{"id":4496,"date":"2010-06-14T04:50:21","date_gmt":"2010-06-14T02:50:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=4496"},"modified":"2010-06-14T13:59:28","modified_gmt":"2010-06-14T11:59:28","slug":"l-i-l-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=4496","title":{"rendered":"L I L I"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: right\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0de Robert \u015eERBAN\u00a0\u00a0(Romania)\u00a0<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right\"><em>for the English version, click <strong><a href=\"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=4583\">here<\/a><\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Dac\u0103 a\u015ftep\u0163i tramvaiul 8 \u00een sta\u0163ia de l\u00e2ng\u0103 Abator \u015fi \u00eencepe s\u0103 plou\u0103 violent, te vei ad\u0103posti \u00een singura scar\u0103 a blocului din fa\u0163a sta\u0163iei. \u00cenainte de a intra \u00een scar\u0103, treci pe sub bolta de vi\u0163\u0103 de vie. E ca un tunel, iar c\u00e2nd vine tramvaiul ai impresia c\u0103 a ajuns instantaneu, ca un tren japonez. <!--more-->Dac\u0103 e\u015fti \u00een casa sc\u0103rii c\u00e2nd a oprit \u015fi nu alergi, \u00eel pierzi. Dar tramvaiul 8 vine greu. Mai ales s\u00e2mb\u0103ta \u015fi duminica. Mai u\u015for vine ploaia. Ca asta, cu fulgere \u015fi tunete, cu stropi c\u00e2t unghia.<\/p>\n<p>Nu se vede tramvaiul. \u00centorci capul \u015fi te ui\u0163i la geamul din st\u00e2nga, de la parter. Acolo st\u0103 Lili. Nu a ie\u015fit la fereastr\u0103 s\u0103 vad\u0103 ploaia. De obicei e acolo. \u0162i se pare c\u0103 se mi\u015fc\u0103 perdeaua. Plou\u0103 r\u0103u. Intri \u015fi tu \u00een scara blocului. Te ui\u0163i la pere\u0163i. La lista locatarilor. S\u0103ceanu Maria \u2013 ap.1, Darie Ionel \u2013 ap.2, Stoica Ovidiu \u2013 ap.3, prof. Ilie \u2013 ap.4, Vlad Georgeta \u2013 ap.5, Soare Cristi \u2013 ap .17, Udrea Ovidiu \u2013ap.18. Lili st\u0103 la apartamentul 2. O cheam\u0103 Darie. E cea mai frumoas\u0103 brunet\u0103 pe care ai v\u0103zut-o \u00een ultimii trei ani. Ai v\u0103zut-o cresc\u00e2nd. Acum e \u00een ultimul an de liceu. E aproape femeie.<\/p>\n<p>Plou\u0103 ca naiba. E plin de b\u0103l\u0163i \u015fi de frunze de vie care seam\u0103n\u0103 cu gelatina pentru pr\u0103jituri. O femeie gras\u0103 se uit\u0103 \u00een po\u015fet\u0103. Te ui\u0163i \u015fi tu, discret, \u015fi \u00ee\u0163i vine s\u0103 r\u00e2zi la g\u00e2ndul c\u0103 ai s\u0103 vezi cine \u015ftie ce. Femeia \u00ee\u015fi scoate pachetul de \u0163ig\u0103ri, bricheta. O gras\u0103 cu \u0163igara \u00een gur\u0103. Fulger\u0103. B\u0103tr\u00e2na cu batic negru se uit\u0103 pierdut\u0103 la fum\u0103toare. Are ochi mari, buni, l\u0103crimo\u015fi. Poate din cauza fumului.<\/p>\n<p>Se aude tramvaiul. Grasa mai trage o dat\u0103 din Winchester \u015fi d\u0103 s\u0103 ias\u0103 din scar\u0103. B\u0103tr\u00e2na s-a trezit din reverie \u015fi \u00ee\u015fi ridic\u0103 plasa de rafie pe care o l\u0103sase jos, sprijinit\u0103 de perete. Plou\u0103 groaznic. E 8. Le la\u015fi pe femei s\u0103 treac\u0103 prin tunelul parc\u0103 vopsit \u00een verde irlandez \u015fi te preg\u0103te\u015fti ca din 12-14 pa\u015fi s\u0103 ajungi la tramvai. \u00ce\u0163i la\u015fi greutatea corpului pe piciorul st\u00e2ng, ridici u\u015for c\u0103lc\u00e2iul celui drept, dar drumul nu e liber.<\/p>\n<p>Prin tunel alearg\u0103 Lili. Probabil a venit cu tramvaiul. E ud\u0103 leoarc\u0103, are tricoul lipit de corp, p\u0103rul negru, lucios. S-au \u00eenchis u\u015file. Urmeaz\u0103 sta\u0163ia Olimpia. Lili intr\u0103 \u00een casa sc\u0103rii, se scutur\u0103 ca un coker, strope\u015fte. E frumoas\u0103. Se uit\u0103 la tine \u015fi, \u00een acela\u015fi timp, caut\u0103 cu degetele \u00een cutia po\u015ftal\u0103. A\u015fteapt\u0103 scrisori? Are vreun iubit? Se d\u0103 un pas \u00een spate \u015fi prive\u015fte \u00een cutie, cu un ochi. S-a aplecat la 45 de grade, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-\u015fi \u00eendoaie genunchii. Simte c\u0103 te ui\u0163i. Femeile simt c\u00e2nd le prive\u015fti. \u015ei grasa a \u015ftiut c\u0103 o prive\u015fte b\u0103tr\u00e2nica.<\/p>\n<p>Lili se bosumfl\u0103. Caut\u0103 \u00een po\u015feta pu\u0163in mai mare dec\u00e2t un portofel. Scoate cheile, o alege pe cea mic\u0103 \u015fi deschide lac\u0103tul. Nu e nimic \u00een cutie.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\">\u201cLunea nu vine po\u015fta\u201d, \u00eei spui.