strong><\/p>\n

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c\u00e2nd ne-am cunoscut<\/p>\n

nu purtam nici ruj ro\u0219u, nici farduri aprinse<\/p>\n

a\u0219a cum o f\u0103cea tipa care \u021bi-a furat ochii<\/p>\n

a\u0219a cum a\u0219 fi vrut s\u0103 o fac eu<\/p>\n

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cu tine n-am \u0219tiut niciodat\u0103 unde m\u0103 aflu<\/p>\n

\u0219i de atunci au trecut ani<\/p>\n

\u0219i eu tot nu \u0219tiu unde m\u0103 aflu<\/p>\n

\u0219i eu tot n-am putut uita<\/p>\n

cum m-ai f\u0103cut s\u0103 m\u0103 simt<\/p>\n

\u00eentr-un bar pe care<\/p>\n

nici unul dintre noi nu \u00eel mai viziteaz\u0103<\/p>\n

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a\u0219 vrea s\u0103 fiu la fel de sigur\u0103 pe mine<\/p>\n

cum am fost c\u00e2nd te-am p\u0103r\u0103sit<\/p>\n

dar nu era dec\u00e2t o form\u0103 de teatru<\/p>\n

\u0219i nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 tu te-ai prins – la final eu am suferit cel mai mult<\/p>\n

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tu ai r\u0103mas cu rujul ro\u0219u<\/p>\n

\u0219i eu cu amintirea unei nop\u021bi pe care<\/p>\n

nu am cum s\u0103 o \u00eentorc pe care<\/p>\n

tu deja ai uitat-o<\/p>\n

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unele r\u0103spunsuri se g\u0103sesc acolo<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u0219i chiar dac\u0103 au trecut ani<\/p>\n

r\u0103m\u00e2i cel mai mare regret al meu<\/p>\n

cel la care m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc c\u00e2nd m\u0103 trezesc<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd m\u0103 culc, c\u00e2nd fac dragoste<\/p>\n

mai ales c\u00e2nd fac dragoste<\/p>\n

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uneori m\u0103 \u00eentreb dac\u0103 tu \u00ee\u021bi mai aduci aminte de mine<\/p>\n

dac\u0103 mai \u0219tii c\u00e2nd ne plimbam<\/p>\n

nu pe c\u0103r\u0103rile parcului, ci printre ele<\/p>\n

a\u0219a cum te plimbi cu mintea<\/p>\n

printre t\u0103cerile celui pe care \u00eel iube\u0219ti<\/p>\n

dac\u0103 mai \u021bii minte c\u00e2nd ai uitat de o zi de na\u0219tere<\/p>\n

\u0219i atunci mi-am zis c\u0103 o s\u0103 te uit<\/p>\n

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dar uite c\u0103 orice a\u0219 face<\/p>\n

nu reu\u0219esc s\u0103 mi te scot din minte<\/p>\n

\u0219i numai tu ai reu\u0219it s\u0103 faci dintr-o fat\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 de dumnezeu<\/p>\n

o curv\u0103 care te-a p\u0103r\u0103sit de\u0219i te iubea<\/p>\n

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uneori a\u0219 vrea s\u0103 nu \u00ee\u021bi mai stiu numele<\/p>\n

uneori a\u0219 vrea s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc \u00een timp<\/p>\n

s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi spun tot ce nu am putut atunci<\/p>\n

\u0219tiu \u00eens\u0103 c\u0103 pentru unele iubiri nu e vremea potrivit\u0103<\/p>\n

\u0219i noi am fost unii dintre cei care am g\u0103sit potrivirea \u00een nepotrivire<\/p>\n

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o s\u0103 cite\u0219ti poate r\u00e2ndurile astea \u0219i vei r\u00e2de<\/p>\n

iar eu am s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n cu t\u0103cerea<\/p>\n

doar tu mi-ai zis c\u0103 unele r\u0103spunsuri se g\u0103sesc acolo<\/p>\n

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#<\/p>\n

Despre autoare:<\/p>\n

ALEXANDRA MEDARU (n. 1988; Bucure\u0219ti) este scriitoare de literatur\u0103 fantastic\u0103 \u0219i realist\u0103 (proz\u0103, dram\u0103, poezie), critic literar \u0219i editor, fiind redactor-\u0219ef al revistei P(RO)EZIA \u0219i colaborator permanent al e-revistei EgoPHobia unde conduce dou\u0103 rubrici, Arena cultural\u0103: cartea \u0219i filmul (\u00een calitate de critic literar) \u0219i Lecturi potrivite \/ recomandate de Alexandra (\u00een calitate de editor).<\/p>\n

A publicat un volum liric, Demoni \u0219i demiurgi (Editura EIKON, 2017), poezie \u00een volumele Ora\u0219ele viitorului (Editura Pavcon, 2023), Genera\u021bia O Mie de Semne (Casa de pariuri literare, 2022) \u0219i Tramvaiul Poeziei (Editura Paralela 45, 2019) \u0219i proz\u0103 \u00een antologiile Eroi f\u0103r\u0103 voie (Ed. Millennium Books, 2015) \u0219i Centenarium StrING (Editura Tornada, 2018).<\/p>\n

Are apari\u021bii de poezie, proz\u0103, studii critice, editoriale \u00een publica\u021biile Apostrof, Argos, Echinox, eCreator.ro, EgoPHobia, Noise Poetry, O mie de semne, Parnas XXI, Postmodern, P(RO)EZIA, Puterea \u2013 Cotidian Na\u021bional, Revista Online de SF&F Galaxia 42, Revista de povestiri, Revista de suspans, Select News, UtopIQa \u0219i pe platforma Queero. Amintim c\u00e2teva lucr\u0103ri semnificative: P\u0103catul (2013), \u00cent\u00e2lnire cu un b\u0103rbat, un satir \u0219i un motan (2016), Gomes Leal \u2013 poet al Satanei sau al lui Hristos? (2016), A fi sau a nu fi scriitor\u2026 (2017), Fiin\u021bele nop\u021bii din urm\u0103 (2017), Marea unire \u0219i cultura ve\u0219nicei influen\u021be (2018), Henrik Ibsen \u2013 \u201cPeer Gynt\u201d (2019), Madona cu lacrimi de s\u00e2nge (fragment, 2020), Simfonia ascuns\u0103 (fragment, 2021) sau Un vers ca o desp\u0103r\u021bire (2022). Poeme ale sale au fost traduse \u00een limba spaniol\u0103 \u0219i limba englez\u0103 \u0219i publicate \u00een Chile, Spania, Mexic \u0219i SUA.<\/p>\n

\u00cen 2014 i s-a acordat Premiul al II-lea la Inspired \u2013 Concurs de idei, sec\u021biunea Dramaturgie, pentru lucrarea Contraband\u0103-n alb \u0219i negru.<\/p>\n

Blog personal: www.taramuridenicaieri.ro<\/a>.<\/p>\n

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\u00een dragoste am pierdut   am aflat de cur\u00e2nd c\u0103 \u0219i tu te-ai c\u0103s\u0103torit de\u0219i cu ani \u00een urm\u0103 nu mi-a\u0219 fi putut imagina c\u0103 ai s\u0103 pui vreodat\u0103 \u00eentrebarea<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1769,13],"tags":[1216,1770,1114],"class_list":["post-15627","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-84","category-poezie","tag-alexandra-medaru","tag-egophobia-84","tag-poezie"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-443","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15627","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15627"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15627\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15628,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15627\/revisions\/15628"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15627"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15627"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15627"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}