here<\/a><\/strong><\/em><\/p>\nVei p\u0103trunde \u00een \u00eenc\u0103perea aceea cu pere\u0163ii \u00een calcio-vecchio cu firicele de praf irizate c\u00e2nd bate soarele bolnav \u00een dup\u0103-amiezile grele c\u0103lduroase c\u00e2nd lumina vibreaz\u0103 dens\u0103 \u015fi senzual\u0103 sim\u0163urile se ascut la maximum te cuprinde o ame\u0163eal\u0103 poate pl\u0103cut\u0103 dac\u0103 n-ai avea senza\u0163ia acestei ame\u0163eli dac\u0103 n-ai realiza aceast\u0103 ame\u0163eal\u0103 ca pe un fapt ca pe o realitate \u00een interiorul altei realit\u0103\u0163i de obicei banal\u0103 \u015fi inconsistent\u0103 at\u00e2t de banal\u0103 \u015fi inconsistent\u0103 uneori\u2026<\/p>\n
Vei p\u0103trunde \u00een \u00eenc\u0103perea aceea cu pere\u0163ii iriza\u0163i p\u0103str\u00e2nd amprenta unor fapte nepetrecute sau poate petrecute demult – cine \u015ftie c\u00e2nd \u2013 colc\u0103ind de fapte petrecute sau care ar fi putut s\u0103 se petreac\u0103 sau care \u2013 cine \u015ftie \u2013 se vor petrece a\u015fa cum tu b\u0103nui a\u015fa cum tu \u015ftii sau poate cu totul altfel\u2026.<\/p>\n
Vei p\u0103trunde \u00een \u00eenc\u0103perea aceea pe care o \u015ftii at\u00e2t de bine \u015fi totu\u015fi cu contururi incerte lumina filtrat\u0103 o va face s\u0103-\u015fi piard\u0103 contururile reale \u0163i-o va prezenta altfel a\u015fa cum tu o b\u0103nui a\u015fa cum tu o \u015ftii sau poate cum n-ai b\u0103nuit-o \u015fi nu o vei \u015ftii niciodat\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n
Vei p\u0103trunde \u00een \u00eenc\u0103perea aceea deodat\u0103 mare imens\u0103 cu fotolii moi din piele prins\u0103 cu \u0163inte \u00eenflorit capul fiec\u0103reia dintre ele vor tivi marginile fotoliilor bl\u00e2nzi \u015fi odihnitoare tapisate cu piele uzat\u0103 cr\u0103pat\u0103 de vreme primind razele unei dup\u0103-amiezi fantastice care tinde s\u0103 treac\u0103 spre crepuscul razele \u00eeng\u0103lbenite de vreme \u015fi de aurul din florile \u0163intelor ce le vor reflecta vir\u00e2nd spre ro\u015fu culoarea aurului vechi\u2026.<\/p>\n
Vei p\u0103trunde \u00een \u00eenc\u0103perea aceea deodat\u0103 intim\u0103 \u015fi primitoare parc\u0103 mic\u015forat\u0103 \u00een imensitatea ei suprimat\u0103 \u00een timp \u015fi spa\u0163iu cu un miros putrid \u015fi pl\u0103cut un miros greu de migdale amare sau de mere putrede sau de f\u00e2n cosit \u015fi dospit \u00een c\u0103ldura umed\u0103 a dup\u0103-amiezilor noroase de var\u0103 t\u00e2rzie l\u0103sat pe c\u00e2mp \u00eenainte de a fi cl\u0103dit \u00een stoguri sub care mi\u015fun\u0103 viperele verzi-negricioase cu \u015fuierat adormitor le ghice\u015fti \u00eencordarea \u00een a\u015fteptarea plin\u0103 de p\u00e2nd\u0103 arcuit\u0103 \u015fi tensionat\u0103 ca o sabie din o\u0163el de damasc \u00eencremenit\u0103 o clip\u0103 \u00een garda adversarului \u00eentr-un efort suprem\u2026<\/p>\n
Vei p\u0103trunde \u00een \u00eenc\u0103perea aceea pentru un spa\u0163iu at\u00e2t de \u00eengust a\u015fteptarea va fi imens\u0103 cum imens pare un spa\u0163iu \u00eentre dou\u0103 secunde oprit dintr-un flux intens cu o intensitate dureroas\u0103 c\u00e2nd a\u015ftep\u0163i s\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mple ceva cumplit sau ceva dureros al unei pl\u0103ceri indescriptibile sau ceva ca o groaz\u0103 ajuns\u0103 la paroxism ceva ca o dragoste mare imens\u0103 pe care o a\u015ftep\u0163i s\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mple \u00een clipa aceea sau ca o mare tain\u0103 o crim\u0103 abominabil\u0103 ce o ai tatuat\u0103 \u00een suflet ca pe ceva predestinat venit de undeva din ni\u015fte timpuri c\u0103rora le-ai pierdut memoria amintirea lor izbucne\u015fte dintr-odat\u0103 sfredelind spa\u0163iul \u015fi timpul ca o fulgerare pe care orice muritor n-ar pute-o suporta \u015fi doar \u0163ie \u0163i-a fost dat\u0103 s-o afli s-o sim\u0163i doar o singur\u0103 dat\u0103 care \u00eens\u0103 se repet\u0103 mereu \u015fi mereu aceea\u015fi ca un ritual c\u0103p\u0103t\u00e2nd permanen\u0163\u0103 \u015fi durat\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 sf\u00e2r\u015fit\u2026.<\/p>\n
Vei p\u0103trunde \u00een \u00eenc\u0103perea aceea deodat\u0103 mare imens\u0103 cu pere\u0163ii de jur-\u00eemprejur ticsi\u021bi de c\u0103r\u0163i puse pe dou\u0103 pe trei pe nenum\u0103rate r\u00e2nduri la \u00eent\u00e2mplare \u015fi totu\u015fi \u00eentr-o ordine anumit\u0103 bine \u015ftiut\u0103 de bibliotecarul care \u00eens\u0103 a murit duc\u00e2nd cu el aceast\u0103 ordine cu cheia legat\u0103 la br\u00e2ul ce-l \u00eencingea c\u00e2nd a fost \u00eengropat a\u015fa l\u0103sase scris \u00een testament\u2026
\nVei p\u0103trunde \u00een \u00eenc\u0103perea aceea pentru c\u0103 a\u015fa \u00ee\u0163i fusese scris s\u0103 fii lucid p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t\u2026<\/p>\n
Vei ridica apoi ochii \u00eencet cu smerenie spre portretul din ad\u00e2ncul \u00eenc\u0103perii drapat \u00een catifea grea vi\u015finie cu pliurile \u00een care moliile se vor mi\u015fca t\u0103cut \u0163es\u00e2ndu-\u015fi c\u00e2ntecul f\u0103c\u00e2nd t\u0103cerea imens\u0103 s\u0103 fo\u015fneasc\u0103\u2026.<\/p>\n
Vei ridica ochii spre portret spre portretul indiferent spre figura absent\u0103 ad\u00e2ncit \u00een cine \u015ftie ce g\u00e2nduri care nu te privesc spre portretul acela \u015fi \u00een genunchi huiduielile tale se vor ridica p\u00e2n\u0103 la cer \u00een cea mai ad\u00e2nc\u0103 fierbinte \u015fi umil\u0103 rug\u0103\u2026.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
de Gorun Manolescu (Romania) for the English version, click here Vei p\u0103trunde \u00een \u00eenc\u0103perea aceea cu pere\u0163ii \u00een calcio-vecchio cu firicele de praf irizate c\u00e2nd bate soarele bolnav \u00een dup\u0103-amiezile grele c\u0103lduroase c\u00e2nd lumina vibreaz\u0103 dens\u0103 \u015fi senzual\u0103 sim\u0163urile se ascut la maximum te cuprinde o ame\u0163eal\u0103 poate pl\u0103cut\u0103 dac\u0103 n-ai avea senza\u0163ia acestei ame\u0163eli […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[704,393],"tags":[1151,28,54],"class_list":["post-6128","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-29-30","category-prozascurta","tag-egophobia-29-30","tag-gorun-manolescu","tag-proza-scurta"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s6DakB-avatar","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6128","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6128"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6128\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6344,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6128\/revisions\/6344"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6128"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6128"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6128"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}