{"id":5469,"date":"2010-09-19T17:13:56","date_gmt":"2010-09-19T15:13:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=5469"},"modified":"2010-09-19T17:13:56","modified_gmt":"2010-09-19T15:13:56","slug":"burning-church-followed-by-an-atheist-prayer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=5469","title":{"rendered":"Burning Church [followed by An Atheist Prayer]"},"content":{"rendered":"<p align=right>de \u015etefan Bolea<\/p>\n<p align=right>\u201cI am a tree awaiting the lightning.\u201d<br \/>\n[Samael, <em>The Crown<\/em>]<\/p>\n<p align=center>\nYou don\u2019t have to be only intelligent, you must be smart as well. Otherwise your talent is invalidated by your inaccessibility. The post-modern hero is a combination between C\u0103t\u0103lin and Hyperion, a Darwinian predator and a charming bad guy. The essential point is that you must win.<\/p>\n<p align=justify>\nSentimentul e\u015fecului \u00ee\u0163i poate oferi profunzimi suplimentare, te poate face interesant, cum crede Cioran (la fel cum din punctul de vedere al per-versit\u0103\u0163ii, durerea este de preferat, pentru c\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i ascute con\u015ftiin\u0163a de sine), dar de ce ar fi impracticabil\u0103 \u015fi de ocolit victoria? <em>Winning is level up<\/em>, se \u015ftie. O lupt\u0103 dintre tine \u015fi tine, \u00een care tu ie\u015fi c\u00e2\u015ftig\u0103tor. Dac\u0103 sun\u0103 paradoxal sau contrariaz\u0103 logic\u0103, amintesc c\u0103 un filosof contemporan arat\u0103 c\u0103, \u00eentr-o oarecare m\u0103sur\u0103, trebuie s\u0103-\u0163i fii superior pentru a avea o conversa\u0163ie cu tine \u00eensu\u0163i. \u015ei dac\u0103 unii converseaz\u0103 cu Dumnezeu (vezi filmul existen\u0163ialist pe aceast\u0103 tem\u0103), mie \u00eentotdeauna mi-a pl\u0103cut s\u0103 m\u0103 compar \u015fi s\u0103 accept influen\u0163a (\u015fi s\u0103 i-o reneg) demonului meu. <em>Some follow others, you should only follow your shadow!<\/em> Dac\u0103 e\u015fti deschis, \u00ee\u0163i ofer\u0103 <em>quest<\/em>-uri, care te vor face mai profund \u015fi mai puternic dec\u00e2t proverbiala <em>last cup of sorrow<\/em>, injec\u0163ia cu melancolie \u015fi (trebuie s\u0103 recunoa\u015ftem) o meritat\u0103 doz\u0103 de <em>self-pity<\/em> din bunc\u0103rul Ghetsimani. Destinul nostru nu trebuie s\u0103 fie unul christic sau mistic (pentru asta a fost de ajuns Evul Mediu, o parte din Rena\u015ftere \u015fi Reform\u0103, plus pe plan local, genera\u0163ia \u201927, care a e\u015fuat lipind moartea de Dumnezeu, \u00een <em>teotanatologie<\/em>, ca s\u0103 folosesc un barbarism), parodiind o idee a unui alt filosof obscur (Helmut Kuhn), noi am urcat Golgota \u015fi nu i-am g\u0103sit acolo dec\u00e2t pe cei doi t\u00e2lhari. <em>Jesus wasn\u2019t there anymore<\/em>. Sunt ateu \u00een stilul lui \u015eestov \u015fi Kierkegaard \u015fi sunt la fel de religios ca Nietzsche \u015fi Heidegger. Un oximoron \u00eentre voin\u0163a \u015fi imagina\u0163ia mea. <em>So let me offer you <\/em><!--more--><\/p>\n<p><strong>An Atheist Prayer<\/strong><\/p>\n<p align=justify>\n(I once have had a vampiric awakening, I had the sensation of living inside my brain; the sensation that my brain was the world; what is the trace of that sepulchral revelation? a) the feeling that I have seen what others have failed to see, that I really opened my mind; b) that religion was dark and every church was a triumph of Evil, that closest to our hearts is the demon who perhaps created us.)<\/p>\n<p>god of isaac not of abraham, god of kierkegaard and shestov<br \/>\ngod of unamuno god of kazantzakis<br \/>\nrelease us<br \/>\nlet us in<\/p>\n<p>god of job and god of faust, desert god, god of the unknown<br \/>\ngod of steel god of gold god of oil<br \/>\nburn the forest and make room for us<\/p>\n<p>god of beggars, god of heaven and hell<br \/>\ngod of glass, invisible god, god of shadows, god of hunters<br \/>\ndestroy me like lightning<\/p>\n<p>because I make room for you in my body<br \/>\nbecause my mind is a graveyard a slaughterhouse a factory a whorehouse a concentration camp a prison a hospital and a zoo<\/p>\n<p>destroy me like lightning<br \/>\nbecause my soul is a landmine hidden in the garbage<br \/>\nand my bones will be used to build the stake for your heart the cross above your tomb the plane that crashes above you <\/p>\n<p>we are friends like judas and lucifer like hitler and stalin<br \/>\non of us must perish so the other can rise<br \/>\nit\u2019s either you against me \u2013 alone against your world, you alone against mine<\/p>\n<p>I await your lightning, expect my blind eternal rage<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>de \u015etefan Bolea \u201cI am a tree awaiting the lightning.\u201d [Samael, The Crown] You don\u2019t have to be only intelligent, you must be smart as well. Otherwise your talent is invalidated by your inaccessibility. The post-modern hero is a combination between C\u0103t\u0103lin and Hyperion, a Darwinian predator and a charming bad guy. The essential point [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[124,615],"tags":[1128,1150,39],"class_list":["post-5469","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-editorial","category-egophobia-28","tag-editorial","tag-egophobia-28","tag-stefan-bolea"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-1qd","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5469","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5469"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5469\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5470,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5469\/revisions\/5470"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5469"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5469"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5469"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}