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\">\u201cA\u015ftept factura de la telefon\u201d, r\u0103spunde \u015fi \u00eenchide lac\u0103tul.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\">\u201cTelefonul vine \u00een jur de 15. Ast\u0103zi e \u00een 4\u201d.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\">\u201cA, da. C\u0103uta\u0163i pe cineva?\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\">\u201cNu, a\u015ftept tramvaiul.\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\">\u201cDe ce nu a\u0163i urcat \u00een \u0103la?\u201d, \u00eentreab\u0103 Lili.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\">\u201cNu pot s\u0103 alerg, mi-am luxat glezna\u201d, min\u0163i tu. Lili \u00ee\u0163i prive\u015fte picioarele.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\">\u201dSt\u00e2ngul sau dreptul?\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\">\u201cDreptul\u201d.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\">\u201cAm un unguent foarte bun. Eu fac volei \u015fi o p\u0103\u0163esc destul de des. Dar unguentul \u0103sta<br \/>\ne \u00a0extraordinar. Stau aici, haide\u0163i p\u00e2n\u0103 la mine\u201d. \u00cenghi\u0163i. \u0162i se bate pleoapa. Lili deschide u\u015fa apartamentului 2 \u015fi intr\u0103 prima. \u00cei miro\u015fi p\u0103rul.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Nu v\u0103 desc\u0103l\u0163a\u0163i. Nu, v\u0103 rog. Sta\u0163i aici, pe fotoliu sau pe canapea\u201d. Sufrageria e simpl\u0103, cu covor persan, cu pahare \u015fi balerine \u00een vitrina unei mobile oarecare. Un peisaj cu ram\u0103 grea pe peretele din st\u00e2nga.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cM\u0103 schimb \u015fi vin imediat. Da\u0163i drumul la televizor\u201d. Te ui\u0163i dup\u0103 telecomand\u0103. Nu o vezi. Chiar \u0163i se bate pleoapa. Vezi o pat\u0103 pe tavan. Se aude apa de la baie. Sau de la buc\u0103t\u0103rie. Sc\u00e2r\u0163\u00e2ie u\u015file de la un \u015fifonier. Mai sc\u00e2r\u0163\u00e2ie o dat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAsta-i alifia. E ungureasc\u0103\u201d. Lili are pe ea o rochi\u0163\u0103 alb-albastr\u0103. Golul din g\u00e2t \u0163i-a cobor\u00e2t \u00een intestine. Lili s-a a\u015fezat \u00een genunchi, \u00een fa\u0163a ta. Desface tubul, str\u00e2nge pu\u0163in de el \u015fi o crem\u0103 g\u0103lbuie scoate capul. Lili te prive\u015fte.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNu v\u0103 \u00eencorda\u0163i. \u00centinde-\u0163i pu\u0163in piciorul\u201d. \u00ce\u0163i atinge cu ar\u0103t\u0103torul pulpa. Apoi \u015fi cu degetul mijlociu. Apas\u0103 u\u015for \u015fi maseaz\u0103 \u00een spiral\u0103. M\u00e2na dreapt\u0103 \u015fi-a a\u015fezat-o pe piciorul t\u0103u st\u00e2ng. Obrazul ei \u00ee\u0163i atinge genunchiul. Respiri pe gur\u0103. Ai buzele uscate \u015fi dep\u0103rtate una de alta. Respiri cu tot corpul. Palma dreapt\u0103 a fetei urc\u0103 incon\u015ftient\u0103 pe piciorul t\u0103u, pe abdomen, se desface \u00een cinci degete lungi \u015fi \u00ee\u0163i cuprinde unul dintre s\u00e2ni.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0de Robert \u015eERBAN\u00a0\u00a0(Romania)\u00a0 for the English version, click here \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Dac\u0103 a\u015ftep\u0163i tramvaiul 8 \u00een sta\u0163ia de l\u00e2ng\u0103 Abator \u015fi \u00eencepe s\u0103 plou\u0103 violent, te vei ad\u0103posti \u00een singura scar\u0103 a blocului din fa\u0163a sta\u0163iei. \u00cenainte de a intra \u00een scar\u0103, treci pe sub bolta de vi\u0163\u0103 de vie. E ca un tunel, iar c\u00e2nd [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[585,393],"tags":[563],"class_list":["post-4496","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-27","category-prozascurta","tag-robert-serban"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-1aw","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4496","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4496"}],"version-history":[{"count":17,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4496\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4973,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4496\/revisions\/4973"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4496"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4496"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4496"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}