de Ana Ionesei<\/p>\n
Am visat un vis al lui Schubert.
\nM-am trezit \u00eentr-o bun\u0103 zi astfel \u015fi am \u00eentrez\u0103rit \u2013 sau doar m-am \u00eentrebat ? \u2013 :
\nRememorez visul ori \u00eel compun ?
\nFilosofemele toate le-am obliterat, p\u0103str\u00e2nd ca viciu filosofia.
\n\u00cen m\u0103r\u0103cini\u015furile de cuvinte nu am aflat dec\u00e2t cioburi de tr\u0103ire,
\nA\u015fa c\u0103 am \u00eenv\u0103\u0163at s\u0103 privesc iar\u0103\u015fi \u2013
\nPrin orbirea fundamental \u0103 care e instantaneitatea.
\nO, Zei, de ce a\u0163i n\u0103scocit fataliatea mea personal\u0103 ?
\nPentru c\u0103 numai acesta m\u0103 scuz\u0103 !
\nIar acel \u201cca \u015fi cum\u201d demonic m-a \u00eencr\u00e2ncenat \u00eentr-at\u00e2t \u00eenc\u00e2t m\u0103 delectam
\nCu r\u0103nile pe care nu fiindurile le provocau m\u00e2niei mele, ci eu acestora.
\n\u015ei astfel m-am deprins cu monotonia sofistului, cel ce se ascunde
\nPrintre distihuri pe de rost \u00eenv\u0103\u0163ate, care \u00een ascuns t\u00e2nje\u015fte
\nLa matricea sa ne\u015ftiut\u0103
\n\u015ei de mult \u015fi-a pierdut urma.<\/p>\n
Din Jurnalul retrospectiv ( 10.06.10 )<\/strong><\/p>\n Cine s\u0103 aline am\u0103r\u0103ciunea acestuia care \u00eempiedic\u00e2ndu-se, 11.06.10 <\/strong><\/p>\n C\u00e2ndva, o femeie neasemuit de frumoas\u0103 mi-a a\u0163intit calea \u015fi s-a ar\u0103tat f\u0103r\u0103 ocoli\u015furi dornic\u0103 de a-mi \u00eendeplini orice dorin\u0163\u0103. 7.06.10.<\/strong><\/p>\n Tinere\u0163ea, be\u0163ie \u00een sine, socoate c\u0103 o slov\u0103 divin\u0103 muste\u015fte 13.05. 10.<\/strong><\/p>\n Schingiuit metodic glasul meu. de Ana Ionesei Am visat un vis al lui Schubert. M-am trezit \u00eentr-o bun\u0103 zi astfel \u015fi am \u00eentrez\u0103rit \u2013 sau doar m-am \u00eentrebat ? \u2013 : Rememorez visul ori \u00eel compun ? Filosofemele toate le-am obliterat, p\u0103str\u00e2nd ca viciu filosofia.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[615,83],"tags":[631,1150,1124],"class_list":["post-5329","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-28","category-experiment","tag-ana-ionesei","tag-egophobia-28","tag-experiment"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-1nX","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5329","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5329"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5329\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5330,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5329\/revisions\/5330"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5329"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5329"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5329"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\npsalmodiind rime \u00eenc\u0103 at\u00e2t de crude, socote\u015fte dup\u0103 nespusele sale, \u00een sertarele creierilor s\u0103i m\u0103cina\u0163i de fatalitatea ce singur \u015fi-a n\u0103scocit-o ?
\nCine s\u0103-l cread\u0103 pe cel ce vr\u00e2nd a-\u015fi \u00eenf\u0103\u0163i\u015fa iubita dep\u0103rtat\u0103,
\n\u00een loc doar cartografiaz\u0103 toate col\u0163urile \u015fi intersti\u0163iile unde ea nu-i ?
\nDar mai de pl\u00e2ns este tizul s\u0103u vl\u0103guit de vanitate, cel ce se am\u0103gea c\u0103 sublimul \u00eel \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015feaz\u0103 \u015fi-l exhal\u0103 ca pe m\u0103rg\u0103ritare,
\n\u00eens\u0103 \u00een fapt devenise o ran\u0103 el \u00eensu\u015fi,
\niar tot ceea ce r\u00e2vnea era gloria.
\nDar cel mai fericit \u2013 \u015fi poate f\u0103r\u0103 a o \u015fti \u2013 era cestlalt,
\ncare se preschimbase \u00een izvor de Muzic\u0103;
\ndar muritorii \u015fi \u00een genere bipezii n-aveau urechi s\u0103-l aud\u0103,
\neventual necuv\u00e2nt\u0103toarele umile cu sim\u0163 orfeic \u00eel mai omagiau,
\nde\u015fi el nu cer\u015fea nimic, nim\u0103nui, nici m\u0103car crudei frumuse\u0163i,
\nci se ostenea f\u0103r\u2019 a se \u00eentreba \u201e\u00eencotro ?\u201d<\/p>\n
\nDup\u0103 ce ne-am iubit cu furie, mi-a dezv\u0103luit secretul fatal :
\nEa era Moartea, care cu generozitate consim\u0163ise a-mi \u00eendeplini eternul vis, acela de a poseda o femeie frumoas\u0103 mie, Ur\u00e2tul. <\/p>\n
\n\u00eentre fruntariile firii;
\nB\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u0163ea, cu ochii-i pleca\u0163i, vede o ran\u0103 \u015fi at\u00e2t, t\u00e2njind \u00een zadar dup\u0103 delirul de-alt\u0103dat\u0103. <\/p>\n
\n\u015eapte de cup\u0103 minus \u015fapte de pic\u0103.
\nCorpul \u00eemi mai distrage aten\u0163ia, am\u00e2n grandiosul gest final.
\nAm fost ( toat\u0103 via\u0163a mea ) un observator, m-am \u00eennecat de at\u00e2tea
\ncuvinte,
\nanulate de sim\u0163ire. \u00cen templul meu lum\u00e2n\u0103rile nu ard, ci suspin\u0103.
\nUnii \u015fi-au fr\u00e2nt m\u00e2inile ca reveren\u0163\u0103 suprem\u0103.
\nCunosc tenacitatea celui Prea-\u00cencercat \u00een \u015fcoala obsesiei, m\u0103 plec
\n\u00een fa\u0163a Celui T\u0103cut \u015fi a prea-milostivului care-\u0163i face loc pe
\npiedestal c\u00e2nd te sugrum\u0103 savoarea clipei ce o pierzi numai privind.
\n\u00ce\u0163i cer\u015fe\u015fti nemurirea, \u00ee\u0163i adulezi du\u015fmanul tainic pe care tocmai
\nl-ai cunoscut.
\nEra ceva de mult proscris.
\nDar tu \u00eenc\u0103 dospeai.
\n\u00cenc\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"