Chiar te-ai \u0163inut de cuv\u00e2nt, \u00eei spuse ea dup\u0103 ce \u00eel l\u0103s\u0103 s\u0103 se a\u015feze \u00een fragmentul s\u0103u de banc\u0103 cu marginile \u00eenc\u0103 impermeabile la uitare.<\/p>\n
\nEl se a\u015fez\u0103 instinctiv \u00een el \u015fi habar nu avea unde se a\u015fezase \u015fi ea r\u0103mase mut\u0103 de uimire s\u0103 \u00eel vad\u0103 \u015ftiindu-se pe de rost \u00een ciuda amneziei din care tot nu se deblocase.<\/p>\n
\nEu chiar m\u0103 \u0163in de cuv\u00e2nt, \u00eei spuse el pe un ton obi\u015fnuit, dac\u0103 \u015fi numai dac\u0103 mi-l dau.<\/p>\n
\n\u00cen\u0163eleg, \u00eencuviin\u0163\u0103 ea \u015fi se \u00eentoarse \u00een raza mnemotehnic\u0103 a z\u00e2mbetului pe care ar fi vrut s\u0103 i-l d\u0103ruiasc\u0103 din toat\u0103 amintirea.<\/p>\n
\nEl nu v\u0103zu nimic din tot ce f\u0103cuse ea \u015fi doar se a\u015fez\u0103 \u015fi mai bine \u00een fragmentul s\u0103u de banc\u0103 av\u00e2nd strania senza\u0163ie de confort extraordinar cum nu mai sim\u0163ise de c\u00e2nd nu \u00ee\u015fi mai amintea. Era lihnit \u015fi venise \u00een cantin\u0103 cu g\u00e2ndul s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nce c\u00e2t toate persoanele pe care le-ar putea fi \u00een acela\u015fi timp.<\/p>\n
Cu ce s\u0103 te servesc? Acela\u015fi meniu?<\/p>\n
\n\u00ce\u015fi d\u0103du seama numai dup\u0103 aceea c\u0103 el nu ar putea s\u0103 \u015ftie ce lua de obicei la cin\u0103. \u00cei z\u00e2mbi vinovat, iar el \u00eei spuse c\u0103 nu face nimic, c\u0103 se mai \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 \u015fi c\u0103 nu trebuie s\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi fac\u0103 griji fiindc\u0103 \u015ftia deja ce vrea s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nce \u015fi o rug\u0103 pe ea s\u0103 \u00eei spun\u0103 dac\u0103 e acela\u015fi lucru cu ce servea \u015fi \u00een prima lui internabilitate. Ea fu de acord cu el \u015fi \u00eei promise c\u0103 o s\u0103 \u00eei spun\u0103 de \u00eendat\u0103 ce va avea comanda de la el. El citi cu aten\u0163ie meniul pe care ea i-l d\u0103du \u015fi \u00eei re\u0163inu aten\u0163ia, din tot ce era trecut \u00een el, numai un tip ciudat de pr\u0103jitur\u0103 cu trei etaje de blat \u015fi lucruri dulci \u015fi care se numea, scris de m\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi ad\u0103ugat \u00een creion, f\u0103r\u0103 majuscul\u0103 ca \u00een orice titlu de pr\u0103jitur\u0103, \u201ede pr\u0103jitur\u0103\u201d. Ea r\u0103mase \u015fi mai mut\u0103 de uimire, cu toate c\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi dorea foarte mult s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103 cu el, \u015fi \u00eei zise c\u0103 la fel cerea \u015fi \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n
\n\u00censeamn\u0103 c\u0103 e o pr\u0103jitur\u0103 at\u00e2t de bun\u0103, \u00eenc\u00e2t sim\u0163urile nu o pot uita, chiar dac\u0103 memoria nu \u00ee\u015fi mai aminte\u015fte de ea, confirm\u0103 el pe g\u00e2nduri.<\/p>\n
\nPoate ai dreptate, nu \u015ftiu ce s\u0103 mai spun, continu\u0103 ea, dar e foarte ciudat s\u0103 te v\u0103d f\u0103c\u00e2nd lucruri pe care zici c\u0103 nu \u0163i le mai aminte\u015fti deloc.<\/p>\n
Ca pr\u0103jitura?<\/p>\n
\u00centrebarea lui presupunea \u00eenc\u0103 una pe care el a\u015ftepta cu ner\u0103bdare s\u0103 o pun\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00centocmai.<\/p>\n
\u00cen\u0163eleg, \u00eencerc\u0103 el s\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi \u00een\u0163eleag\u0103 sim\u0163urile.<\/p>\n
Dar nu numai, continu\u0103 ea.<\/p>\n
\u015ei ca altceva?<\/p>\n
Intuise bine. \u00centrebarea lui precedent\u0103 l\u0103sase urme interogative \u00een spa\u0163iul creat de ea.<\/p>\n
