de Yussuf Khalid<\/p>\n
azi am v\u0103zut un film prost
\ncu Jeanne d’Arc,
\n\u015fi mi-am amintit de un film bun
\ncu Jeanne d’Arc,
\nun film d-\u0103la de care toat\u0103
\nlumea spune c\u0103 e Art\u0103
\nf\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fie neap\u0103rat.
\n<\/p>\n
ideea e c\u0103 am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng,
\nmi-au curs \u00eentre cinci \u015fi \u015fapte lacrimi
\nceea ce e mult
\neu am o medie de zece-cin\u015fpe
\nlacrimi pe an,
\npoate \u015fapti\u015fpe dac\u0103 moare cineva
\napropiat
\ncel mult dou\u0103zeci
\ndac\u0103 vreo zdrean\u0163\u0103 pe care o \u015ftiu
\n\u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103 se sinucid\u0103
\n\u015fi nu-i iese din prima.<\/p>\n
oricum, pl\u00e2ngeam
\n\u015fi m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam c\u0103 de ce pl\u00e2ng
\nmi-e dor de Dumnezeu?
\nm\u0103 ucide o stare
\nde sentiment eroic?
\nsau voiam
\ns\u0103 fut
\no fecioar\u0103 din Avignon
\ncare poart\u0103 c\u00e2te un \u00eenger buc\u0103lat
\npe fiecare um\u0103r?<\/p>\n
n-am aflat,
\ndar nu-mi pare r\u0103u,
\n\u00een cur\u00e2nd Ana
\no s\u0103-mi trimit\u0103 un mail,
\no s\u0103-mi spun\u0103 c\u0103 nimic
\ndin toate astea
\nnu e adev\u0103rat,
\nc\u0103 noi doi n-o s\u0103 mai vorbim
\nniciodat\u0103.
\n\u015fi mi-am rezervat deja o jum\u0103tate
\nde lacrim\u0103 pentru asta
\nr\u0103m\u00e2ne doar s-o \u00eempart
\n\u00een func\u0163ie de num\u0103rul de cuvinte
\ndin mail.
\ndar Ana nu vorbe\u015fte mult
\nnu mi-e team\u0103.<\/p>\n
ea doar o s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentrebe
\ndac\u0103 tot a\u015fa mai uit lucruri,
\ndac\u0103 am fost la doctor,
\na dracu’ amnezie, zice,
\n\u00eentr-o zi o s-o uit \u015fi pe ea
\nc\u0103 de ce m\u0103 prefac c\u0103 exist
\n\u015fi altele…
\n\u015fi o s\u0103 m\u0103 anun\u0163e ca la gar\u0103:
\n“tot eu o s\u0103-\u0163i m\u0103n\u00e2nc pensia
\n\u015fi las\u0103 circul,
\n\u00eentr-o zi o s\u0103 ne \u00eemp\u0103c\u0103m,
\n(ea \u00eenc\u0103 nu \u015ftie c\u0103 nu ne-am certat)
\neu nu pot s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc f\u0103r\u0103 amintiri,
\ntu nu po\u0163i exista
\nf\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spui pove\u015fti,
\ndeci nu po\u0163i tr\u0103i f\u0103r\u0103 mine
\na\u015fa c\u0103 vino aici
\npoate ne uit\u0103m la un film
\ndespre Jeanne d’Arc
\n– de data asta un documentar –
\nsau la un film porno,
\noricum diferen\u0163a e \u00een afara noastr\u0103
\n\u015fi nu ne prive\u015fte.”<\/p>\n
dar n-o s\u0103-i r\u0103spund,
\nce rost ar avea s\u0103-i spun…<\/p>\n
a\u015fa c\u0103 o s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentrebe de master
\n\u015fi de nota la ekfrastic\u0103
\n“am luat?”
\n“7 sau 9, nu \u015ftiu, am uitat.”
\n“da’ \u015ftiu, \u0163ie nu-\u0163i pas\u0103,
\nnu \u015ftiu de ce mai vorbim,
\ndrogurile nu ui\u0163i niciodat\u0103
\ns\u0103 \u0163i le iei la ora exact\u0103
\n\u015fi altele, \u015fi altele,
\nn-am chef acum.”<\/p>\n
nu citesc ultimu’ mail,
\n\u015ftiam ce va scrie,
\nasta se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 de opt luni,
\nsingura diferen\u0163\u0103 e c\u0103 uneori
\nun soft ciudat \u00eenlocuie\u015fte
\n“ekfrastic\u0103” \u015fi scrie “fenomenologie”,
\n“iconologie”, “epic” sau mai \u015ftiu eu ce altceva,
\na\u015fa c\u0103 \u00eei trimit un mesaj
\n\u00eei spun c\u0103 am scris un text
\npe www.ro,
\nar face bine s\u0103-l citeasc\u0103,
\nnu-i despre ea, ci despre Jeanne d’Arc,
\nun fel de fecioar\u0103
\nla care nu \u015ftiu dac\u0103 vreau
\ns\u0103 m\u0103 rog, s-o admir, sau s-o fut. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
de Yussuf Khalid azi am v\u0103zut un film prost cu Jeanne d’Arc, \u015fi mi-am amintit de un film bun cu Jeanne d’Arc, un film d-\u0103la de care toat\u0103 lumea spune c\u0103 e Art\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fie neap\u0103rat.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,13],"tags":[9,1114,85],"class_list":["post-360","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-7","category-poezie","tag-egophobia-22","tag-poezie","tag-yussuf-khalid"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-5O","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/360","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=360"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/360\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":613,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/360\/revisions\/613"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=360"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=360"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=360"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}