de Morgothya<\/p>\n
\n
\u00een fiecare diminea\u0163\u0103 visez s\u0103 smulg cu bice sau c\u0103ngi
\ncarnea de pe gambele hingherilor
\nbuc\u0103\u0163ile palpit\u00e2nde, s\u00e2ngerii, s\u0103 le arunc cu dezgust \u015fi satisfac\u0163ie c\u00e2inilor vagabonzi
\npoate chiar s\u0103 le rumenesc pu\u0163in \u00een ulei mai \u00eenainte
\na\u015fa, pentru suculen\u0163\u0103,
\n\u015fi s\u0103-i \u00eemprumut pe urm\u0103 vecinii tigaia cu cel mai inocent \u015fi fermec\u0103tor z\u00e2mbet de care am s\u0103 fiu \u00een stare<\/p>\n
voi m\u0103sura\u0163i anii \u00een num\u0103rul de facult\u0103\u0163i, iubi\u0163i, \u0163\u0103ri \u015fi ora\u015fe prin care v-a\u0163i perindat pa\u015fii cu cea mai impersonal\u0103 caden\u0163\u0103 din lume
\neu \u00eei m\u0103sor \u00een miile de d\u0103\u0163i \u00een care am c\u0103l\u0103torit p\u00e2n\u0103 la marginea universului, acolo unde voi nu ve\u0163i ajunge vreodat\u0103<\/p>\n
am sperat stupid c\u0103 voi afla ceva nou despre mine,
\nca \u015fi cum ai a\u015ftepta cuvintele redemp\u0163iunii de pe buzele cusute cu a\u0163\u0103 neagr\u0103 ale sperietorii de ciori,
\nale p\u0103pu\u015fii de paie<\/p>\n
\u00ee\u0163i cau\u0163i adolescen\u0163a rebel\u0103, \u00eentunecat\u0103 de alcool \u015fi filosofie,
\n\u00eentr-o sal\u0103 de bal cu aer condi\u0163ionat
\ndin care cineva a furat definitiv o mireas\u0103 de mult expirat\u0103
\n\u015fi \u00een care au ramas scaunele grotesc \u00eenvelite \u00een m\u0103tase
\n\u015fi t\u0103c\u00e2murile ce imit\u0103 argintul
\naerul desuet care nu spune nim\u0103nui nimic
\ne o \u00eencercare ridicol\u0103 pe care doar my twisted mind o putea vomita<\/p>\n
orgiile mi s-au p\u0103rut dintotdeauna retro \u015fi nostalgice
\nca o pies\u0103 veche de mobilier pe care o \u015ftergi \u00een fiecare zi de praf
\n\u015fi la care \u0163ii f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u015ftii prea bine de ce<\/p>\n
te-am pierdut devreme, pentru c\u0103 am fost prea identici ca s\u0103 putem supravie\u0163ui \u00een acela\u015fi univers
\nnu am fi putut s\u0103-l l\u0103s\u0103m s\u0103 respire
\nl-am fi sugrumat cu iubirea \u015fi nebunia pe care fiecare din noi o purta
\ndar poate c\u0103 ar fi fost mai bine, ast\u0103zi am fi cu adev\u0103rat liberi<\/p>\n
v\u0103 privesc \u015fi am acela\u015fi feeling de inutilitate pe care \u00eel \u00eencerc privind un ecran mort
\nave\u0163i ochi de sticl\u0103, p\u0103r de plastic, voce de vat\u0103 de zah\u0103r
\nun horror cu o u\u015foar\u0103 tent\u0103 erotic\u0103 \u00eens\u0103<\/p>\n
cu to\u0163i retarzii pulii care se feresc de c\u00e2ini pe strad\u0103, uneori sc\u00e2ncind patetic ca o curv\u0103 care \u015fi-a pierdut cartela de acces \u00een bordel atunci c\u00e2nd se ating de ei,
\n\u00eemi imaginez un nou sal\u00f2, \u00een care eu, st\u0103p\u00e2na suprem\u0103, most evil bitch,
\n\u00eei oblig \u00een fiecare diminea\u0163\u0103 s\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi taie \u00een buc\u0103\u0163ele mici \u015fi ingurgitabile copiii \u015fi s\u0103 ii livreze ca hran\u0103 m\u0103garilor mei prefera\u0163i deveni\u0163i peste noapte carnivori <\/p>\n
am continuat s\u0103 te caut, te-am c\u0103utat \u00een fiin\u0163e, \u00een mare, \u00een sticle de bere, \u00een flacoane de medicamente \u015fi dopuri de plut\u0103
\nar fi trebuit s\u0103 te caut \u00een mine
\nte-ai fluidizat \u015fi mi-ai invadat s\u00e2ngele
\npentru a fi sigur c\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i po\u0163i \u00eenf\u0103ptui epopeea diabolic\u0103 \u015fi dup\u0103 moarte<\/p>\n
ai fost fr\u0103\u0163iorul meu pervers cu care urcam pe acoperi\u015ful blocului \u015fi d\u0103deam foc antenelor tv
\n\u015fi cu ele aprinse d\u0103deam foc lumii<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
de Morgothya \u00een fiecare diminea\u0163\u0103 visez s\u0103 smulg cu bice sau c\u0103ngi carnea de pe gambele hingherilor buc\u0103\u0163ile palpit\u00e2nde, s\u00e2ngerii, s\u0103 le arunc cu dezgust \u015fi satisfac\u0163ie c\u00e2inilor vagabonzi poate chiar s\u0103 le rumenesc pu\u0163in \u00een ulei mai \u00eenainte a\u015fa, pentru suculen\u0163\u0103, \u015fi s\u0103-i \u00eemprumut pe urm\u0103 vecinii tigaia cu cel mai inocent \u015fi fermec\u0103tor […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[310,13],"tags":[1131,32,1114],"class_list":["post-1770","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-24","category-poezie","tag-egophobia-24","tag-morgothya","tag-poezie"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s6DakB-regres","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1770","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1770"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1770\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1782,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1770\/revisions\/1782"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1770"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1770"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1770"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}