Da.<\/p>\n
A\u015f vrea s\u0103 \u00eemi spui \u015fi ca ce altceva, o rug\u0103 el \u015fi ea p\u0103rea se s\u0103 conformeze rug\u0103min\u0163ii lui.<\/p>\n
\u00ce\u0163i pot spune dac\u0103 \u0163ii neap\u0103rat s\u0103 \u015ftii, \u00eencuviin\u0163\u0103 ea.<\/p>\n
\u0162in.<\/p>\n
Fie.<\/p>\n
Mul\u0163umesc c\u0103 \u00eemi dai posibilitatea s\u0103 cad cel pu\u0163in \u00een sim\u0163uri \u015fi s\u0103 \u015fi r\u0103m\u00e2n momentan \u00een ele.<\/p>\n
Cu mare pl\u0103cere, \u00eei z\u00e2mbi ea mul\u0163umindu-i din z\u00e2mbetul pe care i-l z\u00e2mbi.<\/p>\n
Deci?<\/p>\n
\nEl p\u0103rea mai ner\u0103bd\u0103tor ca de obicei, iar sim\u0163urile sale p\u0103reau s\u0103 se fi ascu\u0163it \u00een ner\u0103bdare de c\u00e2nd, probabil niciodat\u0103, nu \u00eei mai \u00eenlocuiser\u0103 memoria.<\/p>\n
\nTe-ai a\u015fezat \u00een exact acela\u015fi loc pe banc\u0103 ca \u015fi \u00eenainte. E ca \u015fi cum nu ai uitat nimic, cu toate c\u0103 tu sus\u0163ii contrariul. Dac\u0103 amnezia, \u00een general, e doar o fars\u0103, \u0163inerea de minte nu poate fi niciodat\u0103 real\u0103. \u015ei, dac\u0103 s-ar putea a\u015fa ceva, totul ar fi extrem de grav \u015fi tulbur\u0103tor fiindc\u0103 nu ai mai putea avea \u00eencredere \u00een nimic \u015fi tot ce ai face zilnic ai crede c\u0103 e doar un vis pe care \u00eel po\u0163i modifica dup\u0103 bunul plac, reflect\u0103 ea asupra condi\u0163iei lui.<\/p>\n
El ascult\u0103 cu aten\u0163ie \u015fi nu \u00eei venea s\u0103 cread\u0103 c\u00e2t de superficial\u0103, \u015fi totu\u015fi c\u00e2t de ad\u00e2nc\u0103, \u00eei era amnezia.<\/p>\n
\nInsinuezi c\u0103 tot ce ni se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 \u00een acest moment se petrece numai \u00een visul meu despre noi \u015fi c\u0103 de aceea nu e real fiindc\u0103 nu \u00eemi aduc aminte exact acelea\u015fi lucruri pe care le-am mai f\u0103cut \u015fi continui s\u0103 le fac, cu excep\u0163ia notabil\u0103 c\u0103, de aceast\u0103 dat\u0103, nu le fac din amintire, ca \u00eenainte, ci aparent instinctiv?<\/p>\n
\nEa \u00eei ascult\u0103 cu mult\u0103 luare aminte \u00eentrebarea cam lung\u0103 \u015fi \u00eei spuse c\u0103 nu ar \u015fti cum s\u0103 \u00eei r\u0103spund\u0103 pe m\u0103sur\u0103, a\u015fa c\u0103 mai bine se ab\u0163ine de la orice fel de r\u0103spuns, except\u00e2nd cele referitoare la masa de sear\u0103.<\/p>\n
\n\u00cen afar\u0103 de sim\u0163urile lui extrem de mnemotehnice \u015fi de z\u00e2mbetele ei asem\u0103n\u0103toare, cina nu p\u0103rea s\u0103 decurg\u0103 foarte bine. El uitase complet cum s\u0103 o ia, iar ea nu mai p\u0103rea s\u0103 aib\u0103 r\u0103bdare cu el. Cina se r\u0103cise pe mas\u0103 \u00eentre m\u00e2inile lui \u00eentinse \u00eentre palme \u015fi degete. Dintr-o dat\u0103, \u00ee\u015fi pierduse pofta de m\u00e2ncare \u015fi se \u00eentreba \u00een el dac\u0103 nu e din cauza sim\u0163urilor sale ce \u00ee\u015fi aduser\u0103 brusc aminte c\u0103 se afl\u0103 \u00eentr-o minte amnezic\u0103, dar trupul s\u0103u indezirabil \u015fi chiar dezirabil c\u00e2teodat\u0103 le contrazise, d\u00e2ndu-i \u00eentr-un fel lui dreptate, c\u00e2nd le spuse c\u0103 ele se \u00eentind \u015fi dincolo de mintea lui amnezic\u0103 \u015fi c\u0103 poate de aceea \u015fi \u0163in minte, f\u0103r\u0103 \u015fi el s\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi poat\u0103 aminti, tot ce el f\u0103cuse \u00eenainte, \u015fi mai mult ca sigur de aceea lui nici nu \u00eei mai era foame fiindc\u0103 ele \u00ee\u015fi amintir\u0103 c\u0103 el nu ar putea niciodat\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nce f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi \u015ftie cina pe de rost.<\/p>\n
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