{"id":6769,"date":"2011-05-18T20:32:05","date_gmt":"2011-05-18T18:32:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=6769"},"modified":"2011-05-18T20:35:14","modified_gmt":"2011-05-18T18:35:14","slug":"un-diavol-special","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=6769","title":{"rendered":"un Diavol special [I]"},"content":{"rendered":"<p align=right>de Daniel Sur<\/p>\n<p><strong>te-am visat \u015fi m\u0103 apropii de fereastr\u0103 <\/strong><br \/>\n\u00eenainte ca \u00eentunericul s\u0103 vomite un soare glon\u0163<br \/>\nciulesc urechile spre dreapta spre st\u00e2nga<br \/>\nprintre mobile<br \/>\npodeaua mi se pare prea absent\u0103<!--more--><br \/>\nveche lugubr\u0103 vl\u0103guit\u0103<br \/>\neu am devenit umbr\u0103<br \/>\numbra corpului meu din patul \u0103sta<br \/>\nsau cel de la Hotel Paix cu mul\u0163i ani \u00een urm\u0103<br \/>\npentru c\u0103 adev\u0103ratul corp<br \/>\na r\u0103mas blocat \u00een tine<br \/>\n\u00eemi lipsea o liter\u0103 \u00eemi lipsea o liter\u0103<br \/>\npe jum\u0103tate \u00een\u0103untru pe jum\u0103tate afar\u0103 \u015fi gata<br \/>\n\u00ee\u0163i garantez c\u0103 nu eu am pierdut-o<br \/>\nmi s-a furat m-au furat cu toate precau\u0163iile mele<br \/>\ncu toate etichetele lipite<br \/>\natunci \u0163i-ai dat seama c\u0103 te-ai \u00een\u015felat<br \/>\nte-ai ru\u015finat ai ro\u015fit<br \/>\nai trecut foarte repede la urm\u0103toarea \u00eencercare<br \/>\nde a m\u0103 scoate orbe\u015fte<br \/>\nde a m\u0103 scuipa din tine<br \/>\nai luat cu\u0163itul din geant\u0103 m-ai \u00eenjunghiat<br \/>\nca pe un pe\u015fte<br \/>\nsco\u0163\u00e2ndu-mi afar\u0103 m\u0103runtaiele promisiunile cenu\u015fii<br \/>\n\u015fi \u00een acel moment mi-a revenit mirosul de votc\u0103<\/p>\n<p><strong>cel mai mult \u00eemi pl\u0103cea c\u00e2nd te trezeai<\/strong><br \/>\nc\u00e2nd te agitai \u015fi te trezeai nedeslu\u015fit\u0103 sub p\u0103turile somnului<br \/>\napoi te transformai treptat \u00een picioare degete bra\u0163e<br \/>\nun fluture alb \u0163i se a\u015feza pe b\u0103rbie \u015fi pe obraji<br \/>\n\u00een timp ce l\u00e2na dimine\u0163ii \u00ee\u0163i rodea buzele<br \/>\n\u015fi albul ochilor injectat din cauza efortului<br \/>\nnu era durere ci doar o oboseal\u0103 a respira\u0163iei<br \/>\ndin cauza vreunui virus oarecare<br \/>\nsau din cauza ho\u0163ilor care \u0163i-au furat<br \/>\npachetul cu batiste pentru lacrimi<br \/>\nde\u015fi aveai sertare pline cu comori pre\u0163ioase<br \/>\njurnale scrise cu creioane dermatografe<br \/>\ncapete de ruj poze decupate cu actri\u0163e reviste secrete pasiuni ilustrate<br \/>\n\u015fi era totul din nou \u00een ordine era totul \u00een ordine<br \/>\nnimeni nu avea s\u0103 mai n\u0103scoceasc\u0103 o scuz\u0103<br \/>\nsau s\u0103 intre tiptil \u00een camera ta \u00een patul t\u0103u<br \/>\n\u015fi s\u0103 te mai fure vreodat\u0103<br \/>\na\u015fa st\u0103teai calm\u0103 \u00een pat f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 te \u00eencume\u0163i s\u0103 faci un gest<br \/>\ncu ochii enormi deschi\u015fi \u00een lumin\u0103<br \/>\nf\u0103r\u0103 ca nimic s\u0103 se ascund\u0103 dincolo de lumin\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een