P\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 ajung\u0103 la spital, cerurile sale \u00eel acaparar\u0103 \u00een \u00eentregime \u015fi, p\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 primeasc\u0103 primul ajutor, devenise \u00eentru totul o fiin\u0163\u0103 celest\u0103 \u00een susul c\u0103reia \u00een niciun jos nu mai putea s\u0103 ajung\u0103.<\/p>\n
\nA doua lui internabilitate \u00eei aduse un nou cer \u00een el \u015fi, dac\u0103 ar putea \u00een acest moment s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103, i-ar fi spus, probabil c\u0103 numai ei, la urm\u0103toarea prim\u0103 cin\u0103 pe care i-ar servi-o, c\u0103 \u00eei e fric\u0103 ca trupul s\u0103u indezirabil s\u0103 nu se transforme \u00eentr-un orizont de ceruri personale, toate perfect permeabile la internabilit\u0103\u0163ile lui poten\u0163iale. \u015ei i-ar mai spune, cu siguran\u0163\u0103, c\u0103 se teme ca num\u0103rul cerurilor sale organice s\u0103 nu creasc\u0103 \u00een propor\u0163ie deocamdat\u0103 aritmetic\u0103 cu num\u0103rul spitaliz\u0103rilor pe care le cauzeaz\u0103 \u015fi cu siguran\u0163\u0103 i-ar mai zice \u015fi c\u0103 \u00eei este fric\u0103 ca propor\u0163ia lor s\u0103 nu devin\u0103 \u015fi geometric\u0103, dar aproape cu certitudine \u00eentr-un alt timp, cel mai probabil, \u00een ordine cronologic\u0103, al treilea.<\/p>\n
\nTrebuie s\u0103 am\u00e2n\u0103m discu\u0163ia noastr\u0103 principal\u0103, \u00ee\u015fi zicea ea p\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 ajung\u0103 cu el la spital \u015fi p\u00e2n\u0103 ca el s\u0103 primeasc\u0103 primul ajutor, cel pu\u0163in pentru \u00eenc\u0103 un timp. M\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc c\u0103, odat\u0103 \u015fi odat\u0103, vei reu\u015fi s\u0103 o termini \u015fi s\u0103 \u00eemi \u015fi confirmi toate inten\u0163iile mele adev\u0103rate, dar, p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd acel timp va veni, eu am s\u0103 am grij\u0103 perpetu\u0103 de tine \u015fi am s\u0103 lucrez numai \u00een tur\u0103 de noapte pentru a nu-\u0163i lipsi nicio cin\u0103 \u015fi am s\u0103 am \u015fi r\u0103bdarea pe care se vede c\u0103 tu nu o po\u0163i avea nici s\u0103 termini de povestit deja ziua primei tale internabilit\u0103\u0163i. \u015ei am s\u0103 \u015fi \u00eencerc ca timpul sf\u00e2r\u015fitului discu\u0163iei noastre principale s\u0103 nu fie mai mult de al treilea, mai ad\u0103ug\u0103 ea c\u00e2nd ie\u015fi pe u\u015fa salonului s\u0103u prim, unde \u00eel culc\u0103 \u00een acela\u015fi pat f\u0103r\u0103 credin\u0163\u0103 \u015fi f\u0103r\u0103 mobilitate. Sper ca p\u00e2n\u0103 la cin\u0103 s\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi revin\u0103 din absen\u0163a verbal\u0103 \u00een care cerurile lui cu unul mai multe l-au b\u0103gat fiindc\u0103 poate chiar mi se va face dor de el \u015fi nu ar fi exclus s\u0103 mi se \u015fi fac\u0103, \u00ee\u015fi mai spuse ea \u00een ciuda aparentei finalit\u0103\u0163i a ultimelor ei vorbe, c\u00e2nd totu\u015fi nu reu\u015fise s\u0103 \u00eenchid\u0103 u\u015fa imediat cum disp\u0103ru \u00een spatele \u00eenchiderii ei temporar definitive.<\/p>\n
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