{"id":16018,"date":"2025-12-14T00:33:16","date_gmt":"2025-12-13T22:33:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=16018"},"modified":"2025-12-14T00:33:16","modified_gmt":"2025-12-13T22:33:16","slug":"poems-by-mykyta-ryzhykh-6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=16018","title":{"rendered":"poems by Mykyta Ryzhykh"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>***<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">my throat is sandy yellow on the outside my throat inside is sandy crumbly<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">who and to whom prays during the heat whose deity will be a mirage<!--more--><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">bones burn in the sky at night<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">we swim out into the crumbly desertedness of the inhumanity of betrayal<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>***<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">everything I can&#8217;t sew<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">it still turns out to be a cunt<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">i don&#8217;t sew anything anymore<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">i have nothing more to lose<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>***<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">cats play with guts<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">mouse life teaches<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">us to be small<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>***<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">You killed me like it was the first time. Do you like me? No, it was another. It was iron-you. It is a metal-past you see, it&#8217;s my past and you&#8217;re erosion erosion inside my hungry eyes. It was, it is, it&#8217;s you, it&#8217;s my life without you, it&#8217;s my life, it&#8217;s not my life, because I don&#8217;t belong to myself. Ash-hair. Ash-heart. Ash-art. Everything I see turns to ashes. I see nothing. I don&#8217;t see, im blind. Im blind to&#8230; \u0415veryone is blind. \u0415veryone is mind. Everyone is my distance. I will die the same way I was born: alone.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>***<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">there is no one<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">to read dead<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">poetry<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>*** my throat is sandy yellow on the outside my throat inside is sandy crumbly who and to whom prays during the heat whose deity will be a mirage<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1822,77],"tags":[1821,1123,1686],"class_list":["post-16018","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-87","category-english","tag-egophobia-87","tag-english","tag-mykyta-ryzhykh"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-4am","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16018","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16018"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16018\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16019,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16018\/revisions\/16019"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16018"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16018"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16018"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}