afar\u0103 de mai mult\u0103 \u015fi \u00eenc\u0103 \u015fi mai mult\u0103 lumin\u0103<\/p>\n<p><strong>niciodat\u0103 nu mi s-a p\u0103rut c\u0103 seam\u0103n cu mine<\/strong><br \/>\nmereu m\u0103 mir c\u0103 \u00eel confund\u0103 pe str\u0103inul acesta cu mine<br \/>\nc\u0103-l cheam\u0103 exact cum m\u0103 cheam\u0103 pe mine<br \/>\nc\u0103 to\u0163i cred c\u0103 sunt eu<br \/>\nb\u0103rbia asta nu-i b\u0103rbia mea gura asta nu-i gura mea<br \/>\nurechile astea nu sunt urechile mele<br \/>\nnasul acesta lung nu-i nasul meu<br \/>\nnu eu un alt b\u0103rbat te \u0163ine \u00een bra\u0163e<br \/>\nnu m\u00e2na mea a pornit un pic pe coapsa ta \u00een sus<br \/>\nnu-i corpul meu acesta care \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015feaz\u0103 str\u00e2nge<br \/>\nrespira\u0163ia asta care se lipe\u015fte de tine nu-i a mea<br \/>\neu sunt ciudat deosebit de voi tr\u0103iesc pe alt\u0103 planet\u0103<br \/>\nce s-ar \u00eent\u00e2mpla dac\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi \u0163i-a\u015f ap\u0103rea a\u015fa cum sunt cu eu de fapt<br \/>\ncu alt\u0103 fa\u0163\u0103 cu alte m\u00e2ini alt\u0103 b\u0103rbie alt\u0103 gur\u0103 alt\u0103 voce<br \/>\ncu bunica Maria ridic\u00e2nd nasul din caie\u0163elul cu p\u0103catele familiei<br \/>\ncu unchiul Nicolae \u00een pijama f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 miroas\u0103 a benzin\u0103<br \/>\ncu tata smulg\u00e2ndu-\u015fi via mama ur\u00e2nd o locomotiv\u0103<br \/>\nbunicul Ilie bolnav \u015fi sticla cu votc\u0103 lipit\u0103 de gur\u0103<br \/>\n\u015fi Cornelia bunica cu urechea lipit\u0103 de bunicul Ioan?<\/p>\n<p><strong>bunica Maria nu vorbea rom\u00e2ne\u015fte<\/strong><br \/>\nnici ungure\u015fte nici nem\u0163e\u015fte<br \/>\nci doar ruse\u015fte<br \/>\na\u015fa cum vorbesc ru\u015fii evada\u0163i<br \/>\ntare dispre\u0163uitor<br \/>\ndin degete<br \/>\namenin\u0163\u0103tor teribil<br \/>\nf\u0103c\u00e2nd ochi mari \u015fi \u00eembujor\u00e2ndu-se de m\u00e2ndrie<br \/>\ndup\u0103 moartea bunicului i-a preluat misiunea<br \/>\n\u015fi chinul \u015fi r\u00e2njetul:<br \/>\n\u00eenghi\u0163ea demonii familiei<br \/>\n\u00een fiecare diminea\u0163\u0103 pe stomacul gol<br \/>\nunul c\u00e2te unul mizeria tr\u0103d\u0103rile<br \/>\na \u00eengh\u0163it at\u00e2tea p\u00e2n\u0103 nu se mai putea mi\u015fca<br \/>\ndin pricina gre\u0163ei \u00een\u0163epenise pe scaunul ei de mireas\u0103<br \/>\nde unde se sp\u0103la se \u00eembr\u0103ca \u00ee\u015fi \u00eenmuia p\u0103rul cu benzin\u0103<br \/>\nca s\u0103-l prind\u0103 \u00eentr-un coc autoritar<br \/>\nla un loc cu nepo\u0163ii socotelile rug\u0103ciunile<br \/>\ntabla \u00eenmul\u0163irii din caietul de \u015fcoal\u0103<br \/>\niar \u00een fiecare prim\u0103var\u0103 chema moartea<br \/>\ncu degetul ei \u00eenfrico\u015f\u0103tor<br \/>\nca o ghear\u0103.