\u201e…Prezen\u0163a\u00a0 pesc\u0103ru\u015filor m\u0103 deranja: i-am gonit cu pietre. \u015ei am \u00een\u0163eles c\u0103\u00a0\u0163ipete-le lor , de o striden\u0163\u0103 supranatural\u0103, erau exact ceea ce-mi trebuia, c\u0103\u00a0 numai\u00a0 \u00eensp\u0103im\u00e2nt\u0103torul putea s\u0103\u00a0 m\u0103\u00a0lini\u015fteasc\u0103\u00a0\u015fi c\u0103\u00a0 doar pentru a-l \u00eent\u00e2lni m\u0103 trezisem \u00eenaintea r\u0103s\u0103ritului\u201c<\/em>
\n[Emil Cioran]<\/p>\n\u00a0<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Se obi\u015fnuise greu cu ei. \u0162ip\u0103tul lor gutural, uneori prea asem\u0103n\u0103tor cu cel al femeii isterizate \u00eei stricase multe nop\u0163i, mai ales c\u0103 pe undeva, pe acoperi\u015ful casei de peste drum, se afla un cuib. Fusese frapat de discordan\u0163a dintre p\u0103rin\u0163i \u015fi pui, ultimii, dizgra\u0163io\u015fi, cu un penaj cafeniu-murdar, l\u0103l\u00e2i \u00een mi\u015fc\u0103ri, p\u0103reau c\u0103 apar\u0163in altei specii.<\/p>\n
\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Apoi, \u00eencet-\u00eencet se acomodase, ba mai mult, \u00eencepu s\u0103\u00a0le pun\u0103\u00a0 m\u00e2ncare pe marginea balconului, din simpla dorin\u0163\u0103 egoist\u0103\u00a0 de a-i vedea mai de-aproape. Maiestuo\u015fi, cu penele alb – gri str\u0103lucitoare, contrast\u00e2nd violent cu ocrul ciocului \u015fi al labelor, \u00eel priveau suspicio\u015fi cu ochii aceia de sticl\u0103, aten\u0163i la orice mi\u015fcare, neezit\u00e2nd \u00eens\u0103 s\u0103 h\u0103p\u0103ie \u00een grab\u0103 bucatele l\u0103sate. Era un amestec de frumos \u015fi vulgar \u00een ei, ce – l fascina, uit\u00e2nd de pove\u015ftile marin\u0103re\u015fti despre ciugulirea ochilor naufragia\u0163ilor, \u00eenc\u0103 \u00een\u00a0 timpul c\u00e2t mai erau vii. Tr\u0103ia singur \u015fi multe dintre clipele libere \u015fi le petrecea privindu-i, \u00een propriul balcon sau aiurea, r\u0103scolind prin gunoaie, leg\u0103n\u00e2ndu-se pe valuri sau slalom\u00e2nd printre fuioarele v\u00e2nturilor furtunoase.<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Totul p\u00e2n\u0103\u00a0\u00eentr-o zi.<\/p>\n
\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00cen dup\u0103-amiaza aceea, banal\u0103 ca oricare alta, ie\u015fi \u00een balcon s\u0103 ia ceva. Un pesc\u0103ru\u015f uria\u015f, cel mai mare pe care-l v\u0103zuse p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci, \u0163op\u0103ia pe loc, parc\u0103 atr\u0103g\u00e2ndu-l. Se apropie tiptil \u015fi \u00eei s\u0103ri \u00een c\u00e2rc\u0103. Brusc, aceasta se ridic\u0103\u00a0\u015fi-\u015fi lu\u0103 zborul, plonj\u00e2nd \u00een h\u0103u de la \u00een\u0103l\u0163ime celor opt etaje ale blocului.<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Sim\u0163i brusc o senza\u0163ie de grea\u0163\u0103\u00a0\u015fi\u00a0\u00ee\u015fi \u00eenfipse degetele \u00een penele p\u0103s\u0103rii.<\/p>\n
\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Luau \u00een\u0103l\u0163ime, trec\u00e2nd peste cartiere, peste parcuri, survolar\u0103 groapa de gunoi a ora\u015fului de unde fur\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2mpina\u0163i de mii \u015fi mii de strig\u0103te guturale din partea suratelor. Apoi revenir\u0103 spre ora\u015f. Frica \u00eenc\u0103 \u00eel mai st\u0103p\u00e2nea, dar parc\u0103 \u00eencepuse s\u0103 – i \u015fi plac\u0103. Se uita \u00een jos, nerecunosc\u00e2nd mare lucru de la \u00een\u0103l\u0163imea aceea. P\u00e2n\u0103 atunci se t\u00e2r\u00e2se, ca to\u0163i ceilal\u0163i, pe str\u0103zile t\u00e2rgului, uit\u00e2ndu-se rar \u015fi inutil \u00een sus, invoc\u00e2nd de multe ceva \u00een ce nu credeau.<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Acum era altceva. Vedea lumea altfel.<\/p>\n
