{"id":394,"date":"2009-06-16T15:59:16","date_gmt":"2009-06-16T13:59:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/revista\/?p=394"},"modified":"2009-06-18T14:18:42","modified_gmt":"2009-06-18T12:18:42","slug":"auslander","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=394","title":{"rendered":"ausl\u00e4nder"},"content":{"rendered":"<p align=\"right\">de \u015etefan Bolea<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\"><strong>[din volumul <em><a href=\"http:\/\/noapteainstinctelor.wordpress.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">Noaptea instinctelor<\/a><\/em>, Brumar, iunie 2009]<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>m-au dezbr\u0103cat p\u00e2n\u0103 la piele<br \/>\n\u015fi mi-au cercetat toate buzunarele<br \/>\n\u015fi c\u00e2nd st\u0103team pe coridor<br \/>\n\u00eel auzeam pe unul din prieteni<br \/>\ncum \u00eeng\u0103ima cu voce de copil<br \/>\ncum r\u0103spundea la interogatoriu<br \/>\ncu sc\u00e2ncete<br \/>\n<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>\u015fi-mi tot recitam ca o mantr\u0103<br \/>\no replic\u0103 din nu \u015ftiu ce film<br \/>\nyou can\u2019t plant cameras into my brain<br \/>\nnu, dar po\u0163i s\u0103 vezi foarte bine<br \/>\nce e dedesubt<br \/>\nurm\u0103rind rictusul \u015fi ticurile<br \/>\nsau tremuratul m\u00e2inii<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi, la interviu, cu o voce trunchiat\u0103<br \/>\nde c\u0103lug\u0103r cer\u015fetor<br \/>\nr\u0103spundeam<br \/>\n&#8211; Baskettball? Sportler?<br \/>\n&#8211; Nein, ich studiere Philosophie.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ach, ein Philosoph.<br \/>\n&#8211; Noch nicht.<\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2nd am ie\u015fit m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam<br \/>\nne pot acuza pe to\u0163i? este sf\u00e2r\u015fitul unuia din noi? vor g\u0103si stash-ul?<\/p>\n<p>ne-au dat pa\u015fapoartele cu dispre\u0163<br \/>\n\u015fi ne-au l\u0103sat s-o \u015ftergem<br \/>\nde\u015fi nu eram tocmai clean<br \/>\nRum\u00e4nen&#8230;Zigeuner<\/p>\n<p>poate plictiseala s-a evaporat<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd o ma\u015fin\u0103 cu num\u0103r de rom\u00e2nia<br \/>\ntrece din elve\u0163ia \u00een germania<br \/>\no ma\u015fin\u0103 de \u0163igani este o cocin\u0103 pe ro\u0163i<br \/>\nam s\u00e2nge estic \u00een vene<br \/>\ntschandala r\u0103sufl\u0103 pe sub barba neras\u0103<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi cumva, chiar ajuns acas\u0103<br \/>\n\u015fi cu borcanul de cafea cump\u0103rat<br \/>\ndup\u0103 care am mers in the first place \u00een elve\u0163ia<br \/>\nvama s-a prelungit p\u00e2n\u0103 aici<br \/>\ns-a extins ca umbra sa infinit\u0103<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi tot universul a devenit o limit\u0103<br \/>\ncare se str\u00e2nge ca un \u015ftreang<br \/>\nsau ca un straight jacket ce te consum\u0103 de viu<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi lini\u015ftea mea s-a spart<br \/>\ninfectat\u0103 de un no man\u2019s land amenin\u0163\u0103tor<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi oriunde m\u0103 uit, barierele \u00eemi a\u0163intesc privirea<br \/>\nv\u0103d doar m\u0103nu\u015fa vame\u015fului<br \/>\ncare m\u0103 manevreaz\u0103 cu suspiciune ca pe un obiect expirat <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>de \u015etefan Bolea [din volumul Noaptea instinctelor, Brumar, iunie 2009] m-au dezbr\u0103cat p\u00e2n\u0103 la piele \u015fi mi-au cercetat toate buzunarele \u015fi c\u00e2nd st\u0103team pe coridor \u00eel auzeam pe unul din prieteni cum \u00eeng\u0103ima cu voce de copil cum r\u0103spundea la interogatoriu cu sc\u00e2ncete<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[7,13],"tags":[9,1114,39],"class_list":["post-394","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-7","category-poezie","tag-egophobia-22","tag-poezie","tag-stefan-bolea"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-6m","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/394","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=394"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/394\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":622,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/394\/revisions\/622"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=394"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=394"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=394"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}