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Chambers"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Journeys<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Individual beginnings<\/p>\n<p>are often small and<\/p>\n<p>seemingly insignificant &#8211;<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>the embodiment of hopes<\/p>\n<p>the realization of dreams<\/p>\n<p>summarily entrusted<\/p>\n<p>with the future<\/p>\n<p>regardless of personal<\/p>\n<p>consent or preference \u2026<\/p>\n<p>we are delivered \u2013 complete<\/p>\n<p>with the crushing<\/p>\n<p>expectations of others<\/p>\n<p>enforced by the weight<\/p>\n<p>of ancestral history.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Lives imperceptibly<\/p>\n<p>become unique<\/p>\n<p>honed through<\/p>\n<p>an endless succession<\/p>\n<p>of triumphs, defeats<\/p>\n<p>and sporadic epiphanies<\/p>\n<p>culled from all<\/p>\n<p>the tedious explorations<\/p>\n<p>regarding what defines<\/p>\n<p>who we truly are<\/p>\n<p>versus the designs of those<\/p>\n<p>ignorant <em>of<\/em> or uninterested <em>in<\/em><\/p>\n<p>our chosen needs fueled<\/p>\n<p>by our consecrated desires.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>All the plans<\/p>\n<p>secretly dreamt<\/p>\n<p>the loves and hates<\/p>\n<p>silently remembered<\/p>\n<p>only to be forgotten later<\/p>\n<p>the laughter and tears<\/p>\n<p>shared or kept to ourselves<\/p>\n<p>weave through life\u2019s fabric<\/p>\n<p>totally devoid of any<\/p>\n<p>apparent schedule \u2013<\/p>\n<p>only the promise<\/p>\n<p>of ample time to do<\/p>\n<p>what we do best \u2013<\/p>\n<p>to wonder<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Autumnal<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Fall crept in<\/p>\n<p>unnoticed<\/p>\n<p>its melancholic<\/p>\n<p>sigh echoed in<\/p>\n<p>the worried trees<\/p>\n<p>alerting them<\/p>\n<p>the time had come<\/p>\n<p>to toast their<\/p>\n<p>blithe and airy<\/p>\n<p>summer hues<\/p>\n<p>to the crisp<\/p>\n<p>yellow, brown<\/p>\n<p>and russet shades<\/p>\n<p>that herald<\/p>\n<p>the somber<\/p>\n<p>season of broken<\/p>\n<p>promises and<\/p>\n<p>unfulfilled<\/p>\n<p>dreams<\/p>\n<p>as the world readies<\/p>\n<p>itself to become<\/p>\n<p>frigid once more.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>For Karl<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>He relished giving<\/p>\n<p>us the history<\/p>\n<p>of how Eliot<\/p>\n<p>was already famous<\/p>\n<p>the year I was born<\/p>\n<p>as he took us along<\/p>\n<p>with him through<\/p>\n<p>the foggy cobwebs<\/p>\n<p>of Michelangelo\u2019s rooms<\/p>\n<p>with all the surety<\/p>\n<p>a teacher can muster \u2013<\/p>\n<p>introducing himself<\/p>\n<p>as a lesser poet<\/p>\n<p>who effortlessly<\/p>\n<p>showed me how to<\/p>\n<p>breathe in droplets<\/p>\n<p>instead of tides &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>with babies\u2019 breaths<\/p>\n<p>rather than hurricanes &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>gently,<\/p>\n<p>the way life flows &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>quietly ticking away<\/p>\n<p>on mute wrists<\/p>\n<p>unnoticed and unquestioned<\/p>\n<p>\u2018til later<\/p>\n<p>when all our<\/p>\n<p>urgent notions<\/p>\n<p>float downstream &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>leaping recklessly<\/p>\n<p>from oceans of need<\/p>\n<p>into burning<\/p>\n<p>deserts of desire<\/p>\n<p>to hasten<\/p>\n<p>the arrival<\/p>\n<p>of new creations.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Journeys &nbsp; 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