<\/p>\n<p><strong>c\u00e2nd plou\u0103 \u00eentruna<\/strong><br \/>\ncopii se nasc din apa de la strea\u015fin\u0103<br \/>\nzice bunica Maria \u00een timp ce amestec\u0103<br \/>\nzah\u0103rul \u015fi romul \u00een ceaiul de ghimbir<br \/>\napoi aprinde cu gesturi misterioase<br \/>\nlum\u00e2narea alb\u0103<br \/>\nlum\u00e2narea neagr\u0103<br \/>\nlum\u00e2narea aurie<br \/>\nlum\u00e2narea argintie<br \/>\nlum\u00e2narea ro\u015fie<br \/>\ns\u0103 mi se vad\u0103 mai bine<br \/>\nexpresia cu z\u00e2mbetul meu \u00eenecat<br \/>\nbunica pe scaunul ei de mireas\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eenghea\u0163\u0103 \u00een fa\u0163a b\u0103nuielii<br \/>\nc\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u015fte \u00eentr-un acvariu<br \/>\ncu bebelu\u015fi culca\u0163i peste tot<br \/>\npe perne \u00een cear\u015fafuri \u00een vi\u015finii din fa\u0163a casei<br \/>\nlans\u00e2nd spre cer sc\u00e2ncete albastre<br \/>\ntransparente<br \/>\ndesfigurate<br \/>\nbebelu\u015fi plutind la \u00eent\u00e2mplare<br \/>\nsolemni<br \/>\n\u00eentin\u015fi \u00een lichidul de vindecat moartea<br \/>\ncobor\u00e2ndu-i spre bra\u0163 \u015fi din\u0163ii \u015fi limb\u0103<br \/>\n\u0163ip\u00e2nd \u00eentruna<\/p>\n<p><strong>bunicul Ilie mi-a cump\u0103rat un Diavol special <\/strong><br \/>\nde juc\u0103rie<br \/>\ncu un becule\u0163 care se aprindea<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd \u00eenjurai<br \/>\n\u015fi-a aprins o \u0163igar\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 filtru \u015fi a plecat<br \/>\nescalad\u00e2nd cerul \u00een direc\u0163ia Lunii<br \/>\niar \u00een camer\u0103 a \u00eenceput s\u0103 miroas\u0103 a cauciuc<br \/>\na piele pr\u0103jit\u0103<br \/>\na fum de \u0163igar\u0103 \u015fi benzin\u0103<br \/>\niar eu fiindc\u0103-mi era fric\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 dezbrac<br \/>\n\u015fi s\u0103 m\u0103 culc<br \/>\nst\u0103team pe vine ascuns \u00een dulap<br \/>\nscriindu-mi numele cu carioca ro\u015fie<br \/>\n\u00eenchipuindu-mi c\u0103 o s\u0103 apara mama<br \/>\n\u015fi-o s\u0103 m\u0103 ajute<br \/>\nfiindc\u0103 era numai vina ei<br \/>\ndac\u0103 m-ar fi n\u0103scut din ea a\u015f fi<br \/>\nputernic viteaz b\u0103rbat<br \/>\n\u015fi n-a\u015f petrece nop\u0163i \u00een \u015fir<br \/>\nsim\u0163ind cum \u00eemi respir\u0103 cineva \u00een ureche<br \/>\n\u015foapte de gum\u0103<br \/>\nc\u0103utam s\u0103 nu pl\u00e2ng<br \/>\ndar nu era de la fric\u0103<br \/>\nera de la Diavolul de juc\u0103rie<br \/>\ncare avea becule\u0163ul aprins<br \/>\nchiar dac\u0103 eu amu\u0163isem de mult<br \/>\na\u015fa cum amu\u0163ise \u00eentr-o zi \u015fi bunicul Ilie<br \/>\npoate din cauza ridurilor din obraz<br \/>\nsau poate respirase gre\u015fit \u015fi toat\u0103 familia s\u0103rise \u00een aer<br \/>\nbocete peste tot<br \/>\nlumea \u00eentreag\u0103 alerga degeaba<br \/>\ndoar bunica continua s\u0103 str\u0103nute<br \/>\npe scaunul ei de mireas\u0103<br \/>\nstr\u0103in\u0103 de bubuitur\u0103 aprob\u00e2ndu-l din cap.<\/p>\n<p>#<br \/>\nva <a href=\"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=6771\">continua<\/a> \u00een num\u0103rul viitor<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>de Daniel Sur te-am visat \u015fi m\u0103 apropii de fereastr\u0103 \u00eenainte ca \u00eentunericul s\u0103 vomite un soare glon\u0163 ciulesc urechile spre dreapta spre st\u00e2nga printre mobile podeaua mi se pare prea 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