\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Zburau peste bulevardul central, plec\u00e2nd \u015fi revenind, \u00een volte largi, unduioase. Aerul \u015fuiera pl\u0103cut pe la urechi. Nu era frig. Era chiar bine.<\/p>\n
\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Pe trotuarul uneia dintre laturile bulevardului, un \u015fir de \u00eengeri \u015fi parc\u0103\u00a0de sfin\u0163i se afla \u00eentr-un du \u2013\u00a0te – vino continuu, obositor, mai ales datorit\u0103\u00a0traiectoriilor albe din urma lor, prea albe \u00een soarele crud al zilei. Pe trotuarul de peste drum, grupuri \u2013 grupuri de diavoli, l\u0103cui\u0163i \u00een negru, de diferite ierarhii, forfoteau \u015fi ei, f\u0103r\u0103 vreo direc\u0163ie clar\u0103. \u00cen mijloc, \u00eentr – o zv\u00e2rcoleal\u0103 haotic\u0103, brownian\u0103 se mi\u015fcau oameni, care de la \u00een\u0103l\u0163imea aceea erau egali \u015fi banal de uniformi \u00een \u00eenf\u0103\u0163i\u015farea lor anonim\u0103. Plecau \u015fi veneau f\u0103r\u0103 sens, dinspre nic\u0103ieri spre oriunde, izbindu – se unii de al\u0163ii, rico\u015f\u00e2nd aleatoriu. Din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd, c\u00e2te unul, mai pu\u0163in atent, se atingea de bordur\u0103 \u015fi era aspirat pe trotuar, disp\u0103r\u00e2nd instantaneu \u00een puhoiul alb sau negru. Pentru o clip\u0103 \u00eei str\u0103fulger\u0103 g\u00e2ndul c\u0103 \u015fi el trecuse pe bulevard, nu o dat\u0103, dar parc\u0103 nu – l v\u0103zuse a\u015fa.<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0D\u0103du din umeri : acum, de aici, nu – i p\u0103sa.<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0C\u00e2nd \u015fi cum a ajuns acas\u0103, nu are nici o importan\u0163\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Cert este c\u0103\u00a0din ziua aceea a ocolit sistematic bulevardul, f\u0103r\u0103\u00a0 s\u0103\u00a0– \u015fi dea seama prea bine de ce.\u00a0<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Sau \u00ee\u015fi d\u0103dea seama de ceva greu de acceptat: zburase.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
de Victor Loghin [Rom\u00e2nia] \u00a0for the English version, click here \u201e…Prezen\u0163a\u00a0 pesc\u0103ru\u015filor m\u0103 deranja: i-am gonit cu pietre. \u015ei am \u00een\u0163eles c\u0103\u00a0\u0163ipete-le lor , de o striden\u0163\u0103 supranatural\u0103, erau exact ceea ce-mi trebuia, c\u0103\u00a0 numai\u00a0 \u00eensp\u0103im\u00e2nt\u0103torul putea s\u0103\u00a0 m\u0103\u00a0lini\u015fteasc\u0103\u00a0\u015fi c\u0103\u00a0 doar pentru a-l \u00eent\u00e2lni m\u0103 trezisem \u00eenaintea r\u0103s\u0103ritului\u201c [Emil Cioran] \u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Se obi\u015fnuise greu cu […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[436,393],"tags":[1145,54,395],"class_list":["post-3351","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-25","category-prozascurta","tag-egophobia-25","tag-proza-scurta","tag-victor-loghin"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-S3","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3351","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3351"}],"version-history":[{"count":11,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3351\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3501,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3351\/revisions\/3501"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3351"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3351"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